Chapter 33: Introspection

When Zhang Cheng found Wang Ronghe, he was also frightened by the tears on her face, "Miss Wang, Miss Wang." [No pop-ups. Zhang Cheng didn't know what to say, "Your Majesty has taken care of the words written by Miss Wang, and even the white porcelain branches sent by Miss Wang are also well placed in His Majesty's study, and His Majesty is different to the girl." ”

"Zhang Neishi." Wang Ronghe gasped and said, "I don't know if I can find a clean room for me to receive the punishment, Your Majesty will punish me for a day of self-reflection, this time has not come, and it will take a lot of time to go back to Chuxiu Palace." ”

Zhang Cheng finally led Wang Ronghe to the Qin'an Temple, and asked the bhikshuni to find a meditation room for her.

Zhang Cheng went back to his life, "Where did you meet her?" Zhu Yijun has already returned to the dormitory, because Wang Ronghe made a fuss, he didn't eat dinner well, and now he is playing with the hairpin made by Wang Ronghe.

"It's almost time to Chuxiu Palace, Miss Wang's feet are very fast." Zhang Cheng said.

"You can't be fast, such big feet." Zhu Yijun sneered. "She didn't say anything?"

"The girl didn't go back to Chuxiu Palace, saying that His Majesty was telling her a word, and that she would be punished for introspection for one day, and she would find another clean room for introspection for one day. The little one took Miss Wang to the Qin'an Palace, and found a meditation room in the Qin'an Hall to introspect. Zhang Cheng said.

"Hmph." Zhu Yijun said, "I don't know what to do, if others see me more, they should be happy, I don't know what to do, I am hypocritical, and I still say that I am playing with her?" I don't know who is a woman dressed as a man and makes a big fuss? ”

"Your Majesty's heart is like heaven and earth, why bother with the little girl." Zhang Cheng said.

"I don't care about her, now she has to worry about me, it's really difficult for a woman to raise." Zhu Yijun's face was full of hesitation.

"When the little one went to deliver the shoes, Miss Wang cried very sadly, and she knew that she was wrong." Zhang Cheng said.

"She's crying?" Zhu Yijun asked.

"My eyes are red and swollen." Zhang Cheng said. "It's pathetic to look at."

"What is she crying about?" Zhu Yijun was puzzled.

Slowly, he didn't understand, it was Wang Ronghe, lying on the futon on his knees, and he didn't know why he was crying. Talking about the bold provocation to please the emperor, so impulsive, peeling off all self-hypnosis, knowing the real self, about himself is the kind of person who can't live for three months in the harem, Wang Ronghe can still have fun in suffering.

The door was knocked three times, Wang Ronghe went down to open the door, it was Mrs. Jingyi, she was holding a copper basin, and said with a gentle smile, "Soak hot water to relieve fatigue." ”

"Mrs. Shi, you can't deserve it." Wang Ronghe said, "I am now a guilty body." ”

"Your Majesty didn't send someone to guard here, the girl can relax, it's more important to be comfortable." Mrs. Jingyi said, "Sooner or later, the girl will understand this, and in the palace, it is more important to be comfortable." ”

"Everyone wants to live comfortably, how can everyone get their wish." Wang Ronghe said with a wry smile, she walked so far with only socks, and she really felt that her feet were very dirty, so she had to thank Mrs. Jingyi for her kindness, and took off her shoes and socks and soaked them in hot water.

"You see, soaking your feet in hot water can make you comfortable. It can be seen that it is very easy to make yourself comfortable, regardless of status. Mrs. Jingyi said.

Wang Ronghe nodded, "Yes." ”

"The girl's eyes are swollen when she cries today, and she has to take hot water to compress her eyes, otherwise she won't look like it tomorrow." Mrs. Jingyi said, "The girl's shoes and socks are dirty, and the girl told the poor nun the name of the palace maid who served in Chuxiu Palace, and I went to ask for new shoes and socks for the girl." ”

"How dare you bother Shitai so much." Wang Ronghe said.

"If the girl feels embarrassed, she will copy a sutra to the poor nun, the last time the girl copied the scripture, the poor nun has not even seen a single side, and now I feel deeply sorry." Mrs. Jingyi said.

"It's a gesture." Wang Ronghe said, "I can't sleep horizontally and vertically, so I will copy the scriptures for Shitai." ”

"The girl looks wise and smart, not like someone who would do something stupid." Mrs. Jingyi said, "If the girl doesn't dislike it, talk to the poor nun." In the palace, no one to speak to is also lonely. Poor nuns will not be with outsiders. ”

"I naturally trust Mrs. Shi." Wang Ronghe lowered his head and smiled, "It's just that there's nothing to say, it's just that a smart person pretends to be smart, and he is still full of resentment, but in the end he learned that it was his own stupidity that caused all this." ”

"And self-inflicted." Wang Ronghe smiled, "I also imagined that I would hold a shelf like this for a long time, but it turned out to be self-inflicted, and I was really ashamed to see people without face." ”

"Your Majesty treats the girl differently than anyone else." Mrs. Jingyi said, "Poor nuns think, it doesn't have to be the girl's own affection. ”

Wang Ronghe looked at Mrs. Jingyi, Mrs. Jingyi rolled the Buddhist beads, "Your Majesty came to the Qin'an Hall suddenly that day, and the appearance of him entering the inner room is not like the first time I have seen a girl." The inner eunuch was guarding the door, and the poor nun found an excuse at random and told the others not to come here. Your Majesty didn't want people to know, and the girl probably didn't want people to know that you and Your Majesty met in private. ”

"Your Majesty is rich all over the world, and there are already concubines and palace maids to serve, but the poor nun thinks that he can make His Majesty show an interesting expression, and let the inner eunuch not follow and serve, girl, it should be different from others."

"So Mrs. Jingyi showed favor to me, thinking that if I can be in a high position in the future, I will give Mrs. Shi a cheaper?" Wang Ronghe thinks it's funny, Buddhism is pure, what are you doing now?

"If the girl thinks so, the poor nun can't do anything." Master Jingyi smiled, "Poor Ni has no bad intentions for the girl. It's just that the girl sees that she is going to stay in the palace, and if there is any inconvenience in the future, she will come to the Qin'an Palace to find the poor nun. ”

"Mrs. Shi, I understand it sincerely." Wang Ronghe said, "I am emotionally agitated today, and I am a little out of shape, and I hope that the teacher will not be worried." ”

"What the girl is doing now is also because she knows that Your Majesty treats the girl differently in her heart." Mrs. Jingyi said, "Only people who are pampered and arrogant, and who have no support, speak and talk completely different from girls." ”

"I'm also in a lot of confusion now, I don't know if Your Majesty is good or bad for me?" Wang Ronghe smiled bitterly, "I have already pitted myself into the palace, I really don't know how to face Your Majesty next, and what pit awaits me next, I don't know at all." ”

"What other pits are there in the palace? Get Your Majesty's favor, not Your Majesty's favor. Mrs. Jingyi said, "Your Majesty has to beware of the jealousy of other women in the harem, and you have to worry about how long this favor can last." If you can't be favored by Your Majesty, you are racking your brains to beg Your Majesty's favor, and all the rest of your efforts will be spent on how to maintain an ordinary life. ”

"The unfavored woman in this palace has a really hard time. All the hardships imaginable by a girl are there. I can't eat enough and don't have enough clothes, I can't sleep well, and my days are confined to a small room on that side, lonely, unbearable loneliness, and crazy loneliness. ”

"If you are taken by any eunuch leader, it is really better to live than to die, and it is impossible to leave innocently." Mrs. Jingyi looked at Wang Ronghe, "Girl, the poor nuns have seen too much in this palace, and there are not two or three lives on the beams in the well in which palace. The girl looked at the poor nun who was now a teacher and had no quarrel with the world. I also struggled back then. ”

"The girl has a flower road to walk, don't be left." Master Jingyi persuaded gently.

"Thank you for your teachings." Wang Ronghe said.

One night, the candle flame in the meditation room was not extinguished, and Wang Ronghe seemed to be tirelessly copying the scriptures. Mrs. Jingyi's words were like thunder. All the psychological construction done by myself is on the basis of luck, the darkness of this harem, the darkness of low-ranking women who are not favored, I have not experienced it, and no one can imagine it.

But if she experienced that darkness, would she still have a chance to make a comeback?

Just treat the emperor as his boss, and he can't leave his job for good or bad, he can only live and suffer. She dared to be disrespectful to her boss with just a little self-pretending to be smart and self-inflicted, how could she ever be worthy of her previous smart name. There are also grandmothers, fathers and brothers at home, and they will be so sad if they die quietly in the palace.

Calm down. Calm down. Wang Ronghe copied the scriptures and said to himself, what you think is not important, don't be self-righteous.

Wang Ronghe's closed door was opened at noon on the second day, when Zhang Cheng came to announce the decree. "The girl has been locked up by herself, and she hasn't even eaten?" Zhang Cheng asked.

"It was introspection. Hungry for the skin, in order to save thoroughly. Wang Ronghe said.

"The girl hasn't slept all night?" Zhang Cheng saw the scriptures on the desk, "Why is the girl so solid?" Your Majesty didn't mean to let the girl do this. ”

"It's me who has to introspect myself, and don't do anything and don't care." Wang Ronghe said with a smile, "Why did Zhang Nei come here?" ”

"Your Majesty asked the little one to come and tell the girl, the girl doesn't need to introspect, she can go back to Chuxiu Palace." Zhang Cheng said.

"Thank you, Lord Long." Wang Ronghe greeted the east with a blessing salute, and thanked Zhang Cheng.

"Don't thank me, girl." Zhang Cheng said. Xi Tao had already been informed that Wang Ronghe was introspecting in the Qin'an Palace, and this would already be waiting outside, and when she heard that Wang Ronghe didn't need to introspect, she hurriedly came in and helped her back to Chuxiu Palace to rest.

Zhang Cheng glanced at the Buddhist scriptures on the desk, "Take them all." The little eunuch behind him followed Zhang Cheng to the Qianqing Palace with these scriptures.

"It looks like Your Majesty really doesn't like this Wang girl." Empress Dowager Chen said worriedly, "The first time I saw people's portraits, they said that people were ugly and very chic, at the spring banquet, all the show girls got the jewelry rewarded by His Majesty, only she was a random erhu, and now, it is just a small loss of etiquette, Your Majesty can punish her for a day of self-examination." Where is there a show girl who has not been canonized and will be punished by His Majesty first. ”

"It's Your Majesty's rudeness." Empress Dowager Li said, "If you don't see the rumor, you will go to the apse, and the show girl will make a mistake if she is not prepared for a while." The mourning family said that those show girls are too, Miss Wang can't swing, why do you have to arch her on the swing, I heard that she fell and was injured. ”

"Miss Wang had a fever when she returned to Chuxiu Palace, and the imperial doctor saw that it was said that she had not slept all night and had not eaten water and rice for a day, so she had a fever caused by weakness." The palace maid said.

"The Imperial Doctor's hands and feet are quite fast this time." Empress Dowager Chen said, "It's good to use medicine to make Miss Wang get better as soon as possible." ”

In fact, it's not that the doctor is fast, but when Zhang Cheng went back to Zhu Yijun's words, Zhu Yijun asked him to take the imperial doctor to see, the imperial doctor arrived at Chuxiu Palace, just when Wang Ronghe began to have a fever, and Xitao was at a loss to go to her aunt, it also happened that the imperial doctor diagnosed the pulse and prescribed medicine, "Fortunately, the girl's body is well, and she can be cured after a good cultivation." ”