Chapter 157: Speculation
We didn't go home, but went straight to the neurological hospital, but even then, I seemed particularly restless along the way.
The bearded man knows me, no wonder he hasn't told me where to take me, I'm sitting on pins and needles for the three-hour drive, how do I survive these six days!
Along the way, he told me that he had seen Dean twice since the accident.
The first time was the day after the accident, I was out of danger, and he went to the police station to check what happened.
The second time, it was Dean who had been transferred to the detention center and was waiting for the verdict, and he didn't want to see him, but he and I both had a question, that is, why Dean had to admit to what happened seven years ago, and he naturally thought of everything I could think of, so he applied to see Dean.
When he saw Dean, he didn't know how to describe the feeling, he was already in prison, but he seemed very calm, even as if he had been waiting for that day.
In the end, he didn't ask anything, and Dean just asked him to say sorry to me.
Dean couldn't ask, so he went to see Gu Nuoxuan again.
He thought, without Dean present, and Gu Nuoxuan had been in the hospital for some time, he should be able to ask something.
However, it was still fruitless, Gu Nuoxuan didn't even want to speak, and directly ignored his existence......
"I forgot, for seven years, she couldn't say a word, let alone a few months." He took a deep breath and turned his head to look out the window.
I wrung my eyebrows, and just as I was about to speak, the bearded man looked out the window and suddenly said, "I doubt it...... Gu Nuoxuan is not sick at all......"
My head thumped, and my lips didn't close with a slight gap.
He slowly turned his head, stunned for a second, then chuckled, raised his hand and pinched my cheek, "I'm just guessing, do you want to put on such a shocked expression for face." ”
"But if you guess correctly, then seven years ago, Gu Nuoxuan's behavior ...... Her behavior...... And can instigation and inducement really make a normal person commit such a thing as murder?! "That's not just murder, it's suicide at the same time!
"Who knows?" The bearded man shook his head slightly, and then raised his hand to put his arm around my shoulder, "I think there are many things that I didn't want to face back then, so I missed a lot, and I blindly insisted on finding out whether Gu Nuoxuan was really mentally ill, but this time it ......"
He looked down and looked into my eyes, "It's good that you're okay, so I have the courage to get to the bottom of it, because I stayed, and since I stayed, I can't let the kind of thing that happened before happen once, so ...... I went to see Gu Nuoxuan, and then I found that she didn't seem to like me. ”
“?!!” My heart pounded again, "How is that possible!" If he doesn't like you, why ......"
I paused in the middle of my sentence when the word Dean suddenly rushed into my head, and I froze.
The corners of his lips lifted slightly, "You found out too, didn't you?" ”
"Di ...... Kindness? ”
He tugged at the corner of his lower lip and turned his head to look out the window, "She was induced by Dean because she liked me, and she was willing to be used because she liked Dean, in fact, the possibility is the same." ”
"Why would you have her actually...... Is it like the feeling of Dean? ”
"Because ......," he retracted his gaze and looked at me, "whether it was seven years ago, or when I was chased by me at the entrance of the hospital, or the day Dean and I came to see her, she showed that she liked me very much, and after Dean was arrested, I went to see her, and she ignored me, which means that she felt that there was no need to pretend anymore." ”
My heart was shocked again, assuming that Gu Nuoxuan really liked Dean, and Dean liked Gu Nuoxi...... So, what is it about the deformed feelings and worldview that make them behave so horribly?
He did not hesitate to kill people and ruin the rest of his life......
When we arrived at the hospital, it was more than three o'clock in the afternoon, which was the time for free interaction and rest, and Gu Nuoxuan was also in the courtyard.
It has been four months since Gu Nuoxuan escaped from the psychiatric hospital, and she has walked out of the isolation ward, but the monitoring is still strict, after all, she has not only had dangerous violent behavior, but also escaped from the psychiatric hospital.
Therefore, when we see him, we must be accompanied by a doctor and an administrator.
The doctor said to take us to Gu Nuoxuan's ward first, and on the way, the bearded man asked about Gu Nuoxuan's recent situation.
"How's Xiaoxuan doing?"
"It's normal, both emotionally and behaviorally, it's the same as before."
"Oh......" the bearded man nodded and smiled at the smile, "That's good." ”
The doctor smiled at him as well, then turned around and continued to lead us forward, "But she has been in a daze for a lot of time lately, although she didn't talk much before, but now she feels less, and she didn't like to go out of the ward before, the last two months...... I should say that since you came here two months ago, she has started to leave the hospital room. ”
"......" was the first time the bearded man came to see her alone?
I thought, looking sideways at the courtyard outside the promenade, and my eyes were on the people who were sitting alone on wooden benches, or in groups, or jumping, shouting, and singing in this hospital gown.
Young, old, male, female, all different, the only thing that is the same, that is, they all have a bad complexion, even if they are bathed in the sun, they look sallow, and they can clearly feel that their mental state is abnormal.
But I have to say that the environment of this hospital is still good, at least the greenery of the courtyard is very good, and it is also very clean, not as terrifying as the mental hospital filmed on TV.
"Oh, by the way, her sister came to see her a week ago."
“?!!” My eyes opened slightly, and my steps stopped.
I followed the bearded man and the doctor, and they sensed something, and they stopped and turned to look at me.
I laughed a little embarrassedly, and just as I wanted to lower my eyes, the doctor had already turned back to look at the bearded, "By the way, I forgot to ask just now, is Mr. Qiu planning to take Miss Xu to see Gu Nuoxuan together?" ”
"Isn't it convenient?" The bearded man asked.
I couldn't help frowning, and I also spoke, "Doctor Jiang, can't I see me?" ”
Dr. Jiang paused for a second, "It's not like it...... Let's take a look at the situation first, if Gu Nuoxuan has any abnormal reaction, it is better for Miss Xu to avoid it. ”
I nodded, "I understand." ”
Doctor Jiang smiled, then turned around and continued to walk forward, paused for two seconds, and asked again, "That...... What did Sister Gu say to Xiaoxuan when she came to see Xiaoxuan? ”
"Huh...... It's inconvenient for us to disclose, even if it's just a greeting. Dr. Jiang said, smiling apologetically at the beard, "I'm sorry." ”
"Doctor Jiang doesn't need to apologize, I'll just ask."
Dr. Jiang smiled and didn't speak again.
I was a little absent-minded while walking and watching the people in the courtyard, and it didn't take long for the corridor to come to an end, and then Dr. Jiang led us around the corner, and it was a long corridor again.
It was not until the end of the corridor that Dr. Jiang finally stopped in front of a patient room with an open door.
Dr. Jiang walked in first, then the bearded man, and I followed closely behind the bearded man, and then we were followed by my bodyguard and Zhou Xinnuan.
The room looked simple and tidy, with no extra furnishings, just like a regular ward, except that there was only one bed against the wall, and it was obviously a single room.
"Oh, you guys wait here first, I'll call Gu Nuoxuan over."
"Okay, I'm sorry for Dr. Jiang."
"You're welcome." Dr. Jiang said, and walked to the door of the ward again, but his footsteps suddenly stopped, and he turned to look at us, "By the way, I suggest that this gentleman and young lady can wait outside, because if there are too many people, it will give the patient a sense of depression." ”
"Okay, no problem." The bearded man is very polite and the head should be answered.
Dr. Na Jiang nodded slightly, turned around and walked out of the ward, and I also breathed a sigh of relief and looked around the ward, and the bearded man took my hand and walked to the side of the bench against the wall and sat down.
The bench is fixed to the wall, and the corners are rounded, without edges and corners, the room is a little wide, there is no coffee table, only the one that can be moved seems to be the chair in front of the bedside table.
As soon as we sat down, the bearded bodyguard and Zhou Xinnuan went to wait outside the ward, and I was not only a little nervous when I saw the two of them go out.
The bearded man took my hand and held it in the palm of his hand, "Your hands are so cold?" ”
"......" I looked at him, paused and leaned closer to his ear and laughed, "I'm a little scared." ”
He rarely didn't laugh at my instigation, but comforted me and said, "It's okay, Doctor Jiang and I are here, and the nurse and the administrator are also at the door of the room, and if there is any movement, they rushed in in a second." ”
“…… Well! I nodded at him.
In fact, I'm not afraid that Gu Nuoxuan can do anything to me, after all, as the bearded man said, there are so many people, and it is impossible for her to have weapons at this moment.
That fear is a kind of fear that comes from the heart and subconscious, like a snake that has been pulled out of its teeth, there is no threat at all, but it will be afraid, and still dare not touch it.
The doctor soon came with Gu Nuoxuan, I first heard the sound of footsteps, and then the whole person's nerves said You are tense, and it didn't take long for Dr. Jiang to walk into the ward, followed by ......
So, is that Gu Nuoxuan...... and the ...... on the photo It feels so much worse!
When Gu Nuoxuan sneaked out of the mental hospital before, the bearded man specially found her photo to show me and identify it with my parents, just afraid that if she approached me, we didn't even know anyone.
The photo is an archival photo in the hospital this year, wearing a hospital gown, wearing a ponytail, thin cheeks, eyes and nose are somewhat similar to Gu Nuoxi, but because of the thinness, the eyes feel bigger than Gu Nuoxi, and the eyes look a little dull, as if they haven't woken up.
When I looked at the photos at the time, I couldn't believe that this girl would do such a horrible act, but I couldn't believe it when I saw the real person.
She was very thin, thinner than she looked in the photos, her facial features were small and delicate, not very tall, she felt no more than 160, and her skin was very white, it was a miserable white without blood......