My eyes widened, and I suddenly felt a little difficult to breathe: "Looking for me?" Why are you looking for me? ”

He retracted his gaze and looked into the distance: "I'm afraid that only by knowing who your biological mother is, can we know what is going on, but since they suspect me, it means that the information they have is wrong, at least, those people don't know that Li Zhen's child is a girl." ”

"Birth mother?" This person who I had lost hope for a long time suddenly appeared in my mind, who could she be? Why did you give birth to me with Li Zhen?

Where is she now? Does she remember me? Does she know that there are a lot of people looking at me?

I looked at Li Ziluo helplessly, and was even a little scared.

He sensed my emotions and pulled me into his arms: "As for why you followed your adoptive father, I asked him before he died, but he kept silent about your life experience, only said in general terms that you were given to him by a relative, and I did check this relative in his mouth later, but it should have nothing to do with your real biological mother."

Over the years, I have also tried a lot of ways to check, but I still have no clue.

But the only thing that can be guessed is that the identity of your biological mother should be unusual, otherwise there would not be so many people trying to hide your existence, and there would not be so many people trying to find you. ”

The waning moon poured down wisps of light, hazy the world, and I suddenly couldn't tell what was true and what was false?

It seems that I have lived for more than 20 years, and I have lived in vain, I originally thought that I was the most inconspicuous one in the world, born in a ravine, my family was poor, my mother did not like me, I was as inconspicuous as a speck of dust in the world!

However, as time went on, the trajectory of my life that I used to think of has been constantly overturned, subverted, and denied, and even now I am beginning to doubt the meaning of my existence, why did I come to this world?

The feeling of panic was like a time bomb, which made me afraid, panicked, and apprehensive, and I finally realized how Li Ziluo had lived all these years, the kind of person who was worried all the time and didn't know when he would jump out of the darkness to be my enemy.

I suddenly felt the hairs on my body stand on end, and I was scared, very scared, and I was even afraid that there would be some secret behind me that I couldn't even peep into, and that it would come at any moment.

I asked Li Ziluo why he was only telling me now.

His hand around my shoulder tightened slightly, and I heard his voice enter my ears with a hint of forbearance: "I never wanted to tell you about your background, if it weren't for the death of your adoptive father, if it weren't for the fact that your adoptive mother and that unrelated brother did all this, I would rather you didn't know anything." ”

There was a faint worry in his dark eyes, I think my mood at this moment, no one knows better than Li Ziluo, that kind of uneasy emotion, has been with him for nearly thirty years, how can he want me to be like him!

From the moment he picked me up, I'm afraid he decided to hide all the truth from me and let me grow up without any burden, but in the end, this naked truth was torn off by an accident! I can't afford it!

I suddenly felt the strength in my body being drained in an instant, and that helplessness and powerlessness made every muscle and bone ache faintly!

I asked him in a deep voice, "Who else knows about me?" ”

After a long time, Li Ziluo slowly opened his mouth: "Except for Nie An and the old man, no one knows." ”

When I heard Li Ziluo mention the old man, I reacted in a daze, he is my grandfather, my own grandfather!

I suddenly looked at Li Ziluo with tears in my eyes, and tears burst out of my eyes in an instant: "Grandpa? ”

Li Ziluo nodded: "Your grandfather." ”

Memories suddenly shuttled in my mind, I remembered that before the M Hotel went public, there was a period of time when Li Ziluo suddenly went on strike and came to Jiangcheng, and then Li Zhixun came to the door, and then I learned from him that the old man wanted to force Li Ziluo to get married!

Li Zhixun asked him if he wanted to disobey the old man's decision for me, and at that time, he asked Li Zhixun to go back and tell the old man that if he insisted on his previous decision, he would make the old man regret it more than anyone else!

At that time, I couldn't understand why Li Ziluo was so sure, I thought he was using some commercial means to make it difficult for the old man to ride the tiger.

Later, in the Mid-Autumn Festival, I lost my temper and refused to see the old man, and Li Ziluo also reprimanded me: "My business is my business, what should you do to my grandfather." ”

He also told me not to talk nonsense and lose my temper with the old man.

Later, I went to the old man's house with Li Ziluo for the holiday, I still remember that the old man gave me a very expensive jade bracelet at the beginning and wanted to trick me, saying that my boss is not small, and asked Li Ziluo to help me find a suitable man or something, at that time I was going crazy, but Li Ziluo calmly let me take it, and asked me to go back to the room first, he wanted to talk to the old man about something.

Since that night, the old man's painting style to me has changed abruptly, and when he left, he pulled me to tell me that he was old for a long time, and I thought that the old man was evil, but now that I think about it, I asked Li Ziluo in a daze: "So, you had a showdown with the old man in the Mid-Autumn Festival that year?" ”

Li Ziluo did not deny it.

No wonder, no wonder, no wonder, it turns out that everything is like this!

Although the old man has treated me badly since I was a child, that feeling is different from that of Li Fan, it seems that since that time, the old man's attitude towards me has changed slightly, and he has not even forced Li Ziluo to marry someone else, it turns out that I am the daughter of the Li family!!

I can't describe the shock I was when I found out, it seemed that the most shocking thing about how big I was that I had grown up was the most shocking thing that caused me to stay awake all night, Li Ziluo touched my hand, it was cold, and pulled me back to my room.

But after I got into bed, I was still tossing and turning, Li Ziluo was lying next to me with his eyes closed, the light in the room was turned off, and only the moonlight outside the window sprinkled into the room along the thin slit of the curtains, so that I turned around and vaguely saw Li Ziluo's three-dimensional facial features, which was intoxicating.

I do not know... Did he fall asleep, and looked at him like this for a long time before he asked softly, "He, what does he look like?" Is it good for you? ”

I saw that Li Ziluo's eyelashes seemed to tremble slightly, but he didn't make a sound, and just when I thought he couldn't speak, I heard him speak: "He doesn't like to laugh very much, he usually puts all his energy into his work, and he is a successful businessman." ”

His evaluation of Li Zhen was very short and did not answer my second question, I knew that Li Zhen was very strict with him, and it was probably more like a cooperative relationship than father and son.

But after hearing Li Ziluo say this, I was obviously praising him, but I was still a little uncomfortable.

Suddenly, Li Ziluo turned his head sideways, and his dark eyes looked bright in the dark night.

"He gave me something."

After saying that, he suddenly got up and turned on the light in the room, and then put on his clothes and went out of the room, I got up from the bed in a daze, Li Ziluo seemed to go to the study, and after a while he came back with a worn-out book, walked to the side of the bed and handed it to me.

I was puzzled and took it, and saw "The Adventures of Tom Sawyer" written on the paper, and heard Li Ziluo say: "When I was eight years old, I basically knew all the words, this is the first book he gave me, and he told me at the time that if you can't develop a habit before the age of 12, it will be difficult to develop it in your life." ”

I touched the old book, which had long been yellowed, and opened it casually, as if I could still touch the taste of memory, as if he had touched it too.

I had heard the name of this man from Li Fan a long, long time ago, but I never knew that this man, who had almost no contact with me, would be so involved with me.

Although I didn't have the opportunity to see him in his lifetime, the man I loved the most was raised by him, I closed the book and looked up at Li Ziluo, hugged his waist tightly, and leaned my face on his lower abdomen.

Li Ziluo is so good, knowledgeable, calm and wise, I think the man who gave birth to me must have put all his mind on him, in order to make him so perfect, he has been with that man for me for more than ten years, if there must be someone in the world to get all his father's love for me, I am glad that person is Li Ziluo!

He gave me the book, and I looked at him with mixed feelings.

That night, he intermittently told me a lot of things about his childhood, although he didn't mention Li Zhen much, but he could also sketch Li Zhen's appearance from his words, I listened quietly, and before I knew it, it was morning.

I had a dream that day, and I dreamed of Li Zhen, his tall figure standing under a banyan tree and opening his hands to me, but I couldn't see his face clearly...

When I woke up, it was already afternoon, Li Ziluo kissed my forehead and woke me up in my ear, I opened my eyes in a daze, and he said to me, "Get up, go to grandpa's house." ”

I went to the old man again with a strange mood, every time I came in the past, I felt that I was accompanying Li Ziluo to see the Li family, but today, I was full of excitement, or those people, but I had an unconcealable excitement, especially when I saw Li Fan, I jumped on her and shouted: "Sister! ”

Li Fan pushed me away in horror and glared at me: "You're sick." ”

I stared at her and giggled at her, laughing so hard that she had goosebumps, and simply avoided me and went upstairs.

Come back today, the old man called the Li family back, which really didn't make me expect, I floated to the old man's room on the second floor, he was still at the head of the bed and didn't know what to look for, and when he turned around, he saw me jumping in and said with a smile: "I'm married, why don't you walk well, there are no rules." ”

I jumped in front of the old man in a few steps, hugged him in his ear and said, "You called everyone back, did you give me a pomp and circumstance?" ”

The old man was stunned for a moment, and then stared at me with small eyes that focused on me: "You know? ”

I raised my chin and looked at him with a proud face: "My husband told me." ”

The old man picked up his crutches and hit me lightly: "Don't be ashamed." ”

Then he looked down at the door and pulled me down: "You can't keep quiet about this." ”

I pouted: "Bad old man! ”

The old man was about to hit me with a cane again: "Stinky girl, how do you talk?" ”

I held him and said: "Originally, you want people outside to point the finger at Li Ziluo, so that no one will notice me, you said that Li Ziluo has been in the Li family for so many years, when have you eaten inside and out?" In the future, if you play tricks with my husband again, I won't come to see you. ”

The old man scolded me angrily: "I thought you knew that I was your grandfather, and I came to be close to me, but I came to threaten me and protect that stinky boy in Ziluo?" You've only been married to him for a few days, or you're terrible! ”

Li Ziluo happened to come in from outside at this time, I immediately jumped up and ran to him, he stretched out his arm and grabbed me to prevent me from hitting the doorrail and looked down on me and said, "Go downstairs to eat." ”

Then he looked up at the old man: "Is she annoying you again?" ”

The old man smiled and said, "Take care of this stinky girl, don't be excited and talk nonsense to anyone." ”

Li Ziluo smiled lightly: "She is measured." ”