"However, I can't help it, I'm a woman, even if I have the silver that Lord Qincha rewarded, what about it? I have no children under my knees, I will always be old, it is okay when I am young, what will I do when I am old? Money is a dead thing, I don't have long legs to take care of me when I'm old, I don't die like a child, I don't go to my grave every year to burn some paper money. ”

Mrs. Ruqin nodded, "Sister Su said yes. She agrees with this, a woman has no children, which means that she has no future, thinking of this, Mrs. Ruqin's heart hurts, why doesn't she think like this? But what can I do? Now, the years are gradually leaving her, but what she can get is getting less and less.

After every bedtime, what awaits her must be a bowl of avoidance soup.

watched the women in the harem give birth to his children one by one, whether it was a daughter or a son, which one was not envied by her? However, she knew in her heart that her situation was destined to have no children in her life.

Whenever she faced the dead of night alone, thinking about the days she had in the General's Mansion, those days when she was respectful to Su Luo, Mrs. Ruqin always missed and even regretted it in her heart.

But now that the arrow has been sent, how can there be any chance of retracting it?

If time could be rewind a few years ago, Mrs. Ruqin thought, she might rather have Ji Keyan miss Ji Keyan in her heart for the rest of her life and then respect Su Luo for the rest of her life, rather than be like this.

Seeing that Mrs. Ruqin was distracted, Su Wanniang said again, "The words of the eldest sister are good, the woman is not very old, and I, who look like this, have not even had a good time, it is not easy to meet someone who is willing to marry me, and it is even more extravagant to find someone who cherishes me and really likes me, but I am blessed, I am very lucky, I left the scholar, and I sent a Su not to me, both husbands are very good to me, very much love me, I think, it must be that I have accumulated virtue in my last life, so God treats me so well." ”

Su Wanniang's face was shy, "Su didn't always say that God let him marry me and treated him well, but I know in my heart that I am blessed to meet such a good husband, although others are vulgar and will not be obedient to coax me, but I am satisfied, a woman in this life, can't ask too much, a husband, accompany him for a lifetime, have children and daughters, don't be rich and expensive, just live like this, it's enough." ”

Su Wanniang smiled, "Because I know everything in my heart, I am even more kind to him." Some people are destined to only be missed in their hearts, and some people should be with them for the rest of their lives, Su Wei just wants to grow old with me, and with him, sometimes, I am really happy, very happy, and even hope that it will be the moment of old age in an instant. ”

"Yes, some people are destined to be only destined to be missed in the heart." Mrs. Ruqin's eyes were slightly red, even though she had worked hard to do so, but now, what she suddenly woke up to, but she was full of sorrow.

These truths that every village woman understands, but when she was young and vigorous, she didn't understand anything.

At that time, she looked down on the man who respected her like a guest, and always felt that he was vulgar, rude, and unacceptable, and she was full of hope for the day when the phoenix robe would be added to the body, and she would become the most noble woman in the world.

Su Wanniang didn't know that these words would arouse Mrs. Ruqin's thoughts, what she said was nothing more than to let Mrs. Ruqin understand that Su Wei and Kong Zhishu are two different people, and her marriage to Su Wu does not affect her occasional miss of her ex-husband, she misses her ex-husband, and it does not affect her liking her current husband.

There is no contradiction between the dead and the living.

But when she looked back at Mrs. Ruqin, she found that this woman who had always been delicate and like a boutique had red eyes.