Chapter 205: A Lost Promise
Just when Xiaoyu was worried, things turned out to take a turn for the better. Someone in the largest auction house in the royal city came to auction with a medicinal herb, and Yue Gongzi finally came to the news, after the ordeal, he had obtained a medicinal herb, and now he was hurrying to get another medicinal herb.
When Xiao Yu happily told Murong Hua the good news, Murong Hua was very indifferent. He had already begun to arrange the affairs behind him, and as wise as he was, he did not pin all his hopes on the illusory few miracle medicines.
"Xiaoyu, my only regret is that I can't continue to accompany you anymore! Fortunately, there is a moon boy to protect you, even if I leave, I will be relieved! Murong Hua stared at Xiao Yu and said safely.
When Xiao Yu heard such words, his heart was like a knife, but he wanted to comfort Murong Hua with a smile. The gratifying thing is that within a month, those few flavors of medicine were finally ready. But when he thought that even if Murong Hua took this medicine, it would only be three months, and Xiaoyu was very uncomfortable.
When Yue Gongzi appeared in front of Xiaoyu again, it was already the deadline for the gold bricks, his whole person was so thin that he was out of shape, he changed his appearance of being always neat and tidy on weekdays, not to mention his beard, his face was tired, this month, he was running around all over the world, day and night, Rao is peerless martial arts, and he also spent a lot of energy. Especially in the end, in order to rush back to the capital on time, he traveled day and night, running and killing countless horses.
When Xiaoyu saw Yue Gongzi coming back, her hanging heart was put down first, and when she saw Yue Gongzi's appearance, her tears couldn't help but flow. In the past month, she has not only been anxious about the search for medicinal materials, but also worried about the safety of Yuegongzi, and from time to time she has to comfort Murong Hua with a smile, and she has been carrying everything silently alone, which is also very torturous for Xiaoyu.
"You've lost weight!" Yue Gongzi's first words when he saw Xiaoyu were like this, although he was tired, he still insisted on hugging Xiaoyu first and kissing the tears on her face dry.
"Don't cry, I'm not coming back!" Yue Gongzi's gentle voice released the depression in Xiao Yu's heart more and more, and she simply cried out loud like a child, releasing all the sadness and sadness that had been accumulated in her heart for the past month.
Yue Gongzi only silently stroked Xiaoyu's hair, feeling the grief of the woman in his arms. And somewhere outside the house, in the darkness, Murong Hua hid in the shadows, silently watching this scene.
After the golden brick prepared the medicine for Murong Hua to take, the symptoms of dizziness and nausea that had plagued Murong Hua every day before were reduced a lot. Jin Brick also tried to use the technique of golden needle puncture to bleed Murong Hua every day when he was practicing his luck, but unfortunately it had little effect.
"County Lord, you have to be mentally prepared, I really have no choice!" After many attempts, the gold brick said to Xiaoyu in frustration.
Although it was expected, Xiaoyu still felt very depressed, and the only hope that had been there was was now vanished.
During this time, Xiaoyu almost never left Murong Hua's side, and always accompanied him to review and deal with political affairs. When he finally has free time, Xiaoyu will pull him to play chess and fish.
If Murong Hua was dizzy and uncomfortable, Xiao Yu would gently massage his forehead or tell him stories, and Murong Hua would also listen to Xiao Yu's nonsensical stories.
"Xiaoyu, where did you hear these stories?" One day, Murong Hua asked curiously after listening to Xiaoyu tell the story of the perfect mermaid.
"Well, if I say I made it up myself, would you believe it?" In a panic, Xiao Yu said.
"Believe, Xiaoyu, I believe everything you say!" Murong Hua looked at Xiao Yu dotingly, with infinite affection in his eyes.
Many times, Murong Hua would listen to the story and slowly fall asleep, Xiao Yu still sat there quietly, staring at Murong Hua's peaceful sleeping face, thinking that he was going to die soon, and he couldn't bear to leave.
Yue Gongzi understands Xiao Yu's feelings for Murong Hua, and he knows that Xiao Yu just wants to accompany Murong Hua to spend the last time of his life without regrets.
After Murong Bing took care of the affairs of the Abagu Ministry, he also returned to the palace. Her arrival made Xiao Yu's heart a little lighter, after all, it was easier for her to have one more person to maintain a lie in front of Murong Hua than to let her lie alone.
Although Murong Hua's health is deteriorating, his spirit is still good, he often looks at Xiao Yu with a peaceful smile, although he doesn't say anything, Xiao Yu wonders if Murong Hua already knows that he can't live long.
Since Murong Hua was poisoned for more than a month, Yang Jima found out that she was pregnant. This incident finally gave a little joy to the gloomy palace. When Murong Bing heard the good news, he immediately went to the small Buddha hall to offer incense to the Bodhisattva, thanking the Bodhisattva for giving Murong Hua such a small life at the last moment.
And Murong Hua looked at Xiao Yu with apologetic eyes and said, "Xiao Yu, I will suffer you in the future!" Xiao Yu's heart tightened, but he shook his head and said, "Don't worry, I will raise the child well!" ”
Yangjima, who was already desperate, also had a hope in her heart when she learned that she was pregnant. She didn't know the catastrophe she had caused herself, she just said that her days were still long, as long as she had a child by her side, Murong Hua would often come to her for the sake of the child. As long as Murong Hua can come to her palace, she is sure to keep him. It's not like now, she can't even see Murong Hua's figure.
The days slipped away little by little, Murong Hua and Xiao Yu and Murong Bing seemed to have reached a tacit understanding, he arranged the things after his death in an orderly manner, and Xiao Yu and Murong Bing did not interfere with his move, but just tried to make him more comfortable.
"Xiaoyu, you've been in Beiqiang for so long, and I haven't taken you out for a walk, let's go out of the palace for a walk!" One day, Murong Hua said. He had lost a lot of weight, the royal robe was empty on his body, and he was about to catch a few breaths when he took a few steps now.
Xiao Yu looked at Murong Hua deeply and said, "Okay, let's go boating on the East Lake outside the city, now that the weather is starting to heat up, I heard that the lotus flowers on the lake are blooming very well!" ”
Murong Hua smiled slightly, his slender fingers gently grasped Xiao Yu's hand, and the tentacles were cold. Xiao Yu couldn't bear to pull out his fingers, so he had to silently let Murong Hua hold it.
The two of them left the palace in micro-suits, and only brought a small team of guards to follow from afar. "Xiaoyu, do you remember when you were in the capital, let's go boating in the winding water together!" Murong Hua sat in the cabin and said lightly.
He had already secretly heard the conversation between Murong Bing and Xiaoyu, and knew that his time was short. Now that he has arranged the future, he just wants to spend the last time of his life quietly with Xiaoyu.
"Why don't you remember, I still remember that there was a person who didn't have a long eye to steal your purse and was thrown into the water by you!" , Xiao Yu looked at the blue leaves outside the cabin and said with a smile.
Both of them suddenly returned to the good old days, and after a long time, Xiao Yufang said softly: "Your Majesty, I'm sorry, I lost you!" ”
Murong Hua sneered and chuckled: "Xiaoyu, don't talk about this, I'm already very satisfied to be like this!" ”
He lowered his head and looked at Xiao Yu lightly and said, "If there is a next life, I will never let you slip away from me again!" ”
Xiao Yu's nose was sour, and he looked at Murong Hua with tears, thinking to himself why God was so harsh on such a good person.
Murong Hua raised his hand and rubbed Xiao Yu's hair and said, "Okay, Xiao Yu, don't be sad, I will watch you in the sky in the future, bless you with peace and happiness!" ”
Xiao Yu couldn't hold back any longer, and threw herself into Murong Hua's arms and cried: "No! No! I don't want any next life, Murong Hua, I want you to live well! ”
Murong Hua's hand on Xiao Yu's hair paused slightly, and Fang said softly: "There is always death in life, be good, don't cry, your eyes will be swollen from crying for a while, and it won't look good!" ”
Xiao Yu raised his head and looked at Murong Hua with teary eyes and said, "I don't want to cry either, but I feel uncomfortable in my heart!" Murong Hua rarely saw the fragile appearance of the little fish, and when he saw the little fish so pear blossoms and rain, his heart couldn't help but hurt.
He gently wiped away the tears on Xiaoyu's face with his fingers, and hugged Xiaoyu into his arms with a sigh. "Xiaoyu, I'm actually sorry and glad!" Murong Hua murmured faintly. "I regret that I didn't stick to it, and I'm glad you don't love me anymore! That way, even if I'm gone, I don't think you'll be too sad......"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault......" Xiao Yu felt pain and regret in her heart, she hated that she couldn't give Murong Hua a complete love, so that he couldn't go without regrets......
Despite his reluctance, that day finally came, and by then, Murong Hua would no longer be visible. The torture of the poison had already made him skinny, his pale face was vaguely filled with black gas, and the prescription of the gold brick protected his heart, so that the poisonous gas was not so easy to attack his heart, so he bought Murong Hua three months.
But now that the deadline has come, the poison that had been suppressed for a long time has finally rebounded and spread. "Sister ......", Murong Hua looked straight ahead and said in a low voice. Murong Bing stepped forward with a low cry and said, "Brother, I'm here, if you have something to say, just say it!" ”
"Testament ......" Murong Hua took out a roll of silk cloth from under his pillow with difficulty, and Murong Bing couldn't cry when he heard these two words.
"Little fish ......", Murong Hua handed over the edict to Murong Bing and shouted softly. Xiao Yu stepped forward to hold Murong Hua's hand, tears had blurred her eyes.
"I'm sorry...... No...... Take you...... Go and see ...... It's snowing ......", Murong Hua's voice became smaller and weaker, and Xiao Yu only felt that Murong Hua's hand in his hand was gradually weak, and it was getting colder and colder after all.
"Nope! Your Majesty! Wake up! I'm waiting for you to take me to see the snow! The little fish screamed loudly, and his heart was like a knife. She suddenly remembered that one snowy night that year, Murong Hua took her to sit on the top of the Mingfeng Pagoda in the capital to watch the snow. At that time, the snow was falling, and the two of them had a common heart and affection. At that time, Murong Hua had promised that one day he would take Xiaoyu to watch the snow in Beiqiang.
Now, he and her are separated by yin and yang, and they have been strangers ever since.