Along the way, Aunt Yulan was still persuading me to go to their house with my sister-in-law, and then I didn't give up until my sister-in-law said that there could be no one in the health center at night. You can't get in, can you? ”

I nodded, "Don't worry." ”

Her purpose itself is not to go to the door to scare people, first of all, she is an external ghost, and it is very difficult to enter the door of other people's homes, and secondly, I heard Aunt Yulan say that the dark coins have been collected for a month, if you want to go to the door, you will already come to the door, why wait until I go to her!

On the way back to the health center, my sister-in-law glanced at me and opened her mouth: "Qiaoqiao, you say, this is not a person." ”

I mumbled, "No." ”

If this is human, in order to scare us, it is really painstaking, first of all, how to hang a face in the bud rice field. And the sound of footsteps behind you is a problem. Mu Shi threw himself away.

"That'...... Why do you still use living things......" My sister-in-law looked at me with some puzzlement: "Don't you have to burn it all." ”

I'm also very strange about this, and glanced at my sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, the world is big, there are no surprises, my way is also shallow, and I will explain it to you when I know everything in the future." ”

Entering the door, as soon as I turned on the light, I felt more comfortable, in fact, if I said that I was not afraid, it was really a calf, and the footsteps behind me had to be attached to you, and it was cold, who was not hairy, but my sister-in-law was still by my side, and I was still holding a little onmyoji's shelf, even if it was in the pocket of my pee, I had to say that it was my sweat, and I must not let the victim find out that I was afraid. That still gives people a sense of security.

My sister-in-law smiled at me while laying out the quilt for me: "This is quite powerful, last time you pricked my finger with that little needle, and I knew the charm on my cabinet, I felt that you were different from what my sister-in-law imagined, my sister-in-law has always thought that you are an ordinary girl, and these things really make my sister-in-law admire." ”

I was a little embarrassed: "Sister-in-law, I think you are also very bold, you were not afraid just now." "It's kind of into a mode of flattering each other.

My sister-in-law laid out the quilt, sat next to me and sighed: "I saw it through, in fact, I was also a little nervous, I really never saw chopsticks stand up on their own." But I don't think I've done anything wrong, there won't be anything to scare me, I've been scared a lot over the years, what footsteps, people, I've seen them all, in fact, this is not considered to be a courageous exercise. ”

I reached out and put my sister-in-law's shoulder: "I will never practice this kind of courage again in my life." Sister-in-law, don't be afraid, with me here, nothing will scare you. ”

The sister-in-law smiled and snorted: "I'll go boil some water for you and scrub it simply, it's inconvenient to take a bath in this health center, I'll go to Sister Lan's tomorrow to say hello, or Director Niu's house." If you want to take a bath one day, I'll take you there to take it. ”

I nodded, indeed, the most inconvenient thing for me was this, taking a shower was a hassle.

Thinking about it, I still got up and went to the cutting board to wipe the kitchen knife, but I didn't find a red cloth, so I wrapped the bag directly in paper and put it under my sister-in-law's pillow.

I'm fine, I'm not experienced, but I'm definitely more than ordinary people have seen, so I can self-regulate when I see that I'm afraid, but my sister-in-law can't, she's weak, and she's easy to be bullied by those things, so I can't let her see that I'm scared, it's really hurtful to be frightened, and the older I get, the harder it is to recover.

When I turned off the phone at night to charge the phone, I habitually glanced at the call record, at this time Zhuo Jing's call in the morning was gone, I looked at it and felt a little stronger, otherwise, as soon as I showed my name, I felt that I saw his face.

Of course, there were a dozen or so missed calls for a few dollars, and dozens of text messages that I hadn't yet opened and read, and to put it mildly, I didn't want to read them.

My sister-in-law entered the house after washing, saw that I was lying on the kang and fiddling with my mobile phone, and opened her mouth: "Qiaoqiao, don't play with your mobile phone before going to bed, the light in the room is not good, and it hurts your eyes." ”

I answered, my eyes were looking at the last text message Xu Meijin sent me, and the time showed that it was half an hour ago, 'Jiaolong, can you send me a text message back, I just know where you are, are you living with that girl, can you eat, if you need time then I will give it to you, I will not force you, come back early, I will wait for you." ’

Sigh, I'll go back? How is it possible, I may be able to accept the likes of other people of the same sex, but I can't do it even if it's Xu Meijin, I really can't do it at all, I thought, just turn off the phone and charge.

After turning off the lights, I chatted with my sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, are you still angry with my sister-in-law, my sister-in-law is actually quite good, and he also said that he will not do this again in the future." ”

In the air, I listened to my sister-in-law's faint sigh: "If I weren't his wife, maybe I would forgive him, but betrayal is the thing I hate the most, and if it weren't for that little junior who came to the door, I would have been kept in the dark, I feel like I really failed, Qiaoqiao, don't be like me when you marry in the future." ”

"I'm not going to get married."

"Why?" My sister-in-law turned to me sideways: "Even if you think it's ...... with Xiaojing"

"I can't get married, besides, who will accept that I am a yin and yang person, maybe they will say that they don't care during the love period, but after a long time, they will inevitably feel disgusted, or one person, and only one person."

God may be like this, you feel a lot of happiness in a person's place, but one day you will have to suffer the same or even several times more.

What is given to you always has to be returned, and when you get it, you don't feel it, and when you return it, it will be heartbreaking.

So, I'd rather give up this happiness than feel that pain anymore.

My sister-in-law held my hand in the dark: "Jiaolong, a person will not suffer all the time, three poor and three rich until old age, life is hard when you are a child, and you will be happy when you grow up, as the old saying goes, life is too bad when you are a child, that is because your life was too good in your previous life, so God is jealous in this life, and deliberately adds tribulations to you, all in order to pay off your karma, and when you are done, a good life will come, you have to be strong, and your sister-in-law will always be there." ”

I gently tugged at the corners of my mouth, I really didn't expect my sister-in-law to say this: "Well, sister-in-law, you also have to be strong, in the future, we will all ...... well"

On the first night in Liujin Village, I didn't expect such things to happen, and I didn't expect that I would be able to help, although I fell asleep after a long time, although the face of the person in my head was still unusually clear, but I finally fell asleep, which is a good thing, I think, I am not far from forgetting him.

Nine years ago I could have forgotten him, and nine years later, I think I can still do it