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I remember a long, long time ago, Li Ziluo and I had an explosion, and that time, I almost thought he wouldn't come back, and I said to him, "You are my star, you are here, I will not be lost." ”

But I didn't think about what I would do one day when my star disappeared and where would I go next?

I was taken to the hospital, as if I had just slept for a while, and when I woke up, I almost bounced out of the hospital bed and shouted, "Li Ziluo!" ”

Suddenly, a pair of hands held me, and I turned my head sideways to see Li Fan with red circles, and I asked her, "What about Li Ziluo?" ”

She just cried hard and didn't speak, I've never seen Li Fan cry so sadly...

Li Fan told me that those remnants of the violent terror learned that there were many prominent figures in the conference center that day, and set fire there in order to retaliate against the society, but later they exploded for unknown reasons, and the terrorists were killed on the spot.

Due to the sudden explosion at the venue, many corpses could not be found at all, and the police could only determine the death list through the list of people who were rescued!

And Li Ziluo's name is inside...

After Li Fan told me, I didn't cry, I didn't have any expression, I just sat on the hospital bed in a daze, and for a moment, I felt that my soul was going with him!

It wasn't until Li Fan asked me how I was doing and if I could go to Li Ziluo's funeral that I finally woke up from hell and pushed Li Fan's obstruction to leave the hospital!

I rushed to Sun Hongshan's house regardless of everyone's obstacles to prevent her from holding a funeral for Li Ziluo, and after Sun Hongshan saw me in a white mourning dress, he showed a vicious gaze and said to me menacingly: "Ridiculous! My son is gone, and you won't give me a funeral? Who do you think you are? You're just a wild girl! Do you really think you entered the door of the Li family? Treat yourself as his wife? ”

Sun Hongshan walked towards me, her long nails poked at my collarbone fiercely and said fiercely, "Don't forget! You're divorced from Ziluo! I won't let you attend his funeral alone! If you want to make trouble for me again, don't blame me for being unkind to you! ”

At that moment, the blood flowed wildly in my body, and my eyes seemed to be dripping blood, not only did I not flinch in the slightest, but stepped forward and glared at her with blood-red eyes: "Even if you take my life away, I won't let you hold this funeral!" He's not dead, he's not going to die! It's impossible to die!! ”

Li Fan rushed in and hugged me, and shouted to me, "Dabai, don't make trouble!" ”

I writhed frantically and used all the strength of my body to shake off Li Fan and cried: "I didn't make a fuss! He's just not dead, I know, he's not dead! He promised me, he promised me that I would be together for the rest of my life, he promised me that as long as I didn't leave him, he would not give up on me, he never lied to me, he never !! Never..."

Li Fan ignored my punches and kicks, hugged me into his arms and cried: "After a few hours of fire, it is impossible for people to live!" Great! I know you're in pain, and I can't accept this fact, and I can't accept it! But Azusa fell on him, and he was gone! ”

I shouted with all my strength, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it!! ”

It was as if when I left him, that hot look was still in front of me, and he said to me that he loved me, and after all these years, he finally said to me that he loved me, how could he leave me, how could he !!

I finally got rid of Li Fan like a crazy lion, frantically destroying everything, knocking over everything on the altar, Sun Hongshan screamed loudly: "Call someone to come and hold her!" ”

Li Fan also cried out in pain, and I was already numb like a walking corpse, the candlestick cut my wrists, and the blood was scattered all over the altar, and I was still desperately trying to destroy everything!

There is only one belief in my heart, he is not dead, he can't hold this funeral, can't!

He's going to be back, he's definitely going to be back!!

Until the end, the whole house was shattered by me, and I looked at everyone who tried to stop me with red eyes, never knowing that my body could burst out with such great power, so great that it could destroy the whole world!!

Until a person rushed in at the door, Nie An, who had not been seen for a long time, he hurried to look at Li Fan, Li Fan pointed at me and looked at Nie An worriedly.

Nie An immediately strode towards me, ignoring my candlestick against him, snatched it and threw it on the ground, picked me up horizontally, and said to Li Fan, "Go." ”

The moment my body left the ground, it was as if all my strength had been exhausted, and my brain suddenly fainted due to lack of oxygen...

I don't know how long I've been asleep, I just feel that my heart is also suffering from great pain in my sleep, it hurts so much that it is hard to breathe, it hurts so much that I want to give up this world, until my nose is full of faint sandalwood, and it seems that I finally breathe.

I blinked slightly, closed it slowly, and opened it again after a pause, the scene in front of me made me feel strange, for a while, I didn't know where I came?

I glanced sideways slightly, and saw myself lying on a mahogany bed, next to a set of mahogany carved retro sofas, the memory was a little clearer, I seemed to remember that I said to Li Ziluo, I was afraid of sleeping alone in the old man's place, his furniture was haunted, at that time he said in a mocking tone, I want to let grandpa know that you said that his millions of furniture is like a haunting, he will definitely beat you with a cane.

Thinking of his voice, his appearance, suddenly felt as far away as in the previous life.

An old voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "Awake? ”

I turned my head sideways and saw that in the huge room, the old man was alone, wearing a dark brown Tang costume sitting on the mahogany sofa and looking at me quietly, the room was lit with sandalwood, which made me look stagnant, the old man saw me looking at him and scolded: "Stinky girl!" ”

I immediately turned my head away from looking at him with red eyes, and he walked to the edge of the bed and sat down with difficulty on crutches: "What? Scolding you and getting angry with your grandfather? No matter how Ziluo said it, he was also a child of the Li family on his face, and it was impossible for the Li family to take care of the aftermath when he was killed, so many eyes were watching outside, why are you so ignorant. ”

My tears fell on the pillow, and the old man sighed and patted me through the quilt: "Poor child. ”

I choked up and said, "Grandpa, he's not dead, he's not going to die..."

The old man sighed and patted me slowly: "When he first came to Li's house, he was a little small, and he looked at people with vigilance, I gave him candy to eat, but he didn't take it, and then I told him that what he wanted was to fight for himself, if you don't take it, there will be no more in the future, and that kid later took away a jar of candy in my room."

I admire his intelligence and courage, and it is precisely because he is better than the other two boys of our Li family that I am afraid that his ambition will eventually make our Li family have no way out.

That year, I asked him to marry my niece, and later he told me about your background, and he was a kid who even hid it from me for so many years!

I have lived all my life, and the most regrettable thing is that my third son has no queen, and when I learned of your existence, I finally let down my guard against him.

It's just that I didn't expect that you would divorce at the two meetings, but I didn't settle accounts with that stinky boy, but he ran to me to ask for guilt. ”

The old man wiped a handful of tears, coughed twice, picked up the crutches beside him and walked back to the sofa, picked up a document bag from the coffee table, and slowly moved it to the bedside.

I just found out that the old man didn't know when it was difficult to even move, I seem to remember, the last time I came to see him, he was still very tough, but in just a few months, he turned out to be so old, the years are really a terrifying weapon, can always silently take away people's health and life...

He put the document bag next to my pillow and said, "That's why Ziluo brought this to me to plead guilty." ”

I wiped my tears with my sleeve, sat up from the bed, took the document bag next to the pillow and slowly opened it, and saw a lot of complicated materials inside, including M Hotel, some real estate certificates, transfer information or something, with my name and his name on it!

I felt my fingers trembling, I couldn't even hold these thin papers, and I fell on the bed, I looked up in disbelief, tears slid down my cheeks and asked him, "Grandpa, what are these?" ”

The old man's wrinkled eyes squeezed out a few tear stains and held my hand: "He left everything he has to you." ”

The old man said that he left everything to me, let me let it go, let him go in peace.

I lay in the old man's house for three days, I didn't attend Li Ziluo's funeral, I didn't go to his grave to see him for the last time, in my heart, he was always alive, so I resisted going to that place, resisting to accept the cruel truth!

Old man Li Fan, they didn't persuade me again.

During those three days, I always felt like I was floating on a peaceful lake, closing my eyes, the top of my head was blue, I could hear the gurgling water under me, the breeze was blowing, I became a fallen leaf, a white cloud, a small bird, non-stop... Floating, drifting, as if looking for something, day or night, it's been non-stop, non-stop, non-stop...

His deep voice haunted me.

He said to me, "Little sorrow, I can't live without you. ”

I asked him, "Will we be together forever?" ”

His voice was slender: "Unless you leave me..."

I thought that the people on TV who turned white overnight were all people who practiced in martial arts dramas, but when I sat in front of the mahogany carved mirror and looked at myself with white hair, I knew that people would really turn white overnight.

I lost so much weight in just three days that I could only see a pair of abrupt eyes on my whole face.

Li Fan and the old man will come to sit with me every day for a while, Li Fan's mouth that says that the dead don't taste life, I don't know when it will stop, just lie next to me and cry silently with me, the old man doesn't talk much, often coughs hard, and feels that his health has been worse in the past two days.

Li Er came here once, and somehow brought me a very funny drumming figure, which is the kind of toy that when you press a button, there is a fat puppet twisting her ass and playing drums to make music.

He was a little embarrassed and said that he bought it the last time he went to Italy, and opened it when I was sad.

Seeing that I didn't speak, I didn't stay for a while and left.

When Nie An came, he didn't comfort me, but told me a story, he told me that the eagle is the longest-lived bird in the world, and can live to be seventy years old, but when it is forty years old, it must make difficult and important decisions, because when the eagle reaches the age of forty, its claws begin to age, and it cannot grasp its prey, its beak becomes long and curved, almost touching its chest, its feathers are thick and thick, and its wings will become very heavy, and it is very difficult to fly.

At that time, the eagle had only two options, to wait for death or to go through a painful process and then be reborn.

I finally came to my senses, slowly looked sideways at Nie An, and said without making a sound: "Rebirth..."

Nie An understood, nodded at me, and said, "They need to go through 150 days of metamorphosis, and they must first fly to the top of the mountain with all their might, build a nest in the cliff, and stay there all the time, unable to fly.

It then hits the rock with its beak until it falls off completely, and then waits quietly for a new beak to grow.

They will use their newly grown beaks to pull out their nails one by one, and when new nails grow, they will pull out the feathers one by one.

After five long months, new feathers grow and they can fly again...

Isn't it painful, you say? ”

I blinked slightly, and Nie An looked at me with some distress: "But in this way, they will regain 30 years of life, no one knows, where will they go in the next 30 years?" What did you meet? You're right? ”

I looked back at the rooftops with a vacant look.