Extra 20: Low to Dust (Dean)
Is it their business that they like Arvin? Why do you have to pull Arwen together?!
"Isn't it?"
"Your sister has accepted the marriage arranged by your father." I tried to calm my voice, but my breathing was scrambled.
Her eyes narrowed suddenly, "The old man? ”
"You know?"
"I know, I also know that my sister lost badly, gave up on herself, and locked herself in the house."
"......" is wrong, Xuanxuan is not right at the moment.
"Dean, my sister needs you very much now, so many years, you have guarded her for so many years, now is the time when she is most vulnerable, and it is also the time when she needs you the most, you believe you can move her."
“……”
"So don't you go, okay?" She looked at me fixedly, her tone was pleading, but the expressionless feeling on her face made me shudder.
I lowered my eyes slowly, paused and said, "Okay, I'm not leaving." ”
When my words fell, there was a two-second silence, and Xuanxuan suddenly said, "You lied again." ”
...... "I think I should appease her now, her mood is obviously wrong, and after reassuring her, I will call Nuoxi again and send her back to the hospital for treatment, but I don't know what's wrong, there is a rush of anger in my heart, and I can't stop it."
So I reached for my phone on the table completely uncontrollably and said, "Your sister and I can't be." ”
As soon as I picked up my phone, she jumped off the couch and grabbed my wrist, "Are you going to send me to a mental hospital?" ”
"......" She bit the word "Neurological Hospital" very hard, and my anger was instantly twisted a little sluggish by a burst of sourness.
I turned my head to look at her, and I saw her looking at me, her eyes were red, and there was mist in them, and although her lips were tightly pursed, I could still see the signs of trembling.
"I'm not sick." She spat out three words in a half-loud voice, and her voice was very astringent.
My heart softened, and I was about to speak, but she suddenly said, "I've never liked Brother Wen." ”
“???” My chest thumped, and I watched her eyes flash with a blank look.
"I pretended to like him because I knew my sister liked her, and I wanted to create a barrier between my sister and him."
“…… What do you say? My eyebrows furrowed.
She grabbed my wrist and tightened her hand, "Later, I knew that Brother Wen had a girlfriend, and it was completely boring to my sister, I was relieved, I thought the barrier between you was gone, but...... My sister still doesn't give up, even if Wen is about to propose to Li Jiayi, she still doesn't give up......"
"......" I was frightened, and I felt something faintly in my heart, but I didn't dare to think about it, "Xuanxuan! You need to see a doctor now! ”
As I spoke, I forcefully withdrew my hand holding the phone to make a call.
But when I turned on my phone, her voice came again, "I deliberately took my sister's words and asked her for Jiayi's address, in fact, I already knew." ”
"......" My hands stiffened, my head went blank for a moment, and I slowly raised my head to look at her, "You...... What did you just say? ”
"You heard it all." She walked towards me, squatted down after standing in front of me, and looked up at me, "I know my sister's character very well, she will definitely admit that she told me the address, so it will never be possible for her and Brother Wen to do so, even if she doesn't give up, it's useless." ”
I looked at her pure face, my head was shaken blank, and my thoughts seemed to be completely stagnant, only her voice kept shuttling back and forth in my ears.
"I can't stand your painful appearance, you love my sister so much, and only you can give her happiness, so you must be together."
"......" can't stand the way I look in pain? So she killed Jiayi?!
Suddenly, something exploded in my head, and I reached out and grabbed her squatting in front of me by the placket, "You planned it?" ”
"Yes." She looked back at me, "Don't worry, that old man, I won't let my sister have the opportunity to marry him." ”
"Crazy...... Are you crazy-" I roared, shaking her off and standing up, "how can you kill?!" Did you know that your actions hurt not just one person, but a lot, even ruined yourself! ”
Something is scurrying around in the body, restless, and has a tendency to run wild, and needs to be vented, making people want to yell, or drop something.
But instead of yelling or dropping anything, I kicked the couch hard, wheezing to make a phone call and take her back to the hospital! Now, right now!
"You fight, it's not difficult to run out, and I will take care of Brother Wen."
"What are you dealing with?!" I roared and smashed the phone on it, completely out of control.
There was a loud noise, and splinters flew up, and she was thrown on the ground and twisted her eyebrows slightly.
I took a few steps back and forth, then turned back and reached out to pull the ground up, "What are you dealing with?!" Don't touch him! ”
"I don't want to hurt him, I just want him to leave, because as long as he's there, my sister won't die, so, if necessary......" she lifted her eyes to me, "I'll let history repeat itself." ”
"How dare you—" I felt my eyes bloodied, my vision clouded red, and my hand holding the hem of her dress trembled all the time, out of breath, because of excitement.
"You are a person who has nothing, what should I not dare?" She said with a shallow smile at me, not a little afraid.
I looked at the smile on her lips and realized that she not only dared, but also did what she said!
And me? What can I do? Send her to a psychiatric hospital?
Scold...... It's been six years, and the 'disease' that hasn't been cured, can it still be cured?
Even if you take her seriously now, what about the future? A year, two years, and then let her find a chance to run out?
I smiled, let go of the hand that was holding her shirt, and smiled and took two steps back, feeling the gray inside me grow heavier and heavier.
"Dean?" She called out to me nervously and grabbed my arm.
I ignored her and sat down on the corner sofa, I was so tired now, I couldn't take care of anyone, I couldn't take care of anyone, I wanted to take a break......
"Dean?" There was a crying voice, and then she kept calling me.
I still ignored her, leaning back on the sofa and looking at the blazing white lamp in the living room, her crying confession in my ears.
She said that she only wanted me to be happy, just like I did with her sister, and maybe I would feel sorry for it now, but when I was with her sister, time could heal a lot of things.
She also said that she knew I hated her now, but that didn't matter......
She and her sister are really alike, so self-righteous, and how can she say that she is the same as me? I'm not like her, I didn't kill anyone to fulfill myself, did I?
But why are they all thinking, why is it never that I am thinking, as Arwen said? Did I spoil them? Did I plant everything myself?
And why can Xuanxuan give up on herself, Awen can give up on herself, Nuoxi can also give up on herself, why can't I, why do I have to hold on hard, so tired, why can't I be willful once?
Xuanxuan's voice suddenly disappeared in my ears, and I noticed that she stood up and walked towards the door, slowly turning her head to look at her, "Where are you going?" ”
"I'm sure I'm going to call my sister to pick me up, but I can't go back yet."
"I won't call your sister to pick you up." My voice was faint.
She paused for a second and turned to look at me sharply, "Really? ”
"You're going to run out again, aren't you? Isn't it the same if you can't go back? "Yes, she will run out again, and then she will not come to me again, and what she will do is unpredictable.
She looked at me fixedly, a little incredulous, and I said, "I will find a way to get Arwen to leave, but you must promise me that you will not hurt him and his wife." ”
"You?"
"Yes." I said, straightening up and looking her straight into the eyes, "I won't let your sister marry that man, don't worry." ”
Her eyes turned red again, her lips trembled, and tears soon rolled out of her sockets.
I beckoned to her, "Come here." ”
She walked towards me and stood still in front of me, I reached out and grabbed her hand to pull her in a little, then pulled a tissue and raised my hand to help her wipe her tears, "You can cooperate with me, don't do stupid things anymore, you know?" ”
"Hmm!"
"......" is very coaxing, so it's good......
The next day, I called Arwen and told him that Xuanxuan had run out and told him to be careful.
He was really frightened, and protected Jiayuan very carefully, and then I called Nuoxi again, first asked her what she said to Xuanxuan, and then hinted to her that Xuanxuan loved her so much, she would definitely not be able to accept her giving up on herself, and then asked her to think clearly.
Her voice on the phone changed slightly, "When did I give up on myself?" And I don't need you to ...... about Xuanxuan's affairs."
"Whatever you want." I interrupted her, "I'll go back when Xuanxuan finds me, I'm not staying here now because of you, don't think too highly of yourself." ”