Chapter 93: No regrets

Suddenly, hearing Feng Ze's angry shout, Shen Qianmo was shocked.

She turned around and saw that Feng Ze was about to struggle to sit up from the bed, but because of the wound on her back, her painful sword eyebrows frowned, her face turned pale, and she hurriedly reprimanded: "Don't move, I just gave you the medicine, I don't want to waste my good injury medicine." ”

Feng Ze ignored Shen Qianmo's scolding, sat up with difficulty, and thought about taking those paintings away from Shen Qianmo's hands.

It was the deepest secret of his heart, the only beautiful thought he had, and he didn't want her to know it, and he couldn't let her know it.

If Qianmo knew what she thought about her, maybe they wouldn't even be friends.

Seeing his anxious appearance, Shen Qianmo frowned, and secretly said that this matter seemed to be a little troublesome. She put down the painting in her hand, walked up to him, looked directly at him, and asked softly, "Feng Ze, the women in these paintings, but me?" ”

Feng Ze's eyes flickered, he lowered his head to avoid her gaze, and after being silent for a long time, as if he had made a decision, he raised his head, looked at Shen Qianmo with burning eyes, and answered affirmatively and resolutely.

"Yes."

If you can't escape anymore, it's better to admit it generously. Feng Ze suddenly wanted to give it a try, he wanted to know how much weight he had in Shen Qianmo's mind.

At Shang Fengze's burning eyes, Shen Qianmo still looked calm and spoke in a calm tone. "So, you refused to marry Princess Qionghua because of me?"

"Yes."

"But you know that I ...... with King Xuan"

"Of course I know that you are very affectionate with King Xuan, and your affection is deep." Feng Ze interrupted Shen Qianmo's words, then smiled self-deprecatingly, and said faintly: "I have also told myself countless times to let go, but I can't do it, Qianmo, I can't do it......"

Feng Ze's tough handsome face was full of struggle, and the boundless pain in the depths of his eyes made Shen Qianmo frightened.

When did Feng Ze become so affectionate about himself?

But emotionally, what Shen Qianmo hates the most is dragging mud and water and being entangled, since she has identified Meng Yuanheng in her life, she will not change her mind. No matter how much Feng Ze was infatuated with her, she couldn't respond.

"Fengze, I'm sorry, I apologize to you if I misunderstood you in the past. In fact, the first time I met you, I was very kind to you because ......"

"Because I look like you, don't I?" Feng Ze interrupted her again, his smile a little sad.

"So you already know." Shen Qianmo nodded, "That's right, you look a lot like an old man I once knew, his name is Yuan Lie, but for some reason, I may never meet him again." So, Fengze, I don't want to lose your friend even more......"

"Friend," Feng Ze muttered to himself with a gloomy expression and a depressed mood, "Can we only be friends?" ”

"I'm sorry." Shen Qianmo knew her mind very well, she didn't have the slightest affection for Feng Ze, only the sympathy between friends, in order to avoid giving Feng Ze any hope, she had to be ruthless, and said: "Since you have woken up, it is inconvenient for me to stay here longer, Feng Ze, you are not lightly injured, you need to rest well, I will leave first." ”

Shen Qianmo put her medicine box on her back and resolutely turned around and walked out the door.

"Qianmo, no matter what, my heart for you will not change, no matter what the result is, I will not regret it."

As she was about to step out the door, Kaze's low, stubborn voice came from behind her.

Shen Qianmo's footsteps froze, stopped, looked back at him, and whispered helplessly: "Feng Ze, why are you so troubled." ”

Feng Ze laughed at himself, but his face was full of bitterness, he stared at Shen Qianmo tightly, and asked in a low voice, "Qianmo, what if...... If you and King Xuan hadn't been married at that time, would you have accepted my wishes? ”

Shen Qianmo was silent, and only replied in a low voice after a while: "No." ”

After speaking, she no longer paid attention to the disappointment and sadness on Feng Ze's face, and decided to leave.

Although the undisguised deep pain in Feng Ze's eyes made her a little worried, she clearly knew her heart.

Even if there is no Meng Yuanheng, the relationship between her and Feng Ze can only stop at being friends, just like her and Yuan Lie, although they have worked together for many years and get along day and night, they have never had a relationship between men and women.

Now that his mind has been decided, he will no longer give him useless fantasies. At this point, Shen Qianmo was obviously ruthless.

Walking out of the door, I met Mrs. Jiang, Mrs. Chu, who came up to deliver the decoction. Shen Qianmo said to her: "Mrs. Chu, General Feng has woken up, it is better to let him take this decoction while it is hot." ”

When Jiang heard that Feng Ze had woken up, his face was overjoyed, and he hurriedly ordered his subordinates to bring the decoction into the room and wait for Feng Ze to take it.

When he turned around and saw Shen Qianmo saying goodbye to her, he insisted on sending her all the way out of the General's Mansion, and said to her as he walked: "Miss Shen is really a good doctor, Feng Ze, this kid can meet a strange woman like you, it's really his blessing." ”

Although Jiang said it extremely vaguely, Shen Qianmo heard the tentative meaning in her words. She smiled lightly and said indifferently: "Mrs. Chu has won the award, just call me Qianmo." Is there anything Madame Chu wants to tell me? ”

Jiang saw that Shen Qianmo was sincere and calm, without pretentiousness, and he was very happy with her in his heart.

It's a pity that this delicate and rare woman has already had a marriage contract with King Xuan early. is a stupid son, but in the end, he is still not blessed enough.

She sighed, took Shen Qianmo's hand, and said, "Qianmo, you are also an understanding person, so I'll tell you straight." Feng Ze, this kid, I'm afraid he has a mind for you. For the past two days, he has been in a coma, and has been calling your name, I can't bear it for a while, and it just so happens that you know how to heal, so I invited you over, this is a little selfishness of my mother, and I hope you don't mind. ”

"It's just a gesture, Mrs. Chu doesn't have to take it to heart." Shen Qianmo saw that she already knew about it, and she no longer shy away from it, "I have always regarded Feng Ze as a friend, and I don't want to lose him as a friend, but I really ...... his affection for me."

"I know." Mrs. Chu patted her hand and said understandingly: "You have a marriage contract with Prince Xuan, and this child Feng Ze really shouldn't have this kind of thought about you." It's just that this child has been stubborn since he was a child, and I'm afraid he won't be so easy to let go. Alas, he provoked Long Yan's anger this time, and I'm afraid that this capital won't be able to stay any longer..."

On the way back to the mansion, Shen Qianmo's mind was full of sorrow and the depressed figure of Mrs. Chu when she was leaving. Feng Ze is the first friend she met here, and the key person who keeps her from remembering her true origins, which has a special meaning for her.

But this time, he categorically refused to marry, so that he angered Long Yan, and it may affect his future, but it was because of himself. This made Shen Qianmo feel very uncomfortable.

Stepping into the gate of the Wind Lotus Courtyard, he unexpectedly saw a familiar figure.

On the wheelchair sitting sideways, the man with a straight back is holding a scroll and reading intently, with black hair tied up in a crown, his expression is indifferent, and he is wearing a simple moon-white brocade robe, which makes him cold as jade and his temperament is dusty.

Shen Qianmo stood at the gate of the courtyard and watched quietly, and sighed in her heart, Meng Yuanheng is really becoming more and more pleasing to the eye, just such a side face is enough to attract people's attention and turn everyone upside down.

As if sensing that someone was coming, Meng Yuanheng turned his head, saw Shen Qianmo, showed a faint smile on his face, put down the scroll in his hand, slowly shook the wheelchair, and stopped in front of Shen Qianmo.

"Mo'er, you're back." The sound is consistently magnetic and muffled.

Meng Yuanheng's comfortable and natural tone made Shen Qianmo suddenly have an illusion, such a scene was like a wife whose husband was waiting to come home.

However, this is obviously the Wind Lotus Courtyard of the Guogong Mansion, how could this guy who should have been in the Xuanwang Mansion appear here?

Shen Qianmo was about to ask him out loud why he came here, but he saw Meng Yuanheng's mouth flattened, and he said with a little grievance: "Mo'er, why did you come back, I'm hungry." ”