Chapter 41: Unclean and Impure
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Looking at his abyssal eyes, I was stunned for a moment and then suddenly laughed and said, "Boss Shang, we are just having fun together." I love to treat you, and if you don't like to stay, get out. In this relationship between us, having children? Suitable? β
The first half of these words were given to me by Ah Lin that day, and now I have returned them to him.
The wind was cold and fluttering at night, Ah Lin's reaction was surprisingly calm, neither arrogant nor angry, he slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, with a hint of sarcasm and seeing, and I was defeated like water in the broad road of time.
He pulled the key out of his pocket with one hand and pulled me open with the other, because the position I was standing in was blocking the keyhole of the door.
The door was quickly opened, and Ah Lin turned on the light, and I glanced inside, and the familiar breath rushed towards me. He walked in first, and I stood in the doorway, timid. Because it was here that he misunderstood my kindness and poured dirty water on me.
"What do you do at the door? In. Ah Lin turned his head, his tone very light.
I glanced at him, leaned against the door, and banged my head against the door frame.
Wheel machine, I will not be Ah Lin's opponent. Sometimes I really think that a woman should marry an honest man and love her in this life. Under the stimulation of sensibility, his feet quietly stepped away from the seemingly disobedient call.
He asked me to sit on the sofa, handed me a cigarette as soon as possible, and said softly, "Do you think?" β
I reached out to pick it up as if I was addicted to drugs, but he suddenly withdrew his hand, and the city government said deeply: "Say." Have you thought about it? β
I knew that what Ah Lin wanted to ask was not whether I missed the smell of cigarettes at all, but whether I wanted to him.
Indeed, I was thinking about it.
But sometimes women and men can't blindly surrender when they get along, and how many cases I've seen and heard have proved that the index of men's cheapness is actually not lower than that of women.
I simply took out a crumpled box of cigarettes from my pocket, took out the root point and said, "Although cigarettes taste good, for a woman who is addicted to smoking, no matter what brand or taste, a few puffs can quench her addiction." How particular can you be? β
Ah Lin smiled, then lit a cigarette, removed the one in my mouth, and stuffed the cigarette in my mouth.
I was stunned and tilted my head to look at him.
Ah Lin folded his long legs, reached over and put his arms around my shoulders, rubbed his fingertips a few times and asked, "You belong to a donkey?" What are you doing so hard? β
I pretended to be calm and took a sharp breath, and the familiar feeling returned, and my whole body was instantly refreshed.
"You're not much better." I took a puff of my cigarette and said childishly as I put my fist into the larger and larger smoke rings.
"Hmm." He answered this for the first time.
When I locked my eyes on him again, he showed a serious expression and said, "Cheng Yishu, I thought about it." β
A sentence of less than three seconds is like a demagogic poison.
Maybe he himself is not completely aware that the precipitation of age and experience makes his every move, a look, or a tail note can make the woman facing him lose his armor and throw herself into his arms without any principles.
There was a moment of trance in his eyes, wanting to throw away the burning smoke, and directly hugging his head to give him a meal like venting, gnawing until he knew the pain! Tell him to let me out at every turn!
But this fantasy didn't last long, because I wanted to hear what he had to say next.
By this time, the cigarette I was holding between my fingertips had burned two-thirds of the time, and I took a puff and dropped it in my teacup. I don't want to be a loser who compromises easily, but I am Cheng Yishu, Yishu, Yishu, and I have lost ......
I smiled arrogantly and said, "Oh? What did you think? β
Ah Lin was embarrassed at this time, let out a soft 'ho' in his mouth, and then glanced away.
He pulled out a notebook and a pen from under the coffee table, flipped a random page, wrote a few words on it, and pushed it in front of me.
His handwriting is not particularly good-looking, and a little rusty, think in the information age, casually tap on the keyboard of mobile phones and computers can type a series of standard Songti characters, as long as you write your name, you can write fluently when signing a contract or signing a document, and the opportunity to use handwriting at other times is really too little.
I suddenly couldn't hold back and burst out laughing. I looked at him seriously and blankly, and the more I couldn't stop laughing.
He frantically ripped the notebook back from my hand, tore off the page, crumpled it with his hands, and threw it into the trash.
Ah Lin wrote: Move back.
And the reason why I laugh is because I think it's naΓ―ve. If he said it directly, it would obviously be much more domineering, but he wrote it in words that were not beautiful and amazing, which was a bit embarrassing.
He was so annoyed that he reached down and pinched my chin.
I was in pain, but I still thought he was very funny, his mouth was pinched into an octopus mouth, but his eyes were still smiling. For a while, what you lose and I win, his three scribbled words broke all the tense atmosphere.
"Laughing fart!" Ah Lin's mouth was fierce, but because I laughed out of tears, he couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth and laughed a few times with me.
Later, he let me go and flattered me to make me supper. He had been busy for a long time, and when he came out, he was sweating profusely, his shirt had been removed, and a towel was hanging from his shoulder.
He turned back to the kitchen to get his chopsticks.
The fiery pattern of Qiqi covered his entire back, and I just inadvertently met the pair of eyes of Qiqi, and my heart was furious. It was as if I was surrounded by an extremely evil gas, but the damn thing was that I was so greedy.
When Ah Lin took the dishes and chopsticks, I was already sitting at the dinner table, in the dead of night, the food seduced, my stomach was much more incompetitive than my mouth, I took the chopsticks from his hand and picked a piece directly, and I always felt that even chewing became a pleasure when I entered the mouth.
I swallowed a bite of food and put my chopsticks against the corner of my mouth: "I know it's wrong, so you're being courteous to me?" β
Perhaps it was even more comfortable after a quarrel, he ran my hair with his middle finger and said to me, "What's wrong." Have you thought about it, even if Lao Cheng is coarse, he will definitely see that you and Ye have a leg tonight. If you don't move back, are you waiting to marry that bear bag? β
It was only when he said this that I realized the seriousness of the matter. He was right, he hugged me tightly on the spot just after eating, which is like the intimacy that an elder should have for a junior.
I panicked a little and quietly swallowed and asked, "Will my dad kill me?" β
"He dares!" Ah Lin's feminine voice is as if he is fearless of anything, and there is a great sense of letting go.
But the loneliness in my heart has not disappeared, and the real problem between me and Ah Lin is not the parents of both sides. There is always one figure after another standing in our way, making our relationship confusing.
During the supper, none of us spoke again, and Ah Lin seemed to have been waiting for me to reply that I had moved back.
When my stomach was full, I put down my chopsticks and lazily pressed my back against the chair.
I said, "You told me to move back, but on what grounds should I move back?" β
Ah Lin also put down his chopsticks, thought seriously for a moment and said, "Anything." β
I gave him a blank look: "What the hell is this reason?" β
He smiled: "Then I'll marry you and go home." β
I wasn't very excited, because he was really joking in tone, not serious at all.
I was so angry that I said, "It's a habit to coax people? β
Ah Lin got up from his chair, looked at me condescendingly for a while, then pulled me in, put his arm around my waist and whispered, "Listen to me, move back." A good-looking hedgehog, if you throw it outside, it is a scourge! β
I was silent for a while, then raised my chin and said seriously: "I know that you have money and the ability to make women follow you willingly, but how many years does a woman have her youth?" I already know your story and her story. Qiao Shiyi can be said to have spent a lifetime on you, what about me? If it is destined to be the result of her coming and leaving, no matter how rare I am about you, I can't always hit the south wall. I'm like men in many ways, and I don't really believe in relationships. Everyone is born and lives to go through the process of loneliness, loneliness is the norm of life, and always counting on companionship is the behavior of the weak. I understood this when I was a teenager. But day by day, the change in my heart is unconscious, you are close to me, breaking my original thinking pattern and emotional cognition. Now that you let me move back, I am naturally willing in my heart, but what if I am willing? No matter what happens in the future, can you stand up and choose me in the first place? If not, then let's keep a little distance for the time being, and then live together when we have everything figured out, okay? β
This is the words in my heart, even if I am reluctant to leave, but what can I do? I'm twenty-four years old, and it's time to pay for every decision I make, every choice I make. And he is thirty-eight years old, and he should have calculated all the future outcomes in his heart, and clearly and weighed every possibility. I don't even need to think about these things when I play with each other, but I'm really serious.
Ah Lin frowned, and after a long time, he just said in a dull voice, "Send you back." β
The following week, my dad refused to mention the night as much as he did to avoid it. And Ah Lin is like disappearing completely, and we haven't even had a text message between us. I kept refreshing the WeChat circle of friends, and on the eighth day, I found that Tao Si had a new dynamic, in the picture, he was holding two beauties in his left and right hands, and the text was accompanied by a high quality with Brother Lin.
It felt like I had been pricked with a needle.
Judging from the background, I know that it is the night club where Dong Xin is located, because it can be seen from the decoration. If it had been a month ago, I would have rushed over and brought Ah Lin out of the mess. But now I just looked at it a few times in a daze, and then asked myself: Cheng Yishu, this man is like a wolf who is not familiar with the head. That Qiao Shiyi, who lost his youth in exchange for his freedom, can't do it! Can you do it?
I deleted the phone numbers of Ah Lin and Tao Si from my phone one by one, and the next day I cleaned up my mood and went back to find a job. After several interviews, I was unsuccessful because of the stain of being expelled from driving school. Later, my dad had no choice, so he pulled down his old face to drag the relationship, went to the door, and finally let me go back to my old job in a newly opened driving school.
On my first day on the job, I saw an explosive piece of news on my phone.