It is said that when people are dying, they will return to the light, and when I was dying, the wall that sealed my memories cracked, one fragment, two shots, and finally the surging tide washed out the wall.

I stood in it, unable to grasp the fragment, it was indeed a dream.

The cry of resentment and misery was hazy.

I had a paragraph in my hand, and the sound of rain and the sad female voice of "I still am" suddenly appeared in my ears.

This is the first time I know that I am a dog blood type P blood, nine cases in the Celestial Empire.

I once said that it was garbage and disgusted me, and the naïve man who didn't let me feel at ease when he died, and his bits and pieces, I chased and hated them, and finally loved the story, I remembered most of them.

Difficult to open your eyes and lift your mouth.

In front of him was a simple clinic, Jin Xiyan was holding a gun in one hand and hanging a bleeding arm, like a trapped beast angry at people.

"Jin Wangba, you're so noisy." The voice was very small, and I could only stare at Jin Xiyan's red-dyed clothes and worry.

"Xiye, the regular blood station has a P type, and we received 500 before. Just now, a brother got two more packs, and the car came over, and there will be no problem, sister! Standing opposite Jin Xiyan was his cousin steward, he waved his hand and tried his best to appease Jin Xiyan, who was tending to go crazy, when he saw me wake up in the blink of an eye.

Jin Xiyan put down the gun and turned his head.

His face was pale and blue, his eyes were red to death, and he was obviously at a high decibel level just now, but he forced himself to whisper: "Wife, hold on a little longer." ”

"Wang Ba went to stop the bleeding. Take the bullets"

Jin Xiyan's naïve young master's temper popped out: "I don't want it." ”

"Wang Ba, you have to give me a chance to fan your face and pick your eyeballs."

Jin Xiyan's head rested on my forehead, I don't know if it was mine that was more icy or his colder, we all shuddered: "If you want to have an accident, Lao Tzu will slap your face and pick out your eyeballs"

Childish, only domineering and naïve to me.

"I mean, I think about a lot of things and I just told you that you're going to have to quit drugs.

"I don't want to hear it later"

I closed my mouth and raised my hand to put it on his scar: "Okay, you have become disabled, you can't paddle, how can I wave?" ”

didn't laugh at Jin Xiyan, but drew his tears down, his breathing became colder, and his eyes stared at me stubbornly.

"Wang Ba, treatment. Don't let me worry about it. ”

Jin Xiyan straightened his back, turned his head and shouted at the doctor and nurse who hugged him: "Come and get it!" Do not anesthetic. ”

He held my hand, with a towel in his mouth, sitting on the chair on the side of the hospital bed, cold sweat continued to slide down his eyelids and eyelashes, he stared at me silently without squeaking, threatening me, as if to say, you dare to faint, you sleep, I am not finished with you.

I understood him, he understood me, so I didn't use anesthetic, and let the elbow needle pierce my skin, the needle and thread pulled, and the blood bag with the word P became transparent, and the two pieces fit.

Holding the hurried steward, the door of the consultation room: "Xiye, the car we used to take blood had an accident" He closed his mouth when he saw the empty blood bag I was hanging.

Jin Xiyan's eyelashes shook, and the big hand that was twisting my palm tightened more and more.

"I'm not dead, I'll hurt if you push so hard."

But the doctor didn't make me feel better: "Sister Xiye An, I hurt the artery, we have worked hard to suture, and the blood is not enough."

I can feel the state of mind of the foreigner who was shot by Jin Xiyan, like dying easily before he had made a big difference

"The eight kings are floating in the rivers and lakes, who can live and die without being stabbed"

Jin Xiyan was relieved and yelled at me: "You dare! ”

The doctor who dressed him was startled, and he peed his pants in a trembling state.

I closed my mouth, foggy in front of my eyes, blinking, I wanted to look at the angry Jin Wangba carefully: "Jin Xiyan, I love you more than before." ”

There was a lot of blood, which made me more and more tired, and I really wanted to sleep, but his mouth was coldly held by him, and he tore my lips fiercely, and the blood in my mouth between my noses and breaths, he made me unable to sleep.

If I'm okay, I'll scold him: You abrasive little watch, don't go to heal your injuries and raise your son.

But the chaotic noise in my ears only made my head sink more and more, and many people pulled Jin Xiyan away, and he yelled at me like an enemy.

Actually, I really want to tell Jin Xiyan, don't cry, it's embarrassing.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

Wake up to great weather.

Sitting next to me was Jin Xiyan's steward.

"Sister, you, you're awake!"

The two nurses surrounded me, hugging each other, I lowered my eyes, somewhat disappointed that Jin Xiyan was not around, as a patient, I think I have squeamish capital. I asked the deputy lightly, Jin Xiyan's injury.

The deputy did not speak.

My heart shook, and I went over and over again, where was he.

The deputy swallowed.

"How long did I sleep."

"I lost too much blood, and the blood supply was too slow, and I have been asleep for a week."

week.

There is so much hatred and darkness planted in his heart that a week will only become crazy for a radical person who has no sunlight.

"Hit, say I want to see him."

"Xiye hasn't been back since you rescued him, and we can't find him."

Closing my eyes, I wanted to roll out of bed, but the pain of the tearing back made me can't help but lie back on my stomach.

Irritability creeps up like withered grass, stinging me and strangling me.

"What does he mean?! He left without any explanation? ”

“”

A sense of overwhelmingness struck, and I suddenly remembered that in a conversation not long ago, he said that he suddenly understood what Gu Ye was doing, and then his eyes became heavier and heavier when he looked at me, sinking so much that he would fall into his own world.

Okay, this is to let me go, avoid it, and abandon it.

"Liar! Paralysis! Swindler! ”

Saying that life and death are together, and what I say waiting for me to move forward side by side with him, are all lying to me!

Reaching out to pull out the meridian injection, blood gushed out, and the nurses on the side seemed to know my reaction, they pounced, one of them pressed my hand, and the other gave me a tranquilizer.

I stared at my deputy, stalked my neck and yelled with my breathless strength: "Tell him that if you don't see me, you will never see me!" ”

Before falling into the darkness, I knew that my physical and mental bone marrow cells had been printed with Jin Xiyan's name, and he was gone, so I could only stalk my neck and look for it.

Wake up, struggle, close your eyes.

Wake up, struggle, close your eyes.

On the third day of using tranquilizers, I finally waited for Jin Xiyan.

He sat on a wooden chair next to my bed with his arms draped in bandages.

I opened my eyes and looked upwards to see a thin jaw, a thin corner of the mouth, a high nose, and merciless eyes with scars on them.

"Today, I finally had a sweet dream." I grabbed my hands, grabbed Jin Xiyan's cufflinks, and pulled his cold hand on my face: "Don't go, don't go, wait until I'm asleep, and then go." ”

This hand didn't move, so I stuck to it, but it couldn't warm it at all.

"Tonight's plane, I'll take you to Italy."

Flat and straightforward, without any waves, in ten days, he buried his once crazy love.

"Look at you, you can't have a dream, so I won't go to Italy. I'm just hurt, I'm not dead, my back is already scarred, soon I'll be able to"

"An Jane, you are a burden."

I bit Jin Xiyan's palm, and the cold flesh froze mine, or his cold eyes froze and shattered my heart.

Send an opening, I asked.

"Does the bite hurt you?"

Jin Xiyan withdrew his hand, propped his knees and said straight, "It doesn't hurt." ”

"But I'm in pain. I finally remembered what we had done. You asked me who gave me the sachet, it was Sun Nannan. You asked me who did the DNA test for me, it was Hao Luotian. Jin Xinxin's QQ number, I know, do you want it?

Jin Wangba, you can't be discouraged, you can't be so stupid, I said that I will fight with you, and we will face it together.

Thou art there, and thy mind is at peace. I'm here, how did you forget about Ru'an? ”

"I tried, but alas, you're here, I can't feel at ease. You are a burden, Anjan. It's a fact. ”

Jin Xiyan, this indifferent and cruel look makes me know what it is like for a man's heart to harden, without any maneuver, one sentence can turn all my explanations into ridiculous.

"I'm not feeling well. If I were a burden, that day in the Jin Mansion, you wouldn't tell me the real thing, in the flower bed cloister! I threw away that fake USB drive, and you cooperated with me to act.

There is so much tacit understanding between us, I accompany you in and out, how many times you look at me I understand that what you want is true or false, I can fight so much, I am the king of your boxing ring, where am I a burden! Don't push me away! I don't accept it! ”

"Don't bother, that thing in the flower bed of the Jin Mansion, heh, someone has already brought it to me."

"Who!" For such a secret thing, who would let him trust him except me?

"You know." Jin Xiyan lifted the hair in front of my forehead and approached me.

I saw this cold face in the daylight, black eyes, not as bright as my favorite, but with a dull color, and he had three words: "Sun Nannan." ”

A person who was going to kill me, he didn't move, he said that the bugging device on Jin Chen's body came from Sun Nannan, so the line with Sun Nannan could not be broken.

What he said in person is not what I guessed, why, his can't be broken, is it the relationship that can't be broken, or the adultery can't be broken?

"You are so naïve, Jin Xiyan, you will really pick someone to push me away. After going through so much, do you think I'll believe it? ”

The corners of Jin Xiyan's eyes suddenly twitched, looking like his previous contempt.

Lifting his phone, he ticked the number.

Every sound, like a hammer pounding on my heart, one by one, I fell into the abyss, and I also clung to a piece.

"Jin Xiyan, don't want you, don't be like this, don't be like this. I can't believe it, why should you be so real"

"Come up."

"Enough! That's enough! I opened my mouth, and if there was a mirror, I would be an embarrassed old man with tears on my face: "You think I don't understand you!" You think I'm stupid! That's enough! Jin Xiyan! You can push me away, but don't humiliate the fact that I once loved you and you loved me.

I can be a burden, I am your weakness, your heel, I am hurt, you are uncomfortable. Well, chop off your heels! You do that perfectly! Crippled!

The door opened.

"Sister An."

With a soft sound, I shut down my voice.

Don't look at the woman in the black leather dress at the door, the woman who imitated, followed my trail, tried in vain to destroy me.

"Huh." Reach out and scrape the tears from the corners of your eyes.

"I agree." I waved my hand: "I'm tired too." Take your people. Get lost. ”

The bench withdrew, I looked at his long legs, turned around without hesitation, that slender back, once I chased, crushed, my first time, the pleasure of the future, he gave. My torment, my hatred, he gave.

Then he put his arm on the shoulder of another short-haired woman and closed the door.

But he forgot that I was An Jian.

Can't stand any betrayal, hedgehog.

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