Chapter 63: Not as good as before

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I immediately opened all the windows to allow the air to convection, and the night wind dispelled the smell of indulgence.

When he turned around, he found that Ah Lin was still standing there, and his right foot took a step forward, but he did not take a second step.

Qiao Shiyi got up from the ground, held the arm of his left hand with his right hand, and sneered with a somewhat crooked posture: "From the first day we met, I thought I was good to you. Secretly send you food in the middle of the night, send you medicine, and try your best to change from a little minion to a person who can ride on Brother Zhao's head, so that you can successfully fight back. You know what I'm hating, I'm hating why I loved you. Her tears rolled out like crystal clear glass beads.

Because of the pain, every step she took seemed so difficult and difficult, and she said, "Do you remember what we said when we first met? You say, you have to take me home, let me go to school, and live a good life. No one has ever given me a dream like that. You give, and then you just smash it. You said wait for me and come to see me every once in a while, but I tell you that I don't want this sympathy at all. I followed a man to commit crimes, but I never did, otherwise I would have helped you escape once or twice at that time. In order to help you escape, the person surnamed Zhao whipped me with a belt. Have you forgotten all this? ”

The words that had no emotion at all came out of the mouth of Qiao Shiyi, who was extremely embarrassed at this moment, and he looked extremely sad.

In this battle between two women, Ah Lin protected me, and the pleasure in my heart suddenly disappeared. As a woman, I knew that to be able to say such a thing so calmly, her heart must be dead.

And from their conversations, I also found some clues from ten years ago. I think that for Ah Lin at that time, as long as he could be free, if he could let himself live, no matter what trick he used, as long as he could achieve his goal, it was a good trick. It's easier to die than to survive, there's nothing right or wrong, there's no fairness. If the emotions of the past will tremble when you think about it, it is only worth letting go.

I looked at the man standing silently beside me, his occasional vicious look of pity locked on Qiao Shiyi, who was crying.

I noticed that his hand was quietly rubbing his pants a few times. I don't think it's that he's regretting that he just stood up for me, but that when Qiao Shiyi mentions some of the past, he's afraid, and he doesn't really want to recall. So that the palms of the hands are sweaty, sticky and uncomfortable, so you can only wipe off the sweat.

Of course, this is just my speculation.

At this time, he replied slowly: "I haven't forgotten." ”

Qiao Shiyi pursed his lips, grabbed a piece of clothing on his chest, and said more and more coldly: "Didn't forget? Since you haven't forgotten, how can you still do it? I was supposed to live like a corpse, and you made me feel like I could be like a normal girl, and I might not have to live like that anymore. I can think of something that other girls can easily get but I can't! Business Arrival! You have lied to me the most shameless lie in the world! ”

Her emotions seemed to have found an outlet, all pressed in the last half of the sentence, just listening to the voice scared, if you look at her empty eyes more and more creepy.

He broke Qiao Shiyi's fingers one by one, and said lightly: "Long snack, make a face." What really ruined you was the beginning of the crooked path, not me, a passerby. In fact, you have imagined the end of your life since the day you and Brother Zhao did, you are too lazy, unwilling to change, go with the flow, eat and wait for death. After a pause, he turned his head to look at me, a very gentle one. The glance was short, so short that before I had time to covet this tenderness, he had already looked away.

"Eleven. The person I love now has no education like you, has a cheap mouth, smokes, drinks, fights, and comes to everything. But the difference is that she can distinguish between right and wrong, and she also knows how to weigh the good and the bad. A girl like her, who has an unfortunate family, few friends, and average economy, will choose to fight for a suite in bed with her own face, because that kind of life is not difficult. But she knows self-love better than you. The reason why I am so infatuated with her is not because she is young and beautiful, but because I feel very happy and have a sense of belonging to her, which is such a simple reason. ”

Qiao Shiyi was stunned, and I was also stunned.

I never knew I was such a good person in his eyes. Because I'm stubborn, impulsive, and often emotional, but I have so many good things in his eyes.

Qiao Eleven's tears had dried up, and they could no longer flow. She smiled, paused for a few seconds, and then laughed again, finally squeezing a cold sentence out of her lips: "You mean you've never been sorry for me, have you?" You think you've saved so many children, it's too great, don't you? Sacrificing me is nothing, is it! ”

Shang Lin stood beside me, a big hand sliding a few times on my back, especially doting.

He said to Qiao Shiyi slowly: "What I owe you is nothing more than a favor, not love." We were together for half a year, and you tried to sleep with me countless times, but I refused. Your fantasies didn't come true in the first place, so why don't you look in the mirror and see if there's something wrong with you. ”

This is probably the cruelest sentence I have ever heard of Qiao Shiyi, but he is very reasonable, and even Qiao Shiyi can't seem to find a reason to refute it.

She pointed to the door and said indifferently, "Get out!" ”

Shang Lin took a deep breath, he took my hand, and finally said to her, "Think about what else you want?" Money, real estate, career, I can give you all of these. Don't feel like you're too high to accept my help. Qinggao needs capital, and I can't stand two kinds of women in my life, one is the woman who talks to me in KTV, which is called fake Qinggao. There is also a kind of woman who looks at the knowledge behind the knowledge in front of people but tries every possible way to climb into my bed, which is called false seriousness. If you complain more about me after today, then you can complain, most of the good men in this world who are looked up to are the same, but bad men have their own merits. For you, I can only be a negative man in my life. But for Cheng Yishu, I don't care about being a vulgar person who is too good to be distinctive. ”

After saying this, I was pulled out of Qiao Eleven's residence by Ah Lin, who hurriedly led me downstairs and chose me 'savagely' in the struggle between the two women. Speaking of which, it was my instinct to grab Joe Eleven's clothes as soon as I found the perfume. She stretched out her hand to hit me, in fact, it was also out of her instinct for a moment, but Ah Lin didn't care about that, he refused to let me suffer, and spoiled me to the point that it was unreasonable, this was Ah Lin's instinct......

It was already three or four o'clock in the morning when I left.

The streets were deserted, and he drove me all the way with such brazenness that I could see all the phantoms in my eyes.

Because Jiang Ciyun's residence was much closer to the mountainside villa, the car stopped in front of his house. He called Jiang Ciyun, and it didn't take long for Jiang Ciyun, who was in pajamas, to come down and open the door, and when he saw me standing next to Shang Lin, he pointed a little surprised: "When did you run out?" How could I not know. Why did you two come back together? ”

I didn't answer, and rolled my eyes at him.

Shang Lin pushed his hand and gently pushed the person away from the door, and threw him three words in a slightly damaged tone: "Take it easy." Tang Ying's small body is so sinful. It's all old husbands and wives, and it's almost enough for one night. ”

I burst out laughing.

Jiang Ciyun seemed to be immediately sleepy when he heard it, glared at me a little irritably, and then replied to Shang Lin: "She likes it, can you manage it?" Come early in the morning to call the soul! Exercise! ”

Jiang Ciyun didn't care about us anymore, and walked upstairs in slippers.

Shang Lin and I changed our shoes, and the smell of supper smoke was washed away by us one after another. I had turned off the lights when he got under the covers and had my back to him.

Seriously, the feeling of being hugged in bed has become very precious after a few days of separation.

"Are you asleep?" He retracted his arms and hugged me tighter.

"Nope." I whispered, as if speaking louder at this time would undermine his loyalty to me at the moment.

"Turn around." He whispered orders to me.

I didn't do that quickly, and only turned to face him after at least two minutes.

Outside the window were two standing street lamps, which shone softly from the outside, allowing me to see his features and his upper body, which was half covered by the quilt.

"What?"

He hugged my waist, crushed himself, and asked in a lower voice: "Tell me honestly, the matter between me and Qiao Shiyi, if you stand in the perspective of a bystander, isn't it a bastard?" ”

All of a sudden, my sharp teeth were gone, because I really didn't know how to evaluate them. I'm not a bystander, so from my point of view, all I can see is a husband protecting his wife. But if I were really a bystander, I might roll a look of extreme disdain at him and curse him with a curse: mean ghost.

"If you don't speak, it means I'm a kind of asshole." He muttered to himself, and laughed to himself.

I still didn't say anything.

Qiao Shiyi is a good rival in love, but I just hate her at most, and I don't hate her. Coupled with the fact that I had clearly gained the upper hand in my war with her, it would not make me much more noble if I wantonly slandered her in front of Ah Lin.

He misunderstood my silence, thinking that I was still sulking because of Qiao Eleven's presence, and suddenly his hands slid to my back, and he untied the shackles that held me in the way with ease.

"Why? Do you really want the next door to listen to the sound? I glared at him.

He said, "Hands are idle anyway." If you don't show a strong interest in you, I'm afraid you'll always worry about your banana milk being delivered to other people's mouths. ”

I was amused by his serious tone, and my knee was on the ground somewhere. Ah Lin's expression instantly became vivid and interesting. He said to me, "It's all right, it's soft and rotten bananas." Are you sick! ”

When I heard this, I leaned forward and leaned back with laughter, and my two little legs were still kicking the quilt hard.

He lifted his arm directly from my popliteal socket, and my knee was right against his chest, and I was immediately held in his arms like a ball. He kissed me on the cheek and said to me, "Cheng Yishu, don't leave me." ”

At the time, I really thought that he would be the man who walked with me for the rest of my life.