Chapter 161: The Day of Reincarnation (7) My girl
Wolf Fang left behind Mo Li and walked towards the kitchen alone.
"I don't have anything I want to ask, just ask. My memory of the earth consciousness is very vague, and the memory of the endless room is also a little confusing, you can just ask, I'm hungry, go find something to eat. ”
He heard himself say this, and the voice seemed to come out of his own mouth, like someone else's voice.
I want to ask! I have a lot to ask! Who the hell am I? Where do I get my name from? Do I have any relatives or friends? Am I really going to stay in the Endless Room forever? Is there no way? Is there no way!?
There was a roar in his head, mixed with the sound of his own heartbeat. But these roars only existed in his heart, and did not leak out of his mouth.
He didn't ask, because he already knew the answer, and reconfirmation wouldn't make him any less desperate.
The machine walked to the kitchen, wolffang staring at the cup in a daze. He was still able to maintain his apparent calm—and he had to—but his heart had turned upside down.
For a moment, the moment he saw that the Earth Consciousness said there was no way, he really thought of death. After all, rather than struggling alone in endless danger forever, death has become the only way to end, and for him, the end is liberation.
However, in the next second, a detail brought him back to his senses - he clearly saw that Mo Li's shoulders in front of him shook slightly, but she didn't look back.
Don't be separated
He whispered the name in his heart, mixed feelings.
He knew very well what the slight tremor was about, this silly girl always liked to worry about things that had nothing to do with her, such as the safety of Mecca in the no-man's land, such as the fairy tale forest that prevented him from forcing Chen Si and Qu Ying to experiment with becoming small flowers, such as him.
I don't know when, he suddenly found that he already liked Mo Li. This stupid girl, what she did always seemed useless and ridiculous to him, but every time he couldn't really stop it, he couldn't control it to protect her.
He never thought that it would be so easy to like someone, even if they got along for a short time, but they could see through all her careful thoughts and like them for granted.
When I first met her, I was excited to finally meet my companion, and then because she had the same pendant as herself. Later, he used to be very disgusted with Mo Li, just because this person who had the same pendant as him had no strengths, and he was extremely weak, and he had been showing that kind of hypocritical kindness—yes, hypocritical kindness, that's how he felt at first.
Because he knows too well how fragile such a thing as kindness is. When it comes to one's own safety and interests, those so-called goodness, morality, justice and principles are forgotten. So at that time, he really hated Mo Li, and even kept maliciously guessing when she would be like everyone else, revealing the ugly ** soul under that layer of skin.
But, to his surprise, he was disappointed again and again. He began to find that for the first time, someone could hold on to this kindness, no matter how tempting or intimidating he was, she still held on and never changed herself.
And in the process, she began to grow rapidly. From being stunned at the beginning, she will be stopped by fear, and gradually change, she has become a real contributor to the team, and she has begun to take the lead in analyzing the truth and finding a way to get everyone out of danger. She began to become able to protect her goodness.
If Mo Li, who was originally incapable but insisted on being kind, would still make him feel that although it was rare but also a little ridiculous, then now this girl who is getting stronger and stronger but still kind has begun to shine with a light that makes him can't help but be attracted.
He likes her, it has nothing to do with whether he lost his memory, how many people he has contacted, and how long he has been together.
He likes her, and this only has to do with her.
In the fairy tale of the crystal slipper, before falling into the secret room, he actually wanted to kiss her, but was interrupted by the sudden appearance of the secret room. And then she seemed to understand his feelings a little, and began to avoid her as if unintentionally, but she didn't know how clumsy her acting skills were. At that time, he did not know that he had no hope and no future.
"Let me be your vassal."
He said this to Mo Li just now, in a very calm tone, and he was sure that she would not hear the flaws. In fact, he didn't know what he was thinking when he said this, maybe he subconsciously didn't want her to feel sorry for himself, or maybe it was the warmth that he was reluctant to stay by her side.
After saying this, the stupid girl dared to look back at him, her face full of shock and adoration. Adore? Oh, this stupid girl, I thought he was really unaffected.
Thinking of Mo Li's eyes at that time, Wolf Fang couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth, and only after a few seconds did he come back to his senses, only to find that he was smiling.
He raised his hand and touched his face, maybe the girl named Mo Li meant more to him than he thought.
The wolf's teeth tilted his head slightly, and the slight sound of his fingers tapping on the keyboard came from outside the kitchen, and he suddenly felt a little unwilling.
In his memory, the Mo Li he met during this time was the only one he could remember. Most of his memories of the past have been lost, and the few things he remembers are only events, but he can't remember who those people are.
If he dies, will anyone remember him?
He didn't know who he was, he didn't know what relatives and friends he had, what he had done, what he had gained, what he had lost, and he didn't know if there would be anything to prove that he had ever existed after he died.
He was trapped in an endless room and couldn't escape, he couldn't leave anything tangible behind, only a figure in the memories of others.
If he dies, will anyone remember him?
Maybe these people who know each other now, Mo Li, Lin Ya, maybe they will keep some memories about him, but their time is still very long, and when they leave the endless room, how long can these memories last? A year? Two years?
He is unwilling, he is unwilling to disappear like this, unwilling to endure such a long period of loneliness and struggle, there is still no way to get hope! So he must leave something, he must have someone who can remember him, and this person, he chooses the girl he likes!
Wolf Fang reached out and held the wolf tooth pendant on his chest, feeling his ** so truly and clearly for the first time. He likes Mo Li, even if it is not to the level of love yet, but he wants this girl to fall in love with him.
He wants her to carve herself into her bones and write it in her heart, and he wants her to never forget for the rest of her life that he can't fall in love with another person again! Even if he would stay in the Endless Room forever and she would leave, even if he would die and she would continue to live, he wanted her to belong to him forever, and no one else would have her!
He had never possessed anything, nor had he longed to possess anything, and this time he had to have something in this world that belonged to him, and he had to leave his mark in this world, so—he wanted her!
He will protect her, and he will allow her to successfully escape from the endless room and return to the original world, and in return, she must always remember him!
The tapping of the keyboard stopped, the sound of a slight chair dragging sounded, and the wolf fang let go of the hand holding the pendant, looking down at the water cup in front of him, waiting for Mo Li's arrival.
He already knew what he wanted, he had a new hope, but he wanted her to see his vulnerability, but it wasn't his weakness, it was a bait to catch his prey. He knew that the more he behaved as fragile and pitiful, the more miserable he made himself, the more the girl would want to give him warmth.
However, what he didn't expect was that Mo Li just stood at the door for a while and left there, and he was just wondering, when he heard the loud sound of the chair dragging and the sound of shoes rubbing against the ground. The sound was so deliberate that he almost couldn't help laughing, but a tear fell from the corner of his eye.
Quickly raised his hand to wipe away the tears, he could pretend to be vulnerable, but he would never let her see his tears! And the girl he was thinking about had already stood in front of the door again.
"Wolf Fang."
He heard her calling to himself, and he turned around in cooperation, pretending to be calm. He saw that the silly girl bowed her head slightly, and she deliberately avoided his gaze, and because of this, he had the opportunity to watch her lie to himself with confidence.
To be honest, her acting skills are really clumsy, and her lies are as sweet as honey. He cooperated with her in a look of wholehearted belief, for he knew that the girl would feel guilty about him, and that guilt would become his first recourse in capturing his prey.
He watched her run away as if he was avoiding, knowing that his superb acting skills did not show any flaws, he squinted slightly at her back, and made a decision in his heart.
He knows her and knows her kindness, so from now on, he will spare no effort to help her, support her, protect her, and she will not be able to reciprocate all this.
He used to protect her in the hope of finding a clue to escape from the same pendant as them, even if the person was not her, as long as he had the pendant, he would do so, so he didn't feel that it was a favor, and he didn't care if he would get anything in return.
And he will still protect her in the future, but he wants her to take it as a favor, and he wants her to not reciprocate but must reciprocate!
Eating the food she brought and watching her look like she couldn't swallow and secretly observed herself, he felt that his appetite had never been as good as it was now.
My dear girl, since you have lied to me, I would like to ask you to forgive me for lying to you.
The next time I want to kiss you, I won't let you get away with it.
I'm not a good person, my girl.
I'm sorry.
But you, I must get.