149 Messy body and mind
The blue sky was shrouded in silence, and with a 'squeak', the red sandalwood door suddenly opened, and the right foot of the threshold that wanted to step out stopped in mid-air.
Yinyue's face was sluggish, her delicate and elegant eyebrows couldn't help but twist, and her deep eyes with surprise were panicked that could not be concealed by any emotion.
Xiahou Cheng stood straight opposite him, his handsome and beneficial face was covered with gray sadness, his narrow eye sockets were intertwined with mist, and his lips trembled: "If Wei Shengyu is unwilling to hand over the real trembling jade bead, will you waste your martial arts?" ”
The words full of sorrow deeply attacked Yinyue's heart, and he didn't think of asking for the cold cicada jade bead from Wei Shengyu's hand, because he knew that as long as he opened his mouth, Wei Shengyu's condition must be Xiahou Cheng.
Xiahou Cheng saw that Yinyue had been bowing his head and thinking about something, his heart ached violently, his light steps moved the flowing robe, and he walked towards Yinyue's figure in a heavy manner, and the burning eyes and words when he stopped pressing Yinyue again: "Answer me." ”
Ruoda's world seemed to be quiet because of the inexplicable aura of the two of them, Yinyue raised her head, looked back at Xiahou Cheng with a stiff face and said: "Yes, if my father's revenge is not avenged for a day, I will not abolish my martial arts for a day." ”
Xiahou Cheng took a big breath when he heard this, looked at Yinyue in disbelief, and his tone became sharp: "Didn't you promise that as long as I live, I won't kill my father?" What now? Eat one's word? Or were you just lying to me at the time? ”
Yinyue stared at him deeply, mourning in his heart, all his efforts for so many years were for revenge, and now since he has completely changed what he wants for a person, maybe this is what God is destined: "Why should I deceive you?" ”
"What do you mean?" Xiahou Cheng felt a sense of fear.
"And what the hell do you want to do now?!" Xiahou Cheng roared loudly at Yinyue, a roar that roared as much as he could, he couldn't guess him, his mind had never been guessed by himself from the moment they met, and now that they had been together for so long, he didn't know about his affairs, his heart, everything.
What the hell does he need to do for him to open his heart to himself......
Yinyue looked at Xiahou Cheng with deep eyebrows, not understanding what was wrong with him, but hearing the footsteps walking towards them in the room, he hurriedly dragged Xiahou Cheng to the side.
Xiahou Cheng let his hot hand pull his arm, he didn't know what to do, he was so confused...... Mood is good...... It's even worse than the feeling of being abandoned by Wei Shengyu back then.
At that time, his heart was painful, but now his heart is colic, a kind of helpless colic, a pain that no matter how hard he tries, it will not bear fruit.
What does God want him to ...... in order to end everything perfectly......
"Xiahou Cheng, what's wrong with you?" Coming to a deserted and silent courtyard, Yinyue let go of Xiahou Cheng's arm and stared at his complicated face, really unable to understand what he wanted to say, or what he wanted to do.
"Will you abolish martial arts?" Almost begging, Xiahou Cheng's face was surrounded by sadness.
"No, it won't." Yinyue's incomprehensible face turned cold.
"Hehe......" Xiahou Cheng shook his head and smiled bitterly, his body involuntarily took two steps back, his eyes were full of pain: "Is martial arts or something so important to you?" Are you sure you can get the Chilling Cicada Jade Bead from Wei Shengyu's hand? Since he didn't give me the real the first time, it's even more impossible to give me the real the second time! ”
Yinyue's gaze was firmly fixed on him, and she replied truthfully: "Life and death are fate, I never thought of forcing it. ”
After all, Yinyue's pace made Xiahou Cheng retreat again, and just four words made him feel that his existence was superfluous: "What about me?" What role does your life force play? What will happen to you if I die? ”
When Xiahou Cheng's words fell, Yinyue took him in her arms presumptuously, buried her head in his neck, sucked the breath that belonged only to him, and muttered in a low voice: "I will be crazy, I will kill people all over the world, and let them bury you with you." ”
Xiahou Cheng's face was distorted by emotion, and his voice was choked up because of the cruel facts: "If you die, I will also go crazy, but I will not kill people all over the world, because they are all innocent, and only I will be your only burial object, so ...... Listen to me, abolish martial arts, we can go to a quiet place and live a life of sitting at sunrise and resting at sunset. ”
"I'm sorry ......" Speaking of this, Yinyue opened the gap between her and Xiahou Cheng, gently lifted away the tears on his cheeks, and said solemnly: "Believe me, as long as you are here, we will enjoy our old age in peace." ”
"No......" Xiahou Cheng's heart was throbbing, and he hugged Yinyue's neck and cried loudly, as if he was venting the pain that had accumulated in his heart for so long.
Yinyue hugged the crying Xiahou Cheng in distress, and always felt that he was too abnormal, like a child who couldn't find support.
But who knows Xiahou Cheng's heart, and who knows that he forced Yinyue to do this, just to let him live his life peacefully.
Future...... Always confused...... Because of those confusion and persecution, he was physically and mentally messy.
PS: There is another shift in the evening.