Chapter 294: What Do I Want from You in My Life
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No one knows how Batu spent the night traveling through the desert and came back in the morning when the sun came out, but I only know that he came back in a mess and with a dirty face, and that he had heard that Hadanbaatle's horses had collapsed.
He raised a dowry from his uncle, but it seems that Uren Haqin's mother would not let him in.
No one knows why, but Wuren Haqin, who refused to see Batu the day before, opened the door for him personally.
I don't know much about what happened next, and our original plan to come to Kubuqi was only a week.
So whatever the outcome of the expedition is, we have to go back.
Before I left, Dong Han handed over the small hibiscus seedlings that I had told him before, and that day when the sun set, I stood by the Hummer and waited for Li Ziluo to take me home, Dong Han hurriedly ran over, and asked me after giving it to me: "Why are you looking for this?" ”
I pretended to be mysterious and said to him, "Because of love." ”
He smiled and said, "Won't you be sad easily? ”
I laughed out loud, it seems that the desert is really a magical place, far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, complex people's hearts, and all kinds of neon, even people like Dong Han who are not smiling have become a lot more cheerful, and they have the lyrics against me.
When he saw me laughing at him, he didn't bother with me and shook his arms: "I'm leaving." ”
I suddenly stopped him in front of his back, and he turned around, and I said to him, "Thank you." ”
He waved his hand: "What's there to thank for a little thing." ”
I stood in the glow of the setting sun and smiled warmly at him: "Thank you for saving him." ”
He froze for a moment, and then reacted and showed me a row of white teeth.
Not long after Dong Han left, I saw Li Ziluo walking towards me in the afterglow of the setting sun, like a warrior in armor coming to take me home.
I held the small hibiscus seedling in one hand, and handed it to him with the other, pretending to raise my chin nobilly: "Mr. Schinbuch, what punishment should you be for being late?" ”
He took the back of my hand and kissed it gently on the lips: "Listen up, Your Majesty the Queen." ”
I took his arm and walked to the car door facing the sunset: "Then punish you for singing at night and coaxing me to sleep." ”
Li Ziluo was stunned for a moment, and I was also stunned for a moment: "I don't seem to have heard you sing, can you sing?" It won't be incomplete. ”
I glanced at me disdainfully: "When I was mixed in KTV, you weren't yet developed." ”
I looked at him with a questioning expression, and he pulled the car door for me and asked me, "What's in your hand?" ”
I smiled mysteriously at him: "My spiritual food." ”
He looked at the little hibiscus strangely and scolded me: "Wrong." ”
As we drove home, half of the sun had disappeared into the earth.
I jumped out of the car and hurried into the house, looking around and didn't seem to have any tools at hand, only rushing out with a spatula.
happened to bump into Li Ziluo, who walked into the courtyard, and he held me steady and said, "How can you walk honestly when you are such an adult?" ”
I tugged at his wrist and said, "Come." ”
He asked me, "Why are you going?" ”
I dragged him all the way to the periphery of the yurt, looked at the sun that had not yet set, crouched down and began to dig in the sand.
Li Ziluo also squatted down and saw me holding a spatula and said with a smile: "Are you frying rice?" ”
I dug up a handful of sand and fed it to his mouth: "Then do you eat it?" ”
He grabbed the shovel and quickly dug a small hole for me, and I carefully planted the hibiscus seedling, and together we filled in the surrounding sand and pressed it firmly.
Then I sat on the ground, Li Ziluo also walked to me and sat down, I leaned on his shoulder and stared at the little hibiscus and said to him: "The year you left, I planted this hibiscus in Boer Bay, Li Fan said that I was insane, and I planted flowers in winter, but the next year, the hibiscus in that courtyard was full of flowers, you should really go back and see how beautiful it is, the whole house is filled with a faint fragrance, it's like... You never left, you were always with me. ”
Li Ziluo opened his arms and put his arms around me.
The sun was getting lower and lower, and from a distance, it seemed to overlap with the small hibiscus, as if it had gilded the hibiscus with a golden halo.
I whispered: "Hibiscus flowers, also known as 'white hibiscus', the flower language is tenacity, eternity, beauty, gentle persistence, each flower only blooms for one day, blooms in the morning, and is thanked in the evening, so many people call hibiscus blooming and falling flowers in the morning and twilight, although it is short, but there are a large number of flowers blooming every day."
Do you know? This kind of flower is very tenacious, after one flower withers, the other buds will continue to open, so it is also an infinite flower, and it is because of this characteristic that it is called 'desert rose'. ”
Li Ziluo looked at me in shock, and slowly moved his gaze to the small hibiscus, his eyes surging with complicated feelings.
After a long time, he took my left hand, rubbed the small ring, and said in a deep voice, "You should go back, he is going to be suspicious." ”
I nodded.
We sat side by side, in the distance was the endless desert, the sunset returned to the earth little by little, with its last afterglow dyed the little hibiscus seedling, and since then, it has given it endless life, continuing in this desert.
In the future, what awaits us may be a life-and-death fight, but this man next to me has warmed my entire youth for eight years, so I am willing to spend another eight years with him to break into hell.
On that day, we planted infinite flowers in the desert, and since then they have bloomed and fallen, endlessly...
It was getting dark, and he carried me home, and I still hung my hands around his neck as I did when I was a child, and sang "Little Donkey" on both legs.
When I sang "One day on a whim, I rode to the market, I was holding a small leather whip in my hand, and I was proud in my heart", I also pretended to pat him twice.
He laughed and said, "Are you looking for death? ”
Then he carried me around in the sand several times, and I giggled with my hands around his neck...
That night I curled up in his arms and couldn't sleep for a long time, I kept rubbing my hair against his chest like a kitten and said, "Didn't you rap to put me to sleep?" ”
"I want to think about it," he said. ”
Then he sang me a very old song called "What to Ask for in Life".
I closed my eyes to hear his nice, deep voice, and thought of the day I had met him in Kubuqi, and to this day, it seemed that we had never stood at the same height and gazed at each other as we do now.
He used to be so far away from me, just like across thousands of mountains and rivers, the interstellar galaxy, I kept running and running, even though the road was full of thorns and difficulties, and I kept falling and getting up and falling again, but I finally got close to his heart and felt his heart beating violently next to my heart.
His sentence "often sentence to give up and possess, exhaust my life, I can't touch it and run away, what do I want in my life..."
It made me feel like I was an integral part of his life and that he was mine.
I wet my eyes in his arms, and tears fell silently down his chest from the corners of my eyes.
After he finished singing, he lowered his head and touched his clothes, pinching my nose: "Silly girl, I thought you fell asleep without talking, why are you crying again?" ”
I hugged him tightly and said, "I will only cry in front of you, and I will not run out to cry." ”
He also held me tightly in his arms.
I sniffed my nose and said in a hoarse voice: "Can you say it again?" ”
"Say what?"
"What you said to me when we parted years ago."
"Don't say it."
"I want to hear it."
"Don't say it."
I was so angry that my tears dried up, and I turned my back and moved to the side of the bed, away from him.
His faint voice came from his back: "Are you sure?" ”
I lifted the quilt with a "hum" and threw it to him, resolutely freezing.
He threw the quilt again, and I threw it again.
Finally he said to me, "Try throwing it again!" ”
I didn't move and closed my eyes.
After a while, he suddenly asked me, "Did you sleep?" ”
I got angry and ignored him.
The moonlight shines through the gauzy curtains, and the room smells of a warm hint of hibiscus.
A voice sounded behind me: "Xiao Poo, I love you..."
……
When I woke up the next morning, I never saw Li Ziluo again.
Wu Weiguo and they came to the villa to pick me up in the guide's car, I put all my things away, turned around and walked to the balcony, looked at the desert again, and then resolutely turned around and went downstairs with my backpack on my back.
In front of the door, the black Humvee was not there.
Liang Kai saw me looking around and asked, "Isn't Mr. Schinbuch at home?" I thought I'd come and see us off. ”
I threw my backpack in the car and said to them, "Let's go!" ”
So the two cars drove out of the pastoral area as they came, my head resting on the window, looking at the endless yellow sand, and the car was jolting, making my whole heart flutter.
After a sniff, I suddenly felt someone shouting at me: "Sister Bai, Sister Bai..."
I hurriedly opened the window and stretched out my head to see Wuren Haqin chasing our car and running, I immediately said to the guide, "Stop the car." ”
The car slowly stopped on the sand, and Wuren Haqin panted and ran to my window with her skirt in her hand, her pretty little face flushed, and her beautiful eyebrows tangled together: "Are you leaving?" ”
I nodded, "yes." ”
She gasped and said, "I didn't even know you left today, I just heard Jeddah say that your story hasn't finished with me yet!" ”
I was stunned for a moment and then smiled: "The story is still serialized, and I don't know what the follow-up will be." ”
She thought for a moment and said, "Will you ever come back?" ”
My gaze shifted from her face to the yellow sand in the distance: "Who knows." ”
Then he quickly retracted his gaze and said to her, "Goodbye." ”
She said to me with big eyes, "Goodbye." ”
I put my head back in the car, and the car started again, and as soon as I took a sniff, I suddenly heard Uren Haqin calling me again.
I stuck my head out of the window, and she shouted to me as she ran: "I promised to marry Batu, he said that he would let me live a good life and not let the people in the pastoral area laugh at me anymore, and said that he would go to work on the forest farm in Schchinbuch to make money, and Schinbuch agreed, and we will be married next month." ”
Maybe it was the wind and sand that made my eyes damp, I waved at her, and she slowly stopped and raised her arms to our car and kept waving until the red figure was getting smaller and smaller...