Section X

Pedestrians are in a hurry, and on the lively street, Zheng Pusheng, who is wearing a shabby military uniform, quietly accompanies his fiancée, the expression on his face is very gentle and calm, and the corners of his slightly curved mouth seem to contain a smile, which is completely different from the seriousness and restraint when he was in the army, and he did not smile.

In between battles, he has recalled countless bits and pieces with Qianqian, those inadvertent little things, often can make Zheng Pusheng have a long aftertaste, whenever the situation is critical and the battle situation is anxious, he will always tell himself, "Go back, you must go back alive, there are still a lot of things to say to Qianqian." This kind of unforgettable longing made Zheng Pusheng high-spirited and turned danger into danger again and again, but when he now sees the person who thinks about it day and night, and the real dream comes true, he feels that he doesn't know how to speak, and he doesn't know where to start.

Maybe this feeling is what the book often says is that silence is better than sound? Zheng Pusheng muttered a few words in his heart, but he was immediately relieved, he knew that being able to come back alive from the sea of corpses and blood was already the greatest gift from God to him.

Wang Qianqian on the side seemed to be the same, she closed her mouth tightly and didn't say a word, just held the big rough hands tightly, and refused to let go for a moment, the strong heartbeat from the other party's palm made her feel an extreme sense of security, just like the warm time they spent with each other more than a year ago.

opened a distance of about twenty steps, and the stone supported Chen Yuwen to follow from a distance, and as he walked, the stone's brows became more and more wrinkled.

With this kind of expression, he naturally couldn't hide it from the ghostly girl on the side, so he heard her say very dissatisfied: "Hey, are you too tired to help me?" Do you need to put on such an unwilling expression? Although Miss Ben is not a sinking fish and a goose, she is at least young and beautiful, so it makes you uncomfortable for you to help? ”

Stone along the way is obviously more than the first time to hear such a complaint, the stone who dares to fight with the devil empty-handed, at this moment the flesh on his cheeks involuntarily trembled, he opened his mouth as if he wanted to argue a few words, but when he remembered the tragic situation of being dumbfounded before, he swallowed the words that came to his mouth.

"Huh? Why don't you quibble? If you don't speak, that's acquiescence? Hmph, you men, none of them are good! Chen Yuwen snorted dissatisfiedly and said again and again.

Shi was very helpless to remain silent, he looked at the battalion commander in front of him walking unhurriedly, as if he wanted to go down like this without stopping, he only felt that his head was extremely big, he was a little puzzled, this nurse seemed to be quite well-behaved and lovely in the hospital yesterday, why did he only spend one night and seemed to be a different person? Or is she like this, and her expression in the hospital is all disguise?

"Hey, why don't you speak? It's so boring to walk with you! Chen Yuwen didn't take a few steps, then opened her mouth again to break the peace between each other, and muttered.

However, her words did not cause any resonance, and the stone on the side closed her mouth tightly, as if she had made up her mind not to say anything again, which made Chen Yuwen feel very depressed, and reached out and pinched the stone's arm.

She was almost invincible at this time, but the stone on the side didn't even blink her eyes, as if nothing had happened, which made her wonder and said, "Huh! You don't know it hurts, do you? It made her wonder if she had used too much force just now. While thinking, she was ready to do it again.

The stone finally couldn't help it, and he said with a helpless wry smile: "Don't pinch it, it hurts!" ”

"Liar, if it hurts, why don't you react? Also, can you smile, from morning to now, except for this bitter gourd face, I haven't seen you have a second expression, you're so boring. Chen Yuwen also looked very depressed and stared at the stone and said.

"Is there a difference between me shouting and not shouting? It's still painful! The stone seemed to be afraid that she would keep pinching, so he spoke again.

"But we're going to scream when we're pinched? How can you endure it? Blinking her big eyes, Chen Yuwen turned her head and asked puzzled.

The stone looked into the distance, the battalion commander and they were still walking unhurriedly, which made him quite helpless to get up and deal with this difficult guy beside him, and sighed lightly: "This is all forced out, when fighting with the devil at night with a bayonet, if you are injured and shouting loudly, it is equivalent to telling the devil where you are, in that way, you can only die faster, so no matter how big the pain can be endured." ”

When it comes to fighting, even if Chen Yuwen has never been on the battlefield, she seems to be able to feel the atmosphere of slaughter, which makes her unexpectedly silent, and it took a long time before she said: "Qiu Haofei and several of them can't beat you together, are you so powerful, have you ever been injured?" ”

Shi didn't seem to expect her to ask this question, and couldn't help but be stunned, since Luo Dian, his luck has been good, and he really hasn't encountered a major injury, but to say that he is not injured, it is not appropriate, not to mention anything else, just the fact that he lost his memory is an experience of rolling on the ghost door! Although he could not remember the process of being injured, this obvious fact showed that he was not only injured, but also more seriously injured than the others, which made him quite emotional, thinking of the courage of the devil, thinking of the enemy's unremitting momentum when charging intensively, Shi Shi couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.

Maybe it's because the road they take is relatively remote, the vehicles passing back and forth are very scarce, there are not many pedestrians on the road, the whole street seems a little empty, far from the hustle and bustle when entering the city, a breeze blows, the thick and strong trees that have long lost their leaves suddenly make a rustling sound, it looks very bleak, this kind of cold and cold atmosphere, but also let the fierce and fiery scenes in Shi's mind gradually cool down, after a long time, he shook his head with a wry smile and said: "What's the use of being good?" On the battlefield, a person's strength is too weak, the devil's shell smashed down, and the ground is a big crater of dozens of steps, as long as it is grazed by shrapnel, there is almost no possibility of survival, even if it is not hit, the shock wave of the shell explosion can also shock people's internal organs, and the ears and nose are full of blood! ”

Shi sighed and continued: "Before each attack of the devils, the planes overhead have to bombard for an hour or so, and then the artillery, and we don't even know where the devil's cannon is, it is surrounded by shells everywhere. What's the use of being good? Shi looked up to the sky and sighed, "In front of the devil's plane cannon, whether or not you can survive depends on luck!" ”

Chen Yuwen was stunned, her eyes widened, she looked at the stone in horror, listening to his continuous narration, she just saw the bloody battlefield, the beacon fire was in the sky, the artillery fire was splashing, the planes hovering in mid-air were constantly pouring shells on the ground, and countless soldiers of the national army like stones were helpless and helpless waiting for the verdict of fate in the fire, they had no power to decide life and death, everything they had to resign themselves to fate.

It seems that she didn't expect that a person of the same age as Shi would have such a terrifying picture in her mind, Chen Yuwen felt that her previous actions seemed to be a little willful, the young company commander in front of her really looked different from those military police, at least Qiu Haofei and these people would laugh, and they also knew how to drink in the restaurant, and they also knew how to chase girls, these usually did not have anything inappropriate in Chen Yuwen's eyes, but at this moment, compared with the person in front of him, it seemed so incongruous. Eyes swept over Stone's face and saw his face that didn't seem to smile at all, and somehow a wave of pity welled up in her heart.

"Then you became a company commander at such a young age, you must have won a lot of battles! There is also Brother Zheng, it seems that Sister Qianqian said that Brother Zheng was promoted to company commander not long ago, and he has been promoted to battalion commander again. Chen Yuwen carefully changed the topic and said, as if she wanted to find something happy to make the stone easier.

Unexpectedly, her words made Shishi's expression more and more dim, and Chen Yuwen was also puzzled and asked, "What's wrong?" Am I saying the wrong thing? ”

Shi shook his head, turned sideways to look at the woman he was supporting, this time he didn't dodge, the bloody past seemed to make him return to the battlefield, the kind of decisiveness and courage that permeated the whole body gradually condensed, he looked at it like this, but Chen Yuwen felt shy, especially when he thought that his feet were kneaded by this person before, his face suddenly turned red, and he hurriedly lowered his head.

Only then did the stone say word by word: "Dead, all dead!" When I was in the squad, the platoon commander died, the squad deputy died, the squad leader became the platoon leader, I became the squad leader, and then the platoon commander also died, and there were only half of the squad and five people left in a platoon, and I became the platoon commander, and then later, the company commander also fell, and there were more than 100 brothers in a company, and in less than a month, there were only about a dozen people left. ”

Speaking of this, Shi Shi's voice was a little choked, and familiar faces crossed his mind, Zhou Wu, Luo Fang, Jiao Yuan, Tietou, Xu Qiang, Liu Yuanda, Zhou Yuan, Wang Bao...... The list of names corresponded to a corpse that had long been abandoned and did not know where it had been abandoned, and even their faces were blurred, not to mention the brothers who were later added to the Third Company and died in the Xiaoliu River, and the stone could not even call their names.

In just three months, hundreds of brothers were killed by his side, and under such circumstances, no official position, any company commander, or any status or status were all in vain, and surviving and returning from the battlefield alive was the highest luxury of these people.