209 Falling into the feeling of innocence
Han Qiaojuan listened to my accusation, her face was inward, silent, but she was already in tears...... The old man on the side was sullen and couldn't speak for a long time, he walked up to me, put his hand on my shoulder and comforted me silently.
My voice also became choked, and I continued to say the last words to her, "Han Qiaojuan, what I want to tell you is that when the heart is dead, it is the same as when a person dies, no matter how you struggle, no matter what means you try, you can't restore the relationship between us." Don't think that time can dilute hatred, my hatred for you has long been ingrained in the blood and bones, and it will never be reconciled, I can watch you desperate and not relent, but also to make you understand that you must pay a real price for your past mistakes, this price is not just a few simple apologies and a few tears, you must experience this despair and go to destruction in despair, before you are qualified to apologize to me and ask me for forgiveness......"
Han Qiaojuan curled up, her shoulders trembling and she was already whimpering in a low voice, and she couldn't say a word anymore, she just cried breathlessly...... Lao Hu held his hands behind his back, witnessing the final war between me and Han Qiaojuan, he didn't sigh anymore, nor was he entangled in embarrassment, his eyes were gloomy, and he looked coldly at Han Qiaojuan's depressed and miserable appearance, and the surface was calm and unwavering.
I can't care about her life or death anymore, and I feel that after spitting up today's words, I really no longer have the slightest connection with this woman, I no longer hate her, I no longer pity her, I won't worry about her, and I will never have anything to do with her anymore. I took Lao Hu's hand and said, "Let's go." β
Lao Hu took one last look at her, without a word of farewell and comfort, nor did he blame, and silently went out with me.
When I was driving, I couldn't calm down for a long time, and finally had to stop on the side of the road......
"Come to think of it, all the tragedies are caused by me," Lao Hu leaned back in his chair and muttered to himself, "If I hadn't indulged my feelings at the beginning and had a relationship with her after marriage, I wouldn't have made her so twisted...... She has always been a woman with a strong personality, in our era, a woman like her is indeed very special, she is smart, strong, dare to love and hate, her feelings for me are far deeper than I do for her, compared to her courage and integrity in this relationship, I am just a selfish and cowardly and incompetent man, heh, I hurt her, hurt you, and hurt your grandparents, Lu Chao, Lu Qin...... I'm the culprit. He held his forehead in pain, his eyes were red, "I should have died a long time ago, that year on the construction site, why didn't the cement slab hit my head directly and let me die on the spot......"
"I don't allow you to say such nonsense and frustration," Lao Hu, who had always been calm and indifferent, suddenly became so pessimistic, I comforted, "Han Qiaojuan's personality, she will not have a good life when she meets any man, and she will not let the other party live well, she is completely to blame, if she really loves you, she shouldn't use that kind of despicable means to ruin your life, and if you have a little conscience, you won't treat my biological daughter with inhuman means...... Even the extreme things she is doing to Sun Hanwei now are just for herself, a person like her is not worthy of happiness at all, she is not worthy of children, and if she is not given a fatal blow, she will regret it at all. So, stop wasting time with such people, you are the victim......"
Lao Hu calmed down and smiled bitterly with relief, "Okay, I listen to you, as long as I have you, what else do I have to worry about." After that, I only care about my precious daughter's life, and no one else has anything to do with me. β
put Han Qiaojuan's bad things aside, and my days returned to calm again. Jiang Feng has been busy with the work of Danfeng Group during this time, and he does not come back for dinner at noon, and he returns late in the evening. And Jiang Wan is like Sister Tao as a companion, going out shopping with Sister Tao every day, chasing TV series at home, chatting, and the days are not so boring, and basically will not interfere with my private life with Jiang Feng.
Probably because of the successive events that made me physically and mentally exhausted, I found that I was becoming more and more dependent on Jiang Feng, and I was not as confident as I used to be in front of him, like a little woman, she always suffered from gains and losses, and her inner drama was very rich, even if he occasionally didn't answer my phone on time, I would make up a very negative plot in my head, and then keep calling him; Sometimes when I am eating out alone, I will take a picture of him, take the initiative to tell him what I ate, and if I encounter a small problem at work, I will immediately open a video to chat with him, mainly to see his face and listen to his voice...... In short, although I loved him before, I rarely ranked him first in my life, but I would occasionally think about him when I was free. But now, whether I am busy or idle, I will unconsciously think about everything about him, my consciousness revolves around him, and my joys, sorrows and sorrows are also decided by him, and more seriously, I am always worried that I will lose him.
Perhaps, I am truly in love with him now.
Tonight, I waited until 10 o'clock to hear him driving back. I got up and went to the bathroom to put water in the bathroom, because every night I had to wait for him to come back and take a bath together...... A few minutes later, I was looking for a change of clothes for him, and he pushed open the door and came in, hugged me from behind, and the hot breath went straight into my neck, and his big hands habitually covered my chest and made all kinds of indescribable movements...... When I saw that he was about to crush me to the bed, I stopped him, "Good boy, take a shower first." β
He quickly stripped off his clothes, took off mine, and picked me up and rolled into the bathtub. Just like soaking in a hot spring, we are immersed in this warm water, our skin is close to each other, we kiss fiercely, kiss deeply, and do indescribable things in the water~
When we were done, we all got an extreme release of body and mind, and every cell in our body was happy. I washed his hair, wiped his back, whispered softly in his ear, he couldn't help but hug me again and kissed me upside down, kissed me so that I couldn't breathe, after the kiss, his cheek was against my cheek, and the warm snort poured on my face, "You are so good to me, it really scares me." β
I put my hands around his neck, "What are you afraid of, did I treat you badly before?" β
"It's not good, it's not good at all, I haven't even washed a pair of stinky socks,"
"Then I'll wash you every day from now on," I couldn't help but kiss his Adam's apple, and said emotionally, "Kaede, I'm completely subdued by you, never betray me again, otherwise, I may kill you." β
His deep gaze stared straight at me, a smile on his lips, "......" He didn't say anything, didn't say those passionate love words like he used to, just hugged me tighter, and was about to crush me.
A good night is always so short, and the next morning is not yet 9 o'clock, Jiang Feng is going out again. He has now been serving as the executive president of Danfeng Group, managing the operation of the entire group as a whole, and I don't know if he has encountered something recently, always leaving early and returning late.
A week later, on a Saturday night, a large fashion show of Danfeng Group was to be held in the city's gymnasium, and I accompanied Jiang Feng to attend. Danfeng is a leading enterprise, with many brands and sufficient funds, and will host a fashion show in September every year, inviting global dealers, well-known designers at home and abroad, as well as members of industry associations, businesses cooperating with Danfeng, and other related industry insiders to come to watch the show, and at the same time invite the mainstream media to do live broadcasts.
Jiang Feng is the president of the group, and when he got out of the car, he naturally attracted attention, and many faces I knew or didn't know came to scold him with a smile, and a bunch of cameras and reporters chased him...... I haven't attended such a high-profile scene for a long time, I am a little embarrassed, especially considering that the previous separation and integration with him has been rumored to be messy, in order not to affect his image, I silently walked behind him, automatically widened the distance between me, and took out sunglasses from my bag and put them on.
The scale of the fashion show was large, and four or five big stars who had endorsed Danfeng's clothing also came, which naturally attracted the attention of the audience, so I found a place in the corner of the show to sit down. Jiang Feng was very busy as soon as he came, busy socializing with people in the mall, busy answering reporters' questions, busy directing the on-site staff, and busy speaking on stage, so he didn't have time to pay attention to me. I sat silently in the corner, watching him control the audience so easily, mature, stable and majestic, I couldn't help but realize that this man was emotionally naΓ―ve, paranoid, and unreasonable child, but once he arrived in the mall, he could be so deep that I couldn't even guess.
The whole show is carried out in an orderly manner, the music, lighting, stage art, etc. are all top-level configurations, and the details of all aspects are not inferior to those big shows in the world, and the models are also domestic and foreign supermodels...... After the host announced the official start of the fashion show, with the sound of shocking music, the first round of models officially appeared, and everyone in the audience also focused on the catwalk, and everyone habitually took out their mobile phones to take pictures...... However, just when a few models had just come out and walked around, just as they got off the stage, suddenly, the lights of the whole venue went out!! The music came to an abrupt end! It's dark inside the huge stadium!
The audience suddenly became commotion, and they didn't know what was going on, so they turned on the flashlights on their mobile phones......
This is too sudden, it stands to reason that on such a major occasion, there is no power outage at all, what happened? Jiang Feng didn't show any urgency and panic, just said a few words of comfort, and immediately summoned the person in charge to solve the problem, and the host was also on the stage to help warm up the round, and the security personnel actively maintained order. Because of the darkness of the scene, the scene was still a bit chaotic, and I left my seat, intending to see if there was anything I could do to help. I walked out and walked towards the property management in the back, squeezed through the black crowd, came out of the show, and found that the light outside was also out, and it was dark everywhere, only the bright light of the building in the distance could be vaguely seen, I took my mobile phone to illuminate while walking, but when I was rummaging through the flashlight function on my phone, my body was suddenly hugged tightly from behind-