Chapter 360: Unraveling
Liu Qianzhou was so shocked that he was speechless for a while.
She doesn't like small animals that much, but she doesn't like them anymore, animals are also life.
In exchange for her to run into this, she may also feel guilty and blame herself, just like Shang Zhuojia.
"Didn't you ask me why I arrived so late? I drove to the car wash, disinfected the whole car, went to three places to wash, and I was afraid that the soul of the stray cat would follow me. I didn't dare to return from Gaoqiao, so I drove around the ring road for almost two hours and came back. I don't want to hear the cat's bark like a frightened bird, I don't want nightmares at night, I don't want to ......"
Seeing Shang Zhuojia's almost collapsed appearance, Liu Qianzhou immediately hugged her and gently patted her shoulder.
"Okay, okay, don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, it's just that you just happened to meet you."
Shang Zhuojia trembled with fear: "But I'm so scared ......"
The fear in my heart is vented with crying.
What I am afraid of is what happened in the morning, and what I am even more afraid of is the fear in my heart, and the guilt of Xiaomi is deepening day by day.
Every time she lives one more day and sees Song Pearl one more time, she deepens the guilt in her heart.
She never wanted to do the great evil in the world and make people worse, but she indirectly made herself a murderer, and she didn't tell it, is she helping the abuse?
Shang Zhuojia lost a lot of hair because of her low mood during this time, and every time she washed her hair, she was picked up a layer of hair.
She knows the changes in her body and knows that her mental condition is not as good as before.
She also wants to change, and she also wants to actively participate in activities, actively communicate with people, love life, love her family, and love people, but ......
It is as if the heart is bound by iron chains, and the heart has insufficient strength.
Liu Qianzhou gently patted Shang Zhuojia on the shoulder: "It's not your fault, that kind of small animal that runs on the overpass by mistake, especially in the morning and afternoon, it is difficult to survive." It's not you, it's someone else. Don't think about it, I don't blame you. ”
"Qianqian......" Shang Zhuojia choked up: "That's also a life, I killed a life." ”
Liu Qianzhou gently hugged Shang Zhuojia and comforted softly: "I don't blame you, really, I don't blame you." ”
Shang Zhuojia cried low for a while, and after venting her emotions, she was much more relaxed.
Liu Qianzhou saw that she was relaxed, so he let go of her.
"You see, my clothes are wet with tears for you, and that poor stray cat has to cry like this, knowing your guilt, I can rest in peace."
Shang Zhuojia looked at Liu Qianzhou with red eyes: "Really? ”
"Really, don't blame yourself too much, it's not your fault. You didn't mean it, you were careless. Liu Qianzhou gently comforted.
Shang Zhuojia nodded, and Liu Qianzhou got up: "Let's do nothing today and play for a day, how about it?" ”
"How to play, what to play?" Shang Zhuojia tilted her head to look at her.
Liu Qianzhou looked at Shang Zhuojia, this girl is different from before, she heard about playing before, she was already happy, and she listed many options for the first time.
It seems that it was an accident in the morning, and it hit her too hard.
It's understandable to think about it, after all, it's a life.
"Well, I think about it, let's go out for a drink."
Shang Zhuojia nodded, drinking and drinking, she often went out for a drink recently, and she was not allowed to drink at home, but she really couldn't calm the ups and downs in her heart.
Moreover, Song Cambridge has been too busy recently, there are socials every day, and no one who knows her is around, so she feels even more uncomfortable in her heart, so she can only go out to drink.
"Then go, the days when you are not in Yundu, I am really too lonely......"
Saying this, Shang Zhuojia was about to cry again.
A person is burdened with such a big sin, and there is no one to tell about the silent guilt of a person, she is really about to be unbearable.
Liu Qianzhou looked at Shang Zhuojia and stared at her eyes seriously, Shang Zhuojia's mood was not right.
"I'm not in Yundu, then Cambridge can also accompany you, if you have anything, just tell him, don't be alone." Liu Qianzhou whispered.
"My husband has been too busy lately and often doesn't come back until the early hours of the morning. It was so late, even if I was still waiting for him, and seeing that he was so tired, I couldn't bear to disturb him anymore. ”
Shang Zhuojia was in tears, Liu Qianzhou was shocked, and hurriedly asked, "Why did he come back so late?" ”
Shang Zhuojia only took Liu Qianzhou's angry question as a grievance for herself, and answered immediately.
"He's been talking about the expansion of the company lately, and he's socializing with different people every day. I can't help with anything in his company. ”
Liu Qianzhou frowned, and subconsciously asked: "So, when you called me last night, he hadn't come back yet, and he said he was entertaining customers?" ”
"Yes, he's been too busy lately, he drinks a lot of wine every day, and he hurts his body so much, I feel uncomfortable looking at it. But I'm too stupid, Qianqian, sometimes I envy you, if I can be as smart as you, maybe I can help him. Shang Zhuojia's tone was soft, full of self-blame.
Liu Qianzhou took a deep breath and couldn't help but fan the wind quickly, she needed to calm down.
How can Song Cambridge be like this!
Why does he spend all his time drinking outside, and let his wife at home be single-minded?
"Forget it, let's go to the bar today, and we won't get drunk or go home." Liu Qianzhou said with relief.
"Let's go to the bars in our area, I've been there all over the days when you're not there, and in the end it's better to be beautiful." Shang Zhuojia said in a light tone.
When Liu Qianzhou heard this, he was dumbfounded and said, "Hey, sister! Aren't you trying to get pregnant? You drink so much wine, what else are you going to get pregnant? ”
"But I'm so lonely in my heart that I want to drink."
Shang Zhuojia looked at Liu Qianzhou aggrievedly, she was so lonely in her heart, she needed a little alcohol to help her get through this time.
I hope that time will ease the guilt in her heart and make her life a little easier.
"No, no, no, I'm back now and going to the bar, that's irresponsible to you. Let's go to the playground for a healthy one, I guess you haven't been there either. ”
Liu Qianzhou laughed and looked at Shang Zhuojia: "How is it?" ”
"Playground? No, we're such adults, it's not good to go to the playground. Shang Zhuojia hurriedly shook his head.
Liu Qianzhou looked at Shang Zhuojia, who refused repeatedly, and finally saw a little other color on her face.
"I don't like us to change it again, the weather is getting hotter, if you're in good shape, then let's go paddling, do you think?" Liu Qianzhou looked at her with a smile.
Shang Zhuojia frowned, embarrassed to refuse Liu Qianzhou continuously, so he could only reluctantly agree.
The two went downstairs and found both mothers-in-law sitting in the hall.
"Eh......"
Liu Qianzhou was surprised, and subconsciously turned to Shang Zhuojia: "Will your mother-in-law restrain you?" ”
"No, she respects me." Shang Zhuojia replied in a low voice.
"That's good."
The two girls went downstairs, greeted each other happily, and then sat next to their respective mothers-in-law for a while.
"When you go out in the morning, I should have thought that you were here." The second wife looked at her daughter-in-law and said.
The eldest lady smiled lightly, that was her usual attitude and emotion.
The second wife straightened her waist, although her daughter-in-law was not as talented and capable as Song Cheng's daughter-in-law, but her daughter-in-law was a serious 800 famous lady.
With this identity, can Liu Qianzhou's rural identity be compared?
The eldest lady never thought that the new daughter-in-law would give her a long face, so the second lady really didn't have those comparisons in her heart at the moment.
Shang Zhuojia replied softly: "Yes, but I didn't know that Qianqian had already come to live here, I still drove out stupidly, and I called her on the way to find out." ”
When the second wife heard this, she immediately wrinkled her eyebrows: "Ouch, this is enough to toss, the person is here, and let you run for nothing, why didn't Qianzhou tell your brother and daughter-in-law earlier." When you go out in the morning, the traffic conditions on the road are not good. ”
Liu Qianzhou hurriedly said: "Yes, I was negligent, and I will pay attention to it in the future." But fortunately, Jiajia's driving skills are more proficient than me, and it is difficult for her to drive. ”
Shang Zhuojia raised her eyes and smiled at Liu Qianzhou.
"Mom, aunt, Qianqian, I'll go to the bathroom." Shang Zhuojia got up.
"Okay."
Liu Qianzhou also got up, and after Shang Zhuojia left, he told his mother-in-law that he wanted to go out for a walk.
The eldest lady said in a light tone: "It's good that you know your own affairs, you don't need to greet me, my words, can you use them?" ”
Liu Qianzhou nodded: "Okay." ”
"By the way, second aunt, I think it's very good to open a literary and art club that you proposed last time, thank you for making such a good suggestion, our juniors will do it very seriously. When the time comes, I hope to get your second aunt's advice. Liu Qianzhou's words changed sharply, and he immediately looked at the second wife.
The second wife was stunned, her son and daughter-in-law hadn't mentioned this matter for a long time, and she thought that this matter had been stranded.
Unexpectedly, today, Song Cheng's daughter-in-law took the initiative to propose it.
Since it was proposed by Song Cheng, if it is to be truly established, it should be nine out of ten.
Immediately, his face was overjoyed: "Oh, look at what you said, you juniors, all of you are capable people, where do you still need my mention, Qianzhou, you are too elevated to me." ”
Liu Qianzhou shook his head: "No, second aunt, you came up with this idea first, you must have thought a little more than us." So we'd love to hear from you and talk to each other. ”
"Oh, Song Cheng's daughter-in-law is really sensible." The second wife couldn't help but praise.
Everyone likes to recognize themselves, even if it's a junior who doesn't really look at them.
The eldest lady is really not interested in these messy things, and her daughter-in-law goes to cooperate with other mothers-in-law, and she doesn't feel it at all, because she really doesn't feel at ease.
When he heard the two of them say this, he got up and left.
"I'll go and see if the sugar water in the kitchen is ready, you guys talk first." The eldest lady lost her sentence and didn't wait for anyone to respond.
Seeing this, Liu Qianzhou immediately approached the second wife: "Second aunt, take a step to speak?" ”
The second wife saw Liu Qianzhou with a smile on her face, what she just said was about opening a literary club, presumably Liu Qianzhou wanted to discuss the specific details with her.
The second wife was very happy and happily followed Liu Qianzhou to the backyard.
"Qianzhou, the clubhouse, if this is to be opened, the second aunt doesn't mind contributing part of the capital. After the club opened, I can understand that you young people are busy, and I can also help take care of it when the time comes, what do you think? The second lady couldn't wait to speak.