Chapter 972 Dilemma
The West Market outside the Imperial City was very lively, and in the room of the Didian, Qin Liusu sat there with a heavy heart, imagining that he was about to return to Zhang's Mansion again, and there was a trace of worry in his heart in addition to anticipation.
It has been almost more than a month since she disappeared, and Qin Liusu's heart is full of gratitude when she thinks that she can see Mama Zhang and Xiao Lian again after so long.
In Qin Liusu's heart, she had been stirred up more than once, so that she could return to Zhang's mansion again in her lifetime, originally thought that all this would be a luxury, but now it turned out to be true.
Although the emperor agreed to let Qin Liusu return to Zhang's Mansion again, he only asked Qin Liusu to go back and take a look at the worries she couldn't let go, and say a final goodbye to her past.
If the emperor agrees to let her go back to Zhang's Mansion to continue living, it is absolutely impossible. Thinking of entering the palace, he can also make Zhang Sizong rise to prominence, which also makes Qin Liuwu a little comforted.
In the past, Qin Liusu revealed his desire for fame and fortune from the words that Zhang Sizong said, but now that the emperor is like this, wouldn't he have fulfilled him.
Qin Liusu is such a smart woman, how can she not know Zhang Sizong's thoughts, but many times it is inconvenient to say it because of the dignity of men, maybe in Zhang Sizong's heart, she is reluctant to her after all.
Qin Liusu hesitated while thinking about it, Zhu'er on the side saw Qin Liusu like this, and the feeling in her heart was very complicated, Zhu'er felt sad and entangled for Qin Liusu on the one hand, and happy for Qin Liusu on the other.
Maybe entering the palace is a little unacceptable psychologically for Qin Liusu, an arrogant and beautiful woman will not succumb to power in her bones.
And the emperor's intention is so obvious, even outsiders like Zhu'er can see it clearly, not to mention Qin Liusu himself.
It's not impossible to let Qin Liusu leave Zhang Sizong, it's just that Zhu'er is not particularly clear about the twists and turns in the relationship between the two, but from Qin Liusu's eyes at the moment, Zhu'er still feels Qin Liusu's reluctance.
If the emperor really wanted to send Qin Liusu back to Zhang's Mansion to continue his life, why did he have to go around such a big circle, when Tutu Chengxuan saw Zhu'er and Qin Liusu, he would directly inform the people in Zhang's Mansion. Instead of letting Qin Liusu live outside the palace all the time.
No matter where Qin Liusu goes now, Zhu'er will always follow her, but in Zhu'er's heart, she is more inclined to let Qin Liusu enter the palace, after all, in Zhu'er's heart, she is full of novelty about life in the palace.
Looking at Qin Liusu, who was lonely, Zhu'er said softly: "Miss Liusu is born with such a beautiful appearance, it is inevitable that she can get the favor of the emperor, but I hope that Miss Liusu can think about it for the future." ”
"Later, what later? I'm really not in the mood to think about this now, if the emperor is willing to let me go, then I will continue to live in Zhang's mansion, because there is Xiaopian and Zhang's mother there. Qin Liusu said sadly.
"You also know the emperor's heart for you, no matter how you say it, he is also a high emperor, he is the king of a country, not an ordinary person, have you really thought about this?" Pearls reminded.
"Yes, it's just that how can I enter the palace with such an identity, the emperor's harem is as beautiful as a cloud, maybe it's just a whim for me and I don't know, after a while, the emperor will let go of these and no longer insist on letting me enter the palace." Qin Liusu said innocently.
"This matter may not be as simple as Miss Liusu thinks, for the sake of today's plan, you can only resign yourself to fate." Zhu'er said with infinite emotion.
Both fell silent, and the room was indescribably quiet for a while, a silence that made people feel dull and at the same time unspeakably irritable.
imagined that when she returned to Zhang's mansion, she would definitely see Zhang Sizong, Qin Liusu's heart was even more sad, she was so afraid, she was afraid that Zhang Sizong would succumb to power, and she was afraid that Zhang Sizong would treat her as a chess piece for the sake of her career.
The ignorance of his youth made Qin Liusu feel regretful, and the mistakes he had made reminded Qin Liusu all the time that he could only trust himself at any time, instead of putting his fate in the hands of a man.
At this moment, Qin Liusu was very afraid that Zhang Sizong would give up on her for the sake of power and status, but if Zhang Sizong really did that, Qin Liusu would definitely not be angry with him in his heart.
Life in the world, the most important thing is to live well, only by living, everything will have hope, even if life is always full of setbacks and variables, she will definitely face it with a smile.
Thinking of this, a trace of perseverance flashed in Qin Liusu's eyes, maybe it is the best plan to have no plan at the moment, as a weak woman, although she can't control many things, she can also learn to live a good life and live happily.
In the palace at this moment, Yue'er was having lunch in the Hanbing Palace, Han Xiang was standing aside and serving, seeing that Yue'er was so careless, Han Xiang knew that Yue'er must have something on her mind at the moment.
"Mother, but today's meal is not to your liking?" Han Xiang looked at Yue'er and said, Yue'er's mood has not been very good in the past few days, but Han Xiang, as Yue'er's personal palace maid, is also in her eyes and anxious in her heart.
"It's okay, it's just that I haven't had much appetite for the past month or so, and eating anything feels like chewing wax, and it's still the meals my mother makes that suit my appetite the most." Yue'er said with a smile, her eyes full of joy.
Hearing Yue'er say this, Han Xiang knew that Yue'er must have missed her mother, and the last time she hurried out of the palace, their mother and daughter didn't have a good talk, so they hurriedly returned to the palace.
For more than a month, Yue'er has been a little thin, and the food is not fragrant, if the emperor knows about this, he will definitely blame her for not serving well, Han Xiang thought helplessly.
"Niangniang is not feeling well, it is better to ask Dr. Pan to come over to check the pulse of Niangniang and prescribe some prescriptions to recuperate, so that she can be treated as sick and healthy." Hanxiang said with a smile.
"That's fine, then after lunch, you can go." Yue'er said with a smile, and after speaking, she got up and left the main hall and walked towards the bedroom.
Han Xiang saw that Yue'er went to the dormitory, so she didn't say anything more, and just said that she would ask Dr. Pan to come over after dinner to check the pulse, and it seemed that she could only wait for Yue'er to wake up from a nap and then invite Dr. Pan over.
Han Xiang got up and held the clothes that Yue'er wore the day before yesterday in his hand, these clothes were going to be taken to the handyman workshop to be washed in the morning, but in the morning, Han Xiang was actually busy with this matter, and he remembered it when he saw it at the moment.
Under the scorching sun, Han Xiang walked towards the handyman workshop, and most of the palace maids who washed clothes at this hour also went to take a nap, so there shouldn't be anyone. It's better to be faster.
Han Xiang thought while speeding up her pace, not far away a palace maid was washing clothes, Han Xiang saw that there were still people, so she hurriedly walked, fortunately she walked fast, otherwise there must be no shadow.
Xiaoqing originally wanted to go to sleep with everyone, but suddenly remembered that the clothes sent by the Qingning Palace yesterday had not been washed yet, and they were just washed at the moment, so they were sent over before dark.
Han Xiang walked over slowly and said to Xiaoqing: "Xiaoqing girl, this is the clothes of the Chinese concubine of the Ice Palace, please wash them early and send them over before dark." ”
"Sister Hanxiang, don't worry, I will wash this dress in a while, and I will definitely send it to Concubine Hua's palace before dark." Xiaoqing wiped her wet hands on her clothes, then took the clothes from Hanxiang's hands and said with a smile.
"Then there's Miss Lao Xiaoqing." After Han Xiang finished speaking, he left the handyman shop with a smile, while Xiaoqing behind him was sweating profusely and washing those clothes under the scorching sun.
On weekdays, Qiao'er and Xiuzhu are always sleepy, but now that the weather is so hot, as long as all the clothes sent can be washed, everyone can take a little rest.
And everyone is always the elder sister on weekdays, and the elder sister is short and screams at Xiaoqing, how can Xiaoqing have to be so clear with them.
Because of this, Xiaoqing's popularity in the handyman workshop is also indescribably good, and all the palace maids also like this warm-hearted and helpful Xiaoqing.
Thinking of Xiuzhu and Qiao'er's innocent faces, Xiaoqing's face showed a smile, and Xiaoqing felt even more amused about Qiao'er and Xiuzhu's thoughts.
Qiao'er and Xiuzhu dreamed that one day they could be favored by the emperor, and then they could also be lowered by the emperor, included in the harem, and become one of the emperor's concubines, so that they could fly on the branches and become phoenixes.
For Xiaoqing, although the two of them are a little naïve, such an idea can be regarded as a life pursuit, where is like her, working day after day, and she doesn't even know what she wants.
In Xiaoqing's heart, she has been injured by Zhang Sizong, Zhang has her own good sister Xiao Lian in the mansion, the two grew up together in the mansion, and there is also a fluent girl, but whenever she thinks of these sweet times, Xiaoqing will think of the pain she once had.
Because sweet times are always mixed with pain, just like the time when Xiaoqing used to be in Zhang's mansion, Xiaoqing used to like Zhang Sizong so persistently.
But things have changed, and now what is left to Xiaoqing the most is pain, and when she thinks of the sweetness of the past, Xiaoqing can't help but cry.
Now Xiaoqing knows that Qin Liusu is by Zhang Sizong's side, and Zhang Sizong is so infatuated with Qin Liusu, with Qin Liusu by Zhang Sizong's side, he must be very happy.
And Miss Liusu is so kind-hearted, and she has always been good friends with Xiao Lian, so she will naturally take care of Xiao Lian in Zhang's mansion, thinking of this, Xiao Qing's heart is full of happiness.
In the past, Xiaoqing was jealous because she knew that Xiao Lian liked Zhang Sizong, but now she will be satisfied with the happiness of others.
For Xiaoqing, after experiencing so much, it can be regarded as growth, but the price paid for such growth is a little painful.
Xiaoqing finished washing all the clothes that should be washed, and then walked into the room satisfied, at this time Qiao'er and Xiuzhu had woken up, and when they saw Xiaoqing coming in, their eyes were full of curiosity.
"Sister Xiaoqing, you won't wash all the clothes you are in a hurry to wash again, it's so hot outside, it's the same when you wake up and wash again." Qiao'er said with a smile.
"Yesterday, the clothes sent by Sister Lu Luo of Qingning Palace said that they would be delivered in the evening, if you wait for the afternoon nap and then wash them, how can you send them in the evening." Xiaoqing said helplessly.
"Sister Xiaoqing, it's all Xiuzhu and Qiao'er who are not good, so you're tired, in the afternoon, Qiao'er and I will wash more." Xiuzhu said with a smile.
"I really can't do anything about the two of you, it's not too early, hurry up and get up and work." Xiaoqing said with a smile. His eyes were full of joy.
For Qiao'er and Xiuzhu, Xiaoqing always treats her sister like her in her heart. How could they bother with them because of such a thing?
Xiuzhu and Qiao'er left the room at Xiaoqing's urging, and then the three of them started their afternoon work again, and in the palace, the work in the handyman workshop was not only tiring, but also very hard.
Despite this, the three of them are still working and living together as close as good sisters, after all, the most precious thing in this deep palace is the warmth between people.
As long as everyone is united and pure by nature, how can they be isolated in this deep palace, and how can they feel sad and lonely.
The three of them looked at each other happily while washing their clothes, such a deep friendship, no matter how hard it was, it would eventually come to naught, and perhaps in the near future, they would be able to usher in their own dawn and spring.