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Finally, I got to the point.
I looked at her in a daze, opened my mouth a few times, and finally said nothing.
"You love me, love me, treat me as a treasure, suffer for me, be born and die", she looked at me emotionally, "You have paid so much for me, and you do not hesitate to exchange your life for your life, compared with this affection, other things are more important?" You don't need to prove anything, Ye Huan is worth it to be your woman in this life. ”
My heart was shocked, "My brother-in-law said you would know, but I didn't expect it to ...... so soon."
With tears in her eyes, she smiled faintly, "Do you really think I'm stupid, I'm stupid?" That night, when you were talking in the study, I mistakenly thought that you had reached a certain stage of cultivation and came out to rest, so I brought two glasses of juice and wanted to send them to you. When I walked to the top of the stairs, I heard the conversation between you and your brother-in-law, and at that moment, I was stupid, confused, and my world was completely messed up. I don't know how I got downstairs, I cried all night, and from that night on, I had insomnia. ”
"Why didn't I see it?" I was stunned, "You're afraid that I'm worried, that's why you ......"
"I don't want you to be distracted, and I don't want you to notice," she said, her eyes down, tears falling like beads of broken thread, "I have told myself many times that maybe I heard it wrong, that God would not be so cruel to us. Senior sister said that I couldn't sleep well because of my aura, and that was because she saw through me, and she was afraid that you would worry and cover up for me. After eating five rice porridge that day, I slept comfortably, and when I woke up, you hugged me and whispered in my ear, saying Huan, let's have a baby, the Lin family can't be without a queen, I can't cut off the Lin family's incense...... As you spoke, you wept silently. So I understood, what I heard that day was true, you don't have much time left, and I ......"
"Say no more!" , I stood up and walked to her side and hugged her gently, "Huan, my life is very big, I will be fine." In the future, when you are well, we will have many children and have a big and warm home. You believe me, but you have to believe in yourself, okay? ”
She looked at me with a bitter heart and smiled bitterly, "We can't deceive ourselves on this issue. The Witch Seal has been with me for several lifetimes, and it has been linked to my life. Even if I can untie it smoothly, it will hurt my vitality. If a woman doesn't have enough vitality, she won't be able to conceive a child, and even if I take more care and practice hard, I won't be able to recover without a three-year-old five-year-old experience. And in order to save me, you have to go through a catastrophe within two years, in case you have a good one, I can accompany you, but the Lin family will be extinct. Since I'm your girlfriend, I can't be so selfish, I can't be a sinner of the Lin family, I want to learn from my sister, and I have to focus on the overall situation, so you have to fulfill me, okay? ”
"It's not me who fulfills you, but you fulfill our Lin family", I smiled faintly and gently wiped away her tears, "I'm not a good man in the first place, let you save it and become a feng shui master, and the peach blossoms will naturally be more prosperous." You were originally a fairy in the sky, but you fell into the mortal dust because you saved the world, and you have been reincarnated for several lifetimes, and you have never tasted the taste of love, nor have you experienced the joy of being a mother. This life may be your last life on earth, but your suffering is not over yet, so God let you meet me......"
She shook her head, "You are wrong, my suffering is over, and my blessing has just begun, knowing you is God's favor for me." I hope that God will favor me a little more, so that my happiness can last a little longer, and I will be satisfied. ”
I sighed softly and hugged her tighter, "Ye Huan, don't worry, I'll be fine, and the Lin family won't be dead." In the future, when you are well and we have a few more children, I will leave the blood of the heavenly realm in your body forever in the genes of our Lin family......"
Some things, hidden in the bottom of the heart, are a kind of torment and torture all the time, we will be imprisoned in this painful taste and linger, think about it repeatedly, desperately endure it, and carry it. Until one day, I couldn't help it, and I couldn't bear it, so I opened it up and revealed it to the world, only to find out that it was not as desperate as I imagined, everything turned out to be very plain and simple.
In the following days, we didn't mention it again, and every day we either practiced or watched movies, or went out to eat snacks hand in hand, living a peaceful and happy life. It's not heartless, I think it's a manifestation of the improvement of our two realms, and we have become more open-minded. In fact, in life, the most important thing is to live in the present and cherish the present, which is more real and real than any false temptation and beautiful dream. So I don't worry about it anymore, as long as I know what I should do, do it with my heart, and as for the result, just go with the flow.
This morning, before I got up, Ye Huan's phone rang. She took her phone, looked at it, put on a dress and went to the living room. After answering the phone, she came back, sat down on the edge of the bed, and looked at me quietly and thoughtfully.
"What's wrong? Who called? I rubbed my eyes.
"Xiao Yingying's phone said that she wanted to ask you for dinner, but she was afraid that you would be busy, so she didn't dare to disturb you", she said, "Listen to the tone, she has something to talk to you about." ”
I thought for a moment, "Okay, let's go together." ”
"No, this time you can only talk about it in private, it's not appropriate for me to follow," she said.
"Why isn't it appropriate?" I was puzzled, "You are my girlfriend and my assistant, what's inappropriate?" ”
"I always feel like she's asking you out for someone else," she said, "so this matter may be more secretive, and I know too much about my current situation to be inappropriate." ”
"Okay, in that case, you'll wait for me at home, I'll talk to her and I'll talk to you when I come back."
Ye Huan shook his head, "If you really treat me as a girlfriend, you have to learn not to tell me everything from now on, in that case you will tie your hands and feet yourself." I'll go out later, invite Dumb Sister to have a meal at noon, chat, don't worry about me, take care of your business. ”
"Are you going to engage in lady diplomacy and maintain relations for me?" I looked at her.
"Do you need this in your relationship with Brother Donkey?" , she paused, "Sister Dumb is good to me, she has always taken good care of me, and we are very compatible." I've been thinking about it a lot these days, and I want to take this opportunity to have a good chat with her. ”
"Learn how to control bad men?" I laughed.
"Neither you nor Brother Donkey are the kind of men who need to be harnessed," she said, "but when I think of your catastrophe in two years, my heart ......"
"Ye Huan, don't be like this, didn't I say it, it'll be fine", I took her hand, "You have to believe me." ”
She smiled slightly, "From a sorcerer's point of view, I have confidence in the future. But I'm not just a sorcerer now, I'm your woman, and it's a lie to say that I don't worry about it. ”
"Then you can't do this," I said, "and you can't be so scared every day, will you?" ”
"You don't want me to worry, then be rational", she looked at me, "from today, from Xiao Yingying." ”
I didn't say anything more, and since I was trained by my brother-in-law, I'm no longer so pretentious. Ye Huan is right, I know what to do, but I have never been willing to face it rationally. Now that we've reached this point, we have no way back, and if I think about it more, it's hypocrisy with my life.
"Actually, you were right from the beginning, it was my willfulness and hypocrisy that made you what you are today", I stroked her face, "Legend has it that there is a beautiful mythical bird on the sea called Zhanju, and once it flew to the court of the Lu Kingdom. The monarch of Lu was very happy to see it, so he put the prison for it to eat, poured fine wine for it to drink, and played the music of the temple for it to listen to. But he didn't understand that for the Lord, these were not what he wanted at all. Soon after, he died without food or drink. You are like my divine bird, I used to be too selfish, I only gave you what I thought was good, but I didn't think about what you really need......"
Ye Huan smiled faintly, "Okay, my lord, don't blame yourself." Handle your state affairs attentively, I will fly around Houhai and accompany you when I come back in the evening. Xiao Yingying may let you meet a stranger today, don't be too polite to this person, you must be cold, otherwise he will underestimate you. ”
I nodded, "Yes ma'am, I remember!" ”
With Ye Huan, we can't get tired enough, so we have to be separated for a few days once in a while. People who have an organic relationship to learn advanced techniques, one is that the six relatives are thin, and the other is that the dust edge will be particularly heavy, so if you attach too much importance to family affection and love, it is equivalent to going against the sky, and the power of the dust edge will turn into an invisible giant hand, forcibly separating a pair of sweet lovers.
For the laity, peach blossom prosperity is a beautiful thing, but for a real feng shui master, it is bitter or happy, and only you can understand it. It's like if you like to eat rice, but you are not allowed to eat more, but you are required to have a balanced nutrition, and if you dare not obey, the rice will not be eaten for you.
In a sense, it's not that the practitioner can see it, but that if you can't see it, you can't live. So I thought about it, let it go, and then I was liberated. My sister Lin Yirou came from the heavenly realm in her previous life, so no matter how much my brother-in-law likes her, he can't pull her down to the mortal dust too much, otherwise she will be punished by heaven.
My Ye Huan was originally a goddess of the heavenly realm, and fell into reincarnation because she was ordered to kill the ancient witch spirit, and she has never tasted love in several lifetimes. When she met me in this life, she was tempted and lost, and I should be content. But I always wanted to give my lover worldly happiness and promise like others, so I was damned.
We hugged when we went out and then we went our separate ways. The feeling is subtle, like the end of one era and the beginning of another. We bid farewell to youthfulness, walked towards maturity, learned to let go, learned to cherish, and then we were truly together......