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From one day onwards, Huo Fanyin became very cold.

After an investigation, it was confirmed that Zhou Zhou had died, and he was completely silent.

In the future, there were only two places he went, the hospital where Zhou Ji was, and his home.

A year later, the lunar month is cold and winter, and the New Year is celebrated.

Noisy voices, deafening firecrackers, Huo Fanyin stood alone in the dark night.

Nie Shu approached from behind him, "Fanyin! Go in for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner. ”

The corners of her lips tightened slightly, and her palms clenched into fists silently, "Zhou Zhou is dead, Mom and Dad are alive, you don't want this, okay?" She's been gone for more than a year, and there's not a day that my mother hasn't worried, please, don't suppress yourself, okay? ”

Huo Man stood not far away, and when he heard this, he choked up, "Brother, my sister-in-law is dead, no matter how sad you are, she won't be able to live......"

Huo Fanyin was stunned, "If I had caught her at the beginning, she would have sat here today......"

Huo Man's heart tightened, "Her death has nothing to do with you, you feel guilty, you are sad, it will not help, you are still very young, there is still a long way away, a long way away, ......"

Huo Fanyin blocked her words, "There is still a long way, a long distance, and I can see her." ”

As soon as these words came out, Huo Man hurriedly cried, "Brother, can't our family add up to make you happy?" I know you love her, but she's dead. ”

Huo Fanyin's fingers trembled uncontrollably.

Nie Shu sniffed and pulled Huo Man, "Manman, let's go home first and let my brother stay alone for a while." ”

At the dining table, Huo Jidu stuck the corner of the table with one arm, "Didn't persuade?" ”

Nie Shu shook his head and wiped away his tears.

Huo Jidu pondered, "When you left, I was also in that state, the Huo family was infatuated, now can you understand my mood at that time?" ”

Listening to him joking, Nie Shu was not angry, "Sanskrit is different from you." ”

Huo Jidu's lips tightened, "Of course it's different, I do things, above board, Huo Fanyin is measured, the noble and evil nature in his bones is released, Lili, we will definitely not be able to clean it up." ”

Nie Shu turned his face to look at him, his pupils were cold, "I can't solve it as a mother, you must solve it as a father!" ”

Huo Jidu sighed lightly, "It's not that I don't want to solve it, I've never understood Huo Fanyin." ”

When the words fell, Huo Jidu walked out under Nie Shu's gaze.

In his line of sight, Huo Fanyin leaned against the column, smoking lightly, a thin smoke poured out, and he took a second puff.

"Sanskrit!"

Huo Fanyin shook the ash of his cigarette, took another deep breath, and raised his eyes, "Dad!" ”

He held his pupils, dark and gloomy, elegant and contemplative.

As if, Huo Jidu came from another world.

Huo Jidu was a little helpless.

Huo Fanyin threw away the cigarette butt, stepped on it on his toes, and carefully crushed it, but it was not crushed.

Huo Jidu stared at it for a few seconds, his eyes were sharp and bottomless.

"Sanskrit, the process of love is enjoyment, the lost love can only be sacrificed, in this life, nothing can be said for sure, but you have to know that you have to have scruples when you live, you are not hurting one person, but a group of people."

Huo Fanyin didn't answer him, stood still, and didn't know what he was thinking.

Huo Jidu observed his words and looks, and stopped talking with each other.

After a long time, Huo Fanyin spoke, "I'll go to Tibet tomorrow, the senior monk you asked for the red rope is not very spiritual?" ”

Huo Jidu hesitated slightly, and a dark color appeared in his eyes, "What are you going to do?" ”

After a while, Huo Fanyin said emptyly, "Send her urn to Tibet and let the Tibetan Bodhisattva protect it." ”

Then, the two fell silent.

Early the next morning, my uncle came over.

Huo Fanyin was dressed in a black cashmere coat and walked out from the inside, "Uncle? ”

Uncle put down his thoughts and nodded in agreement, "Let's go, I'll accompany you to Tibet." ”

Flying from Beijing to Lhasa, Huo Fanyin carried the urn to the temple where Huo Jidu once asked for a red rope.

As soon as they arrived at the foot of the mountain, a monk earnestly admonished, "Donor, please be pious, Jizo Bodhisattva make a vow to redeem what you have in your heart in the evil world." ”

Huo Fanyin nodded.

The monk clasped his hands together and trotted up the stairs.

Huo Fanyin took off his shoes, took off his socks, and stepped on the ice slag with his bare feet.

The uncle was stunned, "Sanskrit, this will definitely catch a cold, piety doesn't need to be like this." ”

Huo Fanyin smiled lightly, "She is the wife in my heart, why can't she?" Uncle, you are waiting here. ”

After speaking, he bowed reverently, folded his hands, pressed down on his knees, landed on the ground, kowtowed to the first head, got up, took the urn, carried it to the second staircase, bowed again, closed again, kowtowed again......

The uncle suppressed the sourness in his heart, his eyes were red, and his deerskin gloved hands crossed his eyes, crying in a muffled voice.

Because of the low temperature, Huo Fanyin's soles quickly turned red, and they were full of snow.

He kept chanting: May the Bodhisattva save these five turbid evil worlds, and may Zhou Zhou be peaceful and peaceful.

Every word is all love dug out from the bottom of my heart.

All the desires, all the hopes, are all here.

I don't know how long I knelt down, but my uncle walked up, "The urn is your only thought." ”

Kneeling to the top, Huo Fanyin's knees were numb.

Because the steps were unpolished, the stones were uneven, and the fabric at his knees was rotten.

Not far away, a monk greeted him, folded his hands, and his eyes fell on the urn, "O sentient beings, greed, hatred, ignorance, and ignorance are all very heavy. ”

Huo Fanyin was stunned and said, "Master? ”

The monk smacked slightly, took the urn, and smashed to the ground with a 'bang'.

The ashes drifted away with the wind.

Huo Fanyin was caught off guard and grabbed it, but he didn't catch anything.

Suddenly, his eyes turned red.

The monk said unshockedly, "I have a deep relationship with your father, and I got the birth dates of you and Zhou Zhou from your father. ”

My uncle was the first to ask, "What do you mean?" ”

The monk said lightly, "The last hexagram on the Lei Hydrolysis is the water mountain...... A narrow escape. ”

Huo Fanyin frowned, "Nine deaths?" ”

The monk is neither salty nor light, "Everything depends on creation, donor, you should let go, all the mountains and mountains, all things are on the ground, let go of the Buddha, the Bodhisattva will be merciful to her, free from sin." ”

Huo Fanyin's eyes were deep, "Get rid of the suffering? He looked up at the sky and said silently, "Zhou Zhou! ”

The monk thoughtfully said, "Go back, let go of this sin, and we will go beyond it for her." ”

With that, he took his leave, and said no more.

Leave the monk to pick up the urn.

After cleaning up, the monk handed Huo Fanyin a red rope, "Donor, this is what 'Master Fan Jing' told the little monk to give you, saying that one day, you will use it...... Buddhism is important, less obsession, hatred, waiting for the opportunity. ”

Huo Fanyin's heart was blocked - fate? He didn't want to wait for another woman in his life at all.

But he can't defend himself, and it's impossible to be against a monk who broke Zhou Zhou's urn.

Returning to Beijing from Tibet, Huo Fanyin began to have a fever.

This craze swept Huo Fanyin's entire body with lightning speed.

Sending Huo Fanyin to the hospital, Nie Shu quickly rushed over and sat on the sofa in the ward with his uncle.

Nie Shu glanced at Huo Fanyin's tiredness, "Zhao Yan, what should I do?" What should I do? What can I do to take his place? I really don't want him to ...... like that."

Afraid of waking Huo Fanyin, Nie Shu had to cover his lips.

Uncle sighed lightly, "He knelt all the way up from the foot of the mountain, and the monk who had given his brother-in-law a red rope gave Sanyin another red rope, and said some inexplicable subtle words, such as nine deaths and one life...... I don't understand hexagrams, it's a bit difficult to understand. ”

Nie Shu shook his head, "He's like this, Zhao is disgusted, I'm really afraid." ”

Uncle squeezed her hand, "And us, we won't let him have an accident." ”

The door was pushed open at this moment, and Ding Meiyan came in with Song Ruanzhi.

Nie Shu smiled lightly on his lips, "You guys are here." ”

The tone doesn't matter like air.

Ding Meiyan was a little embarrassed, "Is there anything wrong with Fanyin?" ”

Nie Shu was bored for a few seconds and replied, "I went to Tibet and had a fever." ”

Ding Meiyan wanted to speak and stopped, but finally did not speak.

Song Ruanzhi cried out in an instant, "Auntie, you can blame me no matter what, but you and my mother have been friends for so many years, you can't be like this, she feels uncomfortable, and I love Fanyin...... I know I was a little more suicidal at the beginning, and after all this time, you still have a stump in your heart, I'm sorry, you don't want to do this again, okay? ”

Nie Shu lowered his eyes and said lightly, "Soft Zhi, Auntie doesn't blame you, nor does she blame your mother, it's just that in the past two years, my heart has been on Fanyin, I'm afraid that something will happen to him, I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood to deal with anything else." ”

Song Ruanzhi sank down, and then said, "I'm really sorry. ”

Nie Shu stood up and hugged her, "I know you feel uncomfortable, but Fanyin is also uncomfortable, he has lost his favorite, and you have also lost ......"

Song Ruanzhi buried herself in her arms and cried, "Auntie, I love Fanyin, I won't give up, no matter how long I wait, I can." ”

Nie Shu shook his head, "Soft Zhi, listen to Auntie, let it go, you can't afford to wait." ”

Song Ruanzhi just cried and stopped responding.

Two days later, Huo Fanyin was discharged from the hospital.

It's just that his personality has suddenly changed, and the yin owl of two years no longer exists.

The person, still the same person, handsome, still so handsome, not diminished in the slightest.

Something, but it's gone.

At first, the two uncles, Uncle Zuo He, were very worried, but later, seeing that he didn't have any big problems, they all followed.

It's better to be able to play than to have a dead heart.

The depravity before entering the military and political circles was once again included in his bag.

It's just that the current Huo Fanyin has matured and precipitated.

He attracts women with coldness, but he always watches from the sidelines.

In the next two years, the only thing that has not changed is taking care of Zhou Ji.

When Zhou Ji can't remember things clearly, he will explain them over and over again.

Zhou Ji often asked, "Why hasn't my Zhou Zhou come back yet?" ”

Huo Fanyin would reply to him, "She went to play some time ago." ”

At this time, Zhou Jihui nodded, convinced, "Ao, if she calls back, you can pick it up." ”

Huo Fanyin looked at Zhou Ji's swollen feet and pinched them for him, "I lit a lamp for her, and she will come back." ”

That lamp is called the everlasting lamp.

In an instant, Huo Fanyin fell into a trance, Zhou Zhou, I lit a lamp for you, can you find me? Can you find your way home?