The pain in my stomach felt like it was about to tear my body apart, and I couldn't care about what Ji Mo and the doctor were saying, I just knew that my baby was about to leave before he could take a look at the world.

I was carried to a separate room by Ji Mo, and was invited into the operating room, I don't know how long it took, only the doctor's cold voice in my ears reminded me to exert force, and then I felt empty, a warm thing clinging to my buttocks, I panted and lowered my head slightly, seeing the baby's small head and curled up with distinct fingers.

The corners of my mouth slowly arced, this is the child that has grown in my body for more than six months, I tried my best to keep her alive, but she fell asleep with the night, never to wake up with the rising sun. My eyes were pinned to that tiny body, tears slipped silently from the corners of my eyes, and I choked up, "Can you let me see my daughter?" ”

"It's a boy." The doctor said, "Don't look at it, my arms are broken." ”

Boy?

Tears rolled down my eyes in large gulps, and I couldn't hold back my tears anymore as I watched with a blurred vision as the doctor carried the baby out in a black plastic bag.

In a trance, I heard Ji Mo's anxious voice outside the door, he pushed open the door and walked in regardless of dissuasion, Ji Mo's pale face was bloodless by the incandescent light above his head, he held my face with both hands, and wiped my tears with his fingers, "Dandan, don't cry, we will have another child." ”

My ears were ringing, and only the cold words of the doctor, accustomed to life and death, echoed......

----It's a boy.

---- arms were torn off.

Ji Mo put on my pants and carried me to the ward, I only leaned on his arms mechanically, and fell on the bed with his movements, my unsparkling eyes stared directly at the incandescent lamp above my head, Ji Mo took the water cup and put a straw and handed it to my lips, "Dandan, drink saliva." ”

I was indeed very thirsty, and the warm water flowed from my mouth into my stomach, warm, but no matter how warm the water was, it could not warm my heart.

Ji Mo covered me with the quilt again, wiping the sweat on my forehead, "It's almost dawn, let's sleep." ”

Yes, it's almost dawn, my daughter, no, it's a son, the doctor has made it clear, it's a boy, but my son is asleep forever.

The tears couldn't stop anymore, Ji Mo wiped my tears with a tissue, and Steward Yu also comforted me distressedly, "Madam, you are sitting in Xiaoyuezi now, you can't shed tears, it will hurt your eyes." ”

I didn't have the strength to speak, my mind went blank, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

Ji Mo sat on the edge of the bed and stayed with me.

Later, the bright sunlight seeped in through the curtains, and I closed my tired eyes in a daze.

I saw my daughter, she was babbling in my arms and calling for my mother, wearing the pink princess dress I bought for her, but after a while a little boy ran over, with a bare little buttocks, and also called me mother, and he said that I am your son, why don't you buy me clothes, I was shocked and didn't know why, and then I looked down, the daughter in my arms had disappeared, and the little boy turned his head behind his back and left, saying, Mom, I hate you.

I teared my heart and said, "Baby, don't go, come back, mommy loves you." ”

"Dandan, wake up."

I was woken up by a call, looking at Ji Mo's dejected face, looking around the ward, tears flowed down again, it turned out that I had a dream, my daughter is not mine, my son doesn't want me anymore, I can't even protect my own child.

Steward Yu's consistent professional face was full of temperature like never before, "Madam, let's eat something." ”

Ji Mo took the bowl, scooped the porridge with a spoon and handed it to my mouth, I opened my mouth and swallowed it......

After eating, after I let Steward Yu go out, I still looked at the ceiling sluggishly, Ji Mo seemed to sense what I was thinking, he held my hands with both hands, "Dandan, you take care of your body first, and I will find out about the medicine." ”

I smiled sadly, "Do you still need to check, there won't be a second person besides your mother." ”

Ji Mo broke my hand, the stubble that seemed to be there rubbed against my palm, and his low voice was slightly painful with unspeakable pain, "The doctor said that from your blood test report, you have taken two labor induction pills. ”

Twice?

The crystal light blurred my vision again, and my heart ached as if it had been split with a knife, and I raised my hand to cover my chest tightly, and only then did I struggle to squeeze out a sentence from the painful throat, "What time is it?" ”

"This ...... If nothing else, once the day before yesterday, once yesterday, the dose of the day before yesterday was less, and the dose of yesterday was large. ”

I closed my eyes, and my mind was full of my child's tiny fingers, so small, so cute, but without the breath of life, if he lived......

Ji Mo's warm hand caressed my cheek, "Dandan, don't think so much about it first, take care of your body." ”

My eyes widened suddenly, and I roared, "Your mother killed my son, don't you make me think anything?" ”

Ji Mo hung his head in frustration, "I'm sorry." ”

I took a breath, "Give me the phone, you get out." ”

Ji Mo suddenly got up, leaned down and hugged my waist and kissed me on the lips, "Dandan, what are you going to do?" ”

The corners of my mouth hooked the arc that seemed to be nothing, and I just looked at him and didn't speak.

Ji Mo said again, "Dandan, I didn't take care of you, you are angry with me." ”

I sneered, "Don't worry, I'm not calling your mother." "I'm going to call Zhuang Wenkai, and I'm going to tell him that it's not my daughter in my belly, it's my son, and the son he misses is really gone.

Ji Mo held my face with both hands, his dim eyes grabbed my gaze, and said hoarsely, "Then don't let me fight, don't think about anything, don't do anything, taking care of your body is more important than anything else, when your body gets better, I will accompany you whatever you want to do." ”

My teeth bit my lip, "You married me for the sake of your child, and now the child is gone." ”

Ji Mo lowered his eyes, his face was a little unnatural, and after a while, he said, "It's enough for me to have you." ”

I was a little tired and didn't really want to talk anymore, "You go out, let me be alone for a while." ”

"I won't bother you, I'm here with you."

Ji Mo sat quietly on the edge of the bed like this, and I slept for a while and woke up for a while, and the tears never stopped.

In the evening, Ji Mo called a basin of water and was about to take off my pants, I reached out and grabbed his arm, "What are you doing?" ”

"I'll wash you."

"No, I can wash it myself."

Ji Mo took my hand away, "Don't make trouble, the doctor said, pay attention to cleaning, besides, you are my wife, you should wash you." ”

His strength is a little great, I was not in the mood to eat this day, and I would not have the strength to argue with him, so I had to let him go, but I was still a little embarrassed to reveal my most private and bloody parts in front of him.

Ji Mo was very careful, and there was no displeasure on his face.

Steward Yu and Ji Mo took care of me in the hospital like this, and the most thing I did every day was to cry, they used all the words to comfort me, but they couldn't make up for my loss of a child.

Three days later, I was discharged from the hospital, Ji Mo went to work at my strong request, I searched all over the room and couldn't find my mobile phone, so I asked Steward Yu, she also said that she didn't know, I didn't want to call Zhuang Wenkai with the landline at home, so I called Ji Mo, "Where did my mobile phone go, call my sister." ”

"I'll help you put it away, it's not good to look at your phone during confinement, or I'll tell you your sister's number, and you can call her with a landline."

I suddenly roared like crazy, "Ji Mo, are you still going to restrict my freedom?" ”

"No, it's not ......"

I slammed the microphone to the ground.

Half an hour later, Ji Mo appeared in front of me panting, holding my mobile phone in both hands and handing it over, "I don't mean anything else, it's just ......"

I snatched my phone violently, ran to the bathroom and locked the door, and called according to Zhuang Wenkai's phone, once, twice...... No matter how much I bombed, he didn't pick up my phone.

This is really feng shui in turn, I used to refuse to answer his phone bombardment, now he refuses to answer me.

I sat on the cold floor, my trembling fingers editing text messages, every word of which was a bloody accusation.

Ji Mo took the key and opened the door, picked me up and walked out of the bathroom and put me on the bed, and said distressedly, "I won't stop you from doing anything, don't joke with your body." ”

I didn't care about him, my fingers pressed the screen quickly, I was emotional, my fingers trembled, but I didn't want to stop.

As you can imagine, my text message also fell into the sea, Zhuang Wenkai didn't reply a word, I called again, and still didn't answer.

Eventually, I got tired and threw my phone on the bedside table, and it flew straight from the bedside table to the floor with a crisp sound due to too much force.

Ji Mo stroked my undulating chest, his eyes ached slightly, "Dandan, if you are still angry in your heart, if you beat me, I will never fight back." ”

I'm angry, of course I'm angry, "What's your business, don't I care about people?" ”

Ji Mo didn't have anything to do with my oil and salt, he just tried his best to take care of my diet, and Steward Yu persuaded me over and over again.

Over the weekend, Gu Xiaole and Ji Yuan came to report again, and when they stepped into the bedroom door, I was huffing and unkempt on the bed and gritting my teeth and scolding my grandson, because I had just sent Zhuang Wenkai a few text messages that were not answered.

Gu Xiaole looked at me in disbelief, "Dandan, why are you ......?"

I smiled sadly, "I'm scary like this." ”

Ji Yuan's eyes sank, "What the hell is going on, why is the child suddenly gone?" ”

I raised my head, and a sneer opened at the corner of my mouth, "You go and ask your mother, and ask your Ji family's good wife and mother." ”

Gu Xiaole looked up at Ji Yuan, "Ji Yuan, let's break up." ”