Chapter 61: Becoming a monk
"Miss, what do you think of it today? Can there be better? Forsythia stood behind Qingzhou, combing her long hair like a cloud as she spoke. [【No.9^Chinese^$】
"Much better, don't worry." Qingzhou's voice was gentle, she raised her eyes to look in the mirror, and saw that her skin in the mirror was like snow, and her eyebrows were picturesque, she looked at it in a daze, and when Forsythia put her long hair behind her head, she finally opened her mouth and asked; "Forsythia, where's my uncle?"
"Hou Ye went to the palace early this morning, and I heard that the emperor learned that Hou Ye returned to Beijing without authorization, but he lost his temper." Forsythia clutched the comb and carefully told the light boat the news he had received.
Qingzhou's heart lifted, she turned to look at Forsythia, and said worriedly: "The emperor blames his uncle?" ”
Forsythia shook her head, indicating that she didn't know, she was silent, and only said a word; "Miss, it's time for you to call Master Hou your uncle?"
"I" Qingzhou remembered that day, Wan Chongshan had told her not to call him uncle in the future, but if he didn't call his uncle, how should she call him? And what can you call him?
"Miss, do you really want to go to Wuzhou with Master Hou?" Forsythia squatted down and asked Qingzhou anxiously.
Qingzhou glanced at the filial piety clothes on his body, and said to Forsythia; "I'm a widow, so where can I go with my uncle?"
"Miss, what the hell do you think?" Forsythia got anxious, "Lord Hou returned to Beijing from Wuzhou for you this time, not only offended the emperor, but also tore his face with the old lady and the second lady, and the slave and maid looked, Lord Hou He is also sincere to Miss, Miss Or"
"Forsythia." Qingzhou interrupted Forsythia's words, she looked into Forsythia's eyes and spoke softly; "I'm a person, this life, it's all his, but I can't be with him."
"Miss is still worried that it will hurt Master Hou?"
"Not just for him, but for myself." Qingzhou's heart was full of bitterness, and as soon as he finished speaking, the tip of his nose was sour.
"The slave doesn't understand." Forsythia is full of puzzlement.
"No matter how bad my uncle is, he is also my husband, I can't go to his uncle when his bones are still cold, Forsythia, I can't do it." Qingzhou's voice was very soft, and he felt that the unspeakable bitterness gradually spread from his heart to his limbs.
After a while, Qingzhou moved his lips again, and said: "What's more, there is also my aunt, since I entered the door, my aunt has been treating me well, and I can't help her." ”
When Forsythia heard this, he couldn't help but hold Qingzhou's hand and cried; "Miss, don't lie to me, whether it's my uncle or my second lady, where can they compare with Hou Ye in your heart? You are just for Hou Ye, you just don't want to ruin Hou Ye, you are afraid that Hou Ye will be blamed by the emperor, you are afraid that Hou Ye will be ridiculed, you are afraid that Hou Ye will become nothing! ”
Seeing that Forsythia confided all the words in her heart, Qingzhou only felt that her heart was like a knife, and it was also a cry, she stretched out her hand, wiped away the tears for Forsythia, and said in a dumb voice; "Forsythia, since you understand, you'll understand me, won't you?"
Forsythia just whimpered and nodded, "The slave and maid understand, the slave and maid only think that the young lady is too bitter." ”
"I'm not bitter," Qingzhou shook her head, her eyelashes wet with tears, and she only whispered, "As long as he can forget me, whatever he wants me to do, I am willing." ”
Forsythia cried for a moment, and finally asked; "What are your plans, young lady?"
"Zhenyuan Marquis Mansion, I can't stay anymore, I will go to my grandmother and ask her to allow me to go to Lingyin Temple to practice, and pray for my uncle and the entire family."
Listening to Qingzhou's words, Forsythia was suddenly shocked, "Miss, are you going to become a monk?" ”
Qingzhou nodded.
"Miss, don't do such a stupid thing, Master Hou won't agree!" Forsythia burst into tears, but she didn't know what to do.
"Uncle, I'll go and talk to him." Qingzhou suppressed the heat in his eyes and whispered; "In this way, he will die."
Evening.
After Wan Chongshan returned home, he walked towards the courtyard of the light boat, and as soon as he stepped into the house, he saw that the light boat was already leading and waiting there, and when he came back, the light boat leaned down, and without waiting for her to salute, Wan Chongshan had already helped her up, "I told you, you don't have to salute me again." ”
Wan Chongshan's voice was gentle, and seeing that Qingzhou's cheeks had regained some blood in the past two days, he felt a little relieved when he looked at it, and he looked towards the table, and saw that the dishes on the table had not been moved, obviously waiting for him.
He helped the boat to the chair and sat down, and said to her; "Tomorrow, let's go to Wuzhou together."
Qingzhou's apricot eyes were slightly stunned, she just looked at Wan Chongshan like that, Wan Chongshan noticed her gaze, so he smiled; "What's wrong?"
Qingzhou didn't speak, just got up from his chair and knelt down towards him.
"What is this?" Wanzhongshan immediately wanted to help her.
Qingzhou avoided his hand, her eyes were clear, she looked at the man in front of her, and whispered; "Uncle, Qingzhou has something to say to you."
"You get up first." Wan Chongshan frowned slightly.
Qingzhou shook his head, and seeing that she insisted on kneeling, Wan Chongshan was helpless, so he had to squat down in front of her, look directly into her eyes, and said; "Say it."
"Uncle"
"You still call me uncle?" Wan Chongshan's eyebrows tightened, interrupting her words.
"If you don't call your uncle, how can Qingzhou call you?" Qingzhou's voice was very soft, as soon as her words fell, Wan Chongshan was just about to speak, and Qingzhou was the way; "Uncle, listen to me first, okay?"
"You say." Wan Chongshan stared at her and said two words.
"Uncle told Qingzhou that day, you are not afraid of thousands of people, and you are not afraid of thousands of scolding, uncle is a hero of Daqi, Qingzhou is just a humble and cowardly ordinary woman, Qingzhou begged his uncle to be compassionate, if his uncle is really good for Qingzhou, please think about Qingzhou, don't push Qingzhou to the cusp of the storm, let Qingzhou be despised by the world, bear the burden of not abiding by women's morals, and seduce the reputation of uncle," Qingzhou said this, stopped slightly, she bowed to Wanzhong Mountain, and said: "Ask my uncle to be fulfilled." ”
Wan Chongshan listened to all her words without saying a word, he didn't say anything, only helped Qingzhou's body and made her look at him.
"You have me in your heart, don't you?" Wanzhongshan's heart was like blood, and he asked her word by word.
Listening to Wan Chongshan's words, Qingzhou's tears burst instantly, and she tried her best to force those tears back, only trembling her voice, still spitting out that sentence; "Ask my uncle to be fulfilled, Qingzhou just wants to live his duty, and Qingzhou can't afford his uncle's wrong love."
Wan Chongshan cupped her cheek, and just as he was about to say something, he saw Qingzhou's eyes full of tears and said something to him; "Please don't push me."
"How can I force you." Wanzhong Shanyan seemed to have a fire in his heart, he looked at her with burning eyes, and said a word to her; "Chen Qingzhou, you remember, I will never force you."
Qingzhou's eyes were hazy with tears, she didn't dare to blink, for fear that if she blinked, those hot tears would fall from her eyes one by one and fall under the eyes of Wanzhongshan, so that he could see what was on his mind.
"Qingzhou will go back to my grandmother and ask her to allow me to go to Lingyin Temple to lead the practice, and Qingzhou will pray for my uncle day and night in front of the Buddha."
Wan Chongshan interrupted her, his eyes filled with pain, and he only asked; "Would you rather go to the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha than be with me?"
"Uncle's wrong love, Qingzhou can only be repaid in the next life." Qingzhou's voice was very soft, she looked into Wan Chongshan's eyes, and spoke quietly.
"Why do you embroider this veil when you don't want to be with me?" Wan Chongshan took out the handkerchief from his bosom, and the green mountains and the light boat in that corner were all exposed in front of the light boat.
Qingzhou looked at the handkerchief, and suddenly felt that her heart was overflowing with sourness, she moved her lips, she wanted to say something, but she couldn't open her mouth.
Wan Chongshan caressed her face, and Qingzhou's eyes were full of pleading, and he almost used all his strength to say a word to him; "Uncle, I beg you for a light boat"
Wan Chongshan looked at the tears in her eyes, he knew that his nephew had just died, if she let her follow him now, it would indeed be difficult for her, Wan Chongshan thought of this, and finally couldn't bear to force her again, he was silent for a long time, finally looked into her eyes, and said, "Okay, I promise you to go to Lingyin Temple to practice." ”
"Thank you, uncle." Chen Qingzhou bowed.
"You don't have to thank me," Wan Chongshan said word for word, looking at her body; "Chen Qingzhou, I won't give up."
Qingzhou looked at the man in front of her, listened to his words, and only made her tremble her throat and say a few words; "Uncle, let me go."
Wan Chongshan didn't speak, only hugged her waist and leaned over to suck her lips, Qingzhou's heart was very sour, and she couldn't help but want to struggle, but how could her strength shake Wan Chongshan?
The lingering between the lips and teeth was extremely compassionate, Wan Chongshan's kiss was domineering and gentle, almost sucking her heart away, I don't know how long it took, he finally let go of Qingzhou's body, and spit out a sentence in her ear: "I won't let you go." ”
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