207 Compromise is finally made
Lao Hu only then hesitated and reluctantly told me, "The child in her (Han Qiaojuan) belly is four or five months old, in fact, the prenatal examination period has not been optimistic, because it is an advanced maternal age, there are many symptoms, what gestational diabetes, high blood pressure, and heart disease are coming, today it is even more serious to the point that people faint, after examination in the hospital, the doctor said that her situation is likely to be life-threatening in the later stage, postpartum hemorrhage and the probability of amniotic fluid embolism are very large, and most importantly, The child in her womb has been screened and determined to be a Down's child, and it will be a congenital stupid baby after birth......"
Lao Hu sighed and was about to be unable to speak, and his voice was even more painful, "So the doctor almost forcibly asked to take this child away, for her own life, and because of the child's abnormal development, I also repeatedly persuaded her, but she just refused to agree, saying that even if she died, she would be born, and she couldn't care whether the child was normal or not, just to be able to use the child's bone marrow to save her daughter." Hey, she's so stubborn, no one can persuade her anymore. ”
I was shocked again, so shocked that I couldn't speak for a long time, and my heart turned upside down......
"So, did you ask me to 'persuade her' or 'save her'?" I asked Lao Hu.
Lao Hu turned around in confusion and shook his head helplessly, "...... I really don't know, I've never had a problem like this. I didn't want to mind about her, but the child in her womb was mine, and emotionally and morally I couldn't stand idly by, but I couldn't seem to find a solution. ”
"Heh," I sneered, "after all, you still have 'lingering feelings' for this woman, and you called me here just to persuade me to compromise and change the bone marrow for her daughter." ”
"Cancan, you know, if there were other choices, I would never have such an idea," his voice became lower and lower, seemingly entangled to the extreme, "I am now at a dead end, I don't want to see her risk her life to give birth to this deformed child, let alone you sacrifice your healthy body to donate bone marrow, so I am really miserable now, and I am cornered by her." ”
"......" I clasped my hands in front of my chest, looking at the people coming and going at the entrance of the hospital in a daze, and Lao Hu also looked away silently, and his face was a little old. I have to say that Han Qiaojuan's bitter trick pinched my life again. Her madness and perversion, I have seen it a long time ago, and now in order to save Sun Hanwei, she has lost her mind, and would rather lose her life, would rather give birth to a mentally handicapped child who is disabled for life, but also seize that little bit of hope...... Why, she can dig out her heart and lungs to her biological Sun Han, but she is cruel to her biological me so cruel that she has no bottom line, how is this a woman who is divided?
She may not be my mother, but Lao Hu is my father, I don't care about her life or death, but I can't ignore Lao Hu's future life. Yes, with her paranoia, she will definitely give birth to this problematic child, and when the time comes, she will die in childbirth, but the mentally retarded child can only be responsible for Lao Hu, Lao Hu's old age life that has finally calmed down should also be ruined, and even my good life will be ruined, I don't dare to think about it anymore, the more I think about it, the more scared I become...... I couldn't help but clench my fingers, and my heart was trembling again~
Not only did Lao Hu reach a dead end, but I also reached a dilemma. I had no other choice.
I came to Han Qiaojuan's hospital room.
She is lying on the hospital bed, with an infusion needle in her hand, she can't dress up during pregnancy, and she is experiencing the hardships of pregnancy at an advanced age, as well as the mental torment brought to her by Sun Hanwei, she looks a lot older, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes are very deep, her face is full of spots, her lips are all white, the charm and spirit of the past are gone, and her emaciated hands are still caressing her slightly bulging belly...... Watching this scene, I felt a little sad.
She tried to open her eyelids and glanced at me, and smiled sadly at me, "Cancan, are you here?" ”
"yes, I heard you're going to die, so I'll come to see your jokes." I walked up to her and said coldly, "Han Qiaojuan, if you can give me half of your 'infatuation' for Sun Hanwei, you won't force yourself into this desperate situation......"
She smiled even more sadly, and said with some sincerity, "Well, you're right, but now I understand that it's useless, isn't it...... If you don't forgive me, I won't force you to forgive, you have the right to hate me, and I respect your hatred for me. She smiled wryly, "Don't worry, I won't live long, and you should be psychologically balanced after you die." ”
"You don't have a bullshit relationship with me if you die!" I really couldn't stand her fake apology on the surface, but she still didn't admit her mistake in her bones, and said directly, "I heard that the child in your belly is a deformed and mentally retarded child, and you still insist on giving birth, is it because you don't think my dad is enough for most of his life, and you want to continue to harm him?" Can you do something normal and stop going crazy!? ”
"Hehe," she still had to die with a smile, "Don't think so far for me, no matter what my child is born into, I am responsible for it, it has nothing to do with your father, it won't affect him, if I die, I would have set aside a fortune to raise this child, so you don't have to be so angry, it's my own business, and it won't affect you anymore." ”
"Neurotic!" I couldn't listen to it anymore, I was trembling with anger, "Han Qiaojuan, you have already destroyed me, and you still want to create a second me?" At the beginning, in order to use me to give birth to sin, and now in order to use another child to give birth to him and suffer the eyes of the world, do you really not repent, a woman like you is not worthy of a child at all! ”
"You scold as much as you want, as long as you are happy, you can scold me as much as you ......want" She turned her face sideways and said to herself with a sad face, "I don't know anything now, I only know, I want my Xiaowei, she has been my daughter for almost thirty years, calling my mother for so many years, I only have her in this world, she is my flesh and blood and my heart, I can't watch her die, she is still so young, she hasn't even married, and there are so many beautiful things in the world that I haven't enjoyed, How can I be taken away by the disease, I want to save her, I must save her, even if there is only the slightest hope, I will not give up, if I can, I would rather exchange my life for her, even if I am sent to the eighteenth layer of hell, I will save her......" At this, she burst into tears, whining and crying, and soon crying out of breath.
"......" stared at her depressed and desperate appearance, my heart was very blocked and painful, I wanted to tear her, and faintly pity her...... For so many years, I haven't heard her tell her about her love for Sun Hanwei, and I still feel so uncomfortable, the kind of discomfort mixed with 'jealousy'......
"I say again, I am not allowed to give birth to this child."
She shook her head, "You don't have the right to make such a request to me, I said, it won't affect you and your father, let alone Xiaowei, I have my own arrangements, I will arrange this child to die before ......"
"You just want to use him and throw him away!" I erupted again and grabbed her wrist, "After so many years, you still don't want to let me go, sparing such a big circle, but you're still forcing me to compromise and squeezing the last value out of me...... Han Qiaojuan, you are dead and rotten, and you have nothing to do with me, but if you get involved with my dad this time, I will admit it......"
After I shook off her hand fiercely, I turned my back to look out the window, and used my best strength to endure the grievances, "I promise you to save Sun Hanwei, as long as you immediately beat the child in your belly, and from then on cut off with my dad and draw a line!" "Oh, it's pathetic, everyone wants their parents to be together for a hundred years, and I make the biggest sacrifice, but I don't want my parents to have anything to do with it.
"Really...... It's true? She breathed heavily, her voice hoarse and trembling, "Are you willing to save Xiaowei ......?" ”
"Cancan," Lao Hu's voice came from behind again, very low and helpless, "You...... You can't make such a decision, I said that this matter has nothing to do with you, your body is not very good in the first place, don't get involved. Let's go, I will bear the sins I have done. ”
"What can you bear?" I glared at Lao Hu angrily, "You are so indecisive, can you beat her?" You already have the answer in your own heart, don't you, there is another way but for me to compromise!? ”
I don't know if it's really too humiliating or other reasons, my nose is sore, and my eyes are astringent and uncontrollable, and I burst into tears......
Lao Hu sighed bitterly, "Cancan, I never thought about it like that, I asked you to come over, I just thought that she is still your mother in blood, if she wants to go wrong, it will threaten her own life, and you need to know about it......"
"Needless to say, it's just a bone marrow donation, and it won't die, anyway, my life was given by her, even if I return it to her completely this time,"
When I was about to go out to breathe, Han Qiaojuan had already turned over and got out of bed excitedly, staggered to me, knelt down with me, grabbed the corners of my clothes, and said incoherently, "Can...... Cancan, mom apologizes to you and admits your mistakes, mom knows the grievances in your heart, as long as you save Xiaowei this time, I am willing to give you everything I have, I will let you beat and scold you......"
"What are you doing kneeling down for me, deliberately letting me be thundered by the sky," I glanced at her with disdain, "I don't lack anything now, can I look down on your stinky money?" Even if I beat you to death and scold you to death, can I get back the childhood and dignity that I was ruined by you! Get lost! I kicked her away and walked out the door.
Later, Lao Hu persuaded me a few more words, asking me not to impulsively donate bone marrow, he had the confidence to persuade Han Qiaojuan to induce labor, but I didn't want to dwell on it anymore, knowing that he didn't have a good solution, I should have returned the life given by Han Qiaojuan, and I could completely settle with her in the future.
However, donating bone marrow is a big matter, and I have to discuss it with Jiang Feng first.