Chapter 281: This Is What I Want

Can't give birth...... Kids?

Ji Shen was stunned, looked at the girl in front of him in a daze, and for a while, he couldn't speak.

Did he hear it wrong?

Is there something wrong?

He was a little unconvinced, took a step forward, pulled Ji Xiaonian and asked, "It's not true, right?" ”

Ji Xiaonian also looked at him, and said with a weak smile: "Do you think that at this time, I will still joke with you?" Brother, we have no parents since we were young, and I have never restrained you, I must let you marry a wife and have children when you grow up, and inherit the family business, so if you don't get married and have no children, I won't say anything about you. ”

"But Bai Yan is different from you, his family is his only child, the family is big, and his parents are also eager to hold their grandson, you say, if they knew that I couldn't have children, would they still allow me to be with Bai Yan?"

"Well, maybe you will say that now that technology is so advanced, you really can't give birth, you can do IVF or something, but I don't want to, I don't want Bai Yan's child to be made from that kind of cold tube, you can't understand what I feel in my heart, no one can understand, only to separate from him and let him live his own life, maybe then I can feel better."

However, she didn't expect that Bai Yan would be so stupid, separated for six years, and worked hard to be single for six years.

How could he be so stupid!

Why don't you find a woman to marry and have children like those normal men!

The way it was now was not what she wanted to see.

She really wanted him to forget about himself and then go find a woman to marry and have children.

Only when she saw him like this would she feel better.

"When did this happen?"

Ji Shen finally accepted the reality and stared blankly at the girl in front of him, he finally understood why she was so kind to Bai Yan.

It turned out that her heart was more bitter than anyone else's.

It turned out that she was really suffering.

You know, if a woman can't have children, she is not a woman at all.

This incident is also a big blow to her!

"Six years ago, after that miscarriage."

Ji Xiaonian didn't want to recall the grief of the past, staring at Ji Shen, she pursed her lips and choked up: "Brother, I also hope that you don't force me, the current situation is what I want, isn't the sister Bai Yan recognized coming back?" Don't say anything, just let them marry and have children, and I'll ......"

Thinking of the child she had just met, she smiled with relief, "Now, I'll help Xiao Memories find it first, and see if I can find his father, if I can't find it, I plan to raise him for the rest of my life." ”

She loved the kid a lot.

If she really can't find his father, she is willing to take care of him until he reaches adulthood, and provides for him to study until he gets married and has children.

As for the major events in her life, Ji Xiaonian feels that she has missed Bai Yan in her life, and she may never like someone else again, so she sincerely hands over her heart, right?

It's not bad to be alone, and she doesn't lack anything anyway.

"I'm sorry."

Standing there stiffly, looking at the pain that the girl was enduring in a daze, Ji Shen felt that the temper he had just now really didn't deserve it.

So, he apologized to her.

He doesn't know anything, that's why he's so impulsive.

Now that he knows, he won't blame her anymore.

"You don't have to apologize to me, I'm fine like this now, I'm busy with work every day, and I'm very fulfilling, so brother, you don't have to worry about me, really, I'm not a child anymore, what to do, I have a sense of proportion in my own heart, in the future, don't worry about me, huh?"

She has grown up and has her own ideas and opinions.

In fact, she is still worried about her eldest brother.

He's in his thirties, and he's still alone.

Whether it's marrying a wife or finding someone like him, you always have to choose one to live with, right?

Otherwise, what if such a person goes down and grows old in the future?

"I understand, don't worry, I won't lose my temper with you anymore in the future, and I won't reluctantly follow you with Bai Yan anymore."

He knew the truth and understood the pain in Xiao Nian's heart.

Naturally, he didn't feel good in his heart.

Because that miscarriage was caused by him.

If he hadn't lured the wolf into the room, how could Xiao Nian have been humiliated by Nangong Ming, causing her to roll down the stairs!

It's all his fault.

But he doesn't have a surname.

The girl is still so young, there will always be a way.

No matter what the price is, he will definitely find medical skills from all over the world to cure her and make her a real mother again.

The eyes suddenly seemed to be in the sand, there were some stalks, Ji Shen didn't have the courage to face this girl for a while, and said to her in a flashing voice: "That...... Hurry back to eat, they're still waiting for you, I'll go back first. ”

Ji Xiaonian looked at him and said lightly, "Aren't you going up to eat with us?" ”

"No need." How could he still have the face to stay in front of her?

Isn't he supposed to be self-aware now, and disappear quickly?

I really felt that I didn't have the courage to stay in front of her for even a minute, Ji Shen hurriedly said: "Xiao Nian, I still have some things, I'll go back first, you take good care of yourself, if there's anything, call me." ”

After speaking, before Ji Xiaonian could answer, he quickly turned around and got into the car and disappeared into the happy community.

Seeing that the eldest brother was gone, she didn't stay long, and then turned around and went upstairs.

On the way home, Ji Shen was devastated.

It was he who was sorry for Xiao Nian, and it was he who hurt her.

If she can't be with Bai Yan in this life because of the child's affairs, then he will never forgive himself for the rest of his life.

Therefore, he can't be as stupid as her, he has to tell Bai Yan about this, and he has to find a way with Bai Yan.

Thinking of this, he hurriedly took out his mobile phone and called Bai Yan.

Now Bai Yan, a family of three, no, there is also a Fang Miaoling, four people are sitting in the restaurant, eating dinner happily.

Hearing the mobile phone ringing, Bai Yan picked it up and took a look, and when he saw that it was Ji Shen, he wanted to ignore him, but finally got up and pressed the answer button.

When he walked to the living room, he asked the person on the other end of the phone, "Ji Shen, what's the matter?" ”

"Come to my house, I have something to tell you."

"If you have anything to say, say it now!"

"Bai Yan, I said to let you come to my house, what will happen if you come to my house? Xiao Nian is not here, she has already bought a house with Lu Zhe outside, and she already plans to live outside in the future, if you can't see her when you come to my house, come over immediately, otherwise, you will regret it. ”

As long as Ji Shen thought that Xiao Nian couldn't have children, it was because of him, and he felt uncomfortable.

As soon as he felt uncomfortable, he couldn't help but get angry at Bai Yan.

Bai Yan didn't say anything more, and after hanging up the phone, he came to the restaurant and said to his parents: "Mom and Dad, I have something to do, let's go out first." ”