Chapter 114: It's better to forget about each other
My mind was tightened by his slightly expectant question: "I just want to give myself a chance to live." And I'm old, not a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl with fantasies about the outside world, and I don't want to sharpen my future time with hatred. , your circle is not a place where I can stay, I don't want to intrigue anymore, life is all around, I want to be safe and comfortable.
Put aside those high-sounding grandiose, I'm cowardly, I'm tired, I don't want to wear armor anymore to bear the pressure I can't bear anymore, instead of this, it's better to give me a relief, I have a good and chic life, you will always be my friend, not the man who gives me a second pressure, are you willing to help me? ”
For the first time, I had a soft back on Hao Luotian, and I was quite weak about his affection for me, which made me uneasy, but I had no way to find a second psychiatrist who could help me hypnotize.
"Which hospital are you in when I'm done with the mess you threw at me?"
"How do you know I'm in the hospital?" My head buzzed, and I casually took his question.
Hao Luotian was silent for two seconds and replied to me: "You said that the child is gone, are you not in the hospital?" Then where are you, I will take you to my place. ”
The reason why I don't want Hao Luotian to know about my pregnancy,
I know that I shouldn't be sensitive to the people around me, but since I was pregnant, Hao Luotian has shown a strange yin and yang, such as the first prenatal checkup, Hao Luotian's angry appearance.
For example, when he found out that I was pregnant in the dean's office, the gloomy gaze on my lower abdomen made me hairy, and my blood type Hao Luotian should not know, but he utilitarianly let me abort the child when the red light was on in my marriage
"You're a man, and it's too reluctant to take care of a woman who has had a miscarriage. You're busy, I'll keep an eye on the movements, and when it's almost time for you to help me hypnotize. "I'm afraid he won't agree to turn the subject back again.
"Okay."
This one side hangs, and I rubbed my eyebrows and quickly dialed the other one.
"Hey, who's that?" There was a shouting and a rumbling sound.
"It's me." I opened my mouth, and finally withheld the title.
"Are you sister? Sister!! Wait a minute, I'll tell the foreman, piling is going on here, it's too noisy, I'll get back to you right away! ”
I stared at the screen, and suddenly felt that I had really lived a pitiful past two years, all the way through the dust, gaining money, status, and antagonism and hatred.
When I woke up and saw Mother Lu looking at me stunned, and heard her tone of relief like a broken fall, I knew that she was disappointed in me. If I'm lucky that my little Doudou is safe in my belly, how can I make Shinobi force her to accept me who is pregnant with another man's child?
Before I had dealt with my relationship with Jin Xiyan, I had already made up my mind to stay away from these people. This is a gamble of human nature, especially when I saw that Huangkou Xiaoer could lie to him, I actually thought of An Shuhai.
After the last time I saw An Shuhai in front of the detention center, I asked Jin Xiyan to reduce the amount of fraud, which was regarded as a merciful dredging of the relationship by his subordinates, and An Shuhai was sentenced to 1 month of labor reform for admitting a good attitude. The first thing he did when he came out was to thank me, he said that he would work hard, and finally that sister, I am willing to atone for my father's sins for the rest of my life.
I don't know how he knew my old one, but I kept his number in my head.
After a while, An Shuhai called, and he said excitedly: "Sister, I didn't expect you to call me, I'm good, sister, I thought you wouldn't pay attention to me in your life." ”
Facing the excited An Shuhai, I didn't know how to reply to his excitement for a while, and after being silent for a while, I began to ask cautiously: "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." ”
"An Shuhai, you said that you want to atone for your sins, and you said that you want to be a cow and a horse to repay my life-saving grace, and you don't want to kill? Then I have something for you to do now. ”
An Shuhai's breath was tight, and he said for a long time: "Sister, you gave me my life, you can take it if you want to, otherwise I will not be at ease for the rest of my life!" ”
"I don't need you to die." I softened my breath and said lightly: "An Shuhai, which city did you want to live in?" ”
"Sister, I don't study well and have no ability. I'm alone now, I just want to settle down in my sister's city, one day you want to recognize me as a brother, I can call you sister again, I have a drunkard father, a troublesome mother, and I was ridiculed for having a sister who sits on the stage, and I became a scumbag in the streets and alleys but more in line with our family background.
But you know, I'd rather have my drunkard father, my troublesome mother, and my sister sitting on the stage all by my side and give me a home."
I wanted to laugh at it, but the corners of my mouth finally curved, and I said: "An Shuhai, go to the bank to get a bank card, I'll give you 10,000, I'll give you the coordinates, where can you buy a house that you can live in with your bag." ”
"Sister? I don't understand."
"I don't need to understand, I may need your care for a while. If you repaid me when I was fifteen, I'm not sure how many people I can remember after that, but I can remember that I was willing to be a match for my little brother. If I can still remember you, please take me out of S City, just when we, my sister and brother, have been here"
"Sister, what do you mean? What do you remember me? Where am I? What about brother-in-law? ”
"Shhhhhhhh
"Is it the surname Jin who bullied you? Sister, don't cry, I promise you! I'm going to start over with you, and I'm going to protect you! You can rest assured! ”
The city I chose was an unknown third-tier city in the Celestial Empire, with a slow pace of life and low prices. There is no smog there, only a patch, no planes, and it takes about six hours to pass by high-speed rail.
An Shuhai arrived there on the same day, where he ordered a three-bedroom and one-bedroom well-decorated second-hand house in his name.
In the evening, Lu Bing brought delicious food, but Lu's mother did not come, Lu Bing explained that she was too tired to rest first, my heart was gloomy, and I continued to chat with Lu Bing without a word.
“。” Lu Bing stared at my lips, his hand suddenly held my chin, and the rough man pinched the tissue paper to wipe the corners of his mouth confidently, I looked at his focused appearance, and suddenly asked in a slighted manner: "You say, you will be so careful in your autopsy?" ”
Lu Bing was stunned, his resolute eyebrows furrowed suddenly, and he reprimanded me like a child: "Don't talk nonsense, you'll be fine!" ”
I laughed, but Lu Bing spread out his palm holding me like a hot hand, he touched his little flat head, and was ashamed: "I'm too far away, I'm sorry!" ”
I held my cheeks, looked at Lu Bing's increasingly red face, and suddenly wanted to see Barbie's spontaneous combustion on the spot: "Brother Lu, you are so nervous about women"
Geng Zhiboy looked at me in confusion, and then thought for a while: "That, no, I'm quite fierce to female criminals." ”
I was amused by him and I giggled.
Lu Bing looked at me stupidly, opened his mouth slightly and muttered, "Are you laughing for me?" You're so good-looking."
"Well, so men are visual creatures, and if I was ugly, you wouldn't have accosted me in the first place"
One sentence poked an important point, Lu Bing was at a loss: "I, I, I" After a while, he drooped his head and said very truthfully: "I admit that men love beautiful women"
His dog-like eyes looked at me, and I couldn't help but stretch out my finger on the bridge of his high nose: "You're real, you can't be." ”
Lu Bing's bronzed skin oozed beads of sweat, his eyes swayed left and right, he was ashamed to put aside his face, and his thin and moderate lips trembled and said, "I'm it."
Belch?
I tilted my head to look at Lu Bing's red neck, and suddenly realized in my heart that Lu Bing was talking about him being an old virgin? Uh, I secretly got back into the quilt, swallowed the shock raw, and laughed embarrassedly: "Age, just year"
Lu Bing turned his face stiffly, he was like a red-hot coal, his Adam's apple was rolling up and down, and his eyes were red and looking at me: "I've been so busy all these years that I'm dizzy, and I always feel that the sacrifice of my profession can't delay the youth of other girls." An Jian, I've seen all the films, I know where to put them, I practice more skills, and as for physical strength, I have confidence in this. ”
Lu Bing sat upright, staring at me like a criminal, and my face was hot and embarrassed.
In the face of the straight man, I could only cry and laugh, I swallowed my saliva to affirm his remarks, in case he said other stupid things: "Yes, yes, yes, you are awesome!" You're the best! You can do it. ”
After saying that, I regretted it, Lu Bing finally showed a short-lived shy smile, and directly looked at me stiff.
"Well, when you're ready, you'll guide you more."
I'll go! I felt like I had dug a big hole for myself.
The huge man peeked at me waterily, the sourness made me goosebumps, and the originally relaxed joke gradually sank my heart because Lu Bing was too upright.
"Brother Lu, you are very good. There are actually a lot of things for you,"
I know that Lu Bing is a serious person, I can see his self-discipline and upbringing from his virgin body at the age of his age, he is willing to have my children, and he is willing to wait for me, which is enough to move me, but I can also see Lu's mother's reluctance.
Even if Lu's mother is me, but I still have a marriage that has not ended, although I secretly left a child, but in Lu's mother's opinion, my P blood type cannot have a child, and this birth, will I have a life to live, it is all counted, I really can't delay Lu Bing.
"Little Jane!" Lu Bing grabbed my hand, tightly, he said: "I'm sorry, I said it too directly just now, I'll put pressure on you, hehe, it doesn't matter if I work hard and there is no result, now you have to rest, understand?" ”
There was a warm sun in his eyes, and I was in a trance, and my heart was pounding, and it was shouting:
An Jian, give Lu Bing a chance, you will never meet a better man in your life
"Give me two years, if you still hold on"
"Smack! Syllable! Syllable! Three sharp applause came from outside the door, stiffly interrupting Lu Bing and I looking at each other and moving each other.
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