Chapter 38: The Human Heart

Lei Zhibin's family, Feng Lan was busy at home wearing an apron, and Lei Zhibin bought a lot of vegetables today, so she must treat Qi Hong well.

Although he knew that Qi Hong couldn't drink, Lei Zhibin still bought a lot of wine, and he wanted to see if Qi Hong would tell the truth if he drank too much.

Feng Lan was a little absent-minded, she received another picture from the night this morning, this time her semi-nude photo appeared in the forum, her upper body was completely exposed, and even her mouth could be seen.

The night also threatened to tell Lei Zhibin about it, Feng Lan was really going to collapse.

Dinner came out quickly, and Lei Zhibin opened the liquor and poured a full glass for Qi Hong.

"Come, old classmate, don't be polite, eat casually, come, try this, your favorite wine used to drink, it tastes good." Lei Zhibin picked up the cup and touched it with Qi Hong as he spoke.

Qi Hong didn't say anything, he drank it all when he picked up the cup, and drank a glass of wine directly, and after drinking, he sighed and his mouth was a little unfinished.

"Hahaha, good, if you like to drink, it's enough!" Lei Zhibin also drank a glass himself, and then poured Qi Hong wine again.

The two of you have a glass and I have a glass, and it didn't take long for a bottle of wine to be drunk.

Qi Hong's face was red and his ears were red, he was sweating profusely, Lei Zhibin drank very well, although he also blushed but didn't do anything, he simply took off his clothes and threw it aside after drinking.

"Bang bang bang!"

There was a sudden knock on the door.

Lei Zhibin stepped forward and opened the door, and saw a little brother wearing a peaked cap standing at the door, holding a large bouquet of fiery roses in his hand.

"Hello, I'm a staff member of the Blue Moon Flower Shop, does Ms. Feng Lan live here? Someone ordered a bouquet of flowers for her, so please sign for it. The little brother said with a smile.

Lei Zhibin knew at a glance that this large bouquet of roses should be ninety-nine to express love, he looked back at Feng Lan, and picked up the card sandwiched in the flowers, with a line of words written on it with a highlighter.

To dear Lan Lan!

There is only one "night" in the payment.

"Someone brought you flowers."

No matter how good Lei Zhibin's temper was, he lowered his face at this time and walked back stupidly. Feng Lan's face turned white, she basically didn't make friends of the opposite sex, even if she did, she was an ordinary friend, who would be so bored to send roses to herself?

Feng Lan bit her lip and walked up, "You sent it to the wrong place, this flower is not mine." ”

"That's right, I've already checked the address." Little Brother said.

Lei Zhibin hugged his arm and teased on the side: "Everyone has written it, give it to dear Lan Lan, how can you send it wrong, accept it, this is a piece of kindness from others, you can't live up to it." ”

"If I say it's wrong, it's wrong, I don't want this flower, you take it." Feng Lan was anxious, her expression flickered with her head down, she knew very well who gave this bouquet of flowers, night, this bastard finally made a move on his family, he was instigating the relationship between himself and her husband.

"This is an online order, and the bill has been paid, please sign for it." The little brother is a little reluctant.

"I said yes!" Feng Lan roared out, she grabbed the red rose and walked to the window and threw it down, "Are you satisfied now?" Get lost! ”

Seeing this situation, the little brother had no choice but to leave, Feng Lan closed the door and took a deep breath, and her expression became gloomy.

Lei Zhibin sat on the table and continued to drink, the card was placed next to him, and his face was gloomy enough to squeeze out water.

"Husband, listen to me, things are not what you think." Feng Lan's expression was nervous, obviously there was a ghost in her heart.

Lei Zhibin tilted his head and looked a little ignorant.

"Okay, explain, are you going to tell me this person you've never met? Or is it a joke that someone is playing with you? Last time I sent a photo, this time I sent a rose, next time will I send a room card directly? Lei Zhibin's tone was full of disdain.

Photo, rose, even a fool can see that this is not a joke.

Feng Lan's tears swirled in her eyes, Lei Zhibin has always been very good to her, I didn't expect him to speak so viciously today, and I don't blame him, when things come to this point, he suspects that he is also reasonable, so he is not angry unless he is not a man.

"Okay, this person is a netizen I know, I really don't mean anything else to him, but he keeps pestering me, he's just a crazy person, husband, you believe me, I really didn't do anything to be sorry for you......"

"Is there anything you don't know in your own heart? Why didn't any netizens send me flowers? Lei Zhibin rudely interrupted Feng Lan's words, "You tell me, if you hadn't leaked the address, how would his flowers have been delivered to the door?" It's not your initiative yet. ”

"I didn't!"

"No, okay, then you look me in the eye and tell me again, you didn't do anything to be sorry for me!"

Lei Zhibin looked directly into Feng Lan's eyes, Feng Lan's whole body was trembling, of course she did, and more than once, the children in her belly were someone else's, and the green grassland on Lei Zhibin's head could herd sheep.

Looking at each other, Lei Zhibin's eyes were full of anger.

"Nope!"

Feng Lan was categorical, although she felt a little remorseful in her heart, she felt that she was doing this for the sake of this family.

Didn't Lei Zhibin want a child, and he helped him realize this dream, is there anything wrong with that?

"Hmph, it's so simple, I almost believed what I said, I won't eat it."

Lei Zhibin picked up his clothes and went out without looking back, and after walking a few steps, he turned around and pulled Qi Hong away.

The door closed slammed shut, and Feng Lan was left alone in the room, her body was crooked and fell on the sofa, covering her face and crying bitterly, she was really fed up, her psychological defense line was tortured again and again, retreated again and again, she couldn't support it anymore, Feng Lan's voice became louder and louder, and finally she cried loudly, bursting into tears.

Under the moonlight, Lei Zhibin and Qi Hong went to the roof together, not far away the night was full of light, Qingzhou became a city that never sleeps, Lei Zhibin first lit one for himself, and then gave Qi Hong one, Qi Hong was a little confused with a cigarette.

Qi Hong has not smoked a cigarette in the past two years.

"That's it." Lei Zhibin put the cigarette in his mouth, then lit it and took a deep breath and spit out a smoke ring.

Qi Hong took the cigarette in his mouth like Lei Zhibin, Lei Zhibin lit it for him, Qi Hong took a puff, and swallowed the clouds and spit out the fog very skillfully.

Although he hasn't smoked for two years, his habit for many years is like an instinct, and he can do it with just one sip.

Looking at the night, Lei Zhibin couldn't help but feel a little emotional, he thought of their past.

"Old classmate, do you remember when we used to? At that time, we were also standing on the water tower of the school like now, a few people smoked two pieces of five-day bags of Hongta Mountain, while smoking and bragging, He Wei said that he thought he was going to become a writer, we all supported him at that time, and also said that he would become the second Tolstoy, a great writer, Wu Cheng said that he wanted to be an official and make a lot of money, Hei Xiaohu said that he wanted to be a big brother, and I said I wanted to be a star, only you didn't say anything, you said you didn't know what to do, but then you became a writer, more than He Wei, The dreams of several of us have almost become a joke. ”

Lei Zhibin took a sharp puff of cigarette, and said after a moment of silence: "When I was in college, I vowed to get ahead, buy a car and a house, and be a good person. But after graduating from college, I found out that I was wrong, what annual salary of hundreds of thousands is simply a fool's dream, my first job was a Korean company as a personnel, my boss is a Korean, he himself is an ethnic minority, the funny thing is that he recruited workers and clearly told not to ethnic minorities, saying that they are not good to manage, like to hold together, now I remember him, surnamed Zheng, is a hypocritical villain, and then I changed a lot of jobs, went to the supermarket as a security guard, and also swept the road, but just did not enter the factory, In my heart, when I walked into the factory, it was a part-time job, I don't want to be like them, in my most difficult time, it was you who introduced me to my current job, and I still remember that when I had no food, you still helped me. ”

I don't know what's wrong, Lei Zhibin has a lot of things to say in his heart today, he is not the kind of person who is good at expressing himself, and he doesn't have as many schemes as He Wei, he is more emotional. Today, his mood is a little depressed, and he wants to talk about his heart.

Lei Zhibin's eyes were red, he patted Qi Hong's shoulder and said: "Old classmate, thank you very much, I'm also very sorry for you, you asked me to help you buy a house, but I took the money to sell the shop, it was you who made me rich today, if you are good now, I will definitely return that money to you, thank you very much." ”

Saying that, Lei Zhibin patted Qi Hong's shoulder heavily, these words came from his heart and were sincere, sometimes Lei Zhibin would also reflect on what he did back then, if there was no Qi Hong, he would have nothing, but the sad thing is that now he wants to repay but can't go back.

With a breeze blowing on his face, Lei Zhibin looked at the distance like a meteor chasing the moon, he thought of his former ambitions, poetry and distance.

Who doesn't have a dream, who doesn't have youth, it's just that the dream is destroyed by reality, abandoned in the corner of the soul and never dares to mention it again. Youth gradually fades with the years, family, parents, too many fetters erase the edges and corners, and the pride that once pointed out the country has finally become a pool of stagnant water, occasionally throwing a stone into a few circles of ripples, and in a blink of an eye it will return to calm.

That's life.