This word is particularly harsh, this feeling is like a fairy tale book after the prince and princess live a happy life, the prince has an affair? I have always questioned why I loved so much in college, and lived and died together, how could it become a divorce and a company splitting up the company hypnosis and leaving the country?

Oh, the affair, or Bao Xiao, are all reasonable explanations, and it's no wonder that he stared at my wife in a daze for the first time, and then he was ruthless Karma Auchan I don't have that child his, he only slept with me once

Sun Nannan is doing something, and she has really done it to make my heart feel good.

Getting along with Jin Xiyan these days, I realized that what I saw was not everything, and what I heard was not everything.

One is a fake lace that wants my life, and the other is Jin Xiyan who loves me, what reason do I have not to choose the latter?

"Yes, man!"

Sun Nannan looked at me incredulously, I thought I was a landscape that needed to be paid.

"Impossible"

I turned around, Jin Xiyan threw half of the cigarette that was still burning on the ground, he straightened up, he stepped on the cigarette butt, and walked towards us.

Sun Nannan lay on the ground, her face was bloody and muddy, but when Jin Xiyan approached, the brilliance in her eyes made me reaffirm my judgment.

"Jin Me Me"

But Jin Xiyan didn't give her a look, he reached out and patted the back of my head, and buried me with a tooth: "Are you squatting here and, don't you leave!?" ”

Glancing at Sun Nannan's miserable face, I have no waves, for me, Sun Nannan is a drama, and I can't provoke it.

Compared to the man around me who wants to hate me and wants to love me and is timid, of course I choose to believe the latter.

I grabbed Jin Xiyan's big hand, got up with my strength, and I glanced at him: "I'll pull you!" ”

"Ability!" He slapped my ass and licked the corners of my mouth, with an evil spirit: "Heh, it's all my taste!" ”

His hint made me instantly embarrassed: "It's so little, no next time!" ”

Jin Xiyan was suddenly stunned, poked his head down, and his eyes were full of tenderness: "It's okay, next time, I'll come"

These words made me feel so embarrassed that he laughed out loud and was very happy.

Sun Nannan, who was closest to us, could hear it, her little face was distorted and distorted for a while,

We turned a blind eye to the embroidery affection, and abused Sun Nannan again, no matter who the scheming woman at her feet said she loved or who she was worried about, she didn't want me to reconcile with Jin Xiyan as before.

So she fell to the ground with a dead face, and I actually looked at Jin Xiyan with a wicked taste.

Jin Xiyan picked the corners of his eyes, his eyes were full of me, and he was making trouble with me.

I took out my mobile phone and pressed down 120, I took out a wallet from Jin Xiyan's trouser pocket and pulled out a thousand yuan and put it next to Sun Nannan: "I still have something to do with Xiyan, take care of yourself." ”

"Anjan!"

There was a call from behind, I looked back, under the street lamp, Sun Nannan shouted at me hoarsely, I didn't look back, pinching Jin Xiyan's palm.

Jin Xiyan pulled me on the motorcycle, the helmet was hung on both sides of the car by him, I wrapped around Jin Xiyan's narrow waist, he took care of my injury, and the motorcycle drove out slowly.

A good racing car was driven into an electric bicycle by Jin Xiyan. But the moonlight, the road, the side of the road, the swaying shadows, and the shoulder I leaned on made my heart feel refreshed.

"Jin Xiyan, you say, inside, have you taken me so leisurely?

His back rose and fell rapidly, and the reminiscing man's voice was warm, and his heart was tickling: "Before Lao Tzu met Gu Ye, I opened a copy agency with you." I pedaled your lady's bicycle, you sat in the second class seat with a flyer, and one summer and one autumn, Lao Tzu drove you all over the Wendong District. But you are urging in the back seat, hurry up, King Jin Bake Laozi"

"Jin Wangba, drive slower again" I rubbed his shoulder and said what was in his heart for him at the time.

"Okay" Jin Xiyan pressed the speed to the minimum.

Reality, it is like an invisible hand pushing us to keep running, missing the scenery along the way and holding hands to move forward, running and running, he ran away from me, I ran myself lost. Now it is rare to be calm, like stolen time and happiness, I rubbed his back again: "Jin Wangba, after I was kidnapped by Gu Ye that time, did we fall in love?" ”

I have actually felt that in the past, he and I didn't have a serious relationship and understand each other's hearts, otherwise we wouldn't have been stumbling for so long, and the reason why I ask this is because I want to know why we missed the opportunity when we could be honest with each other?

The car still drove forward a hundred meters, and I finally waited for his bitter answer.

"Because, Lao Tzu is also afraid. Lao Tzu will also be uneasy, and he will be afraid that he will die one day. But I can't make up my mind to get rid of you An Jian, Lao Tzu is not as good as you think. You think you're going to get me beaten, but you're not.

The Jin family in S City used to be two ways to save face, and if something happened at home, the upper class avoided it, one was afraid of involvement, and the other was afraid that things like money laundering would ruin their reputation. In those days, in addition to avoiding suspicion, they were the people interviewed by the Commission for Discipline Inspection and waves of people in the rivers and lakes. My mother, why did she become depressed during that time? Kidnapping, threats, humiliation, and finally wanting to know the whereabouts of my father, because he disappeared with the fund start-up fund. ”

I can imagine how large that is, so big that many people follow.

"But that old thing, he didn't give Lao Tzu a penny, he dumped his stall and fled to the United States! Yes, Lao Tzu has no money, and he is a poor bastard who can't even afford to go to school. But you stupidly accompanied me to set up a night market to sell small yellow saucers Lao Tzu told himself that everything was done by your willingness, Lao Tzu changed from the initial uneasiness to a scoundrel, I opened a copy agency, and asked you to pay for it, I really tied you up with a cooperative relationship.

With that, he parked the car.

I got out of the car, sat down on the curb stone next to me, patted the next to me, and motioned for him to sit down.

"In other words, Gu Ye is staring at me not because I am beautiful, but because he threatens me as your woman?"

The shadow hit Jin Xiyan's face, he raked his hair irritably, and looked at me with more helplessness and bitterness: "I told Gu Ye that although Lao Tzu doesn't know where my bastard father went, I know how to help him clean up the money." He let me go, and he wasn't afraid that I would regret it, because "

Jin Xiyan laughed at himself, stretched out his hand to brush my forehead hair, pointed at my nose and said, "Outsiders can see how much they care about you, but you don't realize it."

I held his hand, and the coolness came through his fingers, but I could also feel his astringency.

You also have low self-esteem? Do you think you're not worthy of me? ”

Yes, low self-esteem, I thought that only a poor girl like me would have the feeling, but I didn't expect to be treated as a goose by him when I was so poor and white?

"Jin Xiyan, in your heart, you are a toad, and I am a goose!" I laughed, rubbing his fingers heartlessly, and he held me to look at the traffic not far away, but he didn't smile.

"At that time, I didn't have the money to pay for the hospitalization fee, I asked Gu Ye for money, and he was willing to give it, from God, I would be picked up by Gu Ye from time to time, and you also asked me, how did I get mixed with Niu Mangtou

I can't protect you, I can't give you a good life, I can't make you safe. An Jian, later you asked Lao Tzu to let you go, you said I was selfish, but you don't know, I gave you a chance back then! ”

I looked at Jin Xiyan in confusion, tilting my head and not remembering the past, but my heart was still tugged at by his words: "What do you mean?" ”

Jin Xiyan closed his mouth, opened his eyes, and casually picked up the laughing stone on the side and threw it at the road.

"Anyway, it's a bastard"

"What a bastard?" My heart was beating suddenly, and Sun Nannan's words hinting at me flashed.

"That time, I wasn't actually drunk, but I kissed you and deliberately called other people's names"

"No, it's Luy's name that's being called?"

Jin Xiyan's eyes flashed, and he said dryly, "Hmm." ”

I glanced at Jin Xiyan, who was not only stubborn but also a stupid melon before, so abusive, I still followed behind his ass.

I got up and kicked him, turned my head and kicked the motorcycle again.

Boom, the motorcycle fell to the ground, Jin Xiyan got up, twisted my waist with more chagrin on his face: "Lao Tzu knows that it's not good to say it, you should be angry, you should stomp me, but, don't run away without a sound!" ”

"Eight lambs! Deflated three! "I scolded him.

Jin Xiyan pursed his lips and lowered his head, holding my hand firmly with his big hand, with an expression that recognized you as slaughtering.

When I heard these stories, I was not angry, but I had to pretend to be angry, because I wanted to extinguish Jin Xiyan's prestige.

Childish eight lambs.

Whose youth is not stupid?

Jin Xi said that he is a human being, and he will also suffer from gains and losses, just like now, in the face of greater threats than in the past, he has also begun to shake his long-cherished wish to keep me by his side, and he has just offered to send me to Italy.

He was so selfish, but he also wanted to set me free.

It was still me who chose to persevere.

"Then you're in front of me, calling Luy's name?"

Jin Xiyan was a little embarrassed, and squeezed my hand tightly: "Lao Tzu won't say it, what do you think of in the future, don't hold back, you have to give me a chance to explain!" ”

Except for the time when I asked him about his college girlfriend, we never touched on Luy's name. It's like he didn't dare to mention it, I didn't want to mention it. There's actually a ditch between us, and it's my lost memory, it's Luy.

As for Jin Xiyan, what is between us is that I forgot to entangle, and there is one more Lu Bing

So, does it count, I have a tie with him?

My stomach was rumbling, interrupting my low mood at the right time.

"Go home, Lao Tzu will wash your hands and make ginger soup for you."

I came back to my senses, the street lamp hit Jin Xiyan with a dim halo, who would have thought that the sharp Xiye could soften his temper, roll up his sleeves and tie his apron, and wear Velcro on his head, and make me breakfast, lunch, and dinner one after another.

"Another plate of drunkenness."

"Oh."

"I still want to eat sweet and sour fish"

"Fish? We've got to hurry up at this time."

I want the memory of the past, and I want the future of this man

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