Chapter 441: Repentance

"I am a disciple of Changle Palace, and on the day I entered Changle Palace, my father told me that after becoming Changle Palace, everything I have done since then can only be based on the interests of Changle Palace, so I have been prepared for a long time. What's more, this is not a sacrifice, being able to marry into the royal family, I don't know how many women's dreams, sending me to the palace can be regarded as a good destination. ”

Between Gu Junjun's words, there was still no resentment, and even revealed a sense of glory in shouldering the mission of the Changle Palace gatekeeper.

Gu Wanwan's mood is not just not incomprehensible, but regretful, Gu Junjun has already been cultivated by Gu Zhenhai's ideological education since childhood to become a qualified Changle Palace gatekeeper, what she thinks about is only the interests of Changle Palace, regards the mission as life, and no longer thinks about herself.

Gu Junjun saw that she bowed her head and was silent but her brows were deeply locked, knowing that she was feeling sorry for herself, so she smiled and persuaded: "Sister doesn't need to be sad, in fact, the emperor was really good to me when he was alive, he enjoyed endless glory and wealth, and he received inexhaustible love and grace, but it's a pity that he went too early, but this also blames me?" ”

If she hadn't been cautious enough at the beginning, let the emperor see the scene where she and the prince were playing in the pool, it would not have caused the prince to kill his father. If the old emperor hadn't died, she wouldn't have been sent to this place by her father.

"This should be called the bitter fruit brewed by yourself, so let's taste it yourself!" Gu Junjun smiled bitterly, "I really didn't expect the emperor to go, I would end up in this field, the emperor's kindness to me, I can only feel it now." ”

"Forget it, eldest sister, you actually don't want to kill the old emperor." Listening to Gu Junjun's words full of shame, Gu Wanwan couldn't help but persuade.

Right and wrong in this world, sometimes it is difficult to distinguish clearly, especially for a person like Gu Junjun, who is subject to the mission in everything, she will definitely focus on interests before doing anything, maybe she hasn't had too much time to think, and the situation has already been formed.

Just like Feng Qing wants to kill the old emperor, she can't stop it at all.

Feeling the sincere concern in Gu Wanwan's eyes, Gu Junjun was very moved, took Gu Wanwan's hand, and said with tears in her eyes: "Sister, thank you for understanding me." ”

Gu Wanwan attached her other hand to the back of her hand and held it tightly, at this time there was no need to say anything more, it was enough to bring her some warmth that could only be given.

The two just shook hands and smiled at each other. After a long time, Gu Junjun sighed: "Saying these words to my sister makes me feel much more relaxed." ”

"Actually, I haven't said these words to anyone, not even my mother and Xian Xian. My mother only knew that my father valued me the most and intended to send me to the palace, so she had been strictly cultivating me since I was a child. And my father also told me very seriously that I must keep my mouth shut, and that I must not talk about treasures to outsiders, even my mother and sister. So I've been holding back these words in my heart for a long time, so long that I thought I would never be able to say them anymore! ”

Even she thought that it would rot in her stomach forever, but she didn't expect to say it to Gu Wanwan today, but in this way, she felt suddenly relaxed, as if a stone pressed on her chest was suddenly moved.

"Eldest sister, you can say anything to me in the future, don't take it to heart, I'm willing to listen, if I can, I will definitely share it for you." Gu Wanwan clenched Gu Junjun's hand again, her eyes full of sincerity.

"Thank you, sister, but I've been in trouble for you. If it weren't for me, how would you be imprisoned here? At this point, he may have escaped from the Northern Frontier. Speaking of this, Gu Junjun's face was a guilt that could not be hidden.

Gu Wanwan even recognized her as a sister regardless of her previous suspicions, what a generous mind she is, it can be seen how good a girl she is. But such a good girl was implicated by herself, and fell into such a dangerous situation, that she hated herself when she thought of it.

"Eldest sister, don't do this, I volunteered to stay." Gu Wanwan shook her head at her and smiled. She has rarely regretted the decisions she has made, and this time will be no exception, so there is no need to feel guilty.

"It is precisely because of this that I feel uncomfortable, sister, you said that I was so bad to you before, why do you still want to repay your grievances with virtue?" Recalling all the inconsistencies she had for Gu Wanwan in the past, she was so ashamed that she lowered her head and felt shameless.

"It's not that serious, eldest sister, you didn't treat me badly in the past, otherwise I wouldn't have grown up in the Prime Minister's Mansion, let alone ......" To be honest, she is not the Gu Wanwan who was bullied, how could there be a deep resentment in her heart?

But this is naturally unspeakable, Gu Junjun doesn't know her modern identity. And through this bizarre and outrageous thing, let alone Gu Junjun, even as a party concerned, she still thinks that it is an incredible thing when she thinks about it, and how can she use this to convince Gu Junjun?

It's just that Gu Junjun looked at her intently when she heard this, looking forward to her next, if she didn't say something, I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to convince her.

Gu Wanwan had no choice but to continue: "What's more, since I fell off the cliff, I have lost my memory and no longer remember the past, so eldest sister, let the past pass away at any time, don't mind it anymore." ”

Her original intention of saying this was to persuade Gu Wanwan to forget all kinds of unhappiness and grievances in the past, but when she heard this, it was like a sharp thorn in Gu Junjun's ears and inserted into her heart.

"No wonder, it turns out that you really lost your memory, so you don't remember that it was actually my idea to remember that incident." Gu Junjun suddenly realized that after that, he felt even deeper guilt, "You still told me not to mind, I'm really damned!" Damn it......"

Gu Junjun pounded her chest with her fist as she spoke, her body had only endured all kinds of torture by Harro, where could she withstand such a toss at this time?

Gu Wanwan took her hand and held it tightly: "Eldest sister, don't do this, I really don't blame you, you still have injuries, don't hurt yourself like this again." ”

This is what she is most afraid of encountering, if the other party beats her and scolds her, she can still fight back, but seeing the self-blame of others confessing to her, she really can't bear it.

She's not Jesus, so she doesn't want to hear anyone repent! Although it is a good thing to regret what you have done, excessive regret can make people feel a headache.

The previous shamelessness was like this, and the current Gu Junjun is also like this, the appearance of them hurting themselves because of regret for the past really makes her at a loss.

"If you are willing to blame me, I feel better in my heart, but Wanwan, why are you so kind?" The more Gu Wanwan treated her so kindly, the more she felt ashamed of herself and embarrassed.

"Don't say that, eldest sister, I'm actually not as kind as you think." She felt that Gu Junjun thought of her too well, and the more Gu Junjun thought of her well, the more she would feel guilty and blame herself in her heart, this was not the picture she wanted to see.

"How not? Wanwan is a hundred times kinder than I say, ten thousand times. Gu Junjun shook his head and insisted on what he was thinking.

"No, really not, eldest sister, don't be so exaggerated. In fact, if I change to someone I don't know, I may not choose to stay. I may have chosen to stay just to thank my father for his kindness to me, I just want to repay my father, it's really not as great as you say. ”

She really didn't know why she stayed for Gu Junjun, but she really couldn't rule out this possibility!

It may also be because she knows Gu Junjun and knows that she used to be a high-ranking imperial concubine, who was favored and honored, and now she is really pitiful like this. She may have stayed just to sympathize with Gu Junjun, but she was not as kind and great as she said.

"It's the same, even if you rescued me because of your father's nurturing grace, it is enough to see that you are a good girl who knows how to repay kindness and has good thoughts, not comparable to ordinary women." Gu Junjun not only felt that she looked down on her because of Gu Wanwan's explanation, but felt that she was not only kind but also humble, and more worthy of admiration and appreciation.

Although the Prime Minister's Mansion took in Gu Wanwan and nurtured her, it was not good to her, nominally the third lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion, but in fact she lived like a maid. Gu Junjun is very clear about this in her heart, instead of resentment, she has the heart to repay her kindness, which can already be seen how noble her heart and mind are.

Even if it is really because she fell off the cliff and lost her memory, so she will not have a grudge against the Prime Minister, so she wants to repay the favor, it will never affect her opinion of Gu Wanwan.

Who would repay the favor to someone who has no feelings and no impressions? That is undoubtedly something that only people with a very good heart can do.

"Eldest sister, don't praise me anymore, I'm about to be praised by you!" She's really not used to being praised like this.

In modern times, she was raised in an orphanage. Later, he learned from his master how to rob tombs and also learned to live alone, so he didn't have any friends around him who could talk. There are even fewer people who will praise her, and there are too many demeaning and repulsive words to hear, and she is really a little overwhelmed when she suddenly hears so many friendly words.

Looking at Gu Wanwan's already crimson cheeks, Gu Junjun also believed her words, and finally stopped: "Okay, okay, then the eldest sister won't talk about it, but good sister, there is something that my sister is really worried about!" ”

"Sister, what are you worried about?" Looking at her frowning appearance, Gu Wanwan also knew that she was still worried in her heart.

"When I'm well, aren't you going to hand over the treasure to Halro? How does this work? If the treasure falls into his hands, how can I explain it to my father? When Gu Junjun spoke, his face was already full of worry.

At this time, she still thought that she couldn't complete the task, and she didn't know how to explain things to Gu Zhenhai. Persistent like this, Gu Wanwan was completely speechless. But looking at her sad and self-blaming appearance, Gu Wanwan couldn't help but comfort her: "Eldest sister doesn't need to worry so much, it is absolutely impossible for the treasure to fall into his hands." ”