Chapter 58: It's You Thinking Too Much
When he said this, his lips pulled lightly and he laughed self-deprecatingly, "She first took out the New Year's money she saved to lend me to participate in the audition, and it was okay, although the role she mixed up with was inconspicuous, I earned her money back and paid her back." It's impossible to rely on such a small and inconspicuous character. Especially when it was my first play, the acting was really jerky. β
"......" I watched the drama where he debuted in the audition, and the ratings and reputation were not very good at that time, and even I got to know him after I liked him later, and I knew that the drama was his first play, which was really inconspicuous.
What really made him shine was his second TV series, although he only played a third-tier role and was a villain, but the crew was also well-made, the crew was good, the reputation and ratings were high, and his role also gave him a lot of fans.
"At that time, I thought, that's the end of it, dream of this thing, just think about it, not to mention that I have personally tried what it feels like under the lens, and it can be regarded as complete." He took out a cigarette with one free hand and lit it before he said: "It wasn't until half a year later that a crew suddenly called me and asked me to look in the mirror, and I was so happy." β
"Then I went and got a good role, although I played the villain, but I was still very happy, anyway, I wanted to try everything." He took a deep breath of cigarette and exhaled it, and after a pause, he spoke again, "I originally wanted to share it with Jiayi, but she was grounded by her family, and I didn't think about it that much at the time, after all, I have known her for a long time, and I also know that she has a strict family education." β
"......" Jiayi ...... The sourness that had calmed down because of the story he had given me floated again, and my fingertips clenched lightly.
"It wasn't until the filming was about to start that his father suddenly found me, and then I told me that Jiayi stole his card, took 1 million as a sponsorship fund to the crew, and bought me this third-tier role......"
βοΌοΌοΌβ Million?! This girl is a little bolder!
He glanced sideways at me and smiled, "Yes! That's the expression, I was as confused as you are now. β
"Uh...... And then? β
He slowly suppressed his smile, took a puff of cigarette and spit it out, "At first, his father thought that the card was stolen and called the police to deal with it, but I didn't expect this investigation to find out about his daughter...... Xu Jiayuan, you say she's stupid or not, a million! In that kind of TV series back then, the first-line actors were only forty or fifty thousand per episode, and she stole one million for me for a few thousand a month, and she was the kind of person who was laid off after the finale. β
"......" I looked at him with a twisted eyebrow, my lips open, but I couldn't make a sound.
He didn't seem to need me to answer, turned his head and continued to look at the road, took another puff of cigarette and said: "Her father asked her where the money went, and she only said that she spent it, and his father thought at first that she was threatened by someone, all kinds of worries and fears, and asked the police for help, she was afraid that something would happen to me, so she said where the money was, and then his father came to me with someone, and he beat me up without saying a word." β
"Poof......
"What are you poofing?"
ββ¦β¦ I was wondering what it was like for you to get fat. β
He laughed at once, "You're going to fall into the well." β
"That's my strength, and it's a professional skill." I spoke lightly, but I wasn't at ease in my heart, I just didn't want the atmosphere to be too heavy with his words.
Yes, heaviness, although he said these things to me in that very indifferent tone and tone, but that heavy feeling I could not ignore, I did not like this feeling, and I did not like the heaviness that emanated from him, it was not for him.
He glanced at me, but didn't speak, and I asked again, "Say, what about after the fat beating?" Did you pay it back? β
"It must have been called." He replied lightly.
"And what do you do?" I feel that he is also a little wronged, and he owes a million with a black eye.
"How? If you don't have money, you have to die. β
"Poofβyou're a scoundrel!"
"This is not called a scoundrel, this is a fact, as far as I can, I will be dissected, and my heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys will be broken up and sold for not worth a million."
"......" he described...... Don't you want to be so apt! I was speechless!
I couldn't hold back, and I chuckled lowly, "And then?" Her dad won't really be held accountable, right? β
"It's just like that if I can't pursue it, all I can do is give him an IOU, it's impossible to really sell me." As he spoke, he raised the cigarette in his hand and smoked it out, then turned sideways and lowered his head slightly and threw it into the can, "Then I was lucky, because I was selected by the former Tang Dynasty for that drama, signed, trained, set up characters, packaged, took over the play, and paid off the accounts." β
"......" to pay off the debt? Why do these four words sound different to me, and I really want to ask him, is it even a personal debt?
But I can't ask, I'm afraid to know the answer, sometimes it's better to be confused.
However, there was one thing I didn't want to be confused, so I paused and said, "By the way, your fiancΓ©e's name is Li Jiayi, right?" β
I deliberately accentuated the word, and I think he understood what I meant.
It turned out that he understood, and before my words fell, he glanced at me sideways, "You are so careful." β
I frowned, didn't accept his joke, and said to him very seriously: "It's not that I'm too careful, it's that some things can be confused, and some can't." β
He pursed his lower lip lightly, "It's that you're thinking too much." β
Is "......" really thinking too much?
I didn't speak, my eyes were fixed on his face, and I tried to find traces of lying on his face, but I gave up in just two seconds.
He's just an old actor, as long as he wants to, I can't find any traces, so it's really just that I think too much......
I pursed my lower lip and nodded, and turned my head to look out the window, the sun was strong, the wind was hot, and the vision and air smelled a little scorched.
Silence, he didn't speak again, and I ...... After a while, I would reach out of my bag and take out my cigarette, pull out a cigarette and bite it on the corner of my mouth, turn sideways and light it in the lee.
When I looked up and exhaled the smoke, he looked at me, "Don't you smoke?" β
"You didn't give it to me just now."
"Watch out."
......I could feel that he was talking to me, pursed my lower lip and took a puff of cigarette and asked him, "Why did you give up Don before you came here?" β
Actually, I want to say that I want to give up my career and ...... Dream......
As he said, it was his dream.
"It's too messy, it's too dark, it's too fake, I'm tired of it."
"Why are you here?"
He took a deep breath and exhaled, "Didn't you watch the news?" Still ask me? β
ββ¦β¦ Environmental Protection Agency? "I should have thought that this is why he is here......
He pursed his lips slightly, then turned to look at me, "I think it's good, better than the outside." β
I pursed my lips into a light smile and nodded slightly, "Indeed, it's good here." β
He looked at me, suddenly the car was turned upside down, I twisted my eyebrows, he quickly turned his head to look at the road, and I, too, slowly turned sideways to face out of the window, raised the cigarette in my hand.
As a result, I forgot to play the cigarette ash, so my hand was raised, and the cigarette ash blew me in the face again.
When I didn't feel any breath, I just lowered my head slightly, patted it gently, and then took a puff of cigarette and spit out the window.
After that we didn't talk until we got to the brook and the car stopped, I think I had something to think about, and so did he......
He got out of the car, but instead of carrying his hookah, he ran to the back of the car, helped Ah Kang and Ah Quan with something, and then walked towards the stream with the bucket containing the fishing tools.
I stood under the tree and looked at his back, the sun was so strong, but it didn't shine on him at all.
"Sister Xu?" Akon called me suddenly.
"Huh?" I looked back at him.
"What's wrong with you and Team Qiu?" Akon wrung his eyebrows at me.
"I ...... I don't have much to do with him. β
Ah Kang didn't say anything, but twisted his eyebrows tighter, and I frowned and turned my head to look at him, "Anyway, what did you Qiu team do before, you should know." β
Ah Kang didn't seem to expect me to ask that, and after watching me blink for a second, he then turned his head slightly sideways and looked at Ah Quan, who was placing things on the side, by scratching his head.
Ah Quan must have heard what we said, and looked at us slightly, but after seeing that I was looking at him, he lowered his head and continued to put things in place as if nothing had happened.