Chapter 131: Parting
, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the pet farmer little girl! "It's all my fault, your body is so weak, it's not suitable for having children at all." The night before parting, Zhang Zhenan still felt a little self-blamed.
"What's the use of you saying that now? Earlier I said no, and you keep getting entangled again. An Xiu'er glanced at him resentfully, and her eyes seemed to be accusing.
When Zhang Zhenan heard this, he touched his nose, and felt more and more guilty in his heart, he knew that she was still an immature girl, but every time he touched her body, he couldn't hold it.
He didn't have a child before, and he didn't think much about it, but now that the child is here, he feels guilty when he sees her being tortured like this, but when he hears her complaints, he is like a child, and he doesn't know what to do.
In the end, he just pretended to be vicious and said: "When this kid is born, I will definitely clean him up." ”
"Boy?" An Xiu'er frowned and said, "What if it's a girl?" ”
"How can there be such a torturous girl?" Zhang Zhenan said a word, as if he heard the displeasure and uneasiness in An Xiu'er's words, and he changed his words again: "Girl's words, you will clean it up." ”
"I'm reluctant to clean them up, it's too late for me to love them." An Xiu'er said lightly caressing her stomach.
Her belly was still flat, and she couldn't tell that she was pregnant with life, and she sometimes couldn't believe she had a baby.
For this child, although she felt a little untimely at the beginning, but now there is only joy left in her heart, in the dream, she was deprived of the opportunity to be a mother, and now, doesn't she just have a child? I can finally get rid of that ridiculous dream.
She will definitely love this child well.
"If it's a girl? Would you like it? She turned to him and asked.
"Of course I like it, as long as it's born to you, I like it." He said without hesitation.
An Xiu'er laughed, he is a lot older, a round older than her, other men will jump and run when they reach his age, but he has no children, and he can't enjoy the joy of being a father.
In fact, in the Zhang family, sometimes when she was told by Wu, she was also sad in her heart, she also wanted to have a child, and even was anxious about it, and now this child is finally here.
"Don't think about it, I'm not at home, you take good care of yourself." Zhang Zhenan stroked her hand and said, "You don't have to worry about anything, just tell Mama what you want to eat, I bought a lot of tonic for you today and handed them over to the small kitchen, you remember to let them boil for you to eat." ”
Thinking of the smell of the tonic, An Xiu'er's brows wrinkled slightly, after drinking the medicine for several days, she already felt tired, just thinking about it, she felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.
"What you want to eat, just ask the kitchen to make it, what you want, let Banxia find the kitchen to ask for it." Zhang Zhenan admonished again.
"Don't worry about the mother, don't be afraid, if she still says anything unpleasant, you just use the child as a shield, and I don't think she will do anything out of the ordinary." Zhang Zhenan said again.
"Hmm." An Xiuer nodded and wrote them down one by one.
Zhang Zhenan also nodded, he was afraid that after he left, An Xiu'er would be alone in the mansion, and what would Wu and the other bulls, ghosts, snakes, and gods do.
However, although Wu likes his younger brother more, although he calculates himself for him, but after all, he is still his mother, this is his first child, her only grandson, she should also be happy, and yesterday she specially asked the housekeeper to send a lot of things.
He was worried that she would take advantage of his absence to do something out of the ordinary, and he went to find her in the afternoon, and she was still unhappy at the time, saying that although she didn't like An Xiu'er, she was also looking forward to the child in her belly.
Zhang Zhen'an said with peace of mind, although she is sometimes a little confused, but no matter what, she should not trouble An Xiu'er at this juncture, after all, she is pregnant.
"You're home alone, you have to take care of yourself, I'll be back by mid-December at the latest." He thought for a moment and admonished.
"Got it, you also take care of yourself outside, you must pay attention to safety, and have a few more eyes, you know?"
An Xiu'er said and smiled: "You don't have to worry about me, I'm not alone, I still have children at home with me, when I'm better, I'll read to him every day and tell him stories, maybe when he is born, he will be a prodigy." ”
Zhang Zhenan glanced at her, "Then when you read to him, don't make a mistake." ”
"Look down on me, during this time, I studied so hard, didn't you see?" An Xiu'er glanced at him obliquely, dissatisfied with his contempt for herself.
"People say that Shibei should be impressed for three days, you go out early and return late these days, and you don't know that I am different from before." She was fine at home every day during this time, just to learn the rules, learn the rules, and then read books, occasionally write two words, at most go to the garden to see the flowers, and the rest of the pastime was gone.
"My fault, you don't have to push yourself, just be happy, anyway, in my heart, you are still the same you used to be, and you will always be my treasure." Zhang Zhenan said seriously.
"I don't believe it." An Xiu'er shook her head and said, although she was happy to say this, but if she was serious, then she would be stupid.
He is no longer the fisherman who only needs a wife who does the laundry and cooks, he has more things to do, and his pursuit is no longer to catch a few more fish a day, let alone the same as before, as long as he sees her smiling face, he seems to have all his troubles gone.
He was so busy that he didn't even have time to see her, so where was he still paying attention to whether she was crying or laughing.
If he encounters any trouble in the future, has something on his mind, and wants to tell her, but she doesn't understand anything, then he will slowly go to find a woman who understands him, find a confidant, and then have a confidante, where will he remember her?
"You don't understand anything, you don't know a few big characters, you can't even match a couplet, and you can't even match a girl who grinds ink next to me!" As written in the play, the red sleeves that are said to be good add fragrance and love are agreeable, but in the end they can only turn into disgust and disgust.
The face will be old, and a flower will feel tired after looking at it for a long time.
She didn't want to be the flower he hated, and she didn't want to be the purple and red he had experienced.
"What do you think?" Zhang Zhen'an keenly discovered her distraction.
"Didn't think about anything." An Xiu'er shook her head.
"You just got distracted, and you said you didn't think about anything?" Zhang Zhenan frowned and said: "I heard that pregnant women will think nonsense, I'm not at home, don't think about it, otherwise you will be depressed in your heart, and no one will enlighten you." ”
"Don't think too much about uncomfortable or sad things, and when you come back, you will tell me again." The resolute lines on his face, in her place, had long since melted into water, and she had not seen him with a straight face and a look that no one would approach.
She nodded slightly, and said in a low voice: "I didn't think nonsense, I just thought of when we were in the Qingshui River, the river was leisurely, the green waves were rippling, you supported the boat pole, carrying me, surrounded by green grass, crescent moon and stars were all with us." ”
I didn't think it was at the time, but now that I think about it, it's extremely romantic.
"We can go again in the future, the separation is only temporary." Zhang Zhenan said: "In the future, I will take you on a bigger boat, swim a wider river, and see brighter stars and moons." ”
"Okay." An Xiu'er nodded.
Zhang Zhenan patted the bed and said, "Sleep." ”
"I don't want to sleep, I'm afraid that when I wake up, I'll be gone." An Xiu'er looked up at her, a little aggrieved.
"I'm here with you, sleep, for the sake of the child, you see that you have lost weight in the past few days." Zhang Zhenan said: "I hope that when I come back, you can become white and fat." ”
"Well, I'll take my medicine on time and eat well." An Xiu'er promised him seriously.
In the past few days, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she used to think how delicious these foods were, in the past she was able to eat a bowl of white rice, and she felt very happy, but now, the delicacies were in front of her, she actually felt sick to her stomach, she felt that she was simply too bad for food.
"Go to bed obediently, take care of your body as soon as possible, and don't worry about me." Zhang Zhenan said and helped her take off her shoes, hugged her horizontally, put her on the bed, and covered her with a quilt.
He hugged her through the quilt, and she looked at him with unblinking eyes.
He put his hand on her eyes, and she closed them, and after a while, he heard her even breathing, and then he got up and walked out.
He couldn't stand the parting, so instead of waiting to see her teary-eyed, it was better to leave now.
When he went out, he saw Mama and Banxia who were waiting outside, he instructed them to take good care of An Xiu'er, and then he no longer hesitated and left in stride.
An Xiu'er suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, and when she woke up, there was no one around her, and even the place where he was lying was cold, and he had been gone for a long time.
The strange thing is that when he was there, she liked to be coquettish with him, and after learning that he was gone, she didn't even get up, but was stunned for a while, and then closed her eyes again.
It's just that after closing his eyes, he couldn't sleep at all, and he tortured himself for most of the night, and it was already the next day.
One day, Banxia came to serve her to wash, and then drank the fetal medicine, as soon as she smelled the medicine, she wanted to vomit, but in the end she still pinched her nose and poured it down.
"Madame, awesome today." Banxia praised her on the side.
An Xiu'er raised her eyes and glanced at her, "I'm not a child, you girl, you coaxed me as a child." ”
She doesn't have any arrogance in treating people, and they are like sisters and friends like Banxia, and they have never been a little arrogant because of their status, so that everyone who gets along with her thinks she is very good.
Actually, she didn't do anything for them, but they just liked her, which was really weird, she just returned the smile when they greeted her.
But just such a little sincerity is enough to make people treat each other sincerely, and the people in this house are also human beings, and they also have a scale in their hearts.