Chapter 522: Reconciled as before
Seeing that Ji Shen had already left the ward, Feng Ling was still sitting there, a little hesitant.
She didn't know what he was going to say to herself, but think about it, since she chose not to care, didn't love or hate, what was there to talk to him!
Eventually, after standing up and covering the child with a quilt, he went out with him.
At the door of the ward, Ji Shen sat on the bench, and when he saw Feng Ling coming out, he motioned for her to sit down too.
Feng Ling regretted not speaking, and after sitting down next to him, she still remained silent.
In fact, she didn't have much to say to him.
Since he wanted to talk, he naturally let him speak first.
"It's a pity, for so many years, the thing I want to say to you the most is that I'm sorry, I was sorry for you six years ago, and six years later, I feel that I'm still sorry for you, because I can't give you and your children a complete home, and I can't divide my love to you, you know, I'm an outlier, I'm different from other men, so I also hope you can understand me and forgive me sincerely."
Looking at Feng Lingxi, his voice was low and hoarse, and he said lightly, "I really want to have the purest and most beautiful friendship relationship with you when I was back in high school and college, I really want to treat you as my best friend forever, if we change this embarrassing relationship now, perhaps, it will be good to everyone in the future, including children, everyone should be very happy." ”
"I know, you have too much resentment against me in your heart, and it's not that I can change your mind with a few words, but everyone is no longer a child, and I also hope that everyone will forget the past, start over, be best friends, get along again, talk and laugh, and don't shy away from it, even if it is, give your child a carefree and beautiful childhood."
That's all he has to say.
I just want her to forgive herself and get back to the kind of relationship with him as friends.
In this way, the child can exist between them at will, and they will not have disagreements because of the child's belonging.
Although, he also knows that Feng Ling may not be able to reconcile with himself calmly.
He just stared at her, waiting for her to give him an answer.
Some things, if not made clear at one time, no matter when and where, after meeting, will always be embarrassing.
Feng Ling sat there with her head down, silent for a long, long time.
After a long time, she raised her head and stared at the man next to her.
After looking at it for a moment, she asked him, "Between us, can we really go back to the past?" Go back to that pure, beautiful memory? ”
If, she said if......
If she could really go back to the past, if it was that time, she would know that Ji Shen liked men, and even if she loved him in her heart, she would never let him know.
If the friendship relationship can really last a lifetime, then she really would rather keep that relationship with him all the time.
Since they have all been let go, forgotten, and numb from pain, why can't they do it, go back to the past, that pure and beautiful era!
"As long as you want, I think, we will be the same as before, when each other is the best friend, you are still the same girl in my mind, forever."
Ji Shen looked at her and said lightly.
Perhaps, this is the best ending between them.
Only when he reconciles can he not feel that he owes her all the time and is sorry for her.
But the premise is that she forgives the painful hurt she once brought her.
I don't know why, Feng Lingxi felt that at this moment, deep in her heart, the feeling that had been suppressed in her chest was suddenly released.
She suddenly felt that her whole person was at ease.
Staring at Ji Shen, how she wanted to muster up the courage, nodded and promised him, and returned to the past, that simple era.
With him, make a good friend.
But she just couldn't say it.
I can't say anything.
"Am I so unforgivable? Wouldn't it be good for us to restore that kind of friendship? Give me an answer, okay? ”
Ji Shen lowered his voice and pleaded with her as much as he could.
As long as she is willing, in the future, he will really treat her as a wind girl, care for her, take care of her, and even protect her.
Feng Ling retracted her gaze, lowered her head, and struggled deep inside.
After another period of silence, she finally mustered up her courage, her eyes were red, and she said, "Ji Shen, some wounds, even if you apply good medicine, they may not heal." ”
"However, I also know that if I continue like this, I will only be bored."
She lowered her head, trying to hold back, not letting the tears fall, her throat was swollen and sore, and her voice became hoarse, "However, I promise you, I will never think about those who have or don't have it again, and I will never leave you alone with a child secretly, I am willing to forget the past, let go of the memories, start again with you, and redo that pure, beautiful friendship relationship." ”
After all, she couldn't help crying.
Correct!
After Ji Shen heard her words, he was not moved!
Really grateful for her forgiveness for herself.
I'm really grateful that he can still be with himself and become the kind of friendship that chases pure and broken.
He stood up, walked up to her, stretched out his hand, and naturally hugged her in his arms.
"Thank you."
He didn't know what to say except for Xie.
It was a hug of friendship that he gave her.
He also hopes that she will give him a hug without hesitation, so that they can forget the past and redo that simple relationship.
"You're welcome."
Feng Ling hurriedly wiped away her tears and avoided Ji Shen's embrace.
She looked up at him and naturally asked, "Let me ask you, do you know Beichen Yao?" ”
She thought, Ji Shen and Lu Zhe, since they went to the Beichen Consortium to take office, they must know him!
After all, he is the grandson of the Beichen family.
"Beichen Yao?" When he heard this name, Ji Shen was stunned.
Staring at her, he asked confusedly, "This person is the Uncle Yao in the mouth of the memory?" His name is Beichen Yao? Is he from the Beichen family? ”
Feng Lingxi nodded in response, "Well, we met in the United States, at that time, he was a street painter, and he lived next door to my house, and later, he disappeared for a while, and I didn't pay attention, and after a while, he came back and told me his identity, he said that his father, to let him go back to seize power, and I was also at that time, I knew that he was Beichen Mian's grandson." ”
"And some time ago, I left with memories, I was with him, but I don't know why, he disappeared suddenly, I can't contact him, Ji Shen, is something wrong with the Beichen family? Since you're in his company, have you ever met him? Is he safe? Feng Ling asked worriedly.