Chapter 187: Don't look back on the past

At that time, Lu Qianyu caught up with me in a few steps, snatched the schoolbag in my hand, and carried it on his own shoulder and said, "Your leg is broken." ”

I looked down and saw that there was a hole in my pants on the ground, and there were blood stains printed out, I suddenly felt very useless, I didn't know how to go home and explain to Li Ziluo, and tears came out of my eyes.

Lu Qianyu said: "I can borrow a school uniform, you wait for me." ”

I sat on the side of the road and waited for him, and he turned back to school and came out with red potion and school uniform pants in his hand.

He hurriedly walked back to me, crouched down and pulled my legs, I flinched defensively, and he said helplessly, "You hate me so much?" ”

I nodded sincerely, but instead he smiled, smiling brightly, I frowned and asked him, "What are you laughing at?" ”

He pulled my leg again and said as he drugged medicated, "I've never seen a girl as defensive as you, no wonder you have no friends." ”

I glared at him angrily: "Who said I have no friends." ”

He raised his eyebrows and asked me, "Is there one?" Who? Do you know what your friend's name is? ”

I turned my head away with red eyes, and he helped me with good medicine and handed me the school uniform pants: "I asked the girls in other classes to borrow it, you... Find a place to swap it out. ”

I took it and rushed into the toilet at the KFC next to me.

After coming out, he beckoned to me, I saw that he had already bought a bunch of fried chicken, I walked over a little unnaturally, and he handed me a chicken leg: "In the future, when others ask you what your friend's name is, you will say that your name is Lu Qianyu." ”

I looked at him strangely, and he shrugged, "I don't have any friends anyway." ”

Not long after that incident, I found the lost pen in a reference book that I don't often turn over, and I was stunned at that time, and turned my head to look at Lu Qianyu, who was sitting not far from me, he seemed to find that I was looking at him, turned his head and raised his eyebrows and asked me what was the matter?

I hurriedly withdrew my gaze, and began to feel uneasy in my heart, uneasy that I had wronged him, and even more uneasy about what I had said to him.

The day before the exam, I found a bag in my drawer, I opened it and it was filled with some brand new pens and correction fluid...

I took it out and kicked Lu Qianyu's stool, he was sleeping soundly, and after I woke up with a kick, he stared at me angrily, I shook the bag: "You paid me?" ”

He ignored me and fell down again, I kicked him again, and he yelled at me angrily: "Kick again, be careful, I'll beat you in vain!" ”

I asked him, "Are you still sleeping after the exam tomorrow?" You just want to fail the course? I'll tell you that the old class will look for your parents. ”

He glanced at me very contemptuously and fell asleep again.

Later, he took the first place in the class, and my worldview was completely subverted by him!

At that time, I asked him in disbelief how he didn't listen to classes and did not write homework every day to get the first grade in the class. He told me mysteriously that I was adamant that he was either cheating or had something to do to get the answers, and I was convinced of this speculation at the time, but until now he has not had a chance to tell me why...

I seem to remember that time after the exam, a few days off, when I went to school again, Lu Qianyu cut the curly hair, and dyed it back to black, wearing a school uniform jacket in the sun, wantonly swaying enthusiasm and vitality, until he saw me and threw the basketball in his hand to me, after I caught it steadily, he smiled and waved to me: "Da Bai, throw it over!" ”

Dabai, he was the first person to call me that, I asked him why, he said that I was very much like a Japanese robot called asimo, that is, white, stupid but clever and well-behaved, I asked him Isn't this contradictory? But he smiled and did not speak.

It wasn't until he left not long ago that the movie called "Super Marines" was released in the cinema, and later I learned that the prototype of the robot Dabai was Japan's ASIMO, I specially rushed to the cinema before the next screening, and sat alone in the back row crying like a ghost, at that time I was thinking that if Lu Qianyu was still there, he would definitely pull me to watch this movie, and laugh at me in various ways, but he was gone, and he couldn't come back...

I closed my eyes, tears dripped down the corners of my eyes into the bathtub, silently thinking about him, my memory slowly became blank again, I seemed to be swimming in a dark wilderness, constantly drifting...

Suddenly I felt that my whole body was fished out of the water, I suddenly opened my eyes, and saw Li Ziluo's dark eyes, gathering a dull luster, and said to me in a cold voice: "The water is cold, can't you feel it?" ”

He pulled the bath towel and wrapped me tightly, and I turned my back in a panic to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes and said, "I'm too tired, maybe I'm asleep, you go out, I'll take a bubble." ”

He didn't speak, and I heard the bathroom door shut.

That night, Li Ziluo had been busy in the study until the night before going to bed, I was still looking at my phone, he took my mobile phone and threw it aside, began to kiss me, quickly untied my clothes, and asked me with the invasion of invasion, after the end he put on his clothes and prepared to go out, I curled up on the bed and my body was still twitching slightly and asked him: "Where are you going?" ”

He didn't look back and said, "There are still a few documents that I haven't read, you go to sleep first." ”

After that, he brought the door to the door, and the room was dark.

I'm lonely after all, before I met Lu Qianyu.

Li Ziluo gave me everything, but it couldn't dispel the loneliness in my heart and the sense of estrangement from the whole world.

It was Lu Qianyu who rescued me from my closed shackles little by little, and he left this world with my loneliness.

I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep, as if I could still see his ruffian smile, so warm.

Li Fan hadn't received any threatening text messages for a while, and she didn't think it was convenient for Dong Han to follow her, so she discussed with Li Ziluo to ask Dong Han not to follow her during the day, and Li Ziluo could only let her pay attention to herself.

During this period, Nie An made a phone call to me, chatted a few words and asked about Li Fan's recent situation, although I had fewer opportunities to see Nie An after I arrived in Jiangcheng, but he watched me grow up since I was a child, I was still very kind to Nie An, and never shy away from him, so I told him that Li Fan received a threatening text message, Nie An complained with some concern after hearing about it: "She didn't tell me about this incident, I will go over in the past two days." ”

When it came to the weekend, Nie An really came, and when I got off work, I saw him actually wearing an apron and cooking, Li Fan sat in the living room with his legs crossed and talked to him: "You're right, I'll change my career to be a detective after this lawsuit, you don't know that my heart is going to break." ”

Nie An came out with the dishes: "You just have too many good days." ”

Then he saw me: "Da Bai is back?" Wash your hands and eat. ”

I smiled and said, "Why Brother Nie An does it, Sister Fan, you don't help." ”

Li Fan put down his legs and stood up: "What a help, he dislikes the dishes I cooked." ”

Nie An smiled lightly and did not refute.

Li Fan said that Li Ziluo would not come back for dinner in the evening, and then pulled me and asked, "You mentioned Lu Qianyu in front of him yesterday?" ”

I said, "No." ”

Nie An interjected: "Do you still want to mention it?" Da Bai had an expression, could Ziluo not know what she was thinking? By the way, do you remember when Dabai brought that kid out to eat with us? ”

Li Fan immediately smiled, it was a Christmas Eve, Nie An called us to go to his friend's restaurant for dinner, because I promised to spend it with Lu Qianyu in advance, so I took him with him.

As soon as it passed, those brothers and sisters teased me about my boyfriend, I nervously explained that it was a classmate, and then looked at Li Ziluo, who was sitting next to Liu Xiao at that time, but he glanced up and didn't speak.

I was also worried that Li Ziluo would misunderstand my early love, so I ran to him and whispered to him: "I told him to celebrate the festival together." ”

He didn't have any special expression on my face and said to me, "Go and sit." ”

It was a very long Western-style dining table, sitting nearly 20 people, Lu Qianyu leaned into my ear with some excitement and said: "I haven't celebrated a holiday like this for several years after returning to China." ”

I asked him if he used to spend Christmas abroad. He nodded.

Later, there was music in the restaurant, everyone carnivaled and started drinking, Lu Qianyu also secretly took the beer to me, I nervously looked for Li Ziluo's figure everywhere, or stuffed the beer back to Lu Qianyu, telling him that I couldn't drink it.

He said that he used to drink with his old buddies every year during the festival, and after returning to China, no friends were willing to celebrate the festival with him like this.

I looked at his lost face, took the beer and said to him, "Then drink a little bit." ”

He smiled like an innocent child.

We nested in the corner, you take a sip and I take a sip, and he asks me if it tastes good? I smirked and said, "Secretly tell you, the first time I drank it, it was so bitter!" ”

He said I'll help you tie your braids, and I asked him, "Why?" Will you? ”

He said no, but your hair is too messy.

Then I sat on the ground, Lu Qianyu moved a bench and sat behind me, he pierced for a long, long time, but he couldn't tie it well, I was really impatient, I asked him if he could hurry up, and then he quickly got it right.

At that time, I was already drunk and couldn't figure it out, and I praised him for how good-looking, and then I didn't seem to be conscious.

Suddenly remembering this, I looked up and asked Nie An and Li Fan: "What happened after I got drunk that time?" ”

They both looked at each other and smiled, and Li Fan said, "You tell him." ”

Nie An then opened his mouth and said: "You and that kid are drunk, he tied a lot of dead knots in your hair, and he couldn't untie it himself, looking for scissors everywhere and saying that he cut the dead knots, Zi came back and got very angry, and dragged that kid and said that if he dared to give you a drink again, he would break his legs, and then guess what?" ”

I asked curiously, "What's wrong?" ”

Li Fan smiled: "Then he gave Ziluo a punch, hahahahaha..."

Nie An also smiled: "He fainted after the fight, if he didn't faint, it is estimated that Ziluo would really break his leg." ”

I looked at the two of them in a daze, I didn't know there was such a thing!

My ears were filled with their laughter, the door opened, and I turned my head to see that Li Ziluo had returned...