I thought I wouldn't be able to fall asleep after being made like this by Ah Ping, but I didn't close my eyes long after I fell asleep again. [

I knew I was dreaming, it was long, and I couldn't wake up.

Returned to the original world, but was withdrawn from the outside. It may sound contradictory, but it's not a contradiction, it's just ...... I am like an audience watching a movie on a giant screen, and the protagonist in it is me, and the supporting characters are people who are vague in the depths of memory.

At the end of the scene, I opened my eyes and woke up from my dream, tears sliding down the corners of my eyes.

If this dream is a way to reopen the memory, then it is cruel, I never know, I don't want to remember the past at all.

In my dreams, I saw my parents, who had been blurry, and saw many moments in the past, which made me teary-eyed. I can't imagine how sad they will be when I leave, and how they will spend all these years, I can almost imagine those images of tears washing their faces.

In my dream, I also saw Lu Feng.

If it is romantic and sweet to fall in love with him, then how sad the ending is. I can accept that the two of them broke up due to incompatible personalities or different philosophies, and I can also accept the environmental impact and go their separate ways, but I can't accept it - death and parting.

It was hard to accept, he lay in the hospital bed, suffering from illness day by day, and finally closed his eyes quietly in a sad situation. In the "film", I cried until I fainted, but tears are the most useless thing in this world, it can't turn back time, nor can it revive life, it's just an irrepressible vent of emotions.

So the person I saved that day couldn't be Lu Feng at all, and although my memory is vague, I actually know this subconsciously, but when he didn't remember asking for his name before, I still gave him the name Lu Feng.

It's not about him, but about the continuation of life.

I didn't get up for a whole day, and my mind uncontrollably recalled those images over and over again, which was like masochism. Later, I fell asleep again with a headache, and the dream shadows were entangled, floating and sinking.

When I woke up again, I felt very tired, and my whole body was a little prostration, and I thought about it for a day and a night without eating. When I got up, I felt something on the head of the bed with my hands, and when I picked it up, I realized that it was the string of stars and moons, which I took off and put on the pillow before going to bed. I put it on my left wrist, but I suddenly stopped, and a scene from my dream flashed in my mind.

I bought my string of Xingyue Bodhi when I was traveling with Lu Feng, but he didn't buy it for me. At that time, I was separated from him in an ancient town, and I couldn't get in touch for a while, so I stood where I was and waited for him to come back to me. There is a shop selling cultural toys on the side of the road, originally I would not be interested in it, it was the proprietress who moved a guzheng out in ancient costumes in order to attract customers, and she wore a string of stars and moon Bodhi on her hand at that time.

I don't understand the music, but my eyes are always attracted by her graceful fingers, and the bracelet on her wrist is not as dazzling as the crystal, but it is very charming. At that time, I stepped forward to inquire about the price, the price was within the acceptable range, and I heard her say that the meaning of 108 beads is to eliminate 108 kinds of troubles, and the meaning is not the second, but at that time I was moved.

What's amazing is that when the proprietress coiled Xingyue Bodhi around my wrist four times for me, Lu Feng just appeared.

So I had an indissoluble bond with the string of stars and moons, and I never left my body every day, but the picture that flashed in my mind just now was - the stars and moon Bodhi fell off from my fingers, and there was a drop of blood on my fingertips.

There was a sudden throbbing pain in my head, shattering all the images, and I couldn't relieve the pain even when I held my head, and it took a while to calm down. At this time, Liu Mingdi called softly from outside the house: "Madam, are you awake?" ”

I wanted to open my mouth to respond, but I found that I couldn't make a sound when I opened my mouth, and my throat and eyes were dry and painful. had to quickly go down to the ground and put on his coat to open the door, Liu Ming was standing outside the door, but asked with a look of surprise: "Madam, what's wrong with you?" How could the face be so bad? ”

Is the face ugly? After a day's sleep, I may have slept well. I nodded, "It's fine." But even I was startled by the voice that came out, so hoarse that I couldn't hear the original voice at all.

Liu Ming was also stunned, and asked hesitantly: "Do you want to find a Lang Zhong for you to take a look, don't you have a cold?" ”

I hurriedly waved my hand and shook my head, "No, it may be caused by sleeping for a long time, just eat something." ”

It was about Liu Ming who saw that I was not out of the room for a long time, and he didn't dare to come to look for it rashly, so he went to a nearby restaurant to buy food and came back, but it was cold after a long time, and he said that he was stopped by me when he went back to buy again, how could it be such a waste.

Before washing, I put the kettle on the stove to boil water, and by the time I came out again, it was already open, and the hot tea felt a little more comfortable after boiling down my throat. But after the food was heated, I didn't feel much appetite, so I ate it hastily and put the bowl down.

I originally wanted to sit in the yard for a while to pass the time after a day of sleep, but it didn't take long to sit down and I felt that the state of the whole person was really bad.

It turned out that no matter how tired my body was, I couldn't resist the invasion of dreams, and when I jumped out of the original world again, my heart screamed. I want to rewind the movie, one scene after another retreats to the original point, and then one scene after another reappears in front of me, and the last picture is frozen in the moment when Xingyue Bodhi falls off his fingers, I suddenly woke up, and my heart fluttered and beating.

I just saw that I took off the Xingyue bracelet myself, and the blood on my fingertips came from my wrist. In fact, it is not only the fingertips, there is a blood line that extends down from the wrist, passes through the palm, and rolls down from the fingertips.

Self-harm?! I couldn't believe it and couldn't accept it, how could it be with my personality? On closer inspection, the blood did come from the wrist, and although the blood was hideous, it didn't look like it had been slashed with a knife. I couldn't help but hold my left wrist, looked down at this extremely similar star and moon, and couldn't help but coil one bead after another as usual, and suddenly a bulge reached the tip of my finger.

It was a piece of silver at the tee, and one of its corners had somehow turned up, so it was uneven to the touch. Suddenly, I thought of something, and I brought Xingyue close to the oil lamp, and then my face turned pale inch by inch, in disbelief......

This star and moon is mine!

In the second year of buying Xingyue Bodhi, because of the often playing, the beeswax pendant under the three-way head was broken, and I saw that the rope was about to break, so I bought tools and threads and came back to re-wear the beads by myself. On a whim when wearing beads, I drew a circle and a square on the inside of the two silver pieces, which means that within the square circle, I know it in my heart. Under the oil lamp, the inside of the silver sheet had turned black, but the traces of the circle and square were still there, and the texture of the carved circle was faintly blood-red.

There can be no such coincidence in the world, but how is this possible? My star-moon chain wasn't so red, but I couldn't find another reason to convince myself that it wasn't mine.

If you ask why, just as I don't know why I came to this era, there has never been a reason for the bizarre fate that happened to me. It's useless to think too much, you will only get tangled in your brain. I think I probably thought about why I was hurt in my dream, because the horns of the silver piece were turned up and sharpened, and my wrist was scratched.

However, the silver piece of the stars and moon I am holding at the moment is dull even if I hold my fingertips, as if it has been polished by the years. This is also something that I can't figure out, if it is indeed my bracelet, then even after six years, the color will not become so dark. Don't...... Could it really be that Chen Ergou stole it from the tomb? I don't know for sure, but it's possible that the damp and corrupted air and environment underneath may speed up the discoloration of the stars and moons.

The superstitious version is that this bracelet has my blood on it, so it came to me.

Wait a minute, a terrible thought suddenly flashed in my mind - I originally had a vague memory of the things in the original world, but after wearing it, I started to dream constantly, and then I remembered everything I couldn't remember, could it be that all my dreams originated from it?! If that's really the reason, then this bracelet is too evil.

I didn't put it back on my wrist, and I found a cloth and wrapped it up and put it in the next room. When I walked back, the night wind blew into the collar and shivered fiercely, as if I was really infected with the wind cold, because by dawn my nose was completely blocked, and I was dizzy, and I touched my forehead, and the temperature seemed to be a little high.

After filling a pot of boiled water, I lay down and fell asleep again, and although my symptoms did not improve, I was not haunted by the dream again.

For the time being, I didn't have the energy to study the matter of Xingyue Bodhi, and in the afternoon, Liu Ming saw that I was wrong and called Lang Zhong to diagnose the pulse, and in a drowsy state, I only heard Lang Zhong exclaim Why did I see a doctor so late, Liu Ming didn't hear anything clearly.

Later, Liu Ming should have prescribed a prescription to grab the medicine, the house was quiet, and the quilt wrapped me tightly, but I was still shivering. If you get sick like a mountain, if you get a cold and then have a high fever, every inch of your body will feel an indescribable discomfort, as if you have been crushed. It stands to reason that I am no stranger to the wind cold, and I have to be infected once a month in the same year, so the countermeasures have long been self-taught. But at this time, I didn't have the strength to get up and drink a glass of warm water, and there was no one around me who could shout, which was also sad.

When he realized something, he realized that the reason why Liu Ming went to grab medicine for so long was that he had gone to report to Uncle Mu, and Uncle Mu asked him to find an aunt to come back and serve me as a patient for the time being. After all, Liu Ming is a man, and he has to avoid suspicion with me in the house, so it's inconvenient to do anything.

With my aunt here, she took care of all the work of decocting medicine and cooking, but my wind and cold were menacing, and the high fever never subsided. Liu Ming went to invite Lang Zhong again, this time Lang Zhong frowned and said that it was not good, and prescribed a dose of fierce medicine, and when he left, he explained that someone should stay behind at night, if the fever does not subside before dawn, it may be very tricky.

It may be that the fierce medicine has worked, or it may have just survived a cycle, and I sweated all over the night and the heat subsided. After that, although there were relapses, the high fever did not go away, and by dawn my body temperature had returned to normal.