Staring at the little face full of tears, I breathed a deep sigh of helplessness that I had never felt before.

I carried her into the bedroom and threw her on the bed as if venting, her petite body bounced, she closed her eyes and laughed, "Hehe, it's fun." ”

I couldn't laugh or cry, sat down on the edge of the bed, pulled her up, and tried to take off her clothes, but she suddenly opened her eyes, looked at me with a blank look, and laughed stupidly.

I scolded her, and she covered my mouth and thought I was noisy, and her eyes were full of mist, and she looked at me fixedly, then closed them again, and rested her head on my shoulder.

Seeing her like that, I felt very uncomfortable, "Isn't it, it's uncomfortable?" ”

"Well, it's uncomfortable." She looked up again and pointed to her heart, "It's hard here," she said, pointing again, "It's hard here, too." Then he began to cry again.

My brows furrowed, my heart hurt slightly, and I took her into my arms, and her little face rubbed in my arms, which made my heart soft.

I gently patted her on the back and whispered, "Good, don't cry." ”

But she cried even harder, "Why...... Why do they all bully me like this, I really hate them. ”

It's so hard that Mo Ziyu, what did the bastard do to her?

My heart tightened, and I hugged her tightly in my arms, "It won't be in the future, with me, no one dares to bully you." "I'm not just saying that.

"You men...... It's all liars," she struggled violently, swung her fist at me, and cursed in her mouth, "You go, I hate you to death...... Mo Ziyu, I don't want to see you in my life. ”

I hugged her tightly and let her thrash. After a while, her hands gradually softened, and she was drunk again.

I stared at her little face for a long time before I laid her flat on the bed, then changed her pajamas, washed her face again, and then I lay down next to her and took her into my arms again. I pressed my cheek against the top of her hair, my fingers running through her hair.

This woman, what should I do with her?

After that, I came back for dinner every day, as usual, but I was still angry about her drunkenness, so I kept my face up and didn't talk to her every day. She's fine, like someone who has nothing to do, which makes me even more depressed.

In order to counter her ignorance of me, I began to become naïve again, deliberately chatting with people on WeChat during dinner, and the conversation was in full swing, which made her very curious, and thought that I was on good terms with that woman, and peeked at my mobile phone twice.

I don't think this woman is as me as she said, so when Fang Yanan asked me to have dinner together, I agreed, I wanted to ask Fang Yanan about her and Mo Ziyu in private, I didn't want to call her cousin for dinner, and even asked her and another friend.

As soon as she entered the private room, she was a little unhappy, obviously Fang Yanan didn't tell her that there were still me and her cousin, and then I realized that Fang Yanan was setting up a line for her and wanted to introduce her cousin to her.

During the meal, Fang Yanan was very affectionate to me, and I didn't refuse it. And Fang Yanan's cousin also took the opportunity to be courteous to her, and her friend Xu Lu seemed to see her awkwardness, and said with a smile: "Jiajia, why don't you call your boyfriend over too." ”

Xu Lu's words were to block the arrow for her, and she immediately answered on the side, saying that she had made an appointment with Mo Ziyu in the evening, and she would go to watch the night show later. I thought it was just her excuse, and I didn't want her phone to ring after a while, so she picked up the phone with a smile and whispered softly, saying that her boyfriend was calling, and she had to go first.

At that moment, I felt like I was being slapped on the head.

Is it hard that they really reconciled? But she clearly said that she hated him that day...... If she didn't love the hatred that came, if she didn't love, she wouldn't have drunk like that that day,

After she left, I ate and chewed wax, and after a while I found an excuse to leave.

I hurried back, but she wasn't home.

She wouldn't really go to see some ghost night movie with Mo Ziyu, right?

My heart panicked, like a headless fly in the house, how could I not calm myself down, the thought that she might snuggle in Mo Ziyu's arms, I felt like I was going crazy, but I couldn't pull my face to call her.

After waiting at home for about ten minutes, I couldn't wait, I felt like I was going to explode if I waited any longer.

I wandered aimlessly around the neighborhood on my motorcycle, I don't know how many turns, and finally I stopped at the bus shelter where she came back from work every day, leaning against the side of the road, thinking about all the things I had come to meet her.

Objectively speaking, we are not familiar with each other, but my feelings for her are like a blowout, surging so that I am scared, and I fall hopelessly into it like a demon.

I don't know how long I was on the side of the road, but when I saw her get out of the bus, I thought I was dazzled.

I stared at her with a strained face, afraid that I had seen it wrong or hallucinated, and I didn't even blink until she came up to me.

She came back by bus, then she must not be with Mo Ziyu, what she said in the restaurant was fake, or she just said it to us on purpose.

As soon as he thought that he had been stunned and anxious for a night, anger surged up, and his face became more and more cold, staring at her deadly.

She looked calm, fixed three meters away from me, and asked with a smile, "Why are you here?" ”

How did I fall in love with such a heartless woman?

So my self-esteem came out again, and sneered: "Didn't you go to watch the night club with someone, why did you come back by bus alone." ”

"You have to take care of it." She replied angrily, as if she had a grudge against me.

Seeing her like that, I was sure that what she said that night was all false, and I chuckled and ordered, "Come here." ”

She stayed where she was, but she couldn't come, as if she was afraid that she would be eaten by me if she came.

Seeing her like that, my mood instantly improved, I got up, flicked off the cigarette butt in my hand, and walked towards her, thinking, no matter what way she wants to be with me in the future, I will promise her that as long as she is willing to be with me, then sooner or later I will let her be inseparable from me.

I took her face and kissed her deeply, touching her lips and realizing how much I longed to have her.

At that moment, all my self-esteem, pride, and face were thrown away by me, and I told her that I miss her, I really want to, even though I can see her every day, but I still miss her.

After I went back, I told her seriously that I liked her, that she could treat me as anything she wanted, and I would accept it, as long as she was with me.

She asked me what I really liked about her.

I had thought about what I liked about her, but I couldn't tell what I liked about her.

But now that I think about it, there are so many things I like about her.

I loved her kindness, and the warmth of her body, and the way she looked at me, and her smile, and the way she looked angry, and the way she was shy in my arms...... I like everything.

We talked a lot that night, and it was the first time I opened my heart to a girl and elaborated on how much I liked her.

She also told her heart, although she still didn't want to talk about feelings, but from her words, I could feel that she liked me a little, but she no longer had confidence in her feelings, just for fear of being hurt again.

I told her that since she didn't want to talk about feelings, then don't talk about it, I'll wait for her, and we'll talk about it when she wants to talk about it one day.

So we made three chapters, and one of them that I was quite satisfied with was that we were to be absolutely faithful in our bodies during that time.

With this one, I think sooner or later I'll have her pajamas.

There was another thing that made me extremely happy that night, that is, she said goodbye to Mo Ziyu completely. After that, she told me everything between her and Mo Ziyu, saying that she had a crush on him since she was fifteen years old, and from junior high school to college, they were together for many years, and the joys, sorrows, and sweetness in between...... It wasn't until later that she suffered from depression.

How deep does that have to be loved?

Looking at her low cry, I was going crazy with jealousy.

Good thing they missed out.

But in terms of time, I knew her earlier than Mo Ziyu. I couldn't hold back for a while, so I asked her, "Do you remember who was sitting behind you when you were in elementary school?" ”

She looked at me blankly and shook her head.

I thought to myself, it's okay, there will be time for her to remember it later. But when I got up the next day, she insisted that I talk about my ex-girlfriend, with my understanding of women, if I really talked about my ex-girlfriend, she would definitely be unhappy, so I told her when she was a child, but I didn't say it explicitly.

She sighed and scolded me for being in early love.

After the heart-to-heart conversation that day, I also figured out her thoughts, so I didn't bother with the matter of 'fame', but as my grandmother said, I moved her with sincerity. Although it was uncomfortable not to be taken seriously by her, as long as I thought about it, she had no other man besides me, and it seemed that that it was nothing, not to mention that our relationship was also changing little by little. Although she always refuses to admit it, her body is extremely honest under me.

Until something happened to her.

During that time, Hongda was suppressed by Mo Ziyu and was about to go bankrupt, Yang Zhenggou jumped off the wall in a hurry, threatened her with the previous photos, and wanted her to dissuade Mo Ziyu from retaliating against him, but the threat failed, so he exposed the previous bed photos of her and me.

At that time, I really wanted to confess to her, but I also understand her character, although she looked weak and soft, if she was betrayed or deceived, she would definitely leave that person decisively, if I confessed, then she would definitely break with me, I finally had some progress in my relationship with her, if I said it, it would be over, so I didn't say it, but privately asked Mr. Wang to help remove all those photos, and then help her deal with Yang Zheng in the dark, but I didn't expect that Yang Zheng's mother would find her.

When I went to pick her up that day, I saw that she was splashed with red paint, which really scared my heart at the time, and after I got home, I asked her several times, but she didn't tell me the truth, saying that she didn't see people clearly, but her expression and look were telling me that she knew who did it.

She hasn't offended anyone, the Yang family has something to do with her, I think Yang Zheng asked her to do it, and she didn't tell me, I don't know what she was thinking, didn't she want me to get involved in her and the Yang family, or did I think I was still an outsider?

She didn't want to say it, so naturally I wouldn't force her.

But that night she answered the phone with a panicked look, listening to her talk about the content of the phone, like her brother had an accident abroad, I heard her mention money, saying that she had no money. When she hung up the phone, I asked her if she needed help, but she told me to leave and refused to let me go.

At that moment, I was really disappointed in her.

She didn't care about her nervousness and concern at all.

She's like a rock, as if I can't cover it no matter how hot I can.

Suddenly I felt very bored.