I once watched an American movie called "The Lord of War", in which Nicolas Cage played the story of an arms dealer. I loved that movie so much that I watched it dozens of times, for the simple reason that it was deep and real. The owner of it has a classic line, saying that he has a lot of women outside, but whenever he comes home and faces his wife, he feels that he only has this one woman.

This sentence will not be understood by a man who has not had a deep experience. When I was in college, I thought I understood, but after I fell in love with Ye Huan, I thought Cage's words were, and now, I may really understand.

Xue Jing once said to me that she and Ye Huan are my two worlds, in her world, she is the only one, and in this world, Ye Huan is the heroine. I'm a person who is only addicted to feelings, and now, these two girls, I'm addicted.

Before entering the door, I was a little uneasy, and I always felt that it was difficult to face Ye Huan, but after she opened the door, I found that all these worries were unnecessary. We've already been part of each other, so we don't need to say anything, it's just what happened.

But after the passion, I still confessed to her.

"I'm sorry, I ...... I'm ...... with the Xue family's young lady", I looked at her with a guilty face, "Ye Huan, you can scold me a few words." ”

Ye Huan looked at me calmly and didn't say a word.

"Don't do this, I know it's me who is wrong", I swallowed, "I don't like this kind of silent punishment, can you change it?" ”

She smiled, "Why are you telling me?" Why don't you hide it from me? ”

"Am I not making a fool of myself?" I said, "I'm a feng shui master, and so are you, can I hide it from you?" Besides, I don't want to hide it from you, no matter what. If you say this kind of thing, even if you are unhappy, at least we have no barriers, and we will not become shadows in the future. ”

"Lin Zhuo, you look at me", she stared at me, "Tell me the truth, do you like that girl very much?" ”

I nodded.

She smiled faintly, "That's enough, I guess too, if you don't like this girl very much, you won't be with her." ”

"I'm sorry ......"

"Fool, what are you sorry for me?" She looked at me seriously, "Do you remember how you promised my dad before?" Be sure to deal with the peach blossoms in the future, remember? ”

I nodded.

"If you were a casual person, Du Xiaoyu and they would have already gone to your bed", she stroked my face, "I'm not afraid of you being casual, I'm afraid that you are not casual, my fathers have said that we can only be nameless, if you don't have other girls, then we will become worthy of the name, so not only will I not be blessed to enjoy, but it will not be good for you!" ”

"But I swore to me at the beginning, and now I don't control myself......"

"In order to save me, you learned the Wushuang spectrum, and you don't want your life, isn't that enough?" Ye Huan looked at me emotionally, "If you do this and say that you have failed your oath, then do I still have a conscience, and am I still worthy of your liking?" I've said since the night we met, you will be a love superconductor in the future, because your peach blossoms are already prosperous, I have a fate with you, and those girls are not? I don't have so much luck to stop other people's marriages, you can't forget the lessons of the past so quickly, right? ”

"You really don't blame me?" I asked in a whisper.

"Don't be stupid, I don't blame you at all, it's too late for me to be happy like this, at least I can have an explanation with my father", she said, "You don't know, he secretly called me a few times, I'm afraid that you are still the same as before, for fear that you will hurt me." I repeatedly assured him, I said that Lin Zhuo would really change, he would not have another tendon, now it's okay, if he asks me again, I can tell him confidently, you did it. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, "Ye Huan, thank you for your tolerance." ”

"Don't say that," she looked at me, "Actually, I can't live with you, you're so good to me, but I can't be with you every day." In all fairness, I'm not a very strong person, and if you can't get through it, I'll go with you. But what about our parents when we're gone? What about the Lin family's incense? Miss Ling taught me the secret exercises of the Zeng family, and the effect was very good, but my body was too depleted, even if I practiced every day, it would take at least a year or two to recover. ”

"It's okay, I can wait for you!"

She shook her head, "Lin Zhuo, you can't lie to yourself anymore, the Lin family needs children, the more the better." You can afford to wait, I can afford to wait, but can the Lin family afford to wait? If I'm well, you're ...... Then we will all become sinners. ”

I sighed, "I understand. ”

"Besides, even if I recover and can give you a baby, are you sure that I will give birth to a boy?" She paused, "After the seal is broken, for two or three years, my life will be unstable, and it will be difficult to calculate it if you want to." The girl of the Xue family should be very good, her family background is good, and she will be born in the future, she must be a boy, isn't this the will of heaven, is it the opportunity given to the Lin family by fate? ”

"How do you know she must have a boy?" I was stunned.

"Although my cultivation has not fully recovered, this can still be calculated", she looked at me calmly, "In the face of the family's mission, you don't have a choice, even if you find a random girl to have a child, you have to admit it, let alone a girl you like very much." ”

"I know all this," I said, "as long as you don't feel bad." ”

She looked at me gently, "Lin Zhuo, in fact, before you came back, I was quite conflicted. Miss Ling said that if I want to recover faster, I will have to retreat at least once a month, which means that I may not have much time to spend with you in the next year. When I think of your catastrophe, I feel that time is pressing, but when I think of my own situation and our responsibilities, I have to keep my sanity and recover my body first. Actually, I should say I'm sorry, it's me ......."

"Don't say that, practicing is a serious matter, and I should support it," I said, "When I had dinner with my senior sister at noon, she had already given me a vaccination, so I was mentally prepared." Ye Huan, I don't understand this kind of exercise, is it during the practice period, we can't ...... Together? ”

"That's not it," she was a little embarrassed, "but it's absolutely not possible before and after the retreat, so I can only accompany you once a month at most......"

I laughed, "Okay, at least one night." ”

"Not for one night...... "It's once," she looked at me. ”

I was stunned, "Just ...... Just once? At least twice, right? You know I can't get enough of once in the evening, I ......"

She blushed, "I know...... So I ......"

I swallowed, "Okay then...... I endure a little, one at a time, it's better than nothing. ”

"You don't have to endure it, you still have Miss Xue", she smiled, "This arduous and glorious task will be handed over to her." ”

"So when are you going to retreat?" I looked at her.

She stopped smiling and thought for a while, "The date hasn't been set yet, I guess it's a week away." ”

"Okay, then there should be no limit today, right?" My eyes lit up.

She was a little embarrassed, "It can't be like last time...... You're just wronged, okay? ”

"Okay, then let's be wronged", I couldn't help but hug her and pressed her under me excitedly.

In fact, we all know that after tonight, in the next year, it is estimated that there will be less gathering and more separation, so we can't care so much, while we can still be presumptuous, let's be presumptuous for another night.

After waking up the next day, I didn't want to get up, so I told her what Qiu Tingting told me the day before yesterday in the bed.

"Is it really the descendant of the dragon head Shen?" She looked at me in amazement.

"I guess so, what's wrong?"

She thought for a while, "It's been more than a hundred years since the leading Shen family disappeared, and now the descendants of the Shen family suddenly returned to China, saying that they are looking for roots and learning, do you believe it?" ”

"Tell me the truth, I don't believe it," I said, "but what does it have to do with us?" Tingting asked me to go to this party, I'll just go, if you need me to come forward, then deal with it, and come back when you're done, as for the rest, we can't care about it. ”

She looked at me thoughtfully, "What if...... She's just here to find someone, right? ”

"What do you mean?" I was stunned.

"Do you know the Li family in Zhangjiakou?"

"I don't know, what's wrong?"

"This is what Brother Donkey said before", she said, "A few years ago, something happened to the Li family in Zhangjiakou, and I couldn't understand it when I looked for people everywhere. Later, the Li family came to Beijing and asked the Long family to convene a meeting of the masters of the feng shui circle, nominally to discuss and exchange, but in fact they were to select people. That time was so dangerous that even your uncle Qiu Zhi didn't dare to take over, and in the end, it was Xiao Qiye who stepped forward to do it. ”

"I see what you mean......" I looked at her, "by the way, why did Brother Donkey talk to you about this?" This is a secret matter, and it is generally not allowed to be told to the public. ”

"Brother Donkey didn't tell me, he chatted with Sisi and Senior Sister, and they didn't treat me as an outsider, so they didn't shy away from anything, so I heard it," she said.

I nodded, pondering, "Could it be that coincidental?" ”

"It's hard to say, but you'd better be prepared in your heart", she said, "The leading Shen family was famous back then, relying not only on wealth and the more than 20 antique shops, although Shen Yulong didn't know how to do mathematics, but the Shen family had a master!" ”

"You mean, the Shen family has a master who knows how to do so?"

"Yes, but that master is not the Shen family," she said.

"Which one is that?"

She shook her head, "I don't know about this, the master didn't say it, only said that the master has followed the Shen family since his ancestors, this person doesn't seem to be very famous, but his ability is not small." In addition to the heirs of the three major families, there are really few people in the rivers and lakes who are his opponents. ”

"No wonder Shen Qing has so many rare books...... It seems to be a family style", I said, "So, if she really came here to find someone this time, then it must be a big deal." ”

Ye Huan pondered for a moment, "Lin Zhuo, I think I guessed correctly, she is here for this, no matter what, you must not answer this matter, it is best not to even talk to her!" ”