Her mind was full of Yiran, Pei Ran had to pick up the gruel on the table, but just after two sips, she remembered the way Yiran used to feed her porridge with a bowl, and massage her with her feet!

I still remember when she said, "Mom, when you grow up, I will take care of you." ”

Pei Ran's mind is blank, if something really happens to Yiran, if Yiran can't get better, then what should she do? She still has to see the world in the future? What should she do, she is so small, how can she be so cruel?

Pei Ran's heart seemed to have been poked one by one, and his eyes immediately turned red, Pei Ran couldn't help it, got up from the sofa, and said loudly, "I'll go to the bathroom." With that, he rushed to the bathroom.

When Pei Ran got up from the sofa and passed by Yan Zhuolang, he clearly saw the tears in her eyes, he glanced at the table, and saw the things on the table, Pei Ran didn't eat much at all, his heart felt strange all of a sudden, and he hurriedly followed Pei Ran's steps to go out.

Pei Ran didn't go to the bathroom, but went directly out of the ward, and on the balcony at the end of the corridor, he saw a lonely back, lying on the balcony at the moment.

It was Pei Ran, she hid inside alone and cried secretly.

Although he could only see her back at this time, he could also feel how scared Pei Ran was at the moment, and his whole body trembled so much.

Why, she was so sad that she refused to cry to herself, why did she hide? Why is she so sad?

Yan Zhuolang didn't know why, why his mood was so uncomfortable, as if her sadness was superimposed on him all at once, making his chest hurt all the time, he really wanted to eliminate this sadness, as if this sadness was not because of himself, but because of another person.

His body seemed to be walking towards her uncontrollably, and when Pei Ran was crying at a loss, he turned her body around and protected her in his arms.

When Pei Ran saw Yan Zhuolang behind him, his whole person collapsed, tears seemed to be out of his control, big tears rolled out, and his face was salty, full of tears.

Even if they don't have to say anything to each other, they can understand how uncomfortable Pei Ran's heart is at this moment.

Pei Ran leaned in this familiar embrace, she didn't want to think about it so much, she just wanted to find someone to lean on, so that there would be less trouble in her heart.

Pei Ran leaned into his arms, smelling the familiar smell, Pei Ran thought that he had returned to two years ago, back to the days when he was still by his side.

But Pei Ran knew that his hug was just a simple comfort, but he didn't want her to be sad.

Pei Ran now not only has to bear the fact that Yan Zhuolang doesn't love her, but also has to bear the fact that Yi Ran may not be able to walk, and she doesn't know what to do.

A heart hurts so badly, as if it has been hit hard, what should I do?

Even in Pei Ran's arms, the whole person was very flustered, with tears in her eyes, like a wounded deer, looking at her so scared, Yan Zhuolang actually complained a little bit about himself in his heart, why couldn't he give her a little more warmth.

If it had been before, he might have pushed her away without hesitation, and let her get out of his life without hesitation, but now, he was reluctant, looking at her in front of him, crying silently.

He forced himself to tell himself in his heart that he couldn't bear to her, just because of his attachment, and had no other meaning.

He still has at least a trace of affection for her.

After Pei Ran cried for a long time, her emotions slowly eased down, maybe she was too tired from crying, and now she couldn't draw the strength to speak, and the whole person looked very embarrassed, which made people feel heartbroken.

Seeing her like this, Yan Zhuolang couldn't bear to say, "Don't worry, I have contacted foreign experts, there must be a way to deal with the disease, I will definitely cure her, I will definitely let her run and jump in front of you, and I will never let her have a little accident, I will do what I say." ”

When Pei Ran heard this, he raised a pair of beautiful eyes and stared at Yan Zhuolang.

Seeing that there was only firmness in his eyes, Pei Ran knew that Yan Zhuolang was a person who did what he said, as long as he said it, he would definitely do it, and he would never lie to her.

In any case, at this time, at least there was him, and her devastated heart was comforted at this moment.

She took several deep breaths, wiped the tears from her eyes with her hands, glanced at him, and then pulled herself out of his arms.

Pei Ran knew very well in her heart what was the reason why Yan Zhuolang was so good to her, she couldn't be greedy for an inch, after all, she had nothing to do with Yan Zhuolang now.

Yan Zhuolang stared at Pei Ran, only feeling that she looked like she was now, as if she had seen it somewhere, and she seemed to be very familiar with this feeling.

He hurriedly shook his head, asking himself not to think so much, Pei Ran was nothing more than a person from the past to him, but seeing the red tears in her eyes, he couldn't help but take out the handkerchief that Yiran gave him from his clothes.

Pei Ran was very surprised by his actions, and then said after a pause, "Thank you." ”

"This is what Iran asked me to give you." After finishing speaking, his voice revealed more indifference than before, "Hurry up and wash up, Yiran is about to wake up, and if she can't see you, she will be sad again." ”

After finishing speaking, Yan Zhuolang didn't seem to see Pei Ran, and left directly and quickly, his back was so indifferent, as if he had returned to rejecting himself thousands of miles away.

Pei Ran looked at the indifferent back, if it weren't for the fact that the handkerchief in her hand was real, she would have thought that she had just had a dream.

I dreamed that Yan Zhuolang was gentle to her, and I began to care about his feelings.

Yan Zhuolang was actually very surprised, why did he just want to wipe her tears, wanted to tell her not to cry, she was obviously just a stranger in her life, why did she still have such a strange feeling.

No, he still has a woman waiting for him in his life now, and he can't be so sorry for her.

From now on, he has to keep his distance, he can't be affected by any emotions of Pei Ran, and the person who wants to marry him in the future is Youli, not Pei Ran, and he can't have any messy feelings for that woman anymore.

Yan Zhuolang walked into the ward, because of the sudden recurrence of Yiran's condition, so the Yan family all appeared in the hospital, especially Yang Qian, her face was very unpleasant, looking at Yan Zhuolang's eyes with a little bit of complaint, but he didn't show too much, just asked Pei Ran where he went at this time, Yan Zhuolang responded that Pei Ran went outside to get something, and he would come back in a while.

"Zhuo Lang." Yang Qian sighed, "So far, we are sorry for Pei Ran, we must find a way, otherwise we will ......"

"I've contacted experts abroad." Yan Zhuolang directly interrupted Yang Qian's words, his expression was very cold, "Yiran will be fine, Mom, you don't have to worry about it so much." ”

When Yang Qian heard this, she could only sigh, her son had not been stubborn for a day or two, and she could only pray now that everything would be fine as he said.

At this time, there was a sudden cry in the ward, and after Yan Zhuolang heard Yi Ran's voice, he didn't care about the people sitting in the room, he rushed to the room with a brisk step, and subconsciously hugged Yi Ran in his arms.

The doctor said that her lower body had begun to be unconscious, and Yan Zhuolang was very afraid that he would notice it and be afraid, so at this time, he did everything he could to stay by her side to make up for the defect.

"Daddy." Yi Ran hugged Yan Zhuolang with his hand, and suddenly said out, "Why can't Yi Ran's legs still not move, why can't you go down to the ground to see Daddy and Mommy?" ”

Yan Zhuolang hugged Yiran and said with a smile, "Don't be afraid, Uncle Doctor said that you have an injury on your leg, and you will be able to walk in a few days, as long as the injury is healed, it will be all right." ”

"Daddy, when will the injury heal?" Yi Ran pouted and looked at Yan Zhuolang, looking very confused.

"Soon! Half a month at most! Yan Zhuolang kissed her little face again, all of them were spoiled.

"Okay, there is still half a month before I can fly a kite with Daddy!" Yiran is now very dependent on Yan Zhuolang, no matter what he says, she will believe it all, she believes that after half a month, everything will be the same as before.

Yan Zhuolang hugged Yiran to see Yang Qian and them, Yiran quickly became happy again, except for not being able to walk on the ground, other times, it was a very happy adult to speak, and there seemed to be no sadness on her face.

Half an hour later, Pei Ran came back, Yiran asked Pei Ran to hug her, Pei Ran took Yiran from Yan Zhuolang's arms, only to hear Yiran say, "Mommy, Mommy, Dad said that the injury on my leg will be fine for half a month, and then we can go kite flying, and Yiran will fly a big kite." ”

Pei Ran said with red eyes, "Okay, after the infection is cured, Mommy will promise you everything, Mommy will never leave you from now on." ”

"Really." Yiran threw herself into Pei Ran's arms all of a sudden, "Great, Mommy will never leave Yiran again, never again." ”

……

Pei Ran hugged her and tried her best to calm her mood.

Pei Ran really hated it, if he took revenge on himself, it would be fine, but Yiran was still a child, why did he treat Yiran like that? Isn't the suffering she endured in this life enough? Do you want her to continue her grief?

She didn't want that, she didn't want to.

Because his mind was full of chaotic emotions, Pei Ran actually felt that every minute and second of this day was all torment.

Because Yiran slept for a long time, she naturally couldn't sleep at night, so she had to let Yan Zhuolang watch TV with her, and tell her about the characters in the cartoon.

Yan Zhuolang said, "Yiran, Daddy hasn't seen it." ”

Yi Ran was puzzled, "Daddy, Mommy said that you are superhuman and can do anything, how can you not know what is said in the cartoon?" Mommy will talk about it. "In the young world, Dad is a god-like being, and nothing can trouble him.

Seeing this, Pei Ran couldn't bear to see his image destroyed in Yiran's mind, so he had to whisper in his ear, "You follow her, and when the time comes, I will probably tell her about it, the moral of this story is it, and this is what she wants to hear." ”

Yan Zhuolang was much more relaxed after hearing the trick Pei Ran told him, holding Yiran's small body, the two of them watched cartoons together on the hospital bed, and if there were some things he didn't understand, he told Yiran.