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Tears flowed inexplicably from the corners of his eyes, and my grandfather looked at me with puzzlement: "Jiaolong, what's wrong with you, what are you just now, why are you all over the field." ”

I sighed: "It's a catastrophe." ”

"Where are we here, tell someone to go."

I shook my head: "It's not here, it's far away, I can't stop it." ”

Grandpa frowned: "Why can't you stop it, now that you know, let's stop it, don't you want to die." ”

I nodded, turned my face to look at my grandfather: "Grandpa, when I was young, my grandmother named me Jiaolong, which means that I have a catastrophe to cross, but in fact, it's not just me, everyone has a catastrophe to pass, whether you can hide from it, it depends on the blessings in your life, the mountains are high and the road is far away, and I am an ordinary person, my words, who will believe it, I know that I am an onmyoji, and those who don't know think that I am a madman and are spreading rumors, so it is better to ask for more blessings." ”

It's strange to say, I know that I will have this kind of prediction ability, such as the matter of the ancestral tomb of the Lao Mao family, but I have never risen to this height, and this prediction, even if it is calculated, is not in line with the time and place, with my own strength, or rather, with the ability of ordinary people, it cannot be changed at all, but I perceive it, what is this trying to tell me?

Grandpa frowned and listened to my words, and after a while, he opened his mouth: "What the hell is going on?" ”

I looked at my grandfather, "You'll know when the time comes."

When I went down the mountain, I kept thinking, the world is so big, I Ma Jiaolong will have the ability in the future, and it will be a matter of the future, and the strong in the free and strong in the hand, I can sense it, and I will sense it if it is bigger than my ability, but this kind of catastrophe, how can people change it, people want to cross the catastrophe, this world will also cross the catastrophe, only after the great compassion can be reborn, but this process is too bloody, I don't know what kind of mood other onmyoji predicted these times, but I, really depressed, There is a feeling of being full of courage but powerless to return to the sky.

I sat in front of my grandmother's grave for a day, firstly, because I felt that I hadn't been here for a long time and wanted to accompany my grandma, and secondly, I kept thinking about how I would use it if I really had the powerful ability of Onmyoji in the future-

Looking at my grandmother's grave, I seem to suddenly understand, why did my grandmother stay in the countryside all her life, only do some small things in my previous opinion, because the more a person knows, the more tired he will be, some things can not be changed, it is better to live his life quietly, just like grandma once said, to be clear about their own ability, otherwise, if you don't save people, hurt yourself first, accumulate small kindness, and make it convenient for others to cross the river.

When I took the car back, Zong Bao, who was sitting next to me, looked at me sideways, as if he wanted to say something, but he never opened his mouth.

Grandpa sat in it and fell asleep in a daze, and I glanced at Zong Bao: "What do you want to say." ”

Zong Bao didn't speak, but his eyes looked at me.

I let out a breath: "What did the old fairy tell you I knew?" ”

Zong Bao nodded: "Those who can be saved, they will naturally be saved, and you must not know the height of the sky." ”

I frowned, "What do you mean?" ”

Zong Bao turned his face: "Natural disasters are unstoppable. ”

Of course I know, and my prediction doesn't have an exact time, or just a general general direction, I don't know the exact address, how do I stop it? I'm not crazy—

"Zongbao, did the old fairy tell you if I would be a good onmyoji?"

Zong Bao didn't react, and after a long time, he nodded: "Of course, you are personally chosen by the three great immortals, otherwise, how can you come as soon as you are invited?" ”

I sighed: "Then when will I really have the appearance of an onmyoji." ”

"The dragon is in the air, and it is like a bamboo."

I laughed a little, a little self-deprecating: "Maybe I really expect too much from myself, the sense of mission is too strong and a little extreme, aren't I just the onmyoji now, forget it, let it be." ”

Zong Bao nodded expressionlessly and glanced at me: "Yes, let it be." ”

I stopped responding, closed my eyes and squinted for a while, in fact, my brain was a little messy, I knew that my life would be clear this year, and I also knew that many things could be revealed from this year, but my future was still full of uncertainty, and the sadness of the Onmyoji could no longer see my life, what would I be like, I don't know.

……

As soon as he got out of the taxi with his grandfather, the sound of quarrels in the yard came out immediately, and his grandfather, who had slept all the way, heard the helplessness on his face when he heard the voice: "This day doesn't stop." ”

"Ma Huijuan, let me tell you, this is not only your family but also my family! Dazhi is my younger brother, why do I have to buy some wine for my brother to drink, it's in your way! ”

Mom angrily stretched out her hand and pointed to the second floor: "He is now an alcoholic liver, do you know it!" You still want him to harden, drink, drink! Are you trying to make him drink to death you! Shouting, the mother's eyes widened angrily: "You kill my son and want to kill my husband, you"

This kind of quarrel is by no means the first time, but this time it is more serious, Zong Bao and I helped my grandfather to walk into the yard left and right, his legs will be a little numb after sitting in the car for a long time, but the two women in the yard are very forgetful of the quarrel, and they don't notice that we have come back.

"You say this again! Ma Huijuan! I can see it, I can't cover your heart anymore! I've already repented of Xiaobao's departure, kneeling down and shaking what do you want me to do, do you have to hold on to it, it's been almost half a year, I dreamed of the child and asked him, Bao'er, do you hate my aunt, the child shook his head at me, did you hear it, he shook his head at me, even the child doesn't hate me, what do you hate! The children know that I was kind at the beginning!! ”

The aunt shouted so much that she couldn't breathe, and looked at her mother's chest and kept fanning: "You can't make me feel better!" You have to make this chicken dog restless, don't you!! ”

Mom gritted her teeth and looked at her: "Is it my chicken dog or you chicken dog restless!" Even if I don't mention Xiao Bao'er's matter, if Dazhi is asking you to buy wine and drink it secretly, it will definitely be gone!! ”

"Oops!!" The aunt patted her leg: "Isn't it alcoholic liver, a few old men don't have it, don't my family Dawei also have alcoholic liver!" Isn't that okay! You have to talk to me to be satisfied, don't you? ”

"Don't make any noise!" Grandpa scolded suddenly, but it can be regarded as pulling the attention of the two people: "I can't stop for a while every day, at such an old age, let the juniors see what has become!" ”

Mom opened her mouth: "Dad, it's not that I want to quarrel, it's her, she wants Dazhi's life!" ”

The aunt put her hands in front of her chest: "Joke, I will take my brother's life, I know better than you!" ”

"That's it!" The eldest sister-in-law walked out of the house with an impatient face and glared at the eldest aunt: "We are not cheap, we spent money to buy wine and bought it wrong, and we ran into this ignorant brother and daughter-in-law who didn't say anything." ”

Saying that, seeing that my mother was about to speak again, the eldest sister-in-law waved his hand: "Okay, okay, you don't have to work hard, just split up, everyone appreciates it, I still have to use the money from the car to raise this big family in the province, and our family will not do the thankless work, I will go on a long trip first, and when I come back, let's calculate who should move!" ”

After speaking, he glanced at his aunt again: "Xinyun, I have to come back for more than half a month after a long trip this time, and when I come back, you remember to settle the accounts clearly, no matter how close the relationship is, it can't stand such a fuss!" I won't say anything when my father comes to live, and I can't stand it if it's so noisy! ”

Grandpa looked at him and was about to open his mouth, but I grabbed my grandfather suddenly, and looked at the eldest brother-in-law who was about to walk out of the yard and opened his mouth directly: "Stop." ”

The eldest brother-in-law's footsteps paused, and he looked back at me: "What's the matter, it's not over yet, right, now I think your Lao Ma family is so energetic, right?" ”

I stalked my neck, my face was slightly gloomy, and my eyes looked at him: "I'm not in the mood to come to you, I just want to send you a word, once this car comes out, there is no return." ”