"It's rare to go home, I know you don't want to go so much, this girl is here, I can still rub it round and pinch it to death. Hang up, I'll look for you later. He snapped the button and smiled at me with two rows of white teeth exposed.

I blinked, confused.

If you heard Shen Huanjiu call him Shen Yan correctly, this person is also surnamed Shen.

His hair seemed to be permed, and his bangs were slightly curly, but he was not dyed, and he was wearing a white T-shirt and a silver-white jacket.

I pointed at him, then to the back of the car, and I couldn't speak for a long time.

"Shen Huanjiu, my eldest brother, my name is Shen Yan, I am twenty-five this year, two years younger than him." He was chewing gum as he drove.

"You ...... Was it born by a mother? I asked, a little embarrassed.

"Yes, a mother." Shen Yan touched his chin, pursed his lips and said with some sarcasm: "No wonder you ask so, my father's money is as much as a woman's, but he has two children with me and my brother." ”

I have the feeling of getting on a thief ship, and I can stop the car to reach Shen Huanjiu's younger brother. But Shen Huanjiu never mentioned him, I don't know what the relationship between the two is.

"You...... Do you live there too? "I'm still in a bit of a trance.

"Next to my dad's house. I'm going to see Haodong ......" Shen Yan took out a free hand and gently stirred my chin, and quickly pulled it away and said, "Haodong wants to kill you." ”

The first time I saw Shen Yan, I noticed that Shen Huanjiu's world was far from being as bright and beautiful as I thought.

"Are you familiar with Chen Haodong? He...... How's it going? Speaking of Chen Haodong, the eyes full of hatred flashed quickly in front of his eyes.

"Just check it out?" Shen Yan turned on the car music, and the dance music with a strong sense of rhythm hit the eardrum.

I covered my ears, and Shen Yan glanced at me, which was obviously a little contemptuous. I'm the only one in the group who doesn't know why, and none of them are surprised by my presence. I live in Shen Huanjiu's house, I was bullied by Chen Haodong, and now I am engaged to Shen Huanjiu, and everything makes me more and more stupid.

"Put me here, shall I go down?" Even though my heart felt like it was rotten, I still tried to speak as calmly as I could.

Shen Yan said teasingly: "I don't have the habit of letting girls get off the bus halfway, look at this dress, there is no pocket or bag, I let you get out of the car and drink the wind?" Besides, don't you want to see Haodong? How to say it, it is also a one-night husband and wife. ”

The seemingly blurted out sentence poked me the most painful. I reached for the car door, but it was locked.

Shen Yan said lightly: "Hey, aren't you curious about my family's affairs at all?" ”

The hand covering the handle of the door slowly withdrew, and I turned my head to look at Shen Yan and gently gnawed my lips.

How could I not want to know? There's so much I've tried to figure out today, and everything is like a fog over me.

At a traffic light, Shen Yan stopped the flamboyant blue sports car, and he looked at me sideways. The eyes looked from top to bottom and bottom to top, as if they wanted to see me through from the inside out.

"Have you seen enough?" I lowered my head a little embarrassed.

A string of laughter rolled out of Shen Yan's throat: "You look stupid, just like a flower bone, tender." ”

I especially don't like this metaphor, before I came to Beijing, it was at most a dog's tail grass, how can there be those girls who were held in the palm of their parents' hands as soon as they were born. I pouted, nothing good to give him.

"Look at the way you look unconvinced?" Shen Yan opened the car window and spat out the gum.

I don't speak.

Shen Yan said: "My brother won't really marry you." ”

I have to say that Shen Yan's words hit my heart again.

I asked weakly, "Why...... Why? ”

Shen Yan held back a glance at me and started the car: "That's why I said you are stupid, which man in the world can bear his daughter-in-law being touched by someone he hates?" If it's someone else, forget it, it's Haodong, my brother is the most face-saving. ”

I felt unspeakably uncomfortable, and I didn't have the courage to continue the topic, so I changed the conversation and asked, "I don't understand." Shen Huanjiu hates him, why do you still go to see him. ”

Shen Yan said very frankly: "Can it be why, I hate my brother." ”

I opened my mouth wide.

"If my brother hadn't brought Yao Xiaowan's slut into the house, my mother wouldn't have jumped off the building and died." Shen Yan's masseter muscles burst slightly, and then he said to me with a smile: "I think it's appropriate for you to marry Haodong, he is not like my brother, my brother is not close to people and animals, and ghosts can't figure out what he is thinking." ”

My heart ached.

It wasn't long before the car stopped again.

I thought it would be a hospital, but Shen Yan brought me to a courtyard house with Beijing characteristics, where there are two big trees in front of each house, which are expensive and quaint.

My heartbeat suddenly increased a lot, because right next to the place where Shen Yan parked, I saw Chen Haodong's car.

"He's not hospitalized?" I was stunned.

Shen Yan raised the corners of his mouth, poked his finger on his chest and said, "The most handsome and youngest orthopedic doctor in Beijing is in front of you, how can he go to the hospital?" Get out. ”

I sat in the car and didn't dare to get out, Shen Yan dragged me out of the car, he was about the same height as Chen Haodong, and the styles of the belts he wore up and down were very trendy, white and delicate, like a star, and he couldn't tell that he was a doctor at all.

The phone rang, and I looked at the screen, and when I saw that it was Shen Huanjiu, my heart beat faster.

Shen Yan pressed the phone, as if he had sent a text message and turned it off.

I stood still, Shen Yan grabbed my hand and dragged it into the courtyard, I was taken all the way to the courtyard at the east end, through a door, Shen Yan took out the key and poked it into the hole, and when the door opened, I soon saw Chen Haodong on the bed.

His legs must have really been broken, both legs were in thick plaster, his face was sickly but still smoking cigarettes, and the whole room was full of smoke.

Chen Haodong seemed surprised to see me and Shen Yan coming together, and forgot to play the cigarette ash, and the long cigarette ash fell on the quilt. Chen Haodong swept his hand a few times frantically, and looked down at us: "Shen Yan, why did she come here?" ”

My shoulders shrunk and I was a little scared.

Shen Yan ignored him, grabbed my arm and dragged me in, I had no money and no mobile phone, so I could only succumb.

I stood by the bed like Shen Yan, Chen Haodong still lowered his head, and only then did he pinch out his cigarette and smoke a new one.

Shen Yan took the lighter away before he lit a cigarette, put it in his hand and said, "Haodong, you are a patient, if you really don't want your leg, let it be wasted." ”

Chen Haodong raised his head, his gaze fixed on my face for the first time, and then quickly swept towards Shen Yan, and sneered: "Who said no, my legs are as important as the things in my crotch." There's a lot to do when I'm well. After a pause, Chen Haodong looked at me again, and said meaningfully: "Help the three years old, do you say?" ”

I could almost cry on the spot.

As soon as I took a small step back, a hand suddenly grabbed me, it was Chen Haodong's hand.

"Fu three years old, that day Lao Tzu was made up by Shen Huanjiu's people, you are actually a little reluctant in your heart, right?"

I raised my eyes and saw that Chen Haodong's eyes were very complicated, hatred and expectation were intertwined, and I couldn't understand it at all.

"I ...... I thought of your dad and thought that if you were really crippled, he wouldn't be able to live. "I pulled my hand out, Chen Haodong's hand was so strong, my hand was so tight.

I don't know why, when he mentioned his father, Chen Haodong's eyes flashed with so much sadness. And Chen Haodong used to have so many fox friends and dog friends, as well as his uncle, but he would live inconveniently, but there was no one in the house, and there were several special hospital bags hanging next to the bed, I have seen this kind of bag, which is used to receive urine, and he should have inserted a urinary catheter.

Shen Yan went to open the window, and the layer of white smoke floating in the sky quickly dissipated a lot.

"You talk, I'll go buy you something to eat nearby." As soon as Shen Yan said that he was leaving, I twisted my hands even harder.

After that night, I really couldn't raise the courage to stay alone with Chen Haodong in the room.

Chen Haodong just grabbed me and didn't let go, Shen Yan walked so fast that my heart was pinched when the door closed.

"Help the three years old, what are you shaking? I didn't see Lao Tzu and a waste person now, yes, I'm afraid I won't be able to fuck you. "Chen Haodong really doesn't have a door to speak, which pot is not opened and which pot is mentioned. What's more, I know so many things today, and I can no longer think of the young man in front of me how well.

In the struggle between Shen Huanjiu and Chen Haodong, I may have been just a small pawn on the chessboard, either overcoming obstacles and capturing the king, or being eaten to the point that there were no bones left.

"You let go." I had a lot to say in my heart, but in the end I couldn't say it.

Chen Haodong not only didn't let go, but also pulled me to the side of the bed, I sat on the luxurious big bed, and the next second his arm wrapped around my waist, and my back was completely attached to his arms.

"Fu three years old, didn't Shen Huanjiu touch you after you went back?" Chen Haodong's lips were so close that they almost touched my cheek.

Because it was facing away from him, I couldn't see what expression Chen Haodong had on his face when he said this, but every word he said was very deep and eerie.

At the age of nineteen, I was indeed a little girl, and I couldn't see through everyone without the world.

When I was in my hometown, I felt that our village was the world. I went to school outside my hometown, and school became my world. After graduating, I saw the world bigger and bigger, but more and more cruel.

"Speak." Chen Haodong's tone was a little impatient.

I didn't dare to move, and said in fear, "No." But Shen Huanjiu said he wanted to get engaged to me. ”

There was a sudden silence behind him for a long time, and then a mocking tone came into his ears: "Is it because he is richer than me?" ”

I straightened up, shook my head, and said with difficulty, "I don't like you." ”

I felt useless at this moment. Even if I love someone, even if I know that he may not be so good, or even know that he may not love me, but I still want to be by his side, this has become the value of my existence.

Chen Haodong's arm was tightly retracted, and my lower abdomen was strangled and twisted, like my body being stuffed into a circle much smaller than myself, without a little gap.

"It's okay if you don't like me, I'll wait for you to like me." Chen Haodong said slowly.

I couldn't do it, breathing like a saw, all because Chen Haodong's arm was so tightly clamped, as if he was punishing me.

"You, let go."

Listening to Shen Yan's meaning, Chen Haodong should be able to stand up, but he was injured after all, and after being hugged, I was worried that if I tried hard, I would pull his wound or something, so I was passive.

Chen Haodong slowly let go of his arm and threw me arrogantly: "Help the three years old, let's bet that you and him will not get married." Sooner or later, one day you have to lie down under me and call your husband. ”

I don't believe Chen Haodong's words, I love Shen Huanjiu and have become a demon, how could I leave him. But the man lying on the bed, like Shen Huanjiu, is destined to become an irreplaceable part of my life.

In a trance, Chen Haodong "hissed" in his mouth.

As soon as I turned my head, I saw him smiling like a jerk. He lifted the quilt to show me his floral panties, and my face turned red all at once.

Chen Haodong said: "Hey, just hugging you will come to the feeling, it seems that this thing has not been scrapped." ”

In a hurry, I rudely pulled the quilt over and re-covered him.

Chen Haodong suddenly wasn't quite right, and a large cold sweat broke out on his forehead in a few seconds.

I turned pale with fright, and hurriedly asked, "Chen Haodong, what's wrong with you?" ”