The rain is still falling, it seems to be getting worse, Zeng Ziqian didn't hold an umbrella, just let the rain fall on his body, seeing me ask, with a trace of grievance in his eyes, he choked up and said: "I know, you must be reluctant to me." ”

Then I realized that I had made a mistake again, and I avoided his eyes and said, "It's raining, let's talk about it another day." ”

Zeng Ziqian's arm suddenly wrapped around my waist, narrowing the distance between us, the tip of my nose was full of his smell, I heard him say: "If you come down, it means that you care about me, and your eyes can't deceive me." ”

This man!

"Mr. Zeng, please let go." I changed my face and my tone was very stiff, and said, "I said, if you are short of women......"

"You won't even give me a chance to talk well now......" Although Zeng Ziqian said this, he still let go of me and said, "Otherwise, you invite me to go up and have a cup of tea." ”

In this case, how could I possibly agree.

"If you have something to say, go back and rest if you have nothing to do." Although I was confused in my heart, I also knew that it was very uncomfortable for me to be alone with him at the moment.

"That'...... Let's go to the car. Zeng Ziqian pointed to the large rain-soaked marks on his clothes and said, "I'm all wet." ”

In fact, I was a little hesitant, but I still followed Zeng Ziqian into the car, and we sat in the back seat left and right, and I deliberately kept my distance.

Zeng Ziqian didn't speak after getting into the car, I glanced at him with my spare eyes, saw that he was unbuttoning, and hurriedly said, "What are you doing?" ”

Zeng Ziqian was stunned for a moment when he saw my fierce reaction, then squinted at me and said, "What do you want." ”

I felt that I had been tricked, but I couldn't pump him directly, but as a result, I still saw him lift his clothes, and the next moment, a deep scar came into my eyes, shocking.

Seeing my frightened expression, he buttoned his shirt casually, glanced at me, and said, "Scared? ”

I turned my face away and didn't speak, but I had mixed feelings in my heart.

"Sometimes I don't know how to talk to you, because for more than a year, you have indeed suffered a lot of grievances because of me," Zeng Ziqian changed his serious tone and said: "If this life is not picked up, it will be okay, at least the grievances you suffered are worth it, but I came back with a shy face, and you will not be able to accept me for a while, I can understand." ”

Understand a fart.

"My physique has always been good, but I was born with a genetic disease, and I had an operation before, and the effect was good," even though I avoided Zeng Ziqian's eyes, I could still feel him staring at my side face and talking, "I thought everything was fine, but then I made two more mistakes, until half a year ago, the doctor told me that there was something wrong with my lungs." ”

"Hereditary bronchial disease, when it is severe, it is difficult to breathe, and the doctor proposes lung volume reduction surgery, which is very risky," Zeng Ziqian saw that I did not speak, and continued: "I originally wanted to delay it, but I didn't expect it to be delayed until the end......

That's why you're leaving?

"I've always known about your trip to Tibet." Zeng Ziqian paused and continued: "I thought about going to you, but my body didn't allow it, you come back, I also know that I have thought about this operation for a long time and didn't dare to make a decision easily, you called me Mr. Zeng at the cocktail party, I actually didn't feel good in my heart, at that time, I thought about it and just broke it off, but I couldn't let it go." ”

"When I came back from Tibet......" I took a breath and said, "I noticed that you were not feeling well, I asked you at that time, you just blindly drove me away, we had a quarrel, we quarreled, one minute you were good to me, the next second you broke up with me, I complained about you." ”

"Xiaojie, I think about things more than you," Zeng Ziqian suddenly came over, looked at me, and said nervously: "At that time, I didn't know if I was delaying you with you, sometimes I also complained about you, thinking that since you like me, you should face practical problems with me, for example, each other's families, all kinds of differences between the two parties, I have thought about these problems, I hope you can face these bravely, instead of running away, I also want you to give me a little time to deal with these things......"

Struggle, temptation, I am not.

"When I came back this time, I thought we would meet sooner or later," Zeng Ziqian looked at me and said, "I know, I shouldn't come back." ”

"You just shouldn't." I had a pantothenic nose and said, "You have no idea how hard it is for me to forget you." ”

"I know......" Zeng Ziqian's hand carefully placed on my shoulder and said, "I have been recuperating in Canberra for half a year, and the only one who supports me is you." Sometimes I can't stand the pain of pondering, I just think about you, Xiao Jie......"

I sniffed, not wanting tears to fall, turned my back to him and said, "How is your body now?" ”

Zeng Ziqian listened to my question, his voice was also a little choked, he said: "After I came back, I have been living in Jimmy's upstairs to recuperate, I have been there twice, I heard the property say, you also went back to find me." Do you know how I felt at that time? I want to see you right away, but I'm afraid ......"

So, even if you come back, go into hiding.

"If I hadn't met ...... at Jimmy's house," Zeng Ziqian said here, he was suddenly silenced, and only said after a while: "You ignored me that day, and said in front of me that you had a boyfriend......

Yes, I already have a boyfriend.

"I just thought, forget it, you have your new life, why bother me," Zeng Ziqian exhaled softly and said, "After all, I'm such a bad person, I'm no longer qualified to see you again." ”

"It's not your fault......" I sniffed and said, "I understand, you don't want to bother me." ”

"But I can......'t do it," Zeng Ziqian said here, suddenly took my hand, put it in his heart, stared at me, and said: "Seeing you holding hands with other men, I can't turn a blind eye, I can't ignore you when I see you being poured wine by several men at the wine table, Xiaojie, why don't you dare to look at me all the time?" ”

My heart shook and I opened my mouth, but I didn't know how to answer.

I was determined to start over, in this case, the two of us were alone in the car, and the previous situation always popped up in my mind for no reason, I fixed my mind and said, "You went to Milan that time, and it took a long time to come back, is it an old disease?" ”

"Yes."

At that time, he was already unwell.

"When I went to the clubhouse and yelled at you, you had needle marks on your hands, and you ...... at that time"

"The family doctor is in the clubhouse," Zeng Ziqian said seriously, "I have been avoiding you at that time, and I know that you will definitely go to the residence to find me, so I ......"

"So many times, you can tell me straight."

Zeng Ziqian met my gaze and said, "If a man has no future to give you, how can you let him speak?" ”

I wanted to resent this man, but at this moment, I couldn't resent.

Zeng Ziqian stretched out his hand, gently wiped away my tears, and said, "Don't cry, okay?" ”

I hurriedly avoided it, for fear that I would fall into the trap of normal gentleness again, when the mobile phone in my pocket rang, I picked it up in a panic, and the three words "Liang Wenhao" were displayed on the screen.

I listened to the bell ringing, but I was afraid to press the answer button.

In the silent car, Zeng Ziqian didn't speak, only the ringtone of his mobile phone floated in this small space. Finally, the bell went silent, and I reached out and prepared to open the door.

Zeng Ziqian stopped me, his face showed panic, and said, "You want to go to him?" ”

We were very close, but his eyes were full of emotion, I glared at him and said, "Zhao Yang's words...... About Dr. Leung. ”

Zeng Ziqian immediately understood, looked at me with hesitation in his eyes.

I took a breath and said, "You say, I'm mentally prepared." ”

Zeng Ziqian looked at me and said, "Zhao Yang said nonsense, don't take it to heart. ”

"Okay, I'll ask ...... myself"

"Yuan Xiaojie," Zeng Ziqian saw that I was a little annoyed, hesitated for two seconds, and said, "Do you remember the photos you saw in the hotel that time?" ”

Was it sent by Liang Wenhao?

I was distraught, looked at Zeng Ziqian, and said, "It's too late, you go back early to rest, it's easy to catch a cold in wet clothes, I'll go up to ......"

"Xiao Jie......" Zeng Ziqian took my hand and said, "I know it's hard for you to accept me now, but...... Since you have feelings for me, can you consider giving me another chance. ”

How could I not know how proud Zeng Ziqian is, but now, I can't reply to him.

Pushing the car door open, I quickly held my umbrella and returned to the apartment without looking back.

Dabao saw me sitting on the sofa in a daze, flicking his tail and coming over, I hugged it, and my heart was more steady.

Raising a dog will miss the old, so it's normal for me to still have nostalgia for Zeng Ziqian, right?

Xiaobai rushed back early in the morning after receiving Liang Wenhao's message, and when he saw that I was still nestled in the quilt, he said with a smile: "Ouch, hey, why haven't our workaholics gotten up yet!" ”

I didn't have the heart to joke with her, I had a splitting headache.

Xiaobai saw that my face was not normal, and said, "Quarreled? ”

Worse than a quarrel.

Xiaobai immediately sat on the edge of my bed and asked, "Yuan Xiaojie, the last time you looked like this was half a year ago, could you say ......?"

Xiaobai paused when she said this, she looked at me and said three words in a slur manner: "Zeng Ziqian? ”

Zeng Ziqian came back to this matter, Xiaobai held a sneering attitude, and the question is more complicated, how should I face Liang Wenhao.

Originally, my heart was like water, but Zeng Ziqian's big stone fell down again, if he saw Liang Wenhao, he would definitely notice.

At that time, it was a disservice to him.

As for the photo, although I have some minds, I know that it is all in the past, and I am afraid that he has other things to hide from me.

Last night's phone call was not answered, I sent him a message under the pretext of falling asleep, he immediately called me, said a few words, and changed the conversation, saying that there was an exchange meeting in the past two days, and there may not be time to accompany me, I am both glad and ashamed.

I don't dare to think about anything else, put my mind on the advertising of Debil diamonds, there are too many things that have happened recently, and it has brought me a lot of insights, I think, every woman has a demand for diamonds, but in most people's impressions, diamond rings and other jewelry can only be used when you are engaged and married, in fact, when a man stays up late to watch the World Cup, he can give his wife a gift, so a series of advertising words came out - give her a pair of diamond-studded headphones.

Women like men's care, gifts are offered, wives and girlfriends do not complain, and they will automatically wear "headphones" that are avoided.

This kind of idea is very different from Debil's previous lofty ideas, and we made eight flat posters in the same series, and when we sent them over, Jimmy had a look of appreciation on his face.

I'm getting more and more comfortable at work, but there are some issues that I don't know how to deal with.

For three days in a row, I forced myself to be patient and put into work, but after the advertisement was submitted, I fell into a panic again, Xiaobai said, two years earlier, I must advise you to listen to your heart, but now it is different, Xiaojie, you have to think carefully.

I found out that Liang Wenhao hadn't contacted me much in the past two days, this abnormality made me a little worried, and I rushed to the hospital immediately after work.

At this time, when I bumped into Yingzi, she saw me with a puzzled look and said, "How did you become a girlfriend?" Dr. Liang took sick leave, don't you know? ”

I panicked, said thank you and then left the hospital, dialed Liang Wenhao's mobile phone, and it took a long time to respond.

"Hello?"

As I listened to the voice, my heart fluttered.

I took a taxi to Liang Wenhao's residence, and it took a long time before someone came to open the door after I rang the doorbell.

I could tell from his face that he didn't think it was me standing in the doorway.

I shrugged my shoulders, walked in myself, looked back at the man in front of me, and said, "What's wrong?" ”

Liang Wenhao looked at me, and suddenly walked up in two steps and hugged me tightly. He rested his chin on my shoulder, sniffed my hair gently, and said, "I miss you so much." ”

At this time, the door suddenly opened, Liang Wenhao and I stayed in place, looked towards the door, Sister Fu walked in with a vegetable basket, and caught a glimpse of the two of us.

I pushed Liang Wenhao away in a panic, but he didn't let go, Sister Fu smiled when she saw the two of us, and said, "Okay, you young people's world, I won't disturb." ”

I hurriedly stepped forward to pick up the basket.

Liang Wenhao went upstairs to wash, Sister Fu and I were preparing dinner in the kitchen, I cut vegetables, she stewed soup, there was no word of chatting, Sister Fu stood beside me and said, "Xiaojie, Wenhao found you, it was his blessing." ”

I was ashamed and said, "I don't even know he's sick." ”

"He wants to hide it from you, of course you don't know." Sister Fu looked at me and suddenly said such a sentence.

I paused for a second, didn't answer, and then heard Sister Fu say: "Xiaojie, Wen Hao's thoughts about you, I think you can feel it, I don't want to meddle in the affairs of young people, but Wen Hao, this kid is kind-hearted, and there are some things, he would rather suffer by himself than embarrass you." ”

I was surprised, turned my face to look at Sister Fu, and asked, "Sister Fu, do you know anything?" ”

Sister Fu glanced outside the kitchen, looked at me, and said, "The reason why Wen Hao caught a cold was because he came back in the rain, Xiaojie, did you quarrel?" ”

Raining? It's raining!!

"He has been staying in the kitchen for the past two days, and his appetite is also very poor, I want to call you, but he doesn't want to, this kid, sometimes his mind is really unpredictable."

So, he deliberately avoided me?

Liang Wenhao came down after washing, put on a knitted sweater with appropriations, and the whole person was also much more energetic, the three of them sat at a dining table, he gave me vegetables, I gave him vegetables, and Sister Fu sat aside and laughed, after dinner, Sister Fu left with an excuse, I brushed the dishes in the kitchen, Liang Wenhao stood at the door, I brewed for a while, and the words came to my mouth, but I couldn't speak.

After washing the dishes, Liang Wenhao took out a hand cream from the bathroom, and the two of us sat on the sofa, he wiped my hands, skillfully and gently.

"Liang Wenhao." I opened my mouth, took the hand cream, looked at him, and said, "Are you angry with me?" ”

Liang Wenhao's face was startled, and then he avoided my gaze.

"You went to look for me that day, didn't you?"

Liang Wenhao lowered his head and didn't squeak, and only spoke after a while, saying, "I'm not angry with you, I'm angry with myself." ”

"You're stupid."

After I said this, Liang Wenhao didn't speak, and the two of us sat next to each other, and after a while, I said, "I shouldn't be messing with him, it's what I did wrong." ”

"Whoever it is, it will be the same as you." Liang Wenhao looked at me and said, "I don't contact you, it's not that I'm angry with you, but I don't want to put pressure on you, you need a little time to think about it, seeing me, it's only difficult to do on both sides, I don't want you to be embarrassed." ”

"I ......"

"Although we are boyfriend and girlfriend now, I know that a name can't capture a person's heart," Liang Wenhao looked at me as if he had made up his mind, and said, "No matter what choice you make, I will ...... I won't blame you. ”

I bit my lip and tried to control my emotions, unable to say a word for a long time.

"Liang Wenhao ......"

"I also have an academic exchange meeting recently, I may have to go abroad, you ......" Liang Wenhao got up and said, "You go back." ”

"You're not going to lie." I glanced at Liang Wenhao and said, "You called me that day, and it was also an exchange meeting. ”

Liang Wenhao stopped, looked at me, suddenly came over, kissed my lips fiercely, after two seconds of sluggishness, I pushed him away, we were close at hand, he looked at me, and said, "I'm not so generous, Yuan Xiaojie, I'm very afraid of you in the past two days, I'm afraid of you...... Leave me. ”

My eyes were also wet and I said, "You're stupider than me." ”