Mr. Zeng's short story 18
After leaving City A, I was hospitalized in Milan for more than a month, during which I made a detailed plan for the development of Hengyu in the next five years, no worries, the consciousness of survival allowed me to gain a passion that I have never had, according to the requirements of the professional team, I was earned in a private hospital in Canberra, and after continuing to observe for half a month, I was pushed into the operating room.
The old lady claimed to the outside world that I had traveled around the world, and the reporters did not continue to investigate without catching any clues, Zhao Yang was afraid that I would have psychological pressure, so he came to accompany me after going to Beijing to deal with some things in his hands, and I could understand how much pressure they brought to this operation, and strangely enough, I was not afraid.
Two months after I left City A, I was wheeled into the operating room, and by that time, I had already prepared for the worst that I wouldn't wake up, but I was desperately battling the disease.
What I didn't expect was that I woke up.
I told Zhao Yang that I seemed to hear Yuan Xiaojie shouting to me, so I tried my best to open my eyes, and for the first time in so many years, I saw him tell me with tears in his eyes: "The operation was successful." ”
I survived.
What does it really mean to be alive, I also figured it out at this time, to live means that you have a lot of rights, and this is different for everyone, for me, it is the right to love one more.
Zhao Yang said that it was because I had just undergone surgery and my body function had not recovered, and I was too weak because I had just undergone surgery, and I was finally able to get out of bed every morning, and I had to go to the rehabilitation center with a group of patients every morning, I felt that my body was slowly recovering, and it was also from this time that my heart began to be restless.
Counting up, it has been more than five months since I left City A. After dealing with death once, I understand the meaning of living, I think everyone has a different understanding of life, the first half of my life is thinking about how to deal with the group of people on the Forbes ranking page, all the details of life are taken care of, living means that I want to do a great thing, and after experiencing this operation, the meaning of life has changed, I understand, is to enjoy the moment.
By surviving, I naturally have the right to love someone again.
When Zhao Yang came to visit me in the hospital for the sixth time, he heard me say this, his right hand pressed on my shoulder, and said, "Second brother, not everyone has a chance to do it again, you are willing, and you are willing." ”
Of course, this alerted me, and I said, "Did you inquire about something?" ”
Zhao Yang had a trace of regret in his eyes, and said: "Second brother, in fact, after you left, Liang Wenhao almost found out about you and Wang Huijuan, and I blocked it, and he seems to be checking your news from other aspects, you should be able to guess it without me saying it, it may be what Miss Yuan meant." ”
Zhao Yang kept calling Yuan Xiaojie his sister-in-law, and at this moment, he called her Miss Yuan.
"Second brother, I didn't believe in any bullshit in the past, but sometimes we can't believe in fate, you say, Liang Wenhao is so desperate to help Miss Yuan, even if she is a stone, then you can't give it heat, so you just honestly recuperate and forget about this relationship."
Zhao Yang and I have no blood relationship, but they can be regarded as brothers, he said this to me, of course, it is all heartfelt, there is a practical basis, I also understand what he means, I know, as he said, even if I am willing to turn back now, people may not be able to see me.
What's more, he is still excellent to her.
I pretended to be calm and digressed from the topic, but this night, I couldn't sleep. Zhao Yang didn't know that before he came, I had asked my attending doctor when I would be discharged, and the doctor's answer was that he would have to observe for a period of time, twenty days at the latest.
Sometimes I'm naïve and ridiculous, what do I want to do in twenty days? Go back to her? Is she rare?
Most of the repair centers are elderly, among which I am more impressed is Martin and his wife, both husband and wife are in their eighties, Martin is behind his ears, every time he communicates with him, he has to talk at the top of his voice, his wife has a hot personality, we often meet when we exercise, back and forth, she actually wants to persuade me to join her square dance team, we have talked about feelings, I asked her what the state of women is the most desirable, she said that plain is true.
I persuaded myself that not to disturb is the best gentleness.
I didn't go back to Hengyu immediately after being discharged from the hospital, I chose to go on vacation, I ran to several cities a month, watched countless movies of one person, and occasionally met beautiful women of different skin colors to come over to talk, I responded with a smile, and in the dead of night, I still couldn't help but taste the fragrance of her hair.
After more than a month, the old lady asked me to go back, I knew what he was worried about, but I told him that I wanted to go to China to see.
The word "China" is a minefield for the old lady, it is about the fear brought by this operation that makes her sleep, no matter how I explain it, there are only three words "not allowed", the two of us quarreled on the phone, I directly said: "Aren't you afraid of the recurrence of my old disease?" ”
The old lady relented and said, "Zeng Ziqian, I will give you another month, and when the time comes, you will return to Milan honestly, if you dare to threaten me with your life again, I will swallow sleeping pills and go underground to find your father, and see who can win." ”
I knew that the old lady had compromised, and I advised myself to just go back and see and know that she was doing well.
That's exactly what I did, life, after all, there will be some irreparable regrets, I can see it. But what are the facts? A week after returning to City A, I could only get news from Manager Liu's words.
She is indeed stronger and better than I imagined, and in the six months since I left, her company has expanded in size and her income has increased, and she has long been a well-known figure in the circle.
However, I didn't ask Manager Liu to give me her photo, it was an escape, and I was also afraid, and coincidentally, we actually met.
Traveling can make some friends, and Jimmy and his wife are one of them, and the meeting place is at Jimmy's house.
She was the one who opened the door.
The woman who had appeared countless times in my dream appeared in front of me, and I forced myself to remain calm, but under the suit, my hands were trembling.
That's right, I've been nervous to this point.
I want to know everything she has been through in the past six months, but in her indifferent eyes, I only see the distance between us, I am not qualified to blame her or anything, but at this moment, there is another emotion pouring out of my heart - this woman is still so beautiful.
However, this beautiful woman, the woman who once belonged to me, at the dinner table, made it clear that she already had a boyfriend.
There is one thing I must admit, I admit that the relationship between us in the previous period made her suffer enough grievances, and with Liang Wenhao, she lost a lot of unnecessary trouble, but I am still a cautious person, yes, I am jealous.
And what really made me uncomfortable was that she rejected me to the point that she was unwilling to take the same elevator, what if I was healthy? If I die, will it not be this disgust that I will leave her?
Sent her out of the community, my heart is in this kind of entanglement, she is his girlfriend, her gentleness, belongs to another man. What's more, I saw this person by my side with my own eyes, picked her up, and she also followed willingly, yes, he and her, are going to start a new story.
I told myself that I was coming back to visit my relatives, this relative, it was her, and since she was all right, I was still hypocritical? But I can't do it, I know I'm naïve and ridiculous at this moment, so what, I'm a healthy man, and I have the right to pursue the woman I like.
Liking will make people lose their minds, I know that this is very sorry for Liang Wenhao to some extent, but love, when does it make sense?
When I was really sure I wanted to get her back, I learned from Jimmy that she was single not long before he came to City A.
That's right, if she forgot me so easily, then she should have been with Liang Wenhao a long time ago, right? She didn't forget, she just tried to forget.
So, I'm ready to be slapped in the face. Shameless or hooligan, I want this woman, I'm sure.
After a week of preparation, I finally investigated everything about her, I went to wait for her near her company, and learned that she sometimes crowded the bus, and I followed suit. After I recovered from a serious illness, my body was able to withstand the friction of the insiders in the bus.
Finally, on the third day of the bus ride, I ran into her.
I'm not going to use any so-called tricks, let her deal with it, slap her face if she loves it, criticize it if she loves to criticize, as long as she can relieve her anger, it doesn't matter anything, however, she only said "I don't remember", and beat me back to the prototype, I had the cheekiness to ask to participate in the drinking party with Jimmy, and relieved her, but she vomited all over the body.
What if she vomits, I like her, even the shirt she vomited, and I like it too.
Early the next morning, Liang Wenhao called me, and the first sentence was: "Mr. Zeng, I think you are the best at not keeping your promises." ”
We've played against each other a few times, but this time, I'm the one who loses.
PS: That's all for today, see you tomorrow.