155 never thought to forgive you
I kept crying so hard that I couldn't stop crying, and at the same time pushed Jiang Feng's hand away, at this time, Zhou Kaicheng, who went upstairs to get the medicine, came downstairs, and saw me holding my stomach and crying, he hurried over and asked eagerly, "What's the matter, what's uncomfortable?" I'll take you to the hospital now," he said, and Zhou Kaicheng was about to help me up.
As soon as his hand reached over, Jiang Feng slammed it open!
"Will you try touching her again?" Jiang Feng gave a cold warning, and without saying anything, he forcibly picked me up horizontally and walked towards the door!
"What are you crazy about, let me down! I can't stand your toss right now! Put me down! β
"Take you to the hospital," he said, with anxiety and gloom on his face, and despite my strong resistance, he shoved me into the back seat of his car and closed the door, and then he quickly got into the car and drove away from the villa, the whole process was less than a minute, and the car was out of the villa as I struggled to get up......
Although the discomfort in my stomach is not strong, it may be caused by a shortness of breath, but because I have been running around for a week, I have been vaguely worried in my heart, and it is not impossible to go to the hospital for a check-up.
He probably thought I was serious, the car was driving fast and steady, his face was always very heavy, and he looked back at me from time to time, although I didn't respond to him a word or a look, he kept asking, "Is there any pain?" "Do you want to lie down?" "I can't bear it, just say, I'll call 120 right away!" He also ran several red lights, kept overtaking, and after more than 20 minutes, he sent me to the hospital where I usually have a prenatal checkup.
When I arrived at the hospital, I had to register and card and ask for a medical record book or something, but I didn't bring anything when I went out, he ignored these messy processes irritably, and picked me up and rushed into the prenatal examination department of 'men's stop', which attracted everyone in the hall to look at us, and the scene was very embarrassing and embarrassing, but fortunately, he was good looking and powerful, and the women who came to the prenatal examination were not much disgusted, but stared at him one by one...... Although I was very resistant in my heart, I knew that he had such a domineering and strong neurotic personality, and it was difficult to struggle with a child, so I could only let him come in.
The doctor at the prenatal check-up allowed us to cut in line, and after listening to the fetal heartbeat, he said, "Isn't this normal, I thought it was so serious to run so fast, and people who were about to give birth were not as fuss as you." β
The doctor's words instantly reassured me, and I suddenly relaxed, and then looked at him sweating profusely, and at that moment, suddenly the resentment towards him was not so deep.
Immediately afterwards, the doctor prescribed me several prenatal check-ups according to my pregnancy cycle and asked us to pay for the check-ups. He was more attentive, he didn't allow me to do these things by myself, let me sit in the rest area, he took the list to the payment area, faced the long line, ran directly to the front, and didn't know what to say to the staff in charge of charging, and paid the fee smoothly, and then held my back and took me to do the inspection.
"You'd better go," in a corner of the waiting area, I couldn't stand him shaking in front of my eyes, and said coldly, "The child is not yours either, I don't need you to do it, I don't feel uncomfortable now, I don't need help." β
"......" He ignored my words, clasped his hands to his chest, and looked out the window indifferently.
He kept his face strained and continued to be silent, and from time to time he helped me pay attention to the call on the screen, and couldn't care what I was saying. Because there were a lot of people in the waiting area, I didn't want to argue with him in such a public place, so I left him alone for the time being.
When it was my turn to check, he followed me to the examination room. Because the project I did was a vaginal ultrasound examination, that is, I needed to take off my pants and get it in from below, which was quite awkward to think about, but what I didn't expect was that the person who checked was actually a male doctor!
I was stunned for a moment, Jiang Feng's face changed even more, and he also asked a nurse who assisted in recording, "What do you mean, arrange a man to check on my wife?!" Is there no female doctor in such a big hospital, so change to a woman immediately! β
The male doctor in charge of the examination was a man in his forties and fifties, and it was estimated that he had long been surprised by a certain place about women, and he was despised by Jiang Feng so angrily, and his face was a little unbearable, he was very unhappy and said seriously, "In the doctor's place, there are only patients, no women, please avoid it first," and then said to me, "You lie down, take off your pants first, move faster, there are still many people in line behind." β
Jiang Feng grabbed my hand, "Let's go, change departments." "As he spoke, he was going to pull me out.
The nurse next to her prompted, "This handsome guy, don't be so impulsive, Dr. Lin is the director of our B ultrasound room, this is a regular hospital, for the health of your wife and children, please calm down and go out and wait first." Moreover, if you change the doctor for examination, you will have to queue up again to get the number, and there are so many people today, and waiting for another hour or two will not outweigh the loss, right? "Yes, this public hospital does not set up VIP services, and doctors do not accept red envelopes, even if they have money, they have to wait in line according to the order.
But Jiang Feng didn't listen, since he wanted to get the number again, he went directly to the next examination room, and he didn't know what method he used, so he pulled a female doctor over and drove the male doctor out.
The female doctor is also an acute child, just in menopause, when I took off my pants and lay on the hospital bed, she repeatedly urged me to raise my butt a little higher, and pounded it in it with the examination instrument, so painful that I grinned my teeth, I don't know why it hurts so much, and repeatedly shouted at her to be lighter, but she just stared at me, and coldly ridiculed, "Look at your medical records, you are 33 years old, an elderly mother, and it is the first child, there are more examinations to be done in the future, amniocentesis and non-invasive DNA have to be done, and it is more painful when giving birth." , now you can't bear this pain so squeamish, how will you live in the future? β
When it was finally done, the female doctor quickly went out. As soon as I slowly put on my pants, Jiang Feng walked in and squatted down to put on my shoes...... The nurse who recorded on the side said with a smile, "Don't change doctors, you still don't believe it, although Dr. Lin just now is a man, his skills are better than all female doctors, and he doesn't hurt at all during the examination, in fact, don't think so exaggerated, the male obstetric doctor sees so many female patients every day, it's not strange~"
Coming out of the B-ultrasound room, Jiang Feng habitually grabbed my hand again, and said in my ear, "In the future, the hospital will not find a man to examine you, don't listen to what they say, you are used to seeing women's organs and have no feelings, other women take off their pants and are patients in him, but you are so beautiful, and you are full of temptations, can you compare with those ordinary women?" β
I tilted my head sideways to avoid his gaze, ignoring his neurotic words...... I don't understand what kind of mentality he has, I know very well that the child in my belly has nothing to do with him, and our relationship has fallen to the bottom, there is no room for maneuver, why is he still so attentive to me, as if nothing has happened between us?
Halfway through, I received a call from Zhou Kaicheng, and when I was about to answer it, he quickly grabbed my mobile phone and hung it up for me, not only hung up the phone, but he also dragged Zhou's number into the blacklist! Then put my phone in my bag and put it in it.
"Are you so interesting?" I glared at him, and my tone was not serious, because I was in a state that did not allow me to argue with him any more.
"It doesn't matter if it's interesting or not!" He took my shoulders and pushed me to sit down in an unoccupied rest area of the hospital, squeezing my hand all the time, mechanically, sometimes loosely and sometimes tightly, but he never spoke.
I let him sit there, numbly looking at the corners of the hospital, and the various people not far away, but I didn't want to see him...... In fact, I was also in a state of chaos inside, except for sitting in a daze, not knowing where to go next.
"What the hell am I going to do to end my punishment," he asked in a calm voice.
"......" I took a deep breath and acted as if I hadn't heard, not answering him, nor bothering to say any more nonsense.
"If you want me to let go of what happens, you don't daydream,"
He said coldly, "Finally let him get out of your world in this way, and ask me to help release him again, unless I really die to you in this life." β
"......" I continued to be silent.
"I don't mind if the child in your belly is his species, as long as you can come back to me, I can ...... Be the father of this child. "There is something depressing in his patience, and I feel a slight tremor in my heart when I hear it~
"Jiang Feng, there's a fact that you probably haven't seen through yetβ" I said.
"What facts?"
"I will never be able to do it with you," I turned my gaze to him this time, and looked at him calmly, "but as long as I have the slightest bit of forgiveness for you, I will never conceive another man's child...... You're so smart, do you know what I mean? β
His expression froze for a few seconds, "I don't understand!" β
"Lu Yuncan, don't be so fucking high-minded, I'm already cheap enough to be your pick-up man, and you're still dragging me hard?" As he spoke, the whole person became irritable again, still as naΓ―ve as before, only thinking about his own needs, and he must get what he wants.
I had expected that there would be no result if I continued to talk to him, and I didn't want to make myself embarrassed and worried about myself by having a disagreement with him in public, so I thought about it, and quietly walked out of the other gate of the hospital on the pretext of going to the bathroom by myself, and walked to the side of the road and called a taxi home, and even planned to pick up today's inspection report the next day.
Leaning in the taxi, I was still distracted.
From the day he was madly tainted and broke up, I thoroughly saw through his childish and selfish nature, and only memories of the past were left for him. Having fallen twice in the same place, it is impossible to return the third time later......