Chapter 91: My Life Is Too Tired!
"Opportunity"
I Nunu mouthed: "Jin Xiyan, you are more hypocritical than I imagined." ”
I pinched my palm to pull myself out of the sadness he created: "You made me believe in you, okay, I believe that you loved me in college and loved me in entrepreneurship." Then tell me, which is more important than your love for Lou Yien?
So you can take your so-called people to a love hotel in case you slap your ass and leave? And then let your people swallow Yuting for 72 hours again and again, no matter how much the medicine hurts?
Jin Xiyan, can you tell whether your old love is grateful to me or adrenal stimulation? How do I feel that your love is lighter than a feather?
Oh, okay, I'll receive, man, it's normal that your love is built on your flesh and valley owes!
Turn this page, you're suddenly enthusiastic about me, and you're swearing to the lamp what a piece of.
You said your mother didn't talk to me? But she affects your attitude towards me, so you make me strong?
You said that you will only have me in your heart in the future? Then what are you anxious about when you received the photo of Lu Yi accompanying the wine that I forwarded?
Jin Xiyan, do you think I pity and sympathize with me, or is it because I have also been tarnished for you, and let your machismo play a role in putting the guilt that is suddenly extra now in the name of love? ”
I put them to Jin Xiyan one by one, his expression was sad and hidden, and he was stunned with tears, no scoundrels and irritable, like a yellowed wax statue.
The sound of rain crackling outside the window on the roof of the car, the muffled sound set off the silence in the car.
I still tore open my mouth to Jin Xiyan, and I counted him passionately, just to want him to follow my words and give me an answer, or wait for him to twist his head and argue with me.
But I waited for nearly ten seconds, Jin Xiyan turned around stiffly like a stiff stone, his eyes stared blankly at the windshield wipers swaying from side to side, the wipers croaked with the song called "Will", the abrupt sound made the affectionate female voice become a joke, and it also reflected Jin Xiyan's chicken feelings, and the affection in my heart
"Jin Xiyan, what do you have to explain?"
Jin Xiyan was in a trance for a moment, he brushed aside the bangs on his forehead, and in the rearview mirror: "Yes, but I can't explain it now, let you misunderstand, An Jian, I am already on your blacklist, and I also hope that you will wash me."
But no matter what you think of me, I'm also your husband, I don't sign, and you don't have a problem with me.
Heh, I was so stupid just now, and I asked if you gave me a chance? If you don't give it again, I won't let you follow other men! ”
He stopped looking at me, and put all his emotions into the corners of his tense lips, and Jin Xiyan's relaxed and relaxed emotions made me in a trance.
The car window sank two inches, the cold wind hit my face, and the cold air outside the window rushed into my brain, which made me sober up a lot, and I stopped making any remarks, so as to avoid my emotions being provoked by his words again.
The car finally stopped outside a high gray and black wall with a wire fence on top of it, and I immediately understood that Jin Xiyan had taken me to the detention center in Beicheng.
"Take me to prison?" I say.
Jin Xiyan fiddled with his watch and glanced at me through the rearview mirror: "Wait a minute, people will come out immediately." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, the heavy iron door squeaked, and a sloppy young man with a wet body stood in front of the door with his arms held in his arms from inside the iron door, not knowing what to do.
An Shuhai!
I sat up straight, my hand covering the knife on my lower abdomen, my bones creaking with hatred, "What do you mean?"
My timbre was already sharp, and Jin Xiyan probably expected my reaction, and his eyes fell on my lower abdomen.
Jin Xiyan's hand covered my cold hand, and the words were like a hammer and made my heart tremble: "Hehe, hehe, eleven years ago, An Shuhai got uremia and was admitted to a hospital in your city, and completed kidney exchange surgery in less than a month!"
At that time, the kidney source was so scarce that it was impossible to get a matching kidney in less than a week after being admitted to the hospital
An Xiao took you to the hospital for sampling, hehe, I don't believe the one in his stomach is yours!
Because the blood type on your test sheet can't match him at all! ”
I locked this dark memory in a drawer, and I would never take it out and savor it, all I remember was fear and hatred, how could I think of these details.
Jin Xiyan has a network that I don't know, and it can find clues about my kidney thirteen years ago for Jin Xiyan in just one day and one night.
"If you didn't go to the Lu family to recognize your relatives, and you were still An Shuhai's sister in person, I wouldn't question An Xiaoming's behavior of taking you to a blood test.
But now it's different, An Xiaoming knew that you were not related to him by blood, so he still took you to have your blood drawn, and there were only these procedures for you in the hospital, and you didn't have a kidney in the hospital."
Jin Xiyan pulled my hand over and pressed it against his rapidly beating heart: "An Jian! They've got you in the black clinic, haven't they! They gouged out your kidneys, aren't they! ”
"Yes." I replied indifferently, recalling in my head that I was taken to the hospital for a blood check-up at that time, I remembered An Xiaoming's face full of expectations, and that expression convinced me that I was An Shuhai's relative, and my kidneys could sustain my little brother's life.
So three days later, An Xiaoming excitedly told me that the matching was successful, as long as the operation was done, my little brother could live, and he could provide for me to go to college and graduate school
I stupidly signed the two disclaimers, and at that time I didn't understand that the agreement had to be signed only after the attending doctor shouted at the patient's family to explain it. I thought it was just a trick to trick me into donating a kidney, but now that I think about it, it's really creepy.
Hearing my answer, Jin Xiyan shook more than me: "It hurts." And you didn't die on the operating table, I'm glad you're still alive."
"What do you mean?"
"A week after your blood test, a private clinic in your neighboring town exploded, and two doctors and three nurses died on the spot, and the locals said it was retribution" Then I crossed a screen in front of my eyes, and my head was still flustered by the information of the black miasma, which suddenly stimulated my light source and made me stunned: "My blood test? ”
"Type P blood is worse than blood, the ratio of millions to one, the number released by the whole day does not include you, there are only 9 cases! Do you understand! ”
I rarely got sick when I was a child, and I never had a blood transfusion to enter the university for a physical examination or blood type.
I looked at the black letters on the white background and felt incredible, and I trembled: "How is it possible, I have been so rough since I was a child, where can you be acting in a bloody drama!" ”
I closed my mouth, and suddenly remembered my own mother, the woman who I was born and died of hemorrhage, including Master Lu, who also said that she was delicate and died of a blood collapse.
Yes, my life is all blood, what other disasters I can't believe?
"Huh, what does that mean? Not only am I hard-mouthed, but my life is also so hard? I laughed dryly, remembering my surgery in which I didn't even need to take anesthetics and let me watch my belly being torn open by a hook: "But during my operation, I saw myself in a blood transfusion, how could I be what you said about the p-type of labor?" If it's really that scarce, who will give me a blood bag? ”
"Anjian, I'll find out, who asked for your kidney! Who gave you blood again! ”
Jin Xiyan grabbed my hand, and I trembled.
The more I quibbled, the more I believed Jin Xiyan's inference, so I also explained why An Shuhai was able to get an ordinary kidney so quickly, and why the black clinic exploded a few days later.
"Jin Xiyan, my kidney was indeed deceived by An Xiaoming, I thought they were for An Shuhai's surgery fee. But you told me it was a conspiracy that could be extinguished? In that case, why didn't they completely kill An Xiaoming's family and kill me? Anyway, they've got my kidneys! ”
I yelled, through the car window, and pointed to An Shuhai not far away.
"Woohoo! Who of you! Don't fight."
My anger was dragged by the faint cry, I turned my head to look at the gate of the detention center, a few thugs surrounded the panicked An Shuhai, and in a few strokes An Shuhai had already knocked An Shuhai to the ground, An Shuhai was pressed into a Volkswagen unlicensed car by two or three people, Jin Xiyan also stared gloomily ahead, his mouth was full of cruelty:
"An Shuhai, I moved you, and because he made you have your kidney gouged out. Wife, how can I keep him locked up for a few days and then beaten up? Hehehe. ”
My face was wet with splashes, the chaotic scene in front of me, and the chaotic information in my head made me: "Jin Xiyan! Why tell me this! You can't make me an idiot!
I used to be a! God's is going to fall on my head! I admit it, I just want to live the rest of my life now! I don't care whose plan it is! I don't want anyone to have mercy and feel distressed!
I am tired! I'm so tired in my life! Jin Xiyan, you can't let me go? Yes! ”
My head slammed into the back of the chair, but my forehead hit Jin Xiyan's palm.
I heard him thump and straighten my head: "An Jian, have you ever wondered why they kept you?" Do you know if kidney replacement surgery rejects the variant? Maybe they didn't kill you because they were still thinking about your other kidney? ”
Jin Xiyan still maintained a sideways posture, and one finger went back and forth on the corner of my trembling lips: "Heh, originally I was still swaying from side to side, but after you disappeared that day, I scolded myself, and now, I won't let anyone take you away from me!" Even if you don't want to stay with me!
Oh, don't talk about it, are you hungry? There is a health club not far away, let's try it"
I lay in the back of the chair in a trance, feeling that the world was ridiculous.
Some people will always stand on a high place, and they can trample on ants like me when they fall down, and when I desperately live out the sorrow of the past, I think I can get rid of the sadness of the past, and now I know that I can live not because I am strong, but because I am a reservoir for special kidneys.
When I came back to my senses, I was already lying on the antique soft couch, Jin Xiyan was sitting at the round table in the private room, stirring the soup in the bowl, he looked at me for a moment and said, "Xiao Jane, why don't we have a child?"
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