"Much better." He replied faintly.

"Then why does it look worse than me."

He didn't answer me, leaned back from the sofa, stretched his legs lazily, and leaned his head on the back of the sofa, as if he was very tired.

Seeing him like that, I was a little worried, "If you're not feeling well, go to my lounge and lie down." ”

Mo Ziyu turned his head to look at me sideways and asked quite seriously, "Just let me lie down for a while, or can I go over and rest in the future?" ”

"Ziyu ......," I called him a little helplessly.

He stared at me, "We used to be fine, why did you suddenly change again?" If not for him, then for what? ”

I hung my head.

"Then why did you take me back that day?" He asked in a loud voice.

I stared at the floor and pursed my lips, "I want to push myself...... But I realized that I still couldn't do it. Raising my eyes, I met his gaze, "I'm sorry I let you down." ”

Mo Ziyu tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly, "Force yourself...... I'm ...... in your eyes now," he didn't say, but suddenly got up and walked out.

I hung my head and clasped my hands tightly.

I know better than anyone how proud Mo Ziyu is in his bones, and for more than a year, he can be said to have let go of all his self-esteem to please me, and he tried his best to save our relationship.

I thought I could, but after trying it, I realized that it was really too difficult.

Affection is not a request for redemption, let alone charity.

I want to be my truest self and be fair to him.

After Mo Ziyu left, I worked in the reception room for a long time, until the mobile phone on the side suddenly rang.

I glanced at the call, it was Mo Ziyu's driver, I hesitated for a moment and picked it up, as soon as the phone rang, Xiao Lin's urgent voice came from the other end, "Mr. Shen, Mr. Mo has been in a car accident." ”

We stood up and said, "Are you hurt?" ”

"He suffered head and leg injuries and is now in a coma."

"Did you get to the hospital?" I ran out as I spoke.

"Rescuing."

"In that hospital?"

"City Court."

Hanging up the phone, I rushed to the elevator.

On the way to the hospital, I regretted what I had just said to him, I shouldn't have been so direct, I should have waited until he was well before telling him. I know that he is so proud, and I still say that, what is the difference between that and trampling on his self-esteem.

Rushed to the door of the hospital's operating room, I saw Song Yahui lying on Mo Chuanchuan's shoulder crying silently, the operating room was bright red, I didn't dare to step forward, stood at the corner, leaned against the wall to support my body, slowed down for a while, and I mustered up the courage to walk over.

When Song Yahui saw me, she pounced, slapped me hard, pointed at me and cried: "You must have told him something, otherwise how could he change his mood drastically." ”

I covered my hot face, unable to defend myself.

According to the driver Xiaolin, Mo Ziyu came out of Hongda, his face was very bad, he had to drive by himself, and he was not allowed to follow, Xiaolin was not at ease, so he took a taxi to follow him, when the car was on the ring road, Mo Ziyu drove very fast, collided with a truck, and the car was knocked out of dozens of meters and overturned.

When Song Yahui was about to raise her hand again, she was stopped by Mo Jijian, "You calm down, this matter has nothing to do with Jiajia." ”

"Why does it have nothing to do with her, Ziyu came out of Hongda, she must have told him something? upset him. Last time, it was because of her that he drank so much wine, and his stomach hadn't been raised yet, so he rushed over again for her business......" Song Yahui glared at me and cried and scolded.

Tears rolled in my eyes, and I clenched my teeth, not allowing myself to cry.

"You go, don't appear in front of me in the future." Song Yahui was completely out of control, "Tomorrow I will announce to the public that Hailong will withdraw from Hongda." ”

"Yahui, alright." Mo inherited her into his arms, softly comforted, and turned his head to look at me, his face dark.

I leaned against the wall, feeling guilty of myself.

At this time, at the back of the corridor, there was a staggered and chaotic sound of footsteps, and Mo Ziyu's cousin helped the two old men of the Mo family to rush over.

I wiped tears from the corners of my eyes and stepped back to the corners.

The operation lasted more than three hours, and I stood in the corner for three hours, until the door to the operating room opened and the doctor said, "The injured person is over the danger period." ”

Hearing this, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

"However, the injured person's brain injury is more severe, and he may be in a coma for two or three days. Therefore, they have to stay in the ICU for observation, and when the injured person wakes up, he can be transferred to a general ward. The second half of the doctor's sentence lifted everyone's hearts again.

"Doctor, what about my son...... Will there be any after-effects? Song Yahui took the doctor's hand and asked in a snort.

"Well, I have to wait for him to wake up and see how he recovers, and the operation is still very successful." The doctor smiled and comforted.

"Thank you, sorry for your trouble."

The group hurriedly went to the ICU ward, and soon I was left alone in the corridor, standing alone.

At that moment, I felt extremely guilty and hesitant...... I never thought that such an accident would happen, but fortunately he was fine, and if he had something, then I would not be able to forgive myself in my life.

I stood in the corner for a long time before leaving.

Mo Ziyu was not allowed to visit when he was transferred to the ICU ward, not to mention that I am the object of their resentment now, how could Song Yahui not let me in to see him, so it made no sense for me to stay.

When I came out of the hospital, it was already twilight outside, I sat in the car, and I was stunned for a long time before I started the car and drove on the road, I didn't know where to go for a while?

The pain in my heart felt like I was about to suppress myself to death.

Finally, I drove to the beach, parked the car, and I walked along the coastline in the sea breeze. Tongcheng in December is still quite cold, especially on this cloudy day, the wind blows, as if it can seep into the bones, making people shiver with cold.

I don't know how long I've been walking, and when I look back and I can't even see the shadow of the car, I stopped, faced the sea, and roared, "Ah......hh

It wasn't until my throat was hoarse and I couldn't scream that I stopped yelling like a madman.

The psychiatrist once told me that people like me who have suffered from depression must not suppress themselves, and must find an appropriate venting point to let themselves vent, so that the body and mind can be relieved.

I screamed until I was hoarse and fell on the beach.

Although the sea breeze made me tremble, it was also a kind of masochistic vent.

Twilight gradually turns into night.

I look at the dark night without any starlight, just like my life.

I don't know if it was blown by the wind or frozen, the tears began to flow wantonly, like a faucet that opened the floodgates, and couldn't stop, and after the air dried, it became wet again and again until it was completely dry.

Little by little, my consciousness drained over time.

Suddenly, there was a thunderclap in the sky, and I sat up from the beach in an instant.

In December, thunder and lightning are rare.

Looking at the lightning in the sky, I came to my senses.

As if I had received some kind of revelation, I smiled and rolled over to my feet.

I'm not even afraid of death, so what's so terrible about living?

At that moment, my mind became clear.

***

A week later, Mo Ziyu still didn't wake up. The incident of his car accident was quickly reported by the media, and he was unconscious, and Hailong's stock began to fall again, even worse than before. There are remarks that Mo Zizhu had a car accident because of me, and I was once again pushed to the forefront of the waves, and I was scolded on the Internet every day.

On the Hongda side, the bank is dunning money every day, which makes the whole company nervous again. Mo Ziyu was unconscious, no one helped me solve the loan, I was forced to be helpless, and wanted to refinance the loan as soon as possible by adjusting the housing price, but this method had too many drawbacks and was opposed by everyone.

That afternoon, I was sitting in the office and worried, and the project office of the development zone called again, saying that there were great hidden dangers in the company's construction safety and asked to suspend the rectification.

This is obviously to find fault, last time I said that there was a problem with the company's qualifications, and now I say that there are hidden dangers in construction safety.

I was so angry that I almost quarreled with the man, thinking that this project was still in the hands of others, and I had to suppress my anger and say good things to him softly. After hanging up the phone, I scolded my mother, threw this matter to Lu Zhi to deal with, and asked him to ask someone out to take a good look.

When she was about to get off work, Xu Lu called and said that she went to the hospital to see Mo Ziyu today, and heard the doctor say that his indicators were normal, but I didn't know why he didn't wake up. also said that Song Yahui has been staying in the hospital now, and she doesn't care about the company's affairs, and the problem of the dragons having no leader on Hailong's side is endless, saying that she doesn't care about it now.

Since that day, I haven't been to the hospital, I was afraid that I would go to the Mo family, and I was not at ease, so I asked Xu Lu to help me go over and have a look when I was free.

After answering Xu Lu's call, my chest was stuffy, and I sat behind my desk and was stunned for a while. If something happens to Hailong again, it will really be a ...... for the Mo family The more I thought about it, the more I couldn't sit still.

sent another WeChat message to Xu Lu, asking her if she would go to Dark Tide at night?

Since she established her relationship with Chen Junsheng, as long as she is not on a business trip, she is basically there at night.

Xu Lu said that she would come later.

I replied and said that I wanted to go over for a drink or two in the evening and let her go early.

At eight o'clock in the evening, I came out of the company, didn't drive, took a taxi to go to the dark tide, and it was still early to the bar, and there were few people inside. A new bartender came to the bar, saying that Ah Long was off today, and I was a little disappointed that I didn't see Ah Long, and asked Sister Fang again, saying that Sister Fang had been asking for leave recently. There was no one to talk to, so I ordered a drink, sat in the corner, and drank silently by myself.

After a while, a big spleen prickle bottomed out.

I glanced at the time, it was only nine o'clock, and it was estimated that it would be eleven o'clock when Xu Lu came, and suddenly I lost the interest in drinking, and got up to check out.

When I was waiting to swipe the card, a familiar voice came from behind me, "Wait for me?" The voice was full of sneer, and I couldn't help but glance back, it was really Fang Yanan, who was trotting forward to take Shao Yihan's arm.

My gaze met the man's gaze at the same time, and in a split second, I turned my head, retrieved my card, and walked out.

"Jiajia ......," Fang Yanan shouted behind him.

I didn't hear it, and went straight out of the bar.

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