After getting out of the elevator, I went around for a while to get out of the tall residential area.

Last night's continuous rainstorm had not completely dissipated, and the magnificent building of the Convention and Exhibition Center in the heavy rain was blurred in a dark and gloomy interior, mottled in front of me and connected into a line.

I think this is one of the most empathetic rains I've ever experienced in my life, and it has helped me hide the tears that welled up in my eyes.

Yes, I am like a seed that can take root and sprout just by standing there, and more like a steaming bun, crying down the street that seems doubly lonely because of the heavy rain.

Because of the living Lei Feng who stabbed me with cold words not long ago, Zhang Jingchi.

Because, he once ran through my entire gray youth, and he used to be the only bright color in my youth.

I was only 15 years old when I met him, and he was a junior in high school.

He had already shown an advantage in height by that time, and when he ran on the track, he was like a straight and walking poplar tree.

I forgot how I got started with this hopeless crush.

Or in that high school, the girl who had a crush on him grabbed a lot of them, but there was only one person like me who was cowardly but sneaky and acted on it.

In short, this crush of mine is different from other people's silence, I have done too many crazy and secret things for this, and let my first heart sink more and more in the accumulation of time.

Not only did I regard the Shenzhen University he was admitted to as my first choice, but I even learned that he would drive back to school to play basketball every time he had a vacation, and then he would find an excuse to stay in the deserted school, just to see him more.

I thought that this crush beautified my youth, but unexpectedly, because of this hopeless crush, my later life entered an endless dead end.

I made a mistake that seemed unforgivable to my family.

I paid a heavy and expensive price for this.

I had to drop out of school, just like a rat crossing the street, evacuated from the county town where I had lived for more than ten years, and completely entered Shenzhen, becoming one of the many people who make a living.

At that time, I was 17 years old, and I followed my fellow countryman Chen Liang to work in a luggage factory on the side of Shekou in Nanshan. Even if Chen Liang, who has been mixed into the position of supervisor, takes good care of me, I still can't escape the overtime day after day.

The tiring and mechanical life of rigidity did not save me from this stupidity.

I still run to Shenzhen University in my free time, I try to look radiant every time, but how beautiful the fantasy is, how cruel the reality is, I have never been so lucky to meet him.

Later, in order to get closer to him, I took the adult college entrance examination, and I was admitted to the College of Adult Education of Shenzhen University to study design.

I spared no effort to jump out of the luggage factory and applied for the front office of the investment company of the womanizer Feng Wenke.

My life has been through so many changes and darkness, and I have been running non-stop, I just want to meet him one day, at least I will not be half short.

I never thought I'd run into him in such a messy situation.

I never imagined that this man, who had been silently in my mind for seven years, would stab me with such cold and sharp words.

What hurts me even more is that he doesn't seem to me to be such a cold-blooded and ruthless person, and I remember glorifying him as a particularly good man, but reality slapped me hard.

This slap made me completely wake up from a sweet dream that I had been stupid for seven years.

However, I couldn't even get the opportunity to cry as hard as I could.

Just as I was crying like a cat that had been robbed of a fish, my phone rang suddenly.

I hurriedly pulled it out and glanced at it, and the whole person froze there.

The name of the caller displayed on the mobile phone screen is, Feng Wenke.

That is, my previous boss.