I was very helpless about Zhu Di's disobedience, and I was extremely anxious in my heart, feeling like an ant on a hot pot with nowhere to live, but the person in front of me unhurriedly put the baby on my side, touching the little face with his fingers, and his eyes were suspiciously gentle.

After a moment of contemplation, he withdrew his hand, and his gaze fell back on my face again, "When I woke up, I thought it was a very absurd dream, thinking that I would have this kind of nonsense dream because I was thinking about you every day, but after the dream, some strange things gradually grew in my mind, and these things constantly shocked me and changed my perception of you. And when something is decided, I can't help but see you, because the answer is on you. ”

By this time my heart had sunk to the bottom, and I knew what he was going to say next. I only heard him ask word by word: "Who is Lu Feng?" I pretended to be calm and replied, "Isn't that the name I gave you when I saved you before?" ”

"But in my dream, there is a person who looks very similar to me, also named Lu Feng."

The brain exploded, and Zhu Di was almost determined to be impossible for Zhu Di from initially mistaking him for Lu Feng to later rejecting the speculation, but now he told me that he had a dream about Lu Feng.

The far-fetched words came out of my mouth, and even I didn't believe it: "Maybe it's a coincidence." ”

Sure enough, he sneered: "Alain, your explanation is too unconvincing." Or let me ask plainly, do you know who Zhang Yue is? I clenched my fists under the quilt and denied: "I don't know." But when the words came out, he knew that he could not escape the eyes of this man, and his tone was too tense, and it was indeed unconvincing as he said.

However, this time he didn't laugh at me again, but stared at me seriously, "Even if all of this is a coincidence, is it also a coincidence that your conversation with a voice in some chaotic space also appears in my dreams?" ”

"What did you say?"

"You may not know that I have a long dream, not just one night, but one night at a time. At first, I couldn't figure out the relationship, and I didn't realize it until there were more and more messages," he paused here deliberately, "Lu Feng is me. ”

"It's not! You are not Lu Feng. I denied it without thinking, but he blocked it back: "So where is Lu Feng?" Why do you look like this? And what is the relationship between you and Zhang Yue? ”

A series of follow-up questions made me speechless, and then the next moment I was stunned, and I reacted to the voice in the chaotic space that he just said, what does this have to do with him?

"You ......" wanted to ask, but the astringent words were in the throat, and asking it was undoubtedly an acknowledgement. But in fact, even if I didn't ask, he had his own annotation: "I believe in the reincarnation of cause and effect, Lu Feng should be my past life, and your past life was Zhang Yue, right?" Those dream scenes are memories of our past lives, and you remember your past lives before I do. At this point, all my previous obsessions with you have found the reason, it turns out that even if I am reincarnated, I still have memories of you, so I can't let go. ”

That's not true! A voice shouted in the back of my heart. All the in-depth analysis tells me that Zhu Di is not Lu Feng, he just has a face similar to Lu Feng, and I know very well that I am not reincarnated in my previous life to become Xu Lan, I came through time and exchanged lives with Xu Lan, so it is impossible to reincarnate in the past life and this life as he said.

While he was pondering, he suddenly heard him whisper in his ear: "The voice in the chaotic space is actually my previous life Lu Feng." ”

My heart shook, and suddenly a thought flashed through my mind and was grabbed by me, and then it snowballed rapidly and gradually condensed. It's incredible, but I think it's the greatest possibility.

In fact, Zhu Di is really not Lu Feng, but it is already a fact that he has memories of Lu Feng, and the only explanation is that the soul of Xingyue in the chaotic space I thought was really Lu Feng.

Therefore, the tone in which he spoke to me was emotional, and he would achieve what I wanted, trying to dig me out of this historical torrent and stay out of it, I thought it was the loyalty of the Star and Moon Soul to the master, but I never thought about it...... It's Lu Feng.

One last time in the chaos of space, I made a wish to the voice.

I hope that Ah Ping and I can save our lives in the future catastrophe, this is the final bottom line. History is left to its own devices, and I only hope that the people I care about will be able to survive in the cracks.

The bold conjecture that I just had in my mind was that the soul in the stars and moon was Lu Feng, and Lu Feng left the chaotic world to possess Zhu Di in order to achieve my wish, so that Zhu Di had those memories about him, and even knew what happened in the chaotic space. Thinking about this, I don't really want to tell Zhu Di about this conjecture, first of all, I am afraid that his calculation is just a moment of confusion, so he will come thousands of miles to ask me for verification; Secondly, if he really believes that the reincarnation of past lives and this life is not a bad thing, at least after he has Lu Feng's memory, he can leave a mercy for me.

As long as he does not measure his decisions by the heart of an emperor, I may have a glimmer of life in the cracks of history. I couldn't change the direction of the big history, so I had to start from the small details to survive.

After all, the history books were written by the emperor of the current dynasty to the historians for future generations, and the deeds in them were written in accordance with the emperor's wishes, and no one knows whether they are really in line with the real historical trajectory.

This is a life that Lu Feng won for me by attaching his soul to Zhu Di, I can't let him down, and I can't miss this opportunity. After sorting out my thoughts, I spoke softly: "I didn't want to involve the affairs of that life in this life anymore, but when I saw that you couldn't remember it at all and learned your identity as King Yan, I thought it would be better to let the past disappear, how could I have thought that you would remember it because of a dream." Lu Feng, forget those pasts. ”

Even if Zhu Di is not Lu Feng, he also has Lu Feng's soul in his body at this time. I don't know how Lu Feng is in that string of stars and moons, I don't know why there is that chaotic space for us to meet and not know each other, and I don't know where his ability comes from to help me realize my wishes, but I am sincere in this sentence.

All the reasons that can explain Lu Feng's meeting with me in this era can only be obsession.

He finally closed his eyes in that era, but his soul refused to return and was injected into my star and moon bracelet, and then the inexplicable power brought me to this time and space, and even took him with him, but he could only live in the darkness.

Zhu Di groaned for a while before responding to me: "I understand what you mean, I didn't come this time to use the past to keep or blackmail you, but you have to know that when I learned about these conflicts, I can't help but come to you, Ah Yue." ”

My heart trembled, don't look away, inexplicable sadness and sadness poured into my heart.

How long has it been since I heard Lu Feng call me Ah Yue? I made him forget the past, but some things were sealed in the dark depths, but they were still there, and if they didn't touch it, they would think that they were relieved, but when they were provoked, they found that the pain was still there.

"No matter how clear the memory of the past life is, it will pass, and this life is your life. And my life is no longer Zhang Yue, but Xu Lan. You see, you have married and had children, and I have married and had children, and we each have a home and a different life. Zhu Di, I don't want to use the emotions of the previous life as a bargaining chip for the intersection of our lives, some things will be exiled after all. ”

He stared at me for a long time, did not take his eyes off me, did not speak again, and then got up and walked out of the tent in silence.

I think I threw a stone in Zhu Di's heart lake, no matter how small the stone is, it will always be there for the days to come. It's not that I want to take advantage of Zhu Di's feelings, but as that day gets closer and closer, I have to plan for myself and Ah Ping.

What's more, this is a glimmer of life for Lu Feng to fight for me.

After that, Zhu Di didn't mention the matter again, but the child's nickname was set by him to be called Yue'er, which sounded a little feminine. Every time he cries while holding the child, he seems a little clumsy, and he doesn't seem to know how to coax the child.

The nurse was brought from the city by him, and in addition to feeding the children, he also made confinement soup for me. When I finally regained some strength and was able to get up and walk out of the tent, I couldn't help but be stunned.

There was a cave in front of me, the tent was pitched under the shade of a towering tree, the air was humid and warm, and the white mist could be faintly seen not far from the side, and at first glance I thought I was back at the hot spring pool outside Ginkgo Village. When I looked closely, I realized that it was not, and the surrounding environment was still different from that place. Judging from the time, it can only be that I was moved here by Zhu Di when I was too tired and fell asleep just after giving birth, no wonder I didn't feel cold in late autumn, and the reason is here.

Seeing this situation, I couldn't help but feel all kinds of emotions in my heart, and Zhu Di first met by the hot spring pool, and was almost injured by his self-defense, but because I kicked him unconscious, and something happened later.

Not far away, Zhu Di was sitting next to a tree with his child in his arms, and someone around him was reporting something to him. When they turned their eyes to me with feeling, they all stopped, and I didn't go over, but lowered my eyes to avoid the sight.