At first, I sat on the futon and pricked up my ears while thinking nonsense, but then in the dead of night, when I could hear a needle drop on the ground, I relaxed my guard and no longer restrained myself, and my loneliness slowly rose.

If given a choice, who would want to stay in such a dark room? Luckily, I don't have a phobia of confinement, otherwise the darkness and oppression around me would have driven me crazy. After a long time, it is inevitable to think, if Ah Ping is more resolute, will he make Widow Liu change her mind? Even if I can't change it, in fact, in addition to those big truths and asking myself, I hope he can accompany me.

Tired, tired, and lying back. The shoulders and backs touching the ground were full of layers of coolness infiltrating into the clothes, and lying down all night like this would definitely catch a cold, but the thought of turning like this didn't move, allowing the coolness to seep into the skin.

In the past five years, I have also been cautious, shrinking all the things of personality and freedom into my shell and hiding them - in order to integrate and survive, and to be ready to leave at all times. God knows why I came to this world, and God knows when I will leave suddenly, so what I can do is to go on with the life that Alain should have taken, and figure out the character she should have lived every day, including Brother Na Niu, including marrying Ah Ping at the age of nineteen, without trying to change.

But today, when facing Ah Ping being bullied and beaten, the things in my body that had been restrained and suppressed for a long time rushed out for no reason. According to the original character of Alain, even if he saw his husband being beaten, he was crying and helpless. But at that time, I rushed up and pushed people away without any scruples, and later fought with men like a shrew regardless of my image.

It's not that I have this pungent personality in my bones, in fact, I never fought with anyone at that time. It's just that maybe because it's been suppressed for too long, the momentum that erupts is relatively fierce; Or maybe I think of Ah Ping as my own......

The person who thinks of yourself in the depths of your heart!

Unlike Daddy, Auntie and Xiaotong, they are nominally relatives of this body, but I keep a distance from them, and the family affection is also weak. It may be slightly better for Xiaotong, but when he knows that many measures and Langzhong's diagnosis are wrong, it doesn't matter if he proposes it to Daddy and Auntie. So in fact, I'm a very cold person, and I have that little friendship in the face of family affection that doesn't belong to me.

But Ah Ping was different, he was the first person with whom I had a personal and intimate relationship. It's not emotionally distinct, the physical sensations are all I experience, and the mysterious atmosphere is also in the middle of it.

For three months, I also tried to keep my distance from Ah Ping as I did my family, but he was everywhere, almost relying on me to circle back and forth, and thus eating me.

Thinking of this, the corners of my mouth can't help but bend slightly, the taste of being needed by a person is actually good, and the feeling of being protected by a person is even more refreshing! It is this man with a mind like a child, who shields me from danger as a man, and relieves my mother's sorrows, so why can I not fight hard when he is in danger?

Thinking about this, I gradually became sleepy, and I subconsciously nested in the futon and curled up my body. But it was just a shaking effort, as if I heard something in the quiet space, and suddenly woke up, and it was dark when I opened my eyes, but the sound in my ears was not an illusion in a dream, it was real.

Suddenly I felt a chill on the back of my neck and a numb scalp because the sound was not coming from outside, but from within......