Either his pampering drowned out my sanity, or his voice bewitched my mind, and I didn't lift the bar, I didn't even hesitate, and did as he was told.

For the first time, I heard my own heartbeat so clearly, and many clear and colorful images flashed through my mind.

The cheerful boy in my dream, he ran lonely on the lonely track in the heavy rain, he walked out of the school gate with a basketball in his arms after a grand basketball game, and he broke a large knee but didn't realize it.

A peculiar idea popped into my head that if he had given him an umbrella when it was raining and had the audacity to give him a band-aid when he had a wound, where would we be now.

Is it going to be humiliating to lie in the same bed like this, or is it now scattered all over the world.

Just as the memories were piling up in my mind and lingering, Zhang Jingchi suddenly stopped all movements, he gently pulled down the clothes I was pushing up by him, and he leaned on top of me and said slowly: "What are you thinking, can you tell me?" ”

I opened my eyes suddenly, and I was too embarrassed to ask him why he had stopped, so I had to look at him with puzzled eyes.

Parting my messy hair back, Zhang Jingchi focused all his eyes on my eyes, and he said for a while before he said, "You seem to be thinking about something very devotedly just now, do you think it's more psychologically pressure to do this with me before marriage?" ”

After a pause, Zhang Jingchi turned over and kissed me lightly on the cheek and said, "If yes, I can bear with it a little longer." ”

My face burned unconsciously, and finally I honestly said, "No, I just remembered something about my time in high school." ”

Oh, Zhang Jingchi rolled over, his breathing was still a little heavy, but he held my hand and lay down next to me, he said, "Tell me." ”

Zhang Jingchi and I basically wouldn't talk about the past like this before.

He didn't express much curiosity, and I didn't want to mention it for fear that he would find me annoying. But now that he is taking the initiative to ask, that is another matter.

So I hummed and snuggled up to him, I said, "It should be a month before your college entrance examination, there is a heavy rain, you are running in the rain on the track, I was entangled in the sports field for a long time, should I send you an umbrella over." ”

"Then why didn't you send it then?" Zhang Jingchi's voice was faint, but it held my hand tighter.

I touched my forehead a little embarrassed, and said with a smile: "I don't know you, you definitely don't want to send it over, maybe you still think I'm a psychopath!" ”

"What else do you remember?" It was a faint voice again.

I habitually touched my forehead again and said, "Another time you fell while playing ball, and you broke a big piece of your knee. ”

Suddenly let go of my hand and stretched out his arm completely to wrap around me, Zhang Jingchi said in a half-loud voice: "When I was in high school, my grandmother was sick. My father is a filial son, so he moved back to Suixi from Shenzhen to take care of him, so I insisted on going back to Suixi to study in high school. A month before my college entrance examination, when my grandmother was sick and dying, my mother kept making excuses that she was too busy to go back to her hometown. I wondered if she might come back if I got sick. But I was a little bored with myself, I had a cold in the rain for two weeks, my knee was broken and inflamed and hung for a few days, she obviously listened to my dad, but there was no phone call, and she didn't show up. I suspected I wasn't her. ”

After saying this, Zhang Jingchi smiled faintly as if nothing happened, and he quickly said: "If you sent me an umbrella or a band-aid to show your concern at that time, maybe I will get rid of you immediately, and you still have a crush so hard!" ”

The more he didn't do anything, the more distressed I felt when I heard it.

I put my hand over his face, and I said in a rare way, "But I think my crush is worth it, because you're a good person." ”

It was obvious that Zhang Jingchi was not blessed to accept my alternative compliment, he said: "If you say this, I will think that you are sending me a good person card." ”

My expression became embarrassed, and I quickly explained, "Well, I mean you're a good man." ”

Now he took it, and he immediately became very embarrassed and said, "Of course, you have found the treasure." ”

While the conversation was hot, my other hand couldn't find a comfortable position, and kept moving there, and finally put it away, but I felt that I had touched something very hot.

Heaven and earth conscience, I didn't react at that time, so I rubbed it heartlessly, and then let my hands stay there quietly.

At that moment, Zhang Jingchi quickly let go of me, his breath became slightly rapid again, and he said, "Take your hand away from me, otherwise I won't be able to help but do you later." ”

I realized that my hand was in the wrong place, and I blushed and quickly withdrew my hand, but I didn't think I had accidentally touched it, so I muttered, "Pervert." ”

I said it very quietly, but Zhang Jingchi still heard it, he was really able to toss, he bullied me again, his eyes were burning and almost burned me, he said slowly: "What did you just say about me?" ”

I pursed my lips, embarrassed to repeat what I had just said, so I had to bite the bullet and say, "Praise you for being handsome." ”

But Zhang Jingchi was not easy to fool, he said unrelentingly: "I obviously heard two words. ”

I hadn't learned the art of lying at that time, and I couldn't survive it in three or two strokes, so I had to stop and honestly say, "Pervert." ”

In addition to not having the ability to wave his hand for tens of billions of dollars, at this moment Zhang Jingchi was like a domineering president, he reached out and straightened my face to face with him, he suddenly said extremely seriously and even righteously: "I am a normal man with strong blood and blood, and I have a very normal physiological reaction." If I want to hold you and you don't react at all, then you're going to cry. ”

Seeing his seriousness, I let out a sigh and said, "That's it, that's okay." ”

Suddenly a little indignant, Zhang Jingchi nodded my nose and said, "Of course you are fine, but my whole person is not good." I have lived together for more than half a year, and the girl I like dangles in front of my eyes with her thighs exposed, and I have to endure not moving my hands and feet. ”

Cheap, I can't hold my mouth when I talk about it, I ask directly without thinking: "What are you doing with it?" ”

Suddenly a little helpless, Zhang Jingchi said depressedly: "It's really stupid to say that you are stupid, because I love you." On the night of our first time, I thought you were in a bad mood and impulsive with the strength of the wine, and you must have regretted it afterwards, and I wanted to hold your hand at that time, but you avoided it. I was also annoyed at the time, I thought I was just a beast who took advantage of the fire, and I secretly thought that next time we would do this when you were completely willing. But I didn't expect that the second time, I was still a beast. ”

I was suddenly moved.

My hand unconsciously clinged to Zhang Jingchi's neck, and for a while I whispered, "Do you endure the discomfort?" ”

Even more depressed, Zhang Jingchi said: "Nonsense. The girl I like is running around in front of me with long white legs in the summer..."

Before he could finish his sentence, I had already hooked his neck and clumsily leaned in and kissed him.

Zhang Jingchi first said vaguely: "I can't help it if you make trouble again." ”

But within seconds, his kisses were flooded back.

In this long and passionate kiss, I suddenly felt a chill, in the bright dazzling light, I swept my upper body in some confusion, the buttons of my clothes have been unbuttoned by him, and his pajamas are all gone, and his naked body is in front of me.

My face flushed, and I whispered, "Can you turn off the lights first?" ”

Answered very vaguely, Zhang Jingchi actually hugged me all the way to the switch and turned off the light, and then groped all the way back with me, and we both fell on the bed.

This time the feeling was more violent than any other, I was sent to the clouds by him gently and domineeringly, I pursed my mouth tightly, but I couldn't help but escape a few sluggish sounds.

After calming down, Zhang Jingchi turned over, he helped me wipe the sweat from my forehead, and then he took his pajamas and hugged me, he said very gently: "You are sweating all over your body, I will carry you to wash." ”

When I came out of the shower, Zhang Jingchi stood there with a hair dryer and said, "Come here, I'll help you dry your hair." ”

I sat there and he stood, his hands very lightly and lightly ruffled my hair, and the muffled sound of the hair dryer made the whole room noisy.

Finally, Zhang Jingchi helped me dry my hair, he put the hair dryer aside, he picked me up and walked towards the bed, he put me on the bed: "You are too light, I will raise you to be white and fat in the future." ”

He also climbed into bed and lay down next to me, he pulled the quilt over us, his hand gently patted my face and said, "I must be tired, go to bed early." ”

I remembered that he had asked me to help him look at the drawings and give suggestions, so I pulled open the corner of the quilt and asked, "Don't you see the drawings?" ”

Zhang Jingchi smiled and patted my face again and said, "I'll get up early tomorrow and watch it, you're tired, go to sleep." ”

After he finished speaking, he put his arm on my pillow, and my ears were just close to his heart, and I heard his even heartbeat.

I really didn't have any strength in my body, I was so tired that I didn't know why, and I fell asleep quickly.

This night, I slept very deeply, and by the time I woke up, it was already dawn.

I pulled open the quilt and saw that the bedroom door was closed, and Zhang Jingchi didn't know where to go.

I climbed out of bed in a daze, and walked out barefoot, thinking that he might be looking at the drawings in the study, so I went to the door of the study and looked at it, but there was no one to see.

When I came to the hall, I was surprised to see a note on the coffee table.

Still vigorous and powerful handwriting, Zhang Jingchi said: "Orange, there is an urgent matter over there, I want to go on a business trip to Shanghai, I saw that you were sleeping soundly, I didn't wake you up." I may be on the plane when you see the note, and it will be temporarily turned off. I'll call you when I arrive. I've made breakfast, you can warm it up and eat it. I left you some pocket money and take good care of yourself these days. By the way, the wound on your palm is not all healed, remember not to get wet, and call takeout whatever you like. Love you. ”

I took the note and read the last two words over and over again, and for the first time in my heart I felt so comfortable as drinking honey.

I thought it would be a sweet start between us. But I was wrong.

I didn't know that cruelty and pain struck me when I climbed high, the reality was so cruel and hideous, the storm of my life was sweeping in arrogance, and I needed to swallow hundreds of bitter water for the little sweetness I got today.