I glanced at Shen Huanjiu, who had always been extremely obsessed with me, and then lowered my head.

The cold white light of the blade pierced my eyes, suddenly pulling me into a vortex of memories.

That day, I was three months after the miscarriage.

I don't remember exactly what happened that day, but the nightmare night is still fresh in my memory.

Chen Haodong bought a finished house in Beijing, and at that time, because he was not satisfied with the details, he found a decorator to renovate it, so before the renovation was completed, Chen Haodong still lived with me in the small bedroom of the farm.

It was already nine o'clock in the night when I finished the account that day, and Chen Haodong, who was tall and thin, had to stretch his legs far away every time he sat on a small low stool, and he sighed several times, and said in a dull voice that he wanted to eat apples, and I just wanted to eat them, so I took a fruit knife and cut two in one go.

Usually he eats faster than I do, but that night he ate very slowly. I sensed something was wrong and asked him what was wrong, he closed his eyelids and said he had a headache, and I touched his forehead and it was so hot that it couldn't do it.

"Chen Haodong, you have a fever." I didn't say it lightly.

He glanced at me, and suddenly grabbed my hand like a child: "Help the three years old, do you think Lao Tzu will be infected with the avian flu virus?" I had a headache the other day. Two chickens died in the chicken coop that day, and I buried them and forgot to wash my hands. ”

I was also scared when he said that, it was quite serious, and I recalled that the bird flu in 2000 was really upside down, and there have been sporadic cases in the years since.

Chen Haodong took my hand: "Help the three years old, I don't like to get sick." When I was a child, my dad was often away from home in order to support me. My dad ran away with Old Man Shen, and I was so sick that no one cared about me. ”

At that time, we had not bought a car, the village hospital did have a barefoot doctor, but the thunder could not move to get off work at four o'clock in the afternoon, I did not see a doctor in the village and did not know where people lived, in the middle of the night only to help Chen Haodong, who had a high fever, to the tricycle to pull the tricycle, and then I pedaled the tricycle all the way to ride a long distance.

Chen Haodong bent his body behind him and said weakly: "Wife, you are so good to me." ”

I ignored him, my teeth chattering, and I even questioned what I was doing. Wouldn't it be a hundred for him to be burned to death? He is the one who ruined my innocence and killed my children.

But even so, I finally took him to the nearest hospital at night, and when I got to the place, I got off the tricycle and my legs were numb, and if I hadn't held on to the faucet, I might have fallen to the ground on the spot.

After careful examination, the doctor said that it was an ordinary high fever, and the fever subsided not long after being given normal saline to reduce the fever.

It was already past two o'clock in the morning, and because I didn't want to leave the tricycle in the hospital like this, I stupidly used a stupid method, how to pedal and how to pedal back.

When I got back to the farm, I just felt like my feet weren't my own.

However, the kindness I have shown to others has once again caused damage to myself.

I opened my eyelids when I felt a hand rubbing against my chest, and my first reaction was to turn my head as my mind still hadn't fully pulled back into reality.

When I saw Chen Haodong's face, my first reaction was to struggle.

"Wife, I want you." Chen Haodong gasped for breath, and he rolled over and pressed on me.

The clock on the wall points to seven, and the workers are all at work.

Sure enough, I heard someone chatting in the yard.

"Chen Haodong, you come down." The diaphragm of this door is not good at all, and I am afraid of being heard, so I say it very softly.

"Do you know what a husband and wife are? I am three years old, and sometimes I wonder what you called me back for three months ago. You're always dragging your feet and refusing to do it with me, and you want to drag it out for as long as you want. After Chen Haodong finished speaking, the tip of his fiery tongue went directly into my mouth.

Chen Haodong's kiss is very fierce, he doesn't care about my feelings, he only cares about his own kiss being comfortable.

I was half exhausted last night, and I really didn't have the strength to struggle.

I grabbed the sheets like a dead man, and I closed my eyes just to keep the tears from rolling.

When Chen Haodong came to strip me of my shirt, I grabbed his hand, closed my eyes and said, "I'm not ready yet." ”

Chen Haodong almost slept with me several times before, but he didn't have it in the end, and this time, I also hoped that he would let me go.

"Fu three years old, now you are my wife, your bright husband. I was very sick at night, and you pulled me to the hospital to make me warm, and I was thinking that Lao Tzu was really going to condemn you in this life. Chen Haodong's breath became more and more urgent, and his body began to be restless.

I felt the changes in Chen Haodong's body, the hot thing was touching my inner thighs, and the nightmare past made my heart instantly mottled.

"Chen Haodong, don't, can you give me some more time?" I was afraid that I would completely anger him when he was on the verge of the arrow, so I deliberately softened my voice.

"Time ......" Chen Haodong propped his hands on my shoulders, his eyebrows furrowed fiercely, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a mocking smile: "Why do you need time to do it with your husband?" Your time isn't all because of him. Fu is three years old, and I am also a normal man. I've endured it so hard since I married you, and now I don't want to bear it anymore, today I won't let you go, I have to figure out who you're living with. ”

I felt that Chen Haodong's body was even hotter than at night, the green tendons on his neck burst under the skin, he pushed me to death, directly lifted the nightdress and drove straight in, into the deepest part, and then invaded me even more uncontrollably.

It was as if I was being tortured, and it hurt worse than cutting off my flesh piece by piece with a knife.

Chen Haodong, who had never had such intimate contact with other women before me, was like a beast in bed. Not only did he grab my hands, but he also went on a rampage, hating me so much that I was about to bite the flesh in my mouth.

In fact, the scene on the day I called Chen Haodong back was unavoidable, and I spent every day in fear, but in the end I didn't escape.

Chen Haodong is like a person who has been hungry for a long time, constantly making intimate movements that make me ashamed and hateful, he prostrates on me, kissing every place Shen Huanjiu has kissed. This was not enough, Chen Haodong slammed my body over, and once again made me lie on my stomach like a.

"Don't you feel it? Wife, can you call me? ”

Chen Haodong asked me to make a voice, but I resolutely refused, this is the last dignity I left for myself......

"What are you thinking?" Shen Huanjiu's calm voice abruptly cut off the thread of my thoughts.

I was excited, raised my head and crashed into Shen Huanjiu's sharp eyes.

"Nothing." I responded simply, squeezed the knife that Shen Huanjiu gave me tightly, opened the car door in a hurry, and walked towards Chen Haodong, who was leaning on the long pillar at the door.

I heard the sound of Shen Huanjiu opening the door behind me, and although I didn't look back, the shadow on the ground was telling me that Shen Huanjiu was standing behind me, turning the world upside down for me.

When Chen Haodong saw me, his eyes quickly turned red, he reached over with both hands and grabbed my arms, and said in a low voice: "Can you give me another chance, I know it's wrong." Help the three-year-old, give me another chance, okay? ”

His body shook violently, and I spit out a few words flatly: "Chen Haodong, you are a fool." From the beginning to the present, I have never given you a chance, never. Like you said before, it never starts, it always ends. ”

"It doesn't matter. Let the old things pass, let's start over, I'll be obedient, and I'll never do anything you don't like again. Tears rolled out of Chen Haodong's red eyes.

I thought for a while, and muttered to myself: "What I don't like...... I don't like" Raising my eyes, I said word by word: "I don't like it, it's you, Chen Haodong!" ”

Chen Haodong didn't even ignore that there were other men standing next to me, his eyes were locked on me from beginning to end, and he was as aggrieved as a child.

"No, I don't believe you have no feelings for me at all, you know how much Lao Tzu likes you." Chen Haodong suddenly hugged me and hugged me very tightly: "I was wrong, I was a very bastard after I got married!" I was wrong to help a three-year-old! ”

"Let go." Shen Huanjiu's voice was a little angry.

However, Chen Haodong also really let go.

It's just that there's an extra blood hole in his belly.

I pinched the tip of the knife, this knife was not deep, but it really cut off Chen Haodong's last hope.

He covered the bloody hole and smiled: "You stabbed Lao Tzu? ”

I stared at him and said intermittently: "If you don't need to shoot someone to kill, maybe I will pierce your waist directly with this knife!" ”

Chen Haodong smiled strongly, nodded straight and said, "Okay, it's good!" I'm not as good to you as I am to a dog! ”

"Yes, you are good to me......" I soured my nose: "Those unspeakable things, do you really want me to say the same?" You are just like Chen Qingyuan, you are a ghost in your bones. ”

I never felt that the relationship with Chen Haodong was normal, he often just treated me as a machine to vent his desires, just like all kinds of brutal hair, and became a way to make me feel humiliated as a woman, let alone ask me if it hurts or is uncomfortable. In bed, he was always better. I can't fall in love with such a man, even if it's someone else, I can't think of someone else's good and endure tens of thousands of times the pain.

For a long time, I was afraid of the coming of night. I may have shivered with fear when I watched the sun set, and then when I faced Chen Haodong, my body was the same as my heart, and I was completely numb in the face of love.

Chen Haodong's hand covering the injury was raised, and slowly pointed to my nose: "Fu San-year-old, you ruined my feelings for you so much, we will wait and see in the days to come." ”

"Get out!" I rebuked.

Shen Huanjiu stretched out his arm, grabbed Chen Haodong's arm and shook it, and directly threw the person under the marble steps at the door.

Chen Haodong rolled around on the ground, then got up to look at us, and he laughed, laughing until tears fell from his eyes.

Shen Huanjiu took off his suit and asked me to hold it, looking at the posture, Chen Haodong would be crippled if he didn't die today.

"Surnamed Shen, what the hell are you trying to take advantage of? Yes? Chen Haodong said mockingly: "Come on, if you have a kind, you can kill Lao Tzu!" ”

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