All Chapters_Chapter 292 Hate Me
Raising my hand, I wiped the residual red wine liquid from the corner of my mouth and looked at his raised hand: "I'm done." ”
Cheng Baize's breathing was slightly short, and he staggered back a step to shake gently: "You turn off the lights, turn off the lights!" ”
I know that I laughed a little miserably and collapsed, but since his decision has been made, what can I do, I can only say that in his heart, he firmly believes what his master says, even if his master asks him to kill, if I really hate anyone because of this palm, then I hate that bearded man.
"Don't turn off the lights, if I really die, then I will see you for the last time, Cheng Baize, you can take the palm, I will go home."
I don't know why, the word 'go home' came out, some uncontrollable discomfort, I am not a strong person, although life forces me to be strong, but the things that pretend to be easy to break after all, when my grandmother left, that was when I wanted to die the most, but I survived that time, now, how can I want to die, I don't want to die, but I'm not afraid of death, I'm just uncomfortable, and even feel ridiculous, one day, my fate is not in my own hands, but, in the hands of my best friend.
I hope he can let me go, but we are not enemies, I really can't figure it out, and I can't figure it out, how could I become Cheng Baize's catastrophe, looking at the empty wine glass in my hand, even my bet that Cheng Baize will not kill me seems so ridiculous, he is my relative.
'Hiss-'
The overhead light flickered twice, and then made a 'tearing' sound, and then went out.
The flickering candlelight had long been blown out by the wind that blew in just now, the room was dead black, full of thunderstorms, I stood there without moving, in the darkness I could only see the tall black shadow of Cheng Bai Ze pestle there, this is the friend who has given me the most warmth, a few words can make me laugh and forget my worries, I don't blame him, I only blame myself for not having that good life.
"Let's do it."
Seeing him standing there motionless, I couldn't help but say, "I've drunk all the wine, and it's not bad for you......"
'Click'!! A flash of lightning jumped up in the air, I instantly saw Cheng Baize's painfully somewhat distorted face, my heart began to ache, and I suddenly realized that maybe his pain would not be less than mine, he couldn't bear to kill me, he didn't kill me, he still had the master's will in his heart, which was tantamount to betraying his master, between me and his master, he must not want to hurt both, I think I know this feeling, on the one hand, he is the benefactor in his heart, and on the other hand, he is the only friend he has been talking about, this pain, Probably bigger than mine.
"Ma Jiaolong, count me begging you, beg you to hate me."
His voice came to my ears with the sound of rain, and another lightning bolt rushed by, I looked into his eyes and shook my head: "No, I don't hate you." ”
"You hate me, Ma Jiaolong, hate can at least support a person to live! I don't know what's right and what's wrong now, I hate, I just hate myself for knowing you, and now, I beg you to hate me for killing you, at least, you make me less miserable, okay. ”
I looked at him expressionlessly, looking at his painful face in the gap between the lightning, two lines of tears slid down, and I opened my lips slightly: "Okay, I hate." ”
Cheng Baize's body began to tremble, he slowly raised his left hand, in the dark, the palm of his hand slowly gushed out ghostly blue light, I closed my eyes, I was not so scared at this moment, everything that should be said was said, since it can't be changed, what else is left but to bear it.
If it's not Cheng Baize who wants to kill me, it's anyone else, I think I'll struggle once or twice, but in the face of Cheng Baize, I found that I don't even have the strength to struggle, I'm just an ordinary person, who supports me, but it's my friends and relatives, I don't have a strong heart that can defeat everything, and I can't withstand the betrayal of relatives again and again, I'm not afraid of death, I just hate myself for being useless.
'Ding Dong, Ding Dong~~~!! ’
The doorbell rang rapidly outside the door of the studio, I stood still and didn't move, I didn't open my eyes, I knew in my heart that maybe Zong Bao came to find me, but it didn't make any sense, I didn't want to run, since it was something that should be over, it was dead or alive, so it was over.
I don't know how long it took, but the ringing of the doorbell outside the door stopped, and the wind outside the window that seemed to blow the whole building also quieted down, and the rain stopped...... My eyelashes fluttered slightly, and when I opened my eyes, the lights in the room were on, and it was quiet, as if nothing had happened.
Cheng Baize stood with his back to me, I looked down at my body, I didn't feel anything, could it be that after drinking his glass of red wine, I didn't feel a little pain in the air, no, the understanding of the five thunder palms in my brain is obviously a palm, and the five organs are cracked, even if it doesn't hurt anymore, I can't react at all, looking at Cheng Baize's back, I opened my mouth: "Cheng ......"
"Let's go."
I was stunned for a moment: "What do you mean?" ”
"Ma Jiaolong, I found out, I can't kill you......"
"But your master ......"
"You go, don't say anything else, know you, it's my calamity, I admit it."
At that moment, my suppressed emotions seemed to gush out, looking at him, my voice trembled uncontrollably: "You don't kill me? ”
"You go."
He still only replied with two words, and I shook my head: "I'm not leaving, Cheng Baize, I just want to tell you that you are my best friend, and I will never hurt my friend!" ”
"I don't want to hear you say this, you go now, get out of here."
'Gurgle, cuckle, cuckle-'
In the dark room next to Cheng Baize's office, there was a sound similar to a porcelain jar shaking the desktop, and I was a little stunned, "What kind of sound is this!" ”
"Let's go!"
Cheng Baize suddenly shouted again, I was stunned for a moment, only to hear the door of the office behind me 'bang'! With a loud bang, turning around, Zong Bao rushed in wet with the door that slammed open, ran in front of me in a few steps, and looked at me: "Are you okay?" ”
I shook my head: "I'm fine, I said, Cheng Baize won't kill me, he is my best friend." ”
"Roll !!"
Cheng Baize scolded again, I shook my head, "No, I still have something to tell you, I ......"
"Let's go first! I don't think it's right! ”
Zong Bao said loudly, holding my hand and walking towards the office door, I was dragged by him and staggered a few steps, and before I could get out of the outer door of the studio, I only heard a 'bang' from the office!! A sound that sounded like something falling to the ground from high in the air.
"It's Cheng Baize!"
I stared at Zong Bao with wide eyes, shook off his hand that was holding me, and raised my feet and ran towards Cheng Baize's office, "Cheng ......"
As soon as I pushed open his scattered door that had been broken by Zong Bao, I couldn't help but be stunned, Cheng Baize was lying on the floor with his back to me, his body was still twitching-
"Cheng Baize?!"
I called his name, ran up in a few steps and wanted to help him up, but when I saw his face, my legs were directly limp and sat on the ground, his mouth was accompanied by convulsions and was spitting out blood, the blood had dyed the white shirt on his chest red, and the floor seemed to be instantly blooming with red bewitching Manzhu Shahua, my eyes were stabbed, my nose was filled with a fishy sweet taste, my brain was buzzing, a roar, "How can this be, Cheng Baize, Cheng Baize!" How can you vomit so much blood! Don't scare me, what's wrong with you!! ”